Lord of the world GL

The autumn wind in the north is strong and bleak, and at night, the deserted streets are even more bleak.Huangfu Jinyu stood five steps behind Ouyang Yuling, watching her quietly by the lake for half an hour without moving.Her heart should be colder than the current autumn wind.Huangfu Jinyu thought, worried about whether the weak woman in front of him could withstand the strong autumn wind, so she took off her robe and walked up, Ouyang Yuling wouldn't let him approach, but he still couldn't do it to Ouyang Yu Ling just sits idly by.

Feeling something on her shoulders, Ouyang Yuling turned her head slightly, and met Huangfu Jinyu's concerned eyes, "Why are you still here?" Didn't she tell him to go back a long time ago?Why did you not go back after so many times?

"I don't worry about you doing this!"

"Oh, you think I'm sad, don't you?"

"No! It's windy, let's go back." Huangfu Jinyu persuaded softly.

"The wind is so good! I really hope that the wind can be stronger and blow away all the despair in my heart!" Ouyang Yuling still stood motionless, with no intention of leaving at all, which made Huangfu Jinyu very upset Had a headache, but fortunately she didn't refuse her approach anymore, which meant that Ouyang Yuling's mood had improved, didn't it?Since she is willing to blow the wind here, then I can accompany her, so Huangfu Jinyu clapped his hands and said: "Well, let's blow it together, and blow away all the unhappiness, sadness and despair in my heart!" Huangfu Jinyu said Then, she smiled lightly at Ouyang Yuling.

"What can you be sad and desperate about?"

Huangfu Jinyu smiled lightly, but did not answer right away, but raised his head and pointed to the bright moon in the sky and said, "Look at the sky, the moon is round now, but can you guarantee that it will always be round? No, the moon has There are ups and downs, and people are the same. You can never hope that your life will be smooth. In life, there are nine out of ten unsatisfactory things, and everyone can't avoid them. But the important thing is how you get rid of those unsatisfactory things. Come out." Huangfu Jinyu really felt that Ouyang Yuling's life had been so smooth since she was a child, that she regarded this defeat as fatal. In fact, her current situation is not as hopeless as she thought.

"That's the case, but how many people can do it? Baiyu, I know you want to comfort me, but you haven't experienced it, and you don't understand my pain at all."

"It's true that I haven't encountered your experience, but I can't say that I don't understand your pain."

"Oh?" Ouyang Yuling asked curiously, wondering how this man who always looked elegant, leisurely and calm, as if he had never experienced suffering in the world, could understand her heart-wrenching pain.

Huangfu Jinyu smiled lightly, and his gentle eyes suddenly became deep. Amid Ouyang Yuling's expectation, he finally spoke slowly, and said in a calm tone: "My father was a businessman, but he died when I was eight years old." At that time, when I was young, I watched my family's servants steal my family's treasure, saw my father's trusted helper, took my family's business transaction ledger to my family's opponents, and watched my family relatives treat us orphans The widowed mother pointed and tried to seize my father's family business. How many times my elder brother and I were assassinated when we were out on business, and almost died. At that time, I was worried every day whether my servants would empty my father's property , Will my family's opponents crush my family, will my relatives cruelly take away our meager hope, and I am worried that our orphans and widows will be homeless one day, or even die unexpectedly. At that time, I was only eight years old, but I already understood many things. I hated the kind of betrayal, the kind of darkness where there was no hope, and I hated the ruthless world where the weak preyed on the strong and intrigues. I was in pain, but I don't want to admit defeat, I thought, as long as I am strong, I can protect the people I care about, and have the opportunity to fight against all injustices in the world, so I fight every day in the bet that I must lose, and I am struggling to find the truth in disappointment. A glimmer of hope. This dark day has lasted for three years, and now that I think about it, it was a scary time. But now, no one will take everything that my father left, it's just... my father, I My eldest brother and my second brother are no longer here." Huangfu Jinyu felt the most pain in his heart when he said the last sentence. He took a deep breath and turned to Ouyang Yuling , asked, "Tell me, can I understand your pain?"

"Baiyu, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to arouse your pain." Ouyang Yuling said apologetically, she was startled by the smiling and tearful Baiyu. With such a tragic past.If it weren't for the tears on Huangfu Jinyu's face and the sentimentality in his eyes, Ouyang Yuling couldn't believe that what Bai Yu described so plainly would be his own painful memories.What kind of a person with a strong heart can talk about his suffering so calmly, and what kind of a strong person can prevent the pain of the years from leaving a trace on himself?

"Oh! It's okay, it's all over, and I'm still alive, and I'm still alive, right?" Huangfu Jinyu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and instantly restored his gentle smile, without the slightest trace of sourness. .He looked at Ouyang Yuling with a surprised face gently, and said: "Perhaps the small things in my family cannot be compared with the big things in your country, but I always believe that everything depends on human effort. Unless you die, you should not give up easily."

Even though Huangfu Jinyu's last words were spoken softly and calmly, they were like thunder, every word shook Ouyang Yuling's heart.yes!She is still alive, and she still has a chance to turn the tide. How can she easily admit defeat and despair?The autumn wind blows stronger at night, but the hope rising in Ouyang Yuling's heart makes her feel warm from the inside out. She will gently take off the robe that Huangfu Jinyu put on herself, Handed it to him and said, "Bai Yu, let's go back!"

"Okay! Let's go back!" Huangfu Jinyu smiled happily, knowing that she had figured it out, and wanted to reach out to take the clothes, but seeing her thin body, she still asked worriedly. "Aren't you cold?"

"It's not cold, get used to it!"

"That's good!" Huangfu Jinyu nodded, took the clothes from Ouyang Yuling's hands and put them on. After all, as a southerner, he was still not used to the strong wind in the north, and it would be troublesome if he caught the wind and cold.

The hustle and bustle of the day has turned into silence at this moment, only Huangfu Jinyu and Ouyang Yuling are on the broad street, telling the depth of the night with the few scattered and weak street lamps.Fortunately, the night is not bad tonight. It's a good experience to walk under the moon in such a late autumn night. Huangfu Jinyu turned his head slightly when he met Ouyang Yuling, and the moment his eyes met , both of them would smile heartily, but they were also quiet and unwilling to break the quiet beauty of the two of them at the moment.

Huangfu Jinyu thought, thinking about nothing like this, just walking slowly together, even if they don't speak, it's pretty good!

The road back to the inn was very long, and the two walked very slowly. This kind of silence lasted for a long time, and finally Ouyang Yuling asked, "You must have suffered a lot in the past for you to be able to have today, right?" Although she You are a princess, but she has not lived in the deep palace for a long time and closed her eyes and listened. When she traveled when she was young, she also saw the hardships that ordinary people pay for what they want in their hearts. In her own position, she has personally experienced the hardships of fighting for the throne. , and even more deeply understand this hardship.As Ouyang Yuling spoke, she secretly looked at Bai Yu. Although he was always relaxed and indifferent, what she could think of was the unknown pain he hid behind him.

Ouyang Yuling's words made Huangfu Jinyu feel a warm touch in his heart.Ever since he was a child, everyone in Nanyang has recognized him as a man of destiny and praised his achievements, but they also unceremoniously took all of this for granted, and no one understood the pain that Huangfu Jinyu paid for all of this. , even Li Sihan just worships him, but Ouyang Yuling is a rare person who understands him and cares about his pain.

Withdrawing the deep gratitude flowing in his eyes, Huangfu Jinyu said lightly: "It's okay! At that time, I only thought about protecting the people I cared about, so I didn't feel the pain."

"If you want something in your heart, you will have it!"

"Correct!"

Huangfu Jinyu doesn't believe in heaven, and never thinks that everything he has now is bestowed by heaven. He lost his father when he was young, and he understands that he has to fight for what he wants by himself.But the road to struggle is long and the process is arduous. Nanyang can have what it is today. Huangfu Jinyu's sweat and suffering for it are beyond the comprehension of ordinary people. However, Huangfu Jinyu is not afraid and suffers Suffering, Fang is a master, for his mother and concubine, for Nanyang, he is willing to do it!

The door of the inn was closed, but a small door was left beside it, which was only big enough for one person to pass through. The kind innkeeper lit a dim lamp, lay down on the counter for a nap, and looked up at the little door that was concealed.

"Crackling" came the sound of the small door turning.

"Who?" The shopkeeper asked in a low voice vigilantly, and held up the oil lamp to shine towards the door. At this moment, Lin Xiao, who was in the room on the second floor, heard the voice coming out of the door. With the light of the shopkeeper, he could see the face of the person who appeared at the door. The voice jumped from the railing on the second floor to the first floor.

"Miss!"

"Third Master!"

"Why haven't you rested yet?" The two asked in unison.

"Miss, you haven't come back yet, my door is not closed, and I can't do without it, so I can only guard here." The shopkeeper said with a yawn.

But Lin Xiao just bowed slightly and didn't speak.Now the third master is in Haojing, how can he sleep peacefully without seeing the third master return.

"Sorry to keep you waiting." Huangfu Jinyu said apologetically.

"It's okay, you all go to rest."

"Yes!" The shopkeeper responded, and after nodding to Ouyang Yuling, he turned around and walked to close the small door and unbolt it, while Huangfu Jinyu and the others went upstairs.

Huangfu Jinyu and Ouyang Yuling always slept in the same room when staying in an inn, one on the bed and one on the floor, but in this inn, they had their own room.What Ouyang Yuling meant was that the weather was getting colder, and if he slept on the floor, he would catch a cold.Huangfu Jinyu knew that Ouyang Yuling was really thinking of him. He knew that along the way, Ouyang Yuling felt guilty for letting him sleep on the floor, and he couldn't bear to aggravate her guilt.And what made him really feel at ease is that there is a room for one person, Ouyang Yuling's unusual relaxation in this inn and the innkeeper's unusual respect for Ouyang Yuling, how could he not guess a thing or two as smart as he was, so he heard Ouyang Yuling When Ling suggested sharing a room with each other, he did not refuse.

The rooms of the two are adjacent to each other, located in a remote corner of the inn, the environment is secluded and quiet.Huangfu Jinyu sent Ouyang Yuling to the door, smiled gently, turned and left, but Ouyang Yuling suddenly grabbed his hand, "Bai Yu, will you accompany me?" Ouyang Yuling asked nervously.

Huangfu Jinyu could see the look in her eyes, it was a look of fear, loneliness, and extreme insecurity. He remembered the betrayal of Ouyang Yuling's cronies that Wanxu and Rouyan had talked about in the brothel, and felt a pain in his heart, unconsciously He stretched out his hand to caress her face, and said softly, "I will!"

"You won't lie to me, will you? You are the only one by my side now. If even you leave me, I really don't know what to do?"

Ouyang Yuling's uneasiness made Huangfu Jinyu's heart tingle, not only for Ouyang Yuling, but also for herself and her relationship that could not see the result. However, at this moment, Huangfu Jinyu still replied sincerely: " Don't worry, I won't lie to you! It's late at night, go back to sleep, and we'll talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to say."

Ouyang Yuling finally lay down on the bed under Huangfu Jinyu's gentle consolation. Huangfu Jinyu was about to go back to her room when she realized that Lin Xiao was standing beside her at some point, looking at Lin Xiao's eyes fixed on her, Huangfu Jinyu knew what Lin Xiao was going to say, he chuckled lightly, stopped Lin Xiao's panic about to speak, and then turned and entered his room.

He said that he would not deceive Ouyang Yuling, but he had already deceived her from the very beginning.