wait for freedom

Luo Xiang rubbed his aching head. He didn't sleep all night, and his heart was full of panic. He sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, his head was also empty. Luo Xiang suddenly remembered a joke, half of his head was water, and half Yes, when you think about it, it turns into a paste! "Hey..." The sudden laughter in the room startled Luo Xiang, and then Luo Xiang remembered that he was laughing.

Luo Xiang closed his eyes, threw away the feeling of dizziness, stood up and wanted to change clothes, after all, Wang Xu was leaving.

Luo went to open the closet and looked at the mirror in the closet. He was still wearing the scarf. Luo went to pull the scarf off with all his strength, but because of wrapping it around several times, he strangled his neck and made his neck hurt. , but Luo Gou's hand was still pulling down, as if he couldn't understand his hatred, he kept pulling hard, until Luo Gou's face turned red from being strangled, and he couldn't hold his breath anymore, Luo Gou slowly let go of his hand, "Huh... ....." Luo slumped over the whole body, pulled himself together and changed his clothes, touched his reddened neck in the mirror, and then slammed the closet door shut.

Luo Xiang opened the door and stepped on a cigarette butt in a slipper. Luo Xiang frowned, walked to the sofa in the living room, looked at Wang Xu lying on the sofa, patted him, and wanted to wake him up.Wang Xu was dazed and staring. He smoked all night and felt that his lungs were almost exhausted. Lying on the sofa, he also had a terrible headache.

"What are you going to move away in a while? I'll pack it up quickly..." Wang Xu lay on the sofa and listened to Luo Xiang talking to him.

"...I'm not moving anything..."

"...I called a moving company for you... Take a few things away..." I won't see you again, let's make a souvenir...

"...You can help me choose..." Wang Xudui was on the sofa, watching Luo Xiang busy, as if he saw Luo Xiang when they first moved here. Just like now, busy to and fro...

"Get up quickly! Help me! I just know how to sit there..."

"Oh...I'm getting up right now..." Wang Xu said suddenly in a jerk.

Luo Xiang happened to pass by Wang Xu, "You...what are you talking about...why are you getting up?"

"Cough...it's okay...just, I suddenly...remembered something..." Wang Xu didn't know why he remembered that when he moved to Luoyang Seeing himself sitting on the sofa lazily frowning and saying this to himself, he said it subconsciously.

"Wang Xu...you can clean up the rest...you can take the wardrobe and the double bed away..." Luo Xiang didn't know what to think of Wang Xu, "And that desktop...you use it a lot, take it away...oh, and your bookcase..."

Wang Xu took a deep breath, nodded, stood up and entered his room.

The two resumed busying each other and looking at each other again, but this time their jobs were switched.

Luo Xiang didn't sit for a while, when someone knocked on the door, he opened the door and found that it was an employee of the moving company, "Wang Xu... the moving company is here, you..." Luo Xianggang After inviting the people from the moving company in, his cell phone rang.

Luo Go looked at the phone, it was his mother, Luo Go hid on the balcony, avoiding Wang Xu's gaze, "Mom..."

"Luo Xiang...are you okay...Mom knows, he moved out today...right..."

"Well, he's leaving today..." Luo Xiang felt a little wronged.

"Son, since I divorced your dad, if you don't want to go with me, mom will leave you and go away... This time mom will ask you again, do you want to live with mom... ..Your Uncle York and your brother are very welcome to come..."

Luo Xiang knew that his mother was very happy after marrying that foreigner. He had a mixed-race younger brother. He had visited them a few times. Both his stepfather and younger brother treated him very well, but they used to live... It's not my home after all.

"Mom...Let's talk about it later, if it's in the past, the work and everything are not handed over, it's inconvenient..."

"Luo Xiang, Mom knows you're uncomfortable... You've been with Wang Xu for more than ten years, and he just got married like this... Mom's not worth it for you!"

Luo Xiang knew from a young age that his temperament followed his father's. He was a bit dull, to put it mildly, but to put it plainly, he was stupid, "I can't help it...it's already like this...Mom, after a while ...Can I go find you...I have no home..." Luo Xiang cried in front of his mother for the first time.

"Good son...don't cry...you can come to see mom anytime! Your father doesn't want you anymore, mom wants you... isn't that just Wang Xu! You Come to mom... Mom will find you a better one! Can you... don't cry..."

Luo Xiang was amused by his mother, with tears and snot running down his face, and he still smiled, "Mom, you are so kind..."

"Luo Xiang, don't hold back...Mom knows that you are uncomfortable and aggrieved. There are many men in the world! There is not only one Wang Xu! You come to find Mom, and Mom will definitely find you a good man!"

"...Mom, you seem to be a pimp, hehehe..." Luo went to wipe his tears with his sleeve, and found that the tears could not be wiped clean, and the more he wiped, the more he wiped... .forget it and let it flow...

"Stinky boy, you are making fun of your mother... Come on, live with your mother, this is your home..."

"Okay... When I quit my job and everything, sell the house... I will go to my mother..."

Luo Xiang was on the phone on the balcony. Wang Xu looked at Luo Xiang's back in the living room. He could see that Luo Xiang was crying. He wanted to push the glass door of the balcony open to talk to Luo Xiang, but Wang Xu didn't dare to open the door. Glass door, the moving company moved very quickly, and the move was almost done in a while. Wang Xu thought whether to say goodbye to Luo Gou, but felt that both of them were sad to say goodbye, so he didn't go to the balcony to say goodbye to Luo Gou. Grab your luggage and go...

Luo Xiang hung up his mother's phone, and stood on the balcony in a daze, until he heard the door open and close, really left...

Luo Xiang looked up at the gray sky, and felt that what his mother said was right, there are many men, and he would not only think about Wang Xu... probably.

Luo walked slowly, walked through the empty living room, passed by an empty bedroom, and saw the same restaurant as before, Luo went into the toilet, stared at the mirror on the sink, it turned out that he had been crying...

Luo Xiang washed his face, went back to the living room, sat on the sofa, stared at the TV that was not turned on, put his hands on the sofa, and touched a pack of cigarettes that Wang Xu didn't take... Luo went to take it With a cigarette in his mouth, he found a lighter that was almost out of gas, and it took him a long time to light it up. He took a deep breath, "Cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough!!!" Luo Xiang felt himself My lungs are about to be coughed out, "cough cough! Cigarettes are so difficult to smoke, why do you still like to smoke...cough..."

"Marriage or something..." Luo Xiang turned his head and looked at the sunny day outside the balcony, feeling warm, then slowly lay down on the sofa, and slept, maybe it would be better... ...

The author has something to say: this chapter is completely over, it is really short. . .Because the Chinese New Year has been delayed for several days. . .But it's finally over, and it's a worry.

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Luo went to the city where his mother lived. It was a very prosperous city. After being single for many years, Luo’s mother also introduced many men to her son, most of whom were foreigners. Choose a man for yourself according to your taste.Luo Xiang lost contact with his former classmates, changed his mobile phone number, and didn't tell anyone where he was, and he didn't show up at the class reunion. If it wasn't for the Chinese New Year, he would pay New Year's greetings in the classmate group. The classmates thought that Luo went missing.Occasionally, the students would gossip in the group about Wang Xu and Luo Xiang, two very good friends, why one was not married, and when the other got married, the other disappeared immediately, and was also related to Luo Xiang and Wang Xu The better classmates ran to Koukou Penguin to ask Luo Xiang why he didn't attend Wang Xu's wedding ceremony, and Luo Xiang didn't say anything except that he was busy.

When Wang Xu got married, it happened to be the time when Luo Xiang moved to his mother's place. Wang Xu went back to their house to see, but there was nothing left. Wang Xu was a little anxious, and called Luo Xiang, but no one answered. A few days later, they found that their home was occupied by another couple. Wang Xu asked the young couple. The young couple said that they bought the house from a young man named Luo Xiang, and said that they only knew that the young man had moved to another place. In the city, because it is a one-time payment, the real estate certificate and so on have already been transferred, so I haven't contacted the young man again. No one knows where he moved.

Wang Xu's heart was completely empty. He thought that his selfishness would make Luo Xiang sad and angry, but he didn't expect Luo Xiang to leave so decisively. He left without leaving anything... .He left completely, taking everything away, including Wang Xu's heart.

Since then, Wang Xu has returned to smoking and drinking. Wang Xu's wife doesn't like smoking in the family. She has persuaded Wang Xu to quit smoking many times. Quit it, but it will get worse and worse. Wang Xu's wife had a fight with Wang Xu a few times, and Wang Xu would watch her make trouble, and then the appearance of Luo Xiang when he was in a tantrum with him would appear in front of his eyes, and Wang Xu would become more and more violent. Impatient, the couple always quarreled. After a long time, Wang Xu's wife also noticed something was wrong. The first two years of marriage were fine, except that Wang Xu was a little decadent, at least he was more family-friendly. Later, he drank more and smoked more and more. The older she got, the more annoying Wang Xu's wife was when Wang Xu got drunk and kept chanting Luo Xiang's name... Wang Xu's wife didn't pay much attention to the name at first, thinking it was Wang Xu's friend , Many times, Wang Xu's wife felt that something was wrong. I never knew that one of Wang Xu's friends was named Luo Xiang. I went to my parents-in-law's house to ask, and my parents-in-law also talked about him, so I didn't answer directly. I have no choice but to check this problem myself.

Really don’t underestimate women’s intuition. Wang Xu’s wife found out the photos of the two of them hidden by Wang Xu. They were smiling brightly together. Some were face to face and some were kissing. , but it is sufficient to illustrate the problem.Wang Xu's wife quarreled with Wang Xu's parents, saying that their family cheated on the marriage, Wang Xu was obviously a crook, and wanted to marry a wife?This is obviously a disaster for other girls!Wang Xu's wife wanted to divorce Wang Xu after they had a quarrel, and Wang Xu didn't say anything else, so he left. After the divorce, all the house and property were given to Wang Xu's wife. Wang Xu also felt that this woman was the first one he felt sorry for after Luo Xiang There are two people.

Later, Luo Xiang seemed to have gone abroad, saying that he was going to study, but who knows where he went, Wang Xu didn’t hear from Luo Go at all, it was all broken, and Wang Xu was also talking to Luo Go on the button penguin I left a message, but Luo Qu never replied. When I asked my classmates, I only knew that Luo had gone abroad. I didn’t know the specific news. Wang Xu felt that this was fine. Just be yourself.

When both of them were in their 50s, college classmates held another 25th anniversary reunion. This time Luo went, and Wang Xu was very excited. He waited at the venue early, checking his phone for a while, and sorting out the truth for a while. Clothes, Wang Xu has been thinking about Luo Xiang for more than 20 years, wants to see Luo Xiang, wants to apologize to him, thinks... wishful thinking...

Luo went late, Wang Xu kept staring at Luo, Wang Xu felt that Luo hadn't changed, just like when he was young, so attractive, but Wang Xu didn't dare to talk to Luo, he was afraid, Luo went Seeing him turn his head and leave, Wang Xu sat aside and watched Luo Go chatting with his classmates. After watching him all night, when the banquet was about to end, Luo Go was finally alone. Wang Xu wanted to go up to apologize to Luo Go, But when he walked to the entrance of the venue, he saw Luo Qu hugging a taller foreigner of similar age. The two kissed each other very sweetly. Wang Xu felt his eyes were a little dry and blinked. , When I went to find Luo Xiang again, I found that Luo Xiang had already driven away with the foreigner.

It's not that Luo Xiang didn't see Wang Xu, but he didn't know what to say, so he just stopped talking. Until the end of the show, Luo Xiang's boyfriend who had been dating for ten years came to pick him up to the airport, and Luo Xiang didn't talk to Wang Xu either. Speaking, I no longer feel resentful, I just have nothing to say.

Wang Xu watched their car drive away, and stood at the entrance of the venue, "It's really wishful thinking...hahahaha..." Wang Xu suddenly laughed, scaring the students around him. After a jump, he said that Lao Wang was drunk, and hurriedly found someone to take him home. Wang Xu waved his hand and walked home slowly.

Wang Xu didn't know that Luo Qu had cried for a long time in that two people's home back then, Wang Xu didn't know how entangled Luo Qu's heart was when he decided to go abroad, and Wang Xu didn't know how long it took Luo Qu to accept that foreigner... ..

Luo Xiang didn't know that Wang Xu had been looking for him for a long time to apologize to him after the divorce, Luo Xiang didn't know that Wang Xu finally bought the house back from the young couple, Luo Xiang didn't know that Wang Xu lived alone in that house For more than ten years...

There are so many things I don’t know, the only blame is that I didn’t persevere, there will be freedom only when there is imprisonment, Luo Xiang grasped freedom in this life, but was hurt by freedom, Wang Xu never grasped freedom in the first half of his life, but he was imprisoned by freedom in the second half of his life Well, a story is a story after all, the reality may not be so beautiful, but we still have to live...

The author has something to say: at the end, at the end, I added the last life of the two of them. . .I hope that homosexuality can get the understanding of parents without cheating marriage. . .Then it's all over. . .The three idiots can then concentrate on writing about rough men in Shaanxi. .Thank you viewers for your support.