honey let's come out gl

Ning An's heart gradually turned cold.

Such a tone... As expected, she is just a plaything in her eyes.In fact, as long as we can be together, even as friends, I don't care so much what you think of me... what I care about is whether I can be replaced at any time.

Ning An didn't say anything, but closed the door gently.

Thank you, Vicky, for bringing color to my plain and boring life.

I can feel that before I met you, I didn't have much motivation even if I learned what I loved; even though the works I drew received a lot of praise, I still felt inferior.

You opened my eyes to the world outside this small town and convinced me that I wasn't assimilated by those around me.

But that's all.

"Ning Ning, how can you say that about someone!" Liu Ning in the room gave a wry smile when he heard his brother's obvious disapproval and even angry words.

Liu Yi's words continued: "If you think she is not suitable to be your friend, then stop dating. If she is already your friend during the probationary period, it is not only impolite but also disrespectful for you to say that. Your friendship."

"Brother... She used to be my friend." Liu Ning said with a wry smile, "I said that sentence specifically for her."

"Then you can't insult her like that, please apologize to her immediately!"

"Brother..." Liu Ning raised a bitter smile.

As expected, my brother was still the same as before, upright, stubborn and resigned to death.

But...she couldn't do what he said.

I have to let An'an give up, so as to be good to both of them.

"Ningning, tell me. What happened." After Liu Yi calmed down, he realized that his sister's behavior was not right.

Something must have happened.Although Ning Ning doesn't care much about other people's feelings on weekdays, she won't do this if there is no mistake in etiquette.

"She... confessed to me."

"Isn't she a girl?"

Liu Ning smiled wryly again.Since everyone's first reaction was like this, how could she not do this to alienate her.

Even if An An resents herself for this...

"Yes."

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

After a while, Liu Yi sighed and said, "I'll call you tomorrow."

"it is good."

Liu Ning also buried herself on the bed, the color of the sea always gave her a sense of security.

But this time the dark blue was useless, and she tossed and turned for more than two hours without falling asleep.Liu Ning's heart was not sad, but a kind of melancholy and emptiness.

This kind of emptiness is what makes people restless and frightened—Liu Ning even had the idea of ​​reading novels and playing games—she hasn’t had this desire for a long time since puberty.

Sure enough, the days have been too idle?I used to be satisfied with just studying and working, do I want to start a relationship?

Thinking of this, that delicate face and cautious smile gradually appeared in Liu Ning's mind.

Yes, she knew that Ning An was not as pure and beautiful as she appeared on the surface, and it was not as unbearable as she thought.

An An has improved a lot... Is it because of herself?

The emotion that arises because of being special is not all true love.Liu Ning, who is familiar with many psychological classics, thought so.

But if it is true, how should I deal with it?

At the age of 24, she has never been in love, and she is indeed a bit conspicuous in the country where she studied abroad.Some friends around her also asked about it, but Liu Ning only said that she didn't have this idea - she always felt that she didn't need a lover.

No matter what, if Ning An confessed seriously, he couldn't use gender as a reason to reject her.

Thinking of this, she finally fell asleep in a drowsy state.

A day later, Liu Yi really called again.

"elder brother."

"Ningning, I lost my temper yesterday. Didn't so many people confess to you before? You should know how to deal with it yourself."

Liu Ning was both amused and moved when he heard this.

Compared with myself who has been abroad for a long time, my brother's personality is obviously much more conservative.He was able to say that Ning An was no different from his other suitors, obviously because he wanted to give himself the greatest freedom.

"But she's different..."

"Because she's a girl?"

"Yes." Liu Ning smiled quietly.

"Ningning, you've been in the United States for so long, and you shouldn't be so against homosexuality. You can say that you don't like women, but don't reject her because it's not normal for two girls to be together."

"I know, brother."

My brother is indeed the most serious person in the world, I don't know who will be lucky enough to be with him in the future.

Liu Ning hung up the phone, the smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly froze.

Why did she want to test Liu Yi?She's not gay...

Really not?

In fact, she has always felt that the possibility of her being frigid is relatively high, and she has not caught anyone's eyes for more than [-] years.No matter how you look at it, An An is just an ordinary person. What is so special about her that makes her look different?

No, I just treat her as a friend.Thinking of this, Liu Ning began to feel a little guilty.

Forget it, don't think about it, let's read a book for a while.

Liu Ning controlled the speed at which she flipped through the book, but when she closed it, she found that she didn't remember anything.

Maybe it's time for me to fall in love.There's nothing wrong with trying.

Can……

The slightly sad blues bell rang unhurriedly. Liu Ning glanced at the screen and pressed the answer button again.

Why is brother calling again?

"Brother, what's the matter?"

"Ningning, what are you thinking about?"

Liu Ning laughed: "I've never seen you so worried before, don't worry, I can handle it well."

"You tell me the truth, if... I will make some mental preparations for Grandpa in advance."

Liu Yi and Liu Ning's parents passed away a few years ago, and now only their grandfather Liu Yuanbai is left in the family besides the siblings.

Liu Yuanbai loves elegance, and apart from calligraphy and painting, his daily hobbies are tea tasting.His personality can't be said to be old-fashioned, but he is also relatively well-behaved - I didn't see that Liu Yi was taught by him.

Fortunately, he has always loved his little granddaughter very much, and he is willing to absorb some new ideas.

Liu Yi didn't think that his younger sister would fall in love with a girl from a small city - she had never seen any of the elites around her.But this time, from the way she refused, it can be seen that Ningning treats that person differently.

"...it depends, I need time."

Hearing this, Liu Yi's tone became serious: "Ning Ning, you have to think carefully. The environment we live in is more enlightened, and it doesn't matter if you break up after you talk. But you should stay in that kind of small city for a while. I understand a little bit, if you two fall in love and someone finds out about that girl, you can imagine the consequences."

"Our Liu family must be considerate when doing things."

"……I understand."

It's not like I haven't thought about these things.But when others point it out... I always feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

But... At first, it seemed that he wanted to reject her?

"Ningning, do you like her?"

"I like it." Liu Ning immediately added, "The kind of like between friends."

"Then I don't have to worry." Liu Yi seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "I know you may not bear it, but it's better to be clean and tidy when you refuse, so as not to make people think about it."

My sister really cares about that girl.This is also normal, when I heard that Ning Ning made a friend there, I was quite surprised.

"……it is good."

That's right, obviously it's not me who should be bored.But why is she so irritable, and... also has an inexplicable sense of guilt.

Hell, it wasn't my fault at all, was it?Don't be fooled by Ning An's cute appearance, she has said that she is not that pure.

Liu Ning felt that she was crazy, but she actually felt that Ning An, who deliberately approached her, was... a little cute.

Admit it.

You also have a crush on her.

Maybe when Ning An thinks back later, he will find that he has made a perfectly correct decision.

Liu Ning is not a sensitive person. If it wasn't for Ning An who happened to be the first person of the same sex to confess to her at this time... causing her to think and find that she also has a little affection for her, I am afraid that Ning An would never have the chance of.

But the truth is so amazing.

But even if he is aware of this, Liu Ning does not intend to accept Ning An's confession.Instead, she intends to do what her brother says.

Reject her on the grounds that she is a girl.

Because that little favor is far from enough to make her take risks.

Now, it is less than a month before Liu Ning leaves.

"An'an, An'an?" Liu Ning went upstairs and knocked on the door on the left.

Ning An heard this familiar voice in the room, and opened the door without thinking about anything.

"Vicky?!" She looked like she was about to cry.

"An'an." Liu Ning sighed, "Go in and talk."

She looked around, and the room that was originally neat and clean was a little messy.

"An'an, first of all, I want to tell you that you are not as bad as you think."

"You live a delicate life, and you still have your own dreams. Maybe you haven't found it, but you have less time to think about it than before."

"The second is what happened before. I'm sorry for perfunctory you before."

"...do you like women?"

Ning An shook his head, but nodded fiercely: "I like you."

Liu Ning smiled helplessly.

What a silly boy.

"But I don't like you."

Ning An stared blankly at the person in front of him saying these words with a gentle smile, and felt his heart freeze.

"An'an, I'm leaving in two more weeks." Liu Ning put his hands on her shoulders, "It's a pleasure to meet you here, and I hope we can keep in touch."

"No!" Ning An shouted blankly.

But after speaking, she didn't know what to do.

Later, she saw Liu Ning showing that damned, helpless smile again.

"An'an, I cherish our friendship very much."

The author has something to say:

When will my habit of so many psychological descriptions and monologues be changed_(:з」∠)_