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At the age of 23, Ning An received a surprise from God - he liked women.

She sighed.

God, can your old man stop making trouble?Originally, I thought it would be painful enough to just find someone with the right conditions to marry, but it would be too miserable if I had to pretend to have feelings for the opposite sex?

Immediately, I thought that I was really slow to discover my sexuality at the age of 23.But I don't have any actual relationship experience - I agreed to a boy's dating request when I was in college just because I didn't want my parents to doubt me, and we broke up in less than three weeks - this is quite normal.

Fortunately, in this way, the parents did not find out.

But soon, she discovered something even more tragic - the person who awakened herself seemed to live downstairs.

The reason why I discovered my sexuality was seeing a woman who was very attractive to me, and I recalled that I hadn’t liked any men in the past [-] years. Instead, I have always liked looking at beautiful women since I was a child. God knows, she always thought it was just pure appreciation. with.

So, if it's pure appreciation, why don't you appreciate men...

Returning to the topic, Ning An was horrified to find that he had run into that woman a little too often—according to the neighbors' comments, she rented the downstairs room.

Is she going to live forever?There is no reason for such a person who is doing well in the big city at first sight to live here for a long time.

If Ning An decided so quickly that she came from a big city, it wasn't all because of the low-key clothes she wore, but even she could tell that they were world famous brand clothes, but because of her noble temperament.

In the past, she didn't really believe in temperament, but now she understands that the place where she grows really changes the appearance of the whole person.

There is a pride and confidence in her, and a courage that she will never have.

The place where Ning An grew up is a standard 25th-tier small city. A woman who is [-] or [-] years old and not married is the kind of original sin-so when she went home last time, Ning's mother didn't even give her a straight look, and Ning's father also knew it. He sighed secretly.She admits that she is an ordinary person, and she has no delusions about changing anything.

Living itself is a pleasure and a gift from God.

And she is obviously out of place here.

Exquisite and ostentatious attire, not only a small cosmetic bag in the satchel, but also English original books that will be changed every two weeks or so - most of the time she can't even understand the title.

But the most dazzling thing was her inadvertent smile - once when Ning An involuntarily peeked at her and was spotted, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes, and then she gave her a chuckle.

That smile made Ning An full of motivation for the whole day.

And such a role has naturally become the center of discussion among the neighborhood aunts.They are not so much gossip as malicious speculation.

But Ning An didn't have the courage to stop them.

Although the expectation of family affection has dissipated under the years of blows, she still cares about the eyes of those around her.

So she studied hard and got into a good university, so she found a regular and stable job and forced herself to fit in with a smile, discussing things with colleagues that she was obviously not interested in at all.

Such a cowardly and ordinary self, of course, would not even have an intersection with that person. ——Although I have been secretly observing for more than a month, I can even figure out the regularity of her lipstick application.

Even though she had learned her surname Liu from conversations in the neighborhood a month ago—this slightly bookish surname did not fit her temperament—Ning An still silently called her "she" in her heart.

She doesn't have much to do with anyone in the neighborhood and seems busy, which is normal.But despite being busy, her life is still orderly.She got up very early, and Ning An paid attention to it for a few days, and at a quarter past seven, she could hear the sound of her gently opening the door - and the proper makeup on her face obviously took a lot of time.

Is she going to exercise in the morning, or taking the computer to the coffee shop to handle business?Anyway, her job is nine to five, so there is no need to get up so early.

Sometimes Ning An sat quietly in the living room, while drawing on paper with a pencil, while pricking up his ears, hoping to hear something going on downstairs.

Sometimes she also thinks it's not good to do so, but...it's good not to trouble her.

As for painting, it can be said that it has been her dream since she was a child.But since my mother in elementary school tore up all the drawings that could be found, the word "dream" is equivalent to "out of reach".

After all, even though she has never been in contact with this circle, she knows that being a painter is not a serious career in the eyes of those around her.Fortunately, although the current job is boring but also leisurely, I can find time to study these things after get off work.

Ning An looked at the attractive black suit on the paper and smiled.

Manga is very different from real people, and there is no possibility of being recognized as the prototype.

Ning An knew that even if there was an appointment, that person would usually go home around 08:30; normally it would be around 05:30.But she found that the lights in the man's house sometimes even stay on until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

what is she doing

Although she has figured out the rules of her life, Ning An has always tried to create a chance encounter.She seems to be used to indulging in fantasy and escaping, because reality is not always what it is imagined.

But it seems that God can't stand it anymore, so they meet unexpectedly on an ordinary Friday afternoon.

The moment he saw her, Ning An tried his best to hide the joy in his eyes.

She looked a little tired today, but with a relaxed smile on her face.Maybe it's the end of the busy things recently?

And she clearly sees herself too.

Take courage.Ning An said to herself.You can't let her take the initiative to say hello to you, can you?

"Hello, I'm a tenant who lives upstairs from you." Ning An showed a just right smile, while secretly praying that the other party would not see his nervousness.

"Hello, I saw you." She nodded with a smile.

Her voice was not much different from what she had imagined, the slightly charming mature voice seemed to be a little more lazy after being relaxed.

Ning An's brain was spinning rapidly, thinking of what to say so that the conversation could continue.

"Has work come to an end? It seems that you have been very busy."

Ning An had never been familiar with people, and it probably took her all her courage to deal with people to be able to say this sentence—in fact, seeing her slightly surprised eyes after speaking, Ning An already regretted it.

"Yeah, I can finally breathe a sigh of relief."

Ning An felt her heart beat faster when she heard these words.

After hearing her voice, she didn't think too much about other things. When she came back to see the man's slightly playful gaze, she realized that she hadn't answered yet - Ning An's face turned red immediately.

"you……"

She suddenly realized: "Sorry, I forgot to introduce myself, my name is Liu Ning."

Ning An was pleasantly surprised when he heard this.Having the same word in their names already made her feel somewhat satisfied.

Ning An hurriedly held Liu Ning's outstretched hand - the temperature of those hands was neither cold nor hot, and it was inexplicably comfortable to hold.

She pulled back her thoughts: "Hi, my name is Ning An."

"It's a good name, and we are destined."

Liu Ning showed a casual smile, while Ning An was trying to control his gaze away from her face.

She leaned on the doorknob, looked around and asked, "Would you like to come to my house?"

"Thank you, but there's no need. You should have a good rest." Although Ning An was unsophisticated, he could tell from this expression that he was ordering to evict guests.

Liu Ning nodded in satisfaction.Although the girl is pretty and lovely, after working for several weeks, she desperately needs to fall into bed and get a good night's sleep.

"See you later." She said goodbye briefly and closed the door.

Ning An just stood at the door, pondering her smile, and it took a few minutes before he came back to his senses, looked around with a guilty conscience, and ran upstairs.

Liu Ning went back to the room and took a hot bath, then fell down on her big dark blue bed.

Before, I didn't feel tired when I concentrated on working, but now I can't stand it when I relax.She fell asleep thinking so dazedly.

Besides, when Ning An returned home, he opened the refrigerator and took out several frequently eaten dishes. Looking left and right, he always felt dissatisfied.So I went downstairs to the supermarket and bought a lot of things and came back, and cooked a meal carefully.

She divided the meals into two portions, opened the neat cupboards, took out several lunch boxes and packed one of them; then packed the lunch boxes in a cloth bag and carried them downstairs, and knocked on Liu Ning's door nervously .

In fact, she didn't expect to make such a move.It seems that since he focused on Liu Ning, his personality has changed a little.A small warm current gushed out from an unknown part of her body, giving her the courage to do something.

It would be nice to be friends with her.

She will not dream of more.

After knocking on the door several times, no one answered.Ning An began to doubt his actions.

Maybe she was out during this time?It's not easy to end a period of work, and it's normal to go out and have a big meal to reward yourself.She has always been quiet when she goes out, especially when she doesn't wear high heels in her leisure time.

Ning An decided to try one last time.

But when her hand just touched the door, the door suddenly opened.

Liu Ning walked out wearing a suspender skirt with a jacket over it.She seemed to be awake, but her hair was a little disheveled—it seemed that she had been sleeping before, but was awakened by the knock on the door.

Ning An is really regretful now - she shouldn't have woken her up, she must have a bad impression of herself now.Besides, she must be very tired, she really should have a good rest...

Although Liu Ning didn't say anything, Ning An could tell that she was a little impatient.

"Sorry for waking you up..."

"It's okay, I was rude." Liu Ning said politely.

Looking at the soft and cute girl in front of her, she couldn't get angry at all.

The author has something to say:

Happy New Year everyone!

This article was born because I lost a bet with CP _(:з」∠)_ so—— I would like to dedicate this article to you who have been with me for half a year~

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In view of the fact that the author has little life experience, this article is empty, please forgive me if there is something unreasonable~