his little stutter

Xu Zhao felt that the next appointment was in line with his wishes, so he didn't force Yu Nan, "Then I'll teach you next time."

Just after finishing speaking, Yu Nan let out a muffled cough, like clearing his throat, but Xu Zhao felt that he was going to be sick, so he touched his shoulder, "Stop sitting still, hurry up and take a shower, put your clothes on. It's all wet."

"It's okay." Yu Nan said, "I'll go back later."

"Why do you go back?" Xu Zhao said, "The road to your house is so difficult to walk, what if you fall back and fall."

Yu Nan raised her head, looked at Xu Zhao indifferently, and made sure that the words were addressed to him.

In his eyes, is he so stupid?

He has been walking that road for many years, and he has long been familiar with which part has pits and which part is easy to walk.

"You think too much." Yu Nan said.

"I'm just worried, whether you understand or not."

"I won't, I fell." After Yu Nan finished speaking, after a while, he added a little embarrassed, "Don't worry."

Xu Zhao laughed, "Anyway, you have to take a shower first, you can't go back in wet clothes."

Yu Nan understood Xu Zhao now, and his kung fu was unrivaled.

He simply compromised, "Got it."

Xu Zhao smiled meaningfully, "I'll find clothes for you."

After speaking, he found a set of clothes for Yu Nan, and he also took one for himself, and dragged him into the bathroom.

His hands are not very convenient, and the movement of taking off his short sleeves is a bit slow.

Yu Nan turned to look at him, "What are you doing?"

Xu Zhao pretended to be innocent, "Take a bath."

"Both of us, together?"

"if not?"

Yu Nan looked down at his arm, "Your hand..."

Xu Zhao said naturally, "It's okay, it's almost done."

Yu Nan took the clothes away from the shelf, "You wash it."

Xu Zhao grabbed his wrist, "Where are you going?"

"I'll wash it after you wash it."

Xu Zhao smiled meaningfully, "Are you embarrassed?"

Yu Nan didn't say anything.

"What are you embarrassed about two big men?"

Yu Nan said, "I'm not used to washing with other people."

After saying that Yu Nan was about to leave, Xu Zhao saw that he was about to leave, so he stopped teasing him, and put the clothes in his hands on the shelf, "Forget it, you wash it, I don't want to wash it anymore."

When Yu Nan came out of the bathroom, Xu Zhao was lying on the bed, and he saw a smile on his face, "Hey, look outside..."

Yu Nan turned his face away, it was raining again outside, heavier than before, the neon lights on the side of the circular fountain had been removed, and the bean-heavy rain fell on the ground, it was very noisy.

Xu Zhao smirked triumphantly, "I really can't let you go this time."

Yu Nan didn't insist, after all, the rain was really heavy, and it was really inconvenient to go back.

"Why are you standing there stupidly?" Xu Zhao took the hair dryer and pulled him to sit on the sofa, "Why are you acting like a child, why should I worry about it?"

Yu Nan: ...

His hair, which had just been showered, was wet, and the water droplets slipped down in all directions, all slipping into his neck.

Yu Nan had never been taken care of like this, even when he was a child, he wasn't used to it, he half stood up, and wanted to take the hair dryer from Xu Zhao's hand, "I myself, come on."

"Don't move, sit down." Xu Zhao pressed his shoulders and forced him to sit back.

A gust of hot wind blew from the top of Yu Nan's head, and Xu Zhao's hand touched his head immediately after.

He did it very casually, blowing his head once and then his forehead again, and his hands moved in all directions.

Suddenly, Xu Zhao didn't know where he met Yu Nan, Yu Nan shivered, Xu Zhao quickly stopped and asked, "What's wrong."

Yu Nan didn't explain, "It's fine."

Xu Zhao went on to blow for him.

He was close to Yu Nan, Yu Nan was sitting on the sofa, his head was right up to his waist, his hair was soft and fluffy, it felt good when grasped between his fingers, the hot wind blew over and gave him a faint fragrance, which made him have a moment A feeling of wanting to kiss him in the hair.

Then he woke up suddenly, feeling a little perverted.

After blowing for a while, Yu Nan shivered again, Xu Zhao turned off the hair dryer and asked, "What's wrong."

Yu Nan stroked her hair, but still didn't explain, "Okay."

"Why are you shivering all the time? Are you cold? I'll find some clothes for you to wear."

As soon as Xu Zhao was about to move, Yu Nan held him back, "No."

He touched the back of his ear, "I'm ticklish here."

Xu Zhao tilted his head and smiled, "Say it earlier, I won't touch that."

"Aren't you going to wash?" Yu Nan asked.

"I don't want to wash it." Xu Zhao said, "You despise me?"

Yu Nan replied, "This is your bed."

Xu Zhao lay on the sofa, raised his eyebrows slightly, "It can also be yours."

Xu Zhao became more and more fond of speaking this kind of dark accent, but it was a pity that Yu Nan didn't understand, so he turned his face and looked out the window.

Xu Zhao suddenly remembered that the two of them had talked about Chow Yun-fat before, and he was excited, "Didn't I agree to invite you to watch a movie last time?"

Directly opposite the sofa is a large TV, about 100 inches.

In fact, modern technology doesn’t need movie discs for a long time. It’s just that Xu Zhao has a hobby of collecting. He bought this disc when he was in junior high school. At that time, he liked Chow Yun Fat very much. He went to the video store to buy a full set of movie sets.

"Which one do you want to see?" Xu Zhao showed Yu Nan one by one, ""Prison Storm", "The True Colors of a Hero", "The Golden Armor in the City", "Shanghai Beach"..."

"Prison Storm," Yu Nan said.

Xu Zhao said, "Didn't you read it? Change to something you haven't seen."

Yu Nan looked out the window, "That's it."

"Okay, then watch this." Xu Zhao stood up, put the disc away, and the red screen displayed "New Art City Films Co., Ltd.".

Xu Zhao glanced at Yu Nan and reminded him, "It's started."

Xu Zhao turned on the light, the dim light came from the floor-to-ceiling windows and the TV, he and Yu Nan were sitting on the sofa, Yu Nan was sitting, he was lying down to be precise, he was very far from Yu Nan. Recently, this feeling is like being in a movie theater in the afternoon, and he can watch him in the dim light so unscrupulously.

It was obviously raining heavily outside, and the sound of the rain came in through the gap and into his ears, and the sound of the splashing rain fell on the ground that was already full of water. It was so noisy, but Xu Zhao felt that it was a quietness that he had never had before. .

He suddenly asked a question that he had never asked before, "Yu Nan, why are you talking like this."

Yu Nan's eyes suddenly froze, he didn't speak, his eyes were fixed on the screen, Xu Zhao actually didn't care about this, he just wanted to ask suddenly, seeing that Yu Nan didn't seem to want to say anything, he immediately said, "If you don't want to talk, forget it Ah, I just asked casually."

Yu Nan didn't turn her face away, her eyes were indifferent, "It's nothing, probably, it's because I haven't spoken for many years."

"Don't talk for a long time?" Xu Zhao asked, "You never liked to talk since you were a child?"

"No."

After finishing talking for a while, Yu Nan decided to tell the dusty past, "When I was 12 years old, my parents had an accident, and later, I moved to my grandfather's old house, probably because, in Well, nothing, man."

"What about at school?" Xu Zhao said, "You don't talk to your classmates at school?"

Yu Nan shook his head.

"Who are your parents?"

"Fire, by fire, burnt to death."

Xu Zhao suddenly fell silent when he downplayed it like this, presumably because the death of his parents hit Yu Nan too hard, he began to close himself off, so he never talked to others, and after a long time, he couldn't even speak.

"Have you seen a psychiatrist?"

Yu Nan replied, "Well, the doctor said, it's a language barrier."

No wonder he laughed at Yu Nan for stuttering back then, and he always wanted to refute him, so it turned out that he really wasn't stuttering.

This kind of psychological disease is difficult to be cured by medicine, and only one's own heart can be relied on.

Yu Nan's voice was very indifferent, his face didn't even move a bit of expression, he thought he had let go of the past.

No matter how difficult the road is, you have to walk it by yourself. Xu Zhao regrets that he did not meet Yu Nan earlier. The difficulties and obstacles on the road, and so many powerless moments, were all caused by Yu Nan gritting his teeth alone. walked past.

Xu Zhao didn't know what to say to comfort Yu Nan now, in fact, he himself knew that he didn't need it at all, Yu Nan didn't need comfort anymore, he had already let go of the past.

He propped up half of his body on the elbow of his right hand, leaned over and said, "Then I'm your first friend? A male."

Without any conditions, there is also Yao Biqi, he doesn't know how many years earlier.

"En." Yu Nan nodded.

Xu Zhao smiled, thinking that this first male friend fits his needs very well. Although he has more personality, he will be able to give it away sooner or later.

"In the future, if you don't like to say it, I will say it for you."

Yu Nan turned to look at Xu Zhao, and reminded him, "You're right, enough is enough."

Xu Zhao replied, "That was before, from now on I will be your mouth."

Yu Nan wanted to touch his forehead, "You don't have to, just do it, my mouth."

"It's okay, those in the class who talk nonsense to you, I will get rid of them for you in minutes."

"It's really not necessary."

"It's really okay."

"I'm afraid you, mouth, won't be busy."

Xu Zhao smiled, "Are you saying that I talk too much or that there are many people who talk nonsense to you?"

The two of them were talking, suddenly a singing sound came from the TV, and the movie showed that classic scene, Fa Ge played the erhu and sang, the inmates around him sang along with him, and Yu Nan also sang softly.

"In this world, in the world, how many confidants, how many friendships, can last forever. We part today, and we are together, both of us, shaking hands, friendship is always in our hearts."

His voice was right next to his ears, Xu Zhao looked at his face, he seemed to be in a good mood when he heard a good song, and the corner of his mouth slightly raised which was rare on his usually indifferent face.

Xu Zhao also raised the corners of his mouth and sang along with him, "Let's say goodbye today, and he will definitely meet again in the morning. Even if we can't meet, we will always be friends."

Both of them sang in Cantonese. I watched too many Hong Kong movies like this, so I was more or less fluent. Xu Zhao was rarely serious, "Do you know what the lyrics are?"

"Ah."

The part in the movie has passed, and the fight has started on the screen, and the scene is very noisy.

Looking at Yu Nan's face, Xu Zhao sang again, "Let's say goodbye today, and he will definitely meet again in the morning. Even if we can't meet each other, we will always be friends."

He was very serious, and at this moment he was very mature, the meaning in his eyes was conveyed to Yu Nan's heart through his singing.

Yu Nan understood what Xu Zhao meant.

The days to come are unexpected, and the only certainty is that you are my friend.

Even if we are separated, we will be able to meet again.

There is another sentence, Yu Nan didn't understand, Xu Zhao wanted to say, not only can I be your friend, I can also be other things, relatives or lovers.

Xu Zhao lay down and looked at the ceiling, "Yu Nan, did I tell you, I'm actually very happy when you said you were coming today."