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Memories kill one

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On Xie Chenyan's 12th birthday, a distinguished guest came to his home.

An overly good-looking boy, with a look of travel and dust on his body, can't hide his bright face: "Well, I heard that you are Shangsi's birthday, but luckily you are not late."

He walked over with one hand and one foot, but he didn't know how to answer.

He didn't know what Shangsi meant, but he nodded involuntarily to the young man's clear eyes.

"My name is Shen Menghan, you can call me Brother Menghan." The young man said quickly, "They said, you want a horse of your own?"

Xie Chenyan looked at the young man under the sun from afar, with layers of snow-white clothes, a breeze and a bright moon, chic and suave.

The sunlight cast a golden-red halo on his body, making him look handsome and graceful.

He looked down again at the dirty and dusty clothes he had just rolled and dug on the ground.

Xie Rou did not know when she appeared at the entrance of the tent, looking at them vigilantly.

This time, the memory about his mother was no longer a cloud of misty phantoms, he clearly remembered Xie Rou's appearance.

She looks a bit like Xiang Siniang, more mature, but her eyes are a little chaotic.

Squinting his eyes to look over, Xie Chenyan felt a little unspeakable fear.

Shen Menghan squatted in front of Xie Chenyan, as if she wanted to reach out to pull him into her arms, Xie Chenyan took a step back, turned around and ran away.

Shen Menghan froze for a moment, looking at his empty palms, he couldn't laugh or cry for a while.

He is good-looking, so he naturally pleases the children. This is the first time he has been rejected so clearly by the children.

Xie Chenyan ran back to the tent and got in from Xie Rou.

He threw himself next to his suitcase, and dumped the entire large suitcase on the ground.

Picking from left to right, he chose a robe that was also white and changed into it.

Xie Rou was still nervously standing at the door, refusing to let Shen Menghan in.

Shen Menghan's eyes turned around, and after adapting to the light inside and outside the tent, just now when he saw the small groups of Xie Chenyan who hurriedly changed into new clothes, his eyes suddenly bent, and he said with a narrow smile: "Xiao Xie After changing your clothes, do you want to go out with your brother to play around?"

Xie Chenyan hid behind Xie Rou, secretly revealing two big round eyes, rubbed his hands secretly, and nodded vigorously.

Xie Rou shouted abruptly: "Don't go!"

Her eyes suddenly became blood red, her brows stood erect, and her hands suddenly began to accumulate energy.

Xie Chenyan was startled, and unconsciously took two steps back.

Xie Rou has good times and bad times, and sometimes goes crazy, as long as she doesn't provoke her, she won't really hurt Xie Chenyan.

Seeing this, Shen Menghan frowned slightly.

Xie Chenyan looked at him from a distance, the young man was standing in the bright sunlight, looking beautiful and upright.

He was a little envious and wanted to go out with him, but Xie Rou's eyes were fixed on him, Xie Chenyan whispered: "I won't go."

Shen Menghan suppressed her smile and looked at him deeply.

He doesn't seem to be a few years older than him, but he doesn't get angry and arrogant, and looks very reliable.

Shen Menghan asked in a deep voice: "Answer me honestly, do you want to go or don't want to go?"

Xie Chenyan raised his head to look at Xie Rou who was about to be furious, and then looked at Shen Menghan outside the tent with cold eyes, tears welled up in his big eyes.

He wanted to answer, but dared not.

Zhaoyue was at the side of his hand, the scabbard was pitted by Xie Rou, Xie Chenyan's eyes blurred, Xie Rou scolded softly, at some point he had already held the sword in his hand, and attacked Shen Menghan head-on and face-to-face.

Xie Chenyan exclaimed and hurriedly stopped.

Xie Rou went crazy, and sometimes it took more than a dozen people to restrain her. How could this seemingly weak young man be her opponent?

Unexpectedly, the sword in his hand had never been sheathed, the scabbard in his hand seemed to be shielded casually, and he got close to Xie Rou's body, stepping into Xie Chenyan and Xie Rou's tent.

Not to mention how he moved, Xie Chenyan's eyes blurred, and he easily restrained Xie Rou with one hand, and hit her sleeping point.

Then he passed her and leaned over to hug the stunned Xie Chenyan. Xie Chenyan immediately hugged his neck tightly, and stretched his neck to look at Xie Rou.

Sensing his gaze, Shen Menghan said softly: "It's nothing, the time for a stick of incense will be gone."

Two doctors followed him into the tent, Xie Chenyan recognized one of them, and said hello obediently: "Sister Ruan."

Ruan Sha rubbed his hair and said with a smile, "Has Madam ever hit you?"

Xie Chenyan felt the arms of the young man holding him tighten, and quickly said: "No, Madam treated me very well."

Most of the time A Niang treats him very well, Xie Chenyan will not hold grudges against his A Niang.

Shen Menghan hugged Xie Chenyan out of the tent, the sun shone overwhelmingly, Xie Chenyan was shaken so that he sneezed.

Shen Menghan covered his eyes, and when he got used to it, he saw several beautiful horses in front of him, all of them looked up at him with disdain.

Shen Menghan pondered for a while, put Xie Chenyan on a horse, took two steps back, looked up and down, smiled and said: "This horse is too big."

He hugged Xie Chenyan, looked left and right, saw the last smallest snow-white pony, and looked at Xie Chenyan in his arms.

There is an inexplicable similarity.

Shen Menghan walked over and put him on the pony. The pony seemed to like Shen Menghan very much. As soon as he walked over, it followed him.

Xie Chenyan tightly grasped the reins.

Shen Menghan couldn't help laughing, and said with satisfaction: "Well, this horse is just right."

He raised his head and asked Xie Chenyan, "What about you? Do you like this horse?"

Xie Chenyan leaned over to caress the horse's mane, the little pony also looked up at Shen Menghan, and sneezed against the sun.

Shen Menghan really smiled this time, his peach blossom eyes narrowed into a crescent shape, the sunlight dyed his fair face like a sunset, making his whole person more and more bright.

His brows are cold, but his complexion is extremely beautiful.

Xie Chenyan had never seen such a good-looking young man, and he was stunned.

He has seen some statues of gods coming and going to the herdsmen's house, but they are not as good as the young man in front of him, which made him have the devout desire to kneel down and offer incense.

The herdsman once told him that if he had faith, piety would naturally arise.

He wanted to put a shrine decorated with gold and jade in his home, enshrine Shen Menghan in it, worship him morning and night, and guard him day and night.

This, he thought, was his belief.

Shen Menghan smiled and said: "Look, you two are destined by nature."

He laughed, and Xie Chenyan laughed with him, reluctantly lowered his head to look at the little white horse, and asked, "Does it have a name?"

Shen Menghan said softly: "Xiao Xie take one for herself?"

At the beginning of March, the grassland was still covered with snow. Binglinghua poked its head out of the ice and snow, laying out white, yellow and yellow behind him.

He sees it every year, but he has never felt such a beauty in this color.

"Xiaohua." He said in a daze.

He stretched out his hand to Shen Menghan, he wanted to pay homage to him, but he also longed to touch this person, but he didn't know which one could wait for the response.

He stretched out his hand, and as he wished, he fell into a not-so-broad embrace.

Shen Menghan smiled lightly and said, "Xiao Xie is so clingy."

He seems to like to laugh very much, nine out of ten sentences contain a smile, and when he is not smiling, he is very serious, Xie Chenyan likes him and is a little afraid of him.

It is said that herdsmen treat their gods in the same way.

Shen Menghan asked: "Does Xiao Xie have a name?"

Xie Chenyan thought, if not, can you get one for me?

Although he has never seen it, he has also heard the legend of the gold vase being named by the herdsmen.

Xie Chenyan shook his head and looked at him expectantly.

Shen Menghan felt a pain in his heart, but he didn't want Xie Chenyan to notice the strangeness, so he just changed the subject as if he didn't care, "Does the little white horse really want to be called Xiaohua?"

Xie Chenyan was not very happy, the boy didn't seem to care much about his lack of a name.

Xie Chenyan said angrily, "I want to go horse racing."

He struggled in Shen Menghan's arms, expressing his little dissatisfaction now.

Shen Menghan coaxed with a smile: "Little flowers are just little flowers."

"Your horse, you can tell the truth."

Shen Menghan put him back on Xiaohua's back, motioning him to hold on to the reins.

As soon as Xie Chenyan squeezed tightly, he patted it lightly, and Xiaohua ran out like a joy. Xie Chenyan held the rein tightly, and was so frightened that he was stunned. He opened his mouth wide, but made no sound.

Shen Menghan followed him closely on his horse, only after a while did he realize something was wrong, a kite turned over, turned and landed behind Xiaohua, embraced the frightened Xie Chenyan in his arms, stretched out his hand to hold his little soft hand in it, and squeezed it. Zhuo Xiaohua slowed down.

Xie Chenyan's face was red, his eyes were also red, and there were two bags of tears in his big eyes. Shen Menghan was distressed and funny, and wiped it with his sleeve: "Brother Menghan has been following you, and won't fall to you, um ?”

Xie Chenyan took a deep breath, the wind outside the Great Wall was mixed with snow and sand, choking him to hiccup immediately.

Xie Chenyan was stunned.

Shen Menghan let out a long laugh, Xiaohua was still young after all, and she couldn't bear to carry two people on her back. He lifted Xie Chenyan up from the ground, then fell back on his horse, turned Xie Chenyan around, and pressed Xie Chenyan in his arms. Li, patted him on the back lightly: "It doesn't matter, take a breath slowly."

Xie Chenyan cried and hiccupped embarrassingly.

Shen Menghan reined in the old horse and turned around towards the tribe.

Xie Chenyan wailed loudly: "I won't go back!"

Shen Menghan smiled: "Xiao Xie still wants to race?"

"Yes!" Xie Chenyan choked up and said, "I'll just rest for a while!"

After all, he was still young, so he fell asleep when he was tired from crying, and when he woke up occasionally, he made a fuss about Shen Menghan not to take him back.

With Xie Rou's appearance today, Xie Chenyan felt a little scared in his heart.

Shen Menghan had no choice but to let go of the bridle, trusting the horse to let go.

Xie Chenyan slept soundly, but Shen Menghan's heart became colder and colder as he drifted away. He knew that this place was far away, but he didn't know that it was so deserted. The old horse knew the way and would automatically go to the next place where the water was inhabited, but this horse took them. For half a day, I didn't see a tribe or an oasis.

As a place of confinement, it is naturally an excellent location.

But when he thought of the little child in his arms, he couldn't help feeling distressed.

He has never made a mistake, isn't it too much to treat him like this?

Outside the Great Wall in early March, the ice and snow had not yet melted, and when walking through the endless hills, the front suddenly became clear.

Shen Menghan, who was holding Xie Chenyan in his arms, let out a long breath of foul air, and galloped his horse out of his temper.

Xiaohua's short legs slapped and followed behind, but she never fell behind.

The horses brought by Shen Menghan are all excellent horses, even though Xiaohua has short legs, she is no exception.

From noon to evening, when the moon was in the sky, the old horse took them into a small oasis.

A clear spring appeared in the snow-covered ice of the desert, sparkling under the moonlight.