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The doorbell rang suddenly, there were few other guests in this house except Lin Ling and Tang Wen.

Tang Yun saw Jiangnan's face appear on the doorbell's display screen. The woman was wearing only a bathrobe, standing shyly outside Tang Yun's residence.

After Tang Yun opened the door, she casually pulled up a blanket beside her to welcome her downstairs, and ran to Jiangnan with a few steps, wrapping it around Jiangnan's shoulders.

"You're here." Tang Yun persisted for a long time and squeezed out an opening sentence. The first time they met after the dispute, there was an inexplicable embarrassment in the air.

"Well, I'll come and see you." Jiang Nan nodded while holding the blanket on his chest.

"Sit down, why are you running out in such little clothes, what if you catch a cold?" Tang Yun turned around and poured a cup of hot water for Jiang Nan, her tone unconsciously filled with resentment.

"It's okay." Jiang Nan replied with a smile in his eyes.

"I thought we were reconciled after the conversation last night, but I didn't expect you to still be angry with me." Jiang Nan tried to read the reason from Tang Yun's expression.

"Yesterday's incident has been reversed. I am not here to prepare for a cold war with you, but to calmly think about it and straighten out the ins and outs of the matter." Tang Yun explained while sitting opposite Jiangnan.

"So how much have you straightened out?" Jiang Nan asked Tang Yun with a smile while leaning on the sofa.

"At first I thought I had a general understanding of the context of the matter, but after reading this notebook, I realized that I really don't know much about what happened in the past." Tang Yun offered the yellowed notebook with both hands.

"This is?" Jiang Nan opened the title page of the notepad suspiciously.

"Pharmaceutical Notes on Subject No. [-] of Huanxin's Experiment." Tang Yun read out this line softly.

In an instant, Jiangnan's eyes turned into a dark, terrifying and surging spring.

"Uncle Yunyou was killed by Uncle Jian and other people back then. You had to pretend to leave Lucheng under the pressure of Jian's family, and then abducted Jian Wei for revenge. After the news of Jian Wei's death came out, you continued to treat Jane Uncle's daughter, Jane Lai, continued to attack. Unexpectedly, during the process of revenge, the drug injected into your body several years ago suddenly began to take effect. Your body inevitably had a strong drug reaction, and the plan had to be stopped. After a narrow escape, you changed You lost your face, so you simply decided to use the brand-new skin bestowed by God to enter Jian Huailin's family and wait for an opportunity to take revenge, and my father has been supporting me during this long process." Tang Yun briefly explained to Jiangnan the sequence of events that gradually unfolded.

"Everything is just as you said." Jiang Nan did not deny it.

"When will this kind of life end?" Tang Yun looked at Jiangnan's undulating eyes and waited quietly for an answer.

"Those damned people are all dead, only one Jane Lai is missing. Jane Lai is a full stop. Once that person dies, everything will be over. Although it is an inescapable fate to spend most of your life playing the role of another woman, but Occasionally, I get bored and want to get to the finish line sooner." Tang Yun found Jiangnan's overly clear answer a bit unacceptable.

"Compared to planning the deaths of uncles and uncles, it should be easier for you to make Jane Lai disappear." Tang Yun's words revealed confusion.

"It would be the easiest way to let the violinist die directly, but unfortunately, I was greedy for the pleasure of revenge and refined the process. At that time, I slowly tormented Jane Lai with the idea that the evil must die. It felt like a naughty cat. Playing tricks on a dying mouse seems to be doing an experiment on the influence of psychological trauma on character formation.

Day after day, I saw that person gradually degenerated from a clear and simple child to a gloomy teenager who spoke little and was full of hurt.

I originally wanted to completely destroy that person's character, turning him into a lunatic, a fool, and a walking corpse who didn't know the joys and sorrows of the world. I wanted this thorn in Jane Huailin's heart to be stuck forever, and he would never live in peace, but who would have expected me The energy in my body actually took effect at the most critical moment, and I had to leave temporarily.

After I changed into another look, I became less impatient and became more calm. During the three years I worked in Lucheng Theater, I have been thinking about how to enter Jian's house. It was Tang Wen who gave me this excellent opportunity.But when I met Jane Lai a few years later, the outline of that person's face actually had a look of wandering. Then after I married into Jian's family, I accidentally saw the scene of the man making the piano, which reminded me of Yunyou even more. When I was young, I learned how to make violins from my uncle.Similar faces, similar personalities, similar ages, sometimes when I see that face, I will feel a deep hatred, and sometimes when I see that face, I will think of Yunyou again, because of this, the death deadline of that person has been repeatedly mentioned by me. Delayed, like a drug addict making excuses for his drug addiction attack, I fabricated various reasons for Jane Lai to continue living in this world and tried to deceive myself, so that person lived in this world for many years. "Jiangnan said something unknown.

"The night before Blizzard came, you imprisoned Jane Lai in the storage room, did you really want that person to die?" The scene at that time suddenly appeared in Tang Yun's mind.

"Yes, seeing you as you are today, seeing your eyes when you followed her, and your expression when you met her, I realized that the injustice that shouldn't be left in the world has also grown in the time and time again of my kindness. As an adult, I thought it was time to put an end to all the past, so I planned that incident. As for why the photo box fell on the snow in front of the storage room at that moment, I think it should be God's will, or maybe that It means Yunyou." After Jiang Nan finished the last sentence, he fell into deep thought.

"Since you have wavered, don't do cruel things again, okay? Let Jane Lai live in peace." Tang Yun held Jiang Nan's cold wrist and prayed.

"I've thought about it before, but my Yunyou is dead, how can the sinner's flesh and blood survive?" Jiang Nan's voice trembled unconsciously.

"I understand, you will do it sooner or later." Tang Yun's tone became calm in an instant.

"Indeed, I'm waiting for the right time, and I know that the luthier has also thought about killing me. Before tonight, I hoped that the luthier would do it first, so that I would be done. But now you Now that I know my true identity, I can no longer pretend that I have nothing to do with you. Seeing the way you look at me, I feel as if a root has taken root in my heart, and I have a momentary concern. Suddenly, I start to miss the world and want to spend a few days with you I want to spend the rest of my life with you in the ordinary days of daily necessities." Jiangnan's tone revealed uncertainty again.

"Take me away, Jiangnan, let's get out of here, you and Jianlai let go of each other, never see each other, and forget the days in Lucheng." Tang Yun proposed emotionally.

"No, I won't leave. After learning how Yunyou died, I gave up family affection, love, material desires, and lust. There is nothing in my life except revenge. If these two When the word disappears, I will melt away like a snowman exposed to the sun, like a snowman only exists for winter, I live only to die for Jane Lai, this is the meaning of my existence.” Jiangnan expounded a passage that made Tang Yun extremely desperate idea.

"But I really don't want to lose any of you again." Tang Yun sighed repressedly in her heart.