as yesterday

Liu Ci didn't want to come back.

She felt that there was no need for her to come back. There were so many changes during this period that she almost couldn't sleep well. Most of the time, she kept her eyes open until dawn.

But it was too time-consuming, so she could only force herself to read the book, which was considered a distraction.

Grandpa and grandma insisted that Liu Ci go back to their hometown with them, and they quarreled almost every day on the issue of custody.

It's not that no one came to mediate, but Yang Chuo was very firm in this matter, and when the police asked her if she wanted to go to her place of residence, she categorically refused.

Liu Ci hadn't spoken to her for several days.

The relationship between her parents was a bit embarrassing, and the abduction and trafficking had a huge impact on her. When it was confirmed, she looked at Yang Chuo and was very shocked.

But her mother, who has always been taciturn, rarely smiled.

Kind of like a crying smile.

Liu Ci didn't dare to ask, she was afraid that her mother would not want her anymore, compared to her grandparents who were a little stranger, of course she would like to follow her mother.

But Yang Chuo might leave at any time. She was abducted when she was in school, and she never went back after giving birth to a child.

The elders are sinners, and the father is a sinner even more, no wonder...

But Liu Ci still felt sad.

She tried to imagine that kind of isolation and helplessness from Yang Chuo's point of view, but it was too difficult to empathize with her. Even if she tried ten thousand times, it was not a real experience. She experienced that kind of fear, experienced that kind of despair, until she became disheartened.

She even thought her mother was self-destructing.

Liu Ci's father was buried in the cemetery here. This vicious arsonist has attracted a lot of attention in the society, but there is no news about why he set the fire.

But Liu Ci always felt that it was because of Sister Sijun and Brother Wensheng.

But this result is too sad.

Shen Sijun is a very brave woman in Liu Ci's heart. Liu Ci often goes to Sifan to see that occasionally He Yu is called away by her mother, Liu Ci stays alone, and Shen Sijun will come up to chat with her.

Shen Sijun came from a very southern place. Occasionally, a sentence of Cantonese came out, and occasionally it changed into a more remote dialect, but the syllables produced by the opening and closing of lips and teeth have a unique charm. Liu Ci asked her: "Are you alone? ?”

The woman nodded, her hair was very long, almost reaching her waist, and even her bangs were curly, not the kind of small curly, not particularly curly big curly, lazy and lazy, the same as her forever red lip color , a kind of mature beauty.

"Yeah, I've been alone for a long time."

Shen Sijun likes to smoke, women's cigarettes are thin and long, at first she was worried that Liu Ci was still young, but Liu Ci didn't mind, she likes to listen to stories.

"Where are your parents?"

Shen Sijun smiled, "I don't know."

Liu Ci was stunned, "Huh?"

Shen Sijun stretched out his hand and tapped her forehead, "You look very similar to He Yu, you are so stupid."

Liu Ci: "Where is it?"

"My parents died long ago, when you were your age, so I was all alone."

"For too many years, I have forgotten what they look like. Relatives and friends, you know, always find it troublesome."

Speaking of this, Mr. Shen Si let out a breath, and the smoke curled up, but Liu Ci didn't feel choked.

"Why are you sad?" Shen Sijun smiled, "You have to look forward, you grow up pretty well, and no one will interfere with you."

Liu Ci lowered her head, pinching the fingers of the other hand, "I also want to grow up early, like you, sister."

Shen Sijun stroked his hair back, "I am the same, not good."

She is lazily leaning on the sofa. The decoration she likes is very retro, and the glass windows are all colored. When the sun is bright, the sun shines in, a bit like a scene in a TV series.

"A person is clean, and occasionally I still want to be alone."

"And I don't have any friends, have you noticed?"

Shen Sijun didn't mind saying that to the child at all, or she didn't care at all.

She has lived in this alley for many years, and still has no common language with the women living here. They say that she is too ostentatious. I don't like to cook, and I don't like to open fire.

I'm not interested in how much a catty of food is today.

She makes money by making clothes, and a skirt can sell for a lot of money, but no one here knows it.

Occasionally, someone from the circle would come to play mahjong, and they would laugh at her for living in seclusion alone.

And the children who like to come to her store don't know anything, they only think that Mr. Shen Si is an ordinary beautiful woman.

It wasn't until the fire burned Si Fan and the sky-high priced cheongsam that Shen Sijun hadn't handed over to the crew that people in Yanxinglong Lane knew who lived here.

Apprentice of the famous custom cheongsam master.

It's just that Mr. Shen Si is not publicized. She lived a hard life in her early years and just wanted to be alone. She also grew up in such an alley when she was young. Good things can be stripped away, and only good things are left.

She loves the fireworks in Yanxinglong Lane, and she doesn't care about the chatter that always comes out of the crowd. She doesn't have the happiness of the world, the hooks of the family and the hooks of the children, and she is leisurely and contented.

But a child broke in, and he said, Miss Sijun, wait until I grow up.

The children, men and women, in this alley may be because Sifan has been demonized too much by their parents. It looks like a coil hole, a fox den, and most children dare not come in.

Only He Yu pulled Liu Ci to visit like him, and before that, only Liu Wensheng, who had sent noodles to his family, came here.

When Shen Sijun met Liu Wensheng for the first time, he was only 14 years old. Because of the problems in his mother's womb, he looked like a frail little boy. He was handsome anyway. He was probably very busy that day, so he had to come over. It's close anyway.

Liu Wensheng, who was still a young boy, was carrying a takeaway. Sifan's threshold was a bit high. He didn't pay attention, and fell into Shen Sijun's shop together with the noodles.

The aroma of the food disturbed the original taste here, Shen Sijun came out from inside, and what he saw was Liu Wensheng who stood up hastily.

Liu Wensheng's hair was a bit light, and he didn't have the edges and corners of his youth at that time. Because of panic, his lips were white. When he saw Mr. Shen Si who came out, he didn't pay attention to the other party's face. Got to fall down again.

Shen Sijun was taken aback.

Shen Sijun was older than Liu Wensheng, but felt that the child was too immature, so he carried him back to the sofa, and it took a while for Liu Wensheng to wake up.

When he opened his eyes, he saw Shen Sijun mopping the floor, and he yelled sorry in a daze.

Later, Shen Sijun ordered noodles from Liu's family, and Liu Wensheng came to deliver them, the kind of trembling, as if Shen Sijun would eat him.

The more he behaves like this, the more Mr. Shen Si likes to tease him.

Year after year, He Yu, who was seven or eight years old, also began to pull Liu Ci to visit. This place was no longer a place that Liu Wensheng could step in alone.

He has grown up a lot and is much taller than Shen Sijun, but he still looks sick and weak. He still calls Miss Shen Sijun, but he dares to respond to Shen Sijun's jokes.

In fact, He Yu and Liu Ci, who often come to visit, will also meet Liu Wensheng. He Yu likes Liu Wensheng, and thinks that every brother must be like this, gentle and gentle, and say hello to his sister with a smile. In addition, she is too nervous to pay attention to others Yes, but Liu Ci found some abnormalities.

Shen Sijun's slightly swollen lips, and Liu Wensheng's expression.

It's just that she didn't think about that at that time, who would think about that in the first place.

People are always like this. A 20-year-old girl with a 35-year-old man thinks it's good to be an old couple and a young wife, but when the gender is reversed, some smiles will change.

But 80 years old and 67 years old don't sound like much difference.

So why is Aunt Liu so excited?

It's so extreme that people feel creepy just thinking about it.

Shen Sijun said that she has no friends, but Liu Ci thinks she has, but the other party has different standards.

"And the older you get, the more timid you become."

When she said this, Mr. Shen Si picked up a pillow and leaned her chin on it. Under the dim light, she looked a little like a little girl.

The eyes are shining again.

"It's strange to say that at such an advanced age, I actually feel that some words can be believed."

She talked endlessly, and Liu Ci seemed to understand half of it.

"Anyway, it's not wrong for you to be brave."

Shen Sijun stroked Liu Ci's hair, the little girl's hair was a bit dry and yellow, and the ends of her hair were split ends, it looked like she couldn't keep up with nutrition.

"Little Ci, you are too thoughtful, there are many things, there is no need to think so much, just let nature take its course."

But the result of letting nature take its course, the consequences of being brave, is too tragic.

Thinking of Mr. Shen Si, thinking of that day, at that time, the expression of Mr. Shen Si who said this, Liu Ci began to be afraid.

She has never been a brave person, and some expectations are accompanied by apprehension, and she can be disheartened instantly when others take the first step.

The couple still embracing each other in the ashes, turning into skeletons is also love, but she dare not.

Some loves are taboos, shackles, and inertia that cannot be untied.

But a long-term pain is worse than a short-term pain, and there will be a farewell after a long distance, so she doesn't want to see each other, and don't look at He Yu and others' good, she just leaves alone.

She doesn't want this relationship that others can envy, and scraping the bones to cure the poison is also a cure.

The first dish was served in the box, fried pork with chili.

The invincible spicy green pepper that Shen Yougan specially asked for can make people choke just by smelling it. Like Lian Xiaoli's mood at the moment, it is so hot that his brain goes blank, and he subconsciously looks for water.

He Yu was stunned for a long time, "You're not kidding."

This sentence is not a question, she scratched her head, "Xiaoli, what do you like about me?"

Lian Xiaoli raised his eyes, and finally looked at He Yu. He Yu was still the same He Yu, with a ponytail and a braid in it. Her facial features were a bit angular compared to ordinary girls, which made her smile when she was not smiling. It doesn't look gentle.

But she was always smiling, and this time there was a smile on the end of her eyes.

A little confused, a little dazed, in short, it's different from when I was looking at Liu Ci.

"I like……"

Lian Xiaoli thought about it, she likes the kindness He Yu treats Liu Ci with all his heart and soul.

She also wants someone to treat her so well.

"I like that you are nice to me."

But she dared not say it.

He Yu smiled, "I'm just saying I'm treating you well? But is Fatty Shen treating you badly?"

"It's just that I'm a woman and I take advantage of it."

At this time, He Yu put away her usual playful and smiling face, she looked at Lian Xiaoli, the pretty girl looked good even in a daze.

The burns on Lian Xiaoli's face are still obvious, and surgery to remove the scars still needs to be done, but it will definitely not restore the previous appearance.

Of course He Yu could understand her depression. She comforted Lian Xiaoli, and she tried her best to comfort Lian Xiaoli.

But now this friend said that he wanted to fall in love with her.

Kind of scared her.

"Do you think I'm annoying?"

He Yu shook his head, "How is it possible, you are very cute, everyone likes you very much."

He Yu never realized that when he seldom talks about "I", he always uses words like "everyone" and "we".

This makes it easy to get close, but it also makes people feel distant.

"Then can you try it with me?"

Lian Xiaoli looked at He Yu, her eyes were full of pleading and expectation, and she was a little crazy, like a desperate gambler.

He Yu looked at her, looked at her eyes that seemed to ignite sparks, and was about to say something when Shen Yougan pushed the door open and entered——

"Liu, Liu Ci came, and left again."

The author has something to say: Today I will push "Carving a Boat and Seeking a Sword" - He Tu

While walking the dog at night, I suddenly thought of a story, and it turned out to be street stall literature again...

Thank you also for someone who still remembers that Pingze gave me a long comment after several years. I really like this kind of encounter.

But I'm sorry to see your comments saying that it's sad to read. der