After a while, Jian Yan entered the kitchen holding a piece of paper full of words.

Ah Ci's kitchen has all kinds of pots and utensils, and Jian Yan has been picking and choosing for a long time, but he still doesn't know which one to use.Jian Yan turned around and ran into the study, knocked on it for a while, then ran back to the kitchen and picked out a casserole.

After cleaning the casserole, Jian Yan opened the cabinet again, and after a while, he found seven or eight kinds of rice...or something similar to rice, white, black, yellow...long, round, flat...

Simply put all kinds of "rice" in a row, from left to right, and from right to left, repeated several times, and finally decided to put a little of each.

"But, how much is a small amount?" Jian Yan scratched her hair in pain, and found that cooking porridge was much more difficult than solving the case.

……

When Ah Ci woke up, he first smelled a burning smell.

After sleeping for too long, Ah Ci felt his head was a little groggy, and he couldn't tell where he was for a while.He raised his hand to rub his head, only to find that he was holding a T-shirt in his hand. Looking carefully, it was a simple T-shirt.

Many things flashed in my mind, and the panic before falling asleep struck again.

"Jianyan!" Ah Ci exclaimed, and Yigulu sat up from the bed.

"Baby, are you awake?" Jian Yan heard A Ci's voice and hurried in.

Ah Ci looked at Jian Yan wearing an apron with his bare upper body, thinking that his clothes were still in his hands, blushed for a while and his heart beat, and it took several seconds to find his voice: "You, are you cooking?"

"I...not!" Jian Yan was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and ran away.

Ah Ci jumped off the bed, didn't even bother to put on his shoes, and rushed into the kitchen, just in time to stop the burnt-smelling porridge that Jian Yan wanted to throw away.

Jian Yan blushed very rarely: "I... let me order takeaway..."

"No need." Ah Ci looked at the contents of the pot, trying to act calmly, "Actually, it's okay..."

Apart from being a bit mushy and almost no soup can be seen, this porridge is still good-at least, the rice is cooked, although the color and material are slightly richer...

"Don't look at it, pour it..." Jian Yan wanted to get the porridge back again. Although it was the first time to cook porridge, he had seen the porridge cooked by Ah Ci, and knew that the gap between the two was a bit big.

Ah Ci's performance already made him feel very warm, and he didn't want to cheat his wife.

A Ci deftly avoided Jian Yan's hand, put the porridge on the dining table, and said in a coquettish tone, "I haven't eaten for almost two days, let me have a bite first."

Jian Yan was startled, speechless.

Ah Ci directly picked up the spoon, scooped a spoonful of porridge from the casserole, put it in his mouth and tasted it.

Jian Yan watched his reaction nervously, and then, he saw that A Ci's expression became a little subtle.

"What's the matter?" Jian Yan asked subconsciously, knowing that it would not taste good, but still couldn't help but want to hear a different answer.

"Hmm..." Ah Ci hesitated for a moment, choosing his words carefully, "Do you want to add salt or sugar?"

"...Salt." Jian Yan always felt that Ah Ci's question was a bit strange, but he couldn't figure out what the problem was for a while, and explained, "I read the Internet... It is said that adding a little salt can increase the taste ?”

Ah Ci swallowed another mouthful of porridge, and swallowed Jianyan's addition of monosodium glutamate instead of salt, and not a little but a lot, and the fact that there is no need to add salt to cook white porridge.

Looking at Jianyan and looking at himself eagerly, Ah Ci pulled the casserole in front of him, no need for a bowl, and ate directly from the pot: "It's really not bad, at least it's better than your first cooking. "

"This is the first time I cook..." Jian Yan was a little strange, but he didn't think too much about it, and just corrected it casually.

Ah Ci was taken aback for a moment, the spoon in his hand paused, and he buried his head and continued to eat.

Jian Yan saw that he was eating with gusto, but he didn't have time to pay attention to the loopholes in Ah Ci's words, so he leaned over anxiously and expectantly, and said, "Give me a taste."

Ah Ci looked at his expression and felt a little funny, so he really scooped up a little and fed it to him.

"Hmm..." Jian Yan frowned, trying not to spit it out. The taste was far from the porridge made by Ah Ci. He looked at Ah Ci, "Why is the taste so strange? Don't eat it. ..."

Ah Ci took another mouthful calmly, took another half spoonful and handed it to Jian Yan's mouth, saying, "If you take two more bites, you will feel good. Try it if you don't believe me."

Jian Yan hesitated for a moment, and sure enough, she swallowed again: "It's still a bit weird..."

"Try another sip?"

"It seems that it's not so unpalatable..."

"Come again."

"It seems to be good?"

"I can't eat it for you, you cooked it for me."

"I cooked this..."

……

Probably this is the so-called self-preservation, and the tolerance for things made by oneself will be higher.Jian Yan actually felt that although the porridge was not tasty at the end of the meal, it wasn't so bad that it couldn't be swallowed.

Just like that, the two of them ate a pot of porridge with a lot of monosodium glutamate with a casserole and a spoon.

Jian Yan went to the kitchen with a pot of rice that was still a lot of burnt, Ah Ci rubbed his stuffed stomach and lay down on the sofa - anyone who has eaten half of the pot of rice will be very full - the porridge without any soup probably It can only be called rice, right?

But he was very happy, he finally had the rice cooked by Jian Yan again.

A Ci turned on the TV casually, and the dignified news anchor was broadcasting the news: "...the bus from Xiling City to Fengcheng fell off the cliff this morning, causing 11 deaths and 25 injuries. Among them, the serious injuries..."

Ah Ci's hand holding the remote control tightened for a moment, and suddenly he heard Jian Yan gasp behind him, saying: "If I didn't want to wait for you to come back, I might take this bus back to Fengcheng this morning, then I Maybe now... baby, you are my blessing..."

Jian Yan suddenly stopped, and walked around in front of A Ci, and sure enough, he saw that his face suddenly became ugly.

Jian Yan's face also changed, he hesitated for a while, and asked, "A Ci, you were so scared this morning, did you just think I took that bus and left?"

Although he was asking a question, his tone was affirmative.

Ah Ci bit his lip and looked at Jian Yan, without saying a word, with complicated emotions in his eyes.

Jian Yan broke away from Ah Ci's hand, took out the remote control in his hand, and turned off the TV.

Then squatted down in front of Ah Ci, held his hand tightly, looked into his eyes, and said word by word: "A Ci, I didn't want to inquire about your past. But seeing you working so hard , I am really distressed, and at the same time feel very powerless. I always say that I want to treat you well and protect you, but I can't do anything for you. Tell me, okay? At least, let me share a little for you, don't bear everything alone, okay?"

Jian Yan has always known that Ah Ci has many secrets, he knows many things, and his past is very mysterious.If you love someone, you want to know everything about him.But Jian Yan could see that Ah Ci had a lot of concerns.Jian Yan didn't want to force him to say anything, so he kept all his doubts and curiosity in his heart.

He thought that one day, he would touch Ah Ci and make him willing to tell him everything.

But now, Jian Yan feels more and more that the mystery of Ah Ci may have something to do with him.And those mysterious things have been worrying Ah Ci, so Jian Yan wants to help him share them.He didn't want to make random guesses, but he also had a hunch that if Ah Ci was willing to tell his story, it might be a little shocking.However, Jian Yan feels that his mind is mature enough, and no shocking things can scare him, as long as Ah Ci is still by his side.

Ah Ci lowered his eyebrows, staring closely at Jian Yan holding his hand.

Jian Yan's hands are a bit rough, but they are big and warm, making people feel particularly safe.He had doubted these hands before, but it turned out that he was wrong, and now he can trust these hands... right?

Once, he said categorically to Shang Jing that he dared to say everything to Jian Yan, and he believed in Jian Yan.But at this moment, Ah Ci realized that he was still a little scared.Everything is so beautiful now, he is afraid of losing, even more afraid of losing than in the past.

Ah Ci gritted his teeth, looked up into Jian Yan's eyes, and said, "I'm afraid I might scare you."

Although Jian Yan had a premonition, when he heard what Ah Ci said, he still shook his head, but he quickly regained his composure: "As long as you are still here, nothing can scare me."

A Ci took a deep look at him, stood up and took out a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet, opened it, poured a glass for each of them, and said, "I may need to drink some wine before I have the courage to speak out."

Jian Yan silently took the wine glass and touched him.

Ah Ci drank more than half of the glass in one gulp, and then said to himself: "Where do we start?"

Jian Yan didn't know anything about what he was going to say, so of course he couldn't answer, but just silently drank half a glass of red wine with him.

A Ci stroked his train of thought, and suddenly asked Jian Yan a question: "You always say that I am very good and perfect, so you love me. However, if you meet me, I feel inferior and cowardly, and I don't care at all. Not good, let alone perfect, will you still love me?"

Jian Yan was taken aback, opened his mouth, and found that he couldn't answer this question.

If Ah Ci asks him if he will love him when he becomes bad in the future, Jian Yan will definitely say yes without hesitation.Because Jian Yan is very clear that there is only one Aci in his heart, no matter what he becomes, Jian Yan will always love him.

However, what Ah Ci asked was if he was not like this when he met him, would he still love him.

Falling in love with someone is really a momentary feeling, there is no reason to tell, and there is no trace to follow.A slight difference, the result may be completely different.

When Jian Yan met Ah Ci, Ah Ci was as perfect as he is now, and he fell in love with him immediately.In short, I am not sure, if I meet another A Ci, will I fall in love with it at a glance.

In fact, Jian Yan felt that he might still love A Ci, the love for Ah Ci came too suddenly and unreasonably, and he might not be able to avoid it.

But he wasn't so sure, he didn't want to lie to Ah Ci.

Jian Yan couldn't answer this question, but Ah Ci answered for him: "You will."

Jian Yan was stunned, a question he couldn't answer himself, why is Ah Ci so sure?

Ah Ci looked at him, his eyes were so gentle that water dripped out: "Because you met."

He met?When did you meet?Why doesn't he know it himself?Jian Yan was even more puzzled.

Ah Ci did not answer his doubts, but asked another question: "Do you know why we always cooperate so well and why do we behave alike in many ways?"

Jian Yan shook his head, of course he didn't know.He used to think that Ah Ci worshiped him, so he deliberately imitated him, but now that he thinks about it, it is obviously not the case.Their tacit understanding cannot be obtained through deliberate imitation.

A Ci took another sip of wine and said, "Because, most of my skills, including reasoning, interrogation methods, marksmanship, cooking, etc., were all taught by you."

Jian Yan drank the wine in the glass in one gulp to cover up his trembling hands.Suddenly there was an indescribable fear in his heart, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back-Jian Yan was very clear, he had never been in contact with A Ci before, where did he get the opportunity to teach him these things?

However, the fear in Jian Yan's heart was not because of the weirdness of this matter.It was an inexplicable intuition in his heart that A Ci's next words might be more serious than he expected.

Poured himself a glass of wine again, Jian Yan had already calmed down, he looked at Ah Ci, and said, "I don't remember, I taught you this. I don't remember, I met another different Ah Ci. Resignation. My memory has never been missing."

"Have you heard of rebirth?" Ah Ci finally asked this sentence.

"Rebirth?" Jian Yan was taken aback, and just about to shake his head, he suddenly remembered what he said with a smile before, and asked, "Save the memory and go back to the past? Live the previous life again?"

Ah Ci was a little surprised: "You actually knew?"

Jian Yan said: "Xiaoxiao read some rebirth novels before, said that I was outdated, and popularized it for me...you..."

"I was born again." A Ci looked at Jian Yan and said word by word.

Jian Yan poured another glass of wine: "I..."

I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say. There were many questions in my heart, and there were many things I wanted to say, but I couldn't figure it out for a while.

Although Jian Yan had thought about it a long time ago, Ah Ci's experience might be shocking, but the matter of rebirth was completely beyond Jian Yan's imagination.

Ah Ci looked at Jian Yan who couldn't control his expression, and said, "Shall I tell you what I have experienced?"

Jian Yan nodded: "Okay."

A Ci said: "When Zhou Zhou was sent away last time, in the hospital, did you hear what she said?"

Jian Yan thought for a while and said, "About your childhood?"

"That's right." Ah Ci nodded, took a sip of wine, and said, "I don't have parents, and I grew up in an orphanage. The orphanage is... a very complicated place, probably because I am in that group of children. I am the youngest in the orphanage, and it may be because I have an unpleasant personality, and my life in the orphanage was very bad."

Jian Yan heard what Zhou Zhou said before, and she already knew very well in her heart that Ah Ci must have had a bad life when she was a child.Although he has never lived in an orphanage, after becoming a policeman, he has come into contact with many people from all walks of life. He can somewhat imagine A Ci's previous life.

Jian Yan felt distressed, but never asked Ah Ci about this matter.He knew in his heart that this matter was not a good thing for Ah Ci, and it would definitely make Ah Ci very sad to mention it.

Now, when Ah Ci mentioned it by himself, he still described it like this, and Jian Yan's heart hurt instantly.He has no way of imagining how difficult it is for the calm A Ci to say "I have a very bad life".

"A Ci..." Jian Yan temporarily forgot about the rebirth, and rushed to hug A Ci, but didn't know how to comfort her. Words always seemed extremely pale and powerless when they were most needed.

Ah Ci's heart did not have much emotional fluctuations, after all, it has been so long.The wound that I thought would never be forgotten has been healed by the man in front of me before I knew it.

"Do you remember? Last time I said, eight years ago, you came to our school?" A Ci asked again.

"En." Jian Yan nodded.

"At that time, you said you didn't see me, maybe it was because there were too many people. In fact, it wasn't because there were too many students, but because I wasn't in the classroom at all at that time." Ah Ci said softly.

Jian Yan was taken aback for a moment, looked up at Ah Ci, not quite understanding what he meant.

"That teacher doesn't like me very much, so he won't let me into the classroom during his class." Ah Ci's voice was still very soft.

Jian Yan unconsciously increased the force on his hands, and said in a hoarse voice: "Aci, stop talking, I..."

"Didn't I tell you last time that I wanted to be a policeman because I saw you beating up that teacher?" Ah Ci interrupted Jian Yan and said, "I haven't finished what I said that day. "

"What do you mean?" Jian Yan was distracted by A Ci's words again.

"I admired you at the time, not because you were a policeman and could uphold justice." Aci let out a chuckle with unknown meaning, "What I admired at the time was only your force value. My thought at that time was that becoming a policeman , I can beat those who don’t like me. I can no longer be afraid of being bullied by others. I think, when I am admitted to the police academy and have your skills, I can go back and kill everyone who bullied me... ... beat it again."

Jian Yan's body froze obviously, Ah Ci glanced at him, his eyes were very gentle: "Scared you?"

"No." Jian Yan gritted her teeth and said, "I regret that I didn't hit that teacher more."

Ah Ci was startled for a moment, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he said, "You said the same thing when you first met me."

"I... At the beginning?" Jian Yan's hand relaxed a little, and it took him a while to find his voice, "What happened later? What happened after I met you?"

"After I met you..." Ah Ci didn't seem to see his reaction, and continued, "You taught me a lot of things, what you see now, most of the things I know, you taught yourself .You taught a selfish, inferior and cowardly A Ci into a "perfect" A Ci in your mouth. You also said that you will be responsible for beating people in the future... So, I never thought about beating people again Concentrate on being a police officer."

"Then..." Jian Yan paused and asked, "Then why are you reborn?"

"I..." Ah Ci hesitated, and said, "Once, when we were investigating a case, we encountered danger, and you were shot to save me... Afterwards, I was reborn."

"So, you... We were together at that time?" Jian Yan asked.

Ah Ci hesitated for longer this time: "Well..."

"What do you mean?" Jian Yan was puzzled, "According to what you said, I should have liked you at that time, you...why didn't you get together?"

"It's my problem." Ah Ci clenched his fingers and said, "Didn't I say it before? At that time, I was selfish and cowardly. Although you have always been nice to me, but I...but I even I dare not admit it, I like you too."

Jian Yan frowned: "So, you treat me so well now because of guilt?"

"No." Ah Ci panicked, and tightly grasped Jian Yan's hand, "I was cowardly before, but I really liked you, not because of guilt. Although, because of the loss, I know how to cherish you even more. But in fact, a long time ago, I understood my feelings and understood that I like you, but I just dare not admit it."

Jian Yan looked at the glass of wine left on the table, and downed it in one gulp.

"Brother, you trust me." Ah Ci became even more anxious.

"I believe you." Jian Yan stood up, and suddenly said again, "Just now you said that we encountered danger while investigating the case, I died to save you, and then you were reborn. In fact, you lied to me Yes, right? In fact, you died to save me, and then you were reborn, right? Otherwise, the one who was reborn should be me, not you, right?"

"This..." A Ci didn't expect Jian Yan to think of this, and his tongue got stuck.

Jian Yan stretched out her hand to hug Ah Ci, but unexpectedly, she swayed and fell headfirst.

A Ci was startled, and quickly supported him: "What's wrong with you?"

"No, it's okay..." Jian Yan snorted, but her hands and feet were weak, as if she was drunk.

Ah Ci sighed, helped Jian Yan to the bedroom, and settled him down.

Jian Yan snorted a few times, then fell asleep, Ah Ci looked at his sleeping face, and closed his eyes.It's not like he has never seen Jian Yan who was drunk, so how could he not know that he was pretending to be drunk?

Sure enough, Jian Yan still minds, right?

This kind of thing is so shocking, most people should be terrified when they hear it.In short, it is not easy to maintain such a calm, it is time to give him a buffer time.

What's more, he was indeed the one who was sorry for Jian Yan in his previous life.Jian Yan loves him so much, but because of his low self-esteem and cowardice, he dare not admit his relationship with Jian Yan, even in the end he didn't admit his feelings.Even if Jian Yan is angry and does not forgive him, Ah Ci thinks it is right.

Ah Ci stroked the stubble on Jian Yan's chin, it was as tough as he remembered, with a stubbornness in every root, exactly the same as Jian Yan.What has been decided, even if it hits the head and bleeds, I don't want to look back.

When deciding to confess to Jian Yan, Ah Ci thought of various possibilities.He also thought about it, no matter how Jian Yan would react, he would not let Jian Yan go.

He failed Jianyan too much in his previous life, and he is willing to do anything for Jianyan in this life.In short, the current reaction is already considered very good.

Ah Ci is confident that in this life he and Jian Yan are already many times better than in the previous life, and they will definitely be able to cope with all the difficulties they encounter.

After the people around him were breathing steadily, Jian Yan opened his eyes, turned over lightly, turned to A Ci's side, turned on the lamp by the bed, and looked at A Ci's pretty profile.

Ah Ci slept soundly, his long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, which just blocked the traces of his staying up all night, and his nostrils trembled slightly with his breathing.Sleeping quietly and softly, the whole person looks delicate and unreal under the light.

Jian Yan couldn't help reaching out to touch Ah Ci's lips. He had kissed this place many times, and every time he kissed Ah Ci, he felt very happy from the bottom of his heart.But now, Jian Yan didn't dare to kiss her lightly.

Because he was not sure, what Ah Ci loved in his heart was the perfect Jianyan in his mouth, or the lazy, poor and imperfect Jianyan now?

Jian Yan knew it shouldn't be, he was probably jealous of himself, right?This feeling is really strange, but Jian Yan really has no choice but to confuse himself with the Jian Yan in Ah Ci's mouth.

His mind was in a mess like a demon, and he couldn't help but think about it.Ah Ci's feelings for him are all because of another Jianyan, and may even come from guilt for another Jianyan.

In A Ci's view, the two Jian Yan may be the same person.But from Jianyan's point of view, the two Jianyans have nothing to do with each other. He doesn't have the memories of Aci's mouth, so he has no way to accept Aci's feelings for the other Jianyan with peace of mind.

"A Ci, you asked me, if the A Ci I met at first was not the current A Ci, would I still love you? I couldn't answer, but you answered for me, and you said I would, and I also think I would. So Ah Ci, if the Jianyan you first met was the current Jianyan instead of the perfect Jianyan in your mouth, would you still love me?" Jianyan murmured to herself and smiled wryly, "But Ah Ci, I dare not ask you this while you are awake."

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