History of dandyism

There was no emotion on Zhao Yiwei's face, he seemed to be looking somewhere far away, his gaze didn't stay on Xia Xuanrui for a moment, after a while he just said "Let's go", and turned his back on himself.

"Yiwei, Yiwei..." Xia Xuanrui felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and the great fear made him flustered and his mind suddenly went blank.

When Zhao Yiwei walked out of the restaurant, he said in his heart that he was not disappointed. Although he had always had a good impression of Xia Xuanrui, if Xia Xuanrui was still the flirtatious Xia Ershao before, even if they had the chance to know each other, it would be impossible for them to go further.

Emotionally, Zhao Yiwei has always been very rational. He agrees with the saying that the three views are different and you cannot fall in love. The reason why he associates with Xia Xuanrui is because the Xia Xuanrui he knows is a self-disciplined, hardworking, clean-cut young man. He is exactly the kind of person he admires. In addition, he found that Xia Xuanrui still liked him, so he ignored the huge difference between the two and proposed to the other party.

Zhao Yiwei doesn't need to care about Xia Xuanrui's past, what he cares about is whether the Xia Xuanrui he thought was the real Xia Xuanrui.He saw the photo on the ground, it was a little far away, and he couldn't see it clearly. He only knew it was two entangled figures, but judging from Xia Xuanrui's reaction, the people above were indeed Xia Xuanrui and the one just now.

If it was the former Xia Xuanrui, even if he was sensual and entertaining every night, it was none of Zhao Yiwei's business. He would just laugh it off when he knew it, because they could only be regarded as acquaintances.But now, after he dated Xia Xuanrui, after he had gotten used to including each other in his life, he discovered that there were other people around Xia Xuanrui.

Those relationships, whether mental or physical, are unacceptable to Zhao Yiwei.

Maybe, he thought too much before, maybe, for Xia Xuanrui, Zhao Yiwei is no different from those boyfriends in the past, maybe, there is really an insurmountable gap between their concepts.

"Yiwei—" No matter how many times you call, you can't get Zhao Yiwei to stay. Xia Xuanrui followed behind her boyfriend in a daze, every step was like stepping on the tip of a knife, but it wasn't his feet that hurt, but his heart .

Walking to the parking lot, Zhao Yiwei stood next to his car, and Xia Xuanrui didn't drive today, so he thought maybe he still needs to take him home first with grace.Looking back at the young man behind him, Zhao Yiwei found that Xia Xuanrui's face didn't have a trace of blood, it was as pale and fragile as a snowman that would fall apart at the touch of a touch.

Sighing softly, Zhao Yiwei felt his heart softened a little, "Get in the car, I'll take you home, well, you may not be infected."

Infect?Infected with what?Xia Xuanrui's eyes widened in bewilderment, and then he understood what Zhao Yiwei meant, his heart was brutally torn open, the sharp pain and the overwhelming cold crushed him, "I didn't, I didn't..." Xia Xuanrui He explained out of breath, his lungs were almost convulsed by the cold air, "We broke up for several years, he asked me for money last month, I ignored him... the photos, the photos are all two On Valentine's Day in the month, I saw you and Xiao Ya together that day, I was so sad, so I drank a lot of wine, I got drunk, but I, I didn't touch him, how could I touch him?"

Xia Xuanrui's voice was sobbing, and the tears were streaming down. In order to keep Zhao Yiwei, he would lose everything. He didn't care about his reserve or self-esteem, "Zhao Yiwei, I love you! Since you saved me I've been in love with you since day one! You don't know how happy I am when you want to date me, that's the happiest time in my life...I love you so much...I love you so much...how can I will be with someone else..."

At the end, Xia Xuanrui was sobbing. He felt that he had stripped himself naked and cut him open. With a heart dripping with blood, he put himself on the trial bench, waiting for Zhao Yiwei's final verdict. Every moment of hesitation, every second of hesitation, is slowing down his heart, bringing real, heart-wrenching despair.

Zhao Yiwei was stunned. He knew that Xia Xuanrui liked him, maybe even a little more than he thought, and he could call it a big liking, but he didn't expect that what Xia Xuanrui gave him was such a heavy and deep love that he was almost He was completely unprepared, and he never even thought that he would get such love.

The young man's body was already crumbling, the hope in his eyes was extinguished little by little, the vitality receded, the whole person was like a lifeless puppet, and before he fell into the abyss, Zhao Yiwei hugged him.

"I'm sorry." Zhao Yiwei said, "I'm sorry, Xiao Rui, I shouldn't think that way." Zhao Yiwei hugged Xia Xuanrui, feeling that the person in his arms was too light to weigh.

There were not many people in the parking lot, but some people still noticed the movement here.

Zhao Yiwei regained his composure, he let go of Xia Xuanrui, opened the passenger door, let Xia Xuanrui go up and sit down, and then fastened his seat belt.On the way to the Tiancheng Mansion, Zhao Yiwei used two minds when he drove for the first time. He noticed that the young man beside him was still sobbing softly, and the sobbing sound crumpled his heart.

Send Xia Xuanrui back home, let people sit down on the sofa, Zhao Yiwei went to the kitchen and poured a glass of warm water.Back in the living room, I saw that the young man was still in the same posture as when he left, his face was still gray and dazed.

"Xiao Rui, let's drink some water first." Zhao Yiwei handed over the cup, Xia Xuanrui took the cup and held it in his hand, his eyes were blank.Zhao Yiwei sat down beside him, and when he wanted to get closer, Xia Xuanrui flinched away.

He has already said it, everything has been said, so shameless, begging for mercy from the other party with no regard for dignity, Xia Xuanrui's heart is ashamed, he has finally lost Zhao Yiwei's last bit of affection for him, he is about to lose him...

"Xiaorui" Zhao Yiwei called Xia Xuanrui's name, he found that the other party had lost his eyes, and there seemed to be an invisible barrier between the two of them.

The heart that loved him half an hour ago seemed to have disappeared because of being too sad. Zhao Yiwei was shocked. Although he hadn't thought of it at all, when he learned that Xia Xuanrui loved him like that, he was stunned at the beginning. , he was actually very happy in his heart, especially on the way back, he gradually gave birth to the idea of ​​repaying this love.

But now, after Xia Xuanrui revealed her heart once, she retracted herself into a hard shell.

Zhao Yiwei took the cup from Xia Xuanrui's hand, he held the young man's cheek, kissed the other's soft lips, pried open the other's jaw, licked and sucked, trying to get back the heart that loved him.

Xia Xuanrui's body was supple and weak, and she was not angry at all under Zhao Yiwei's body.

Zhao Yiwei panicked, "Xiao Rui, I'm sorry, please forgive me." He kept stroking the body under him and kissing him, "I was wrong, Xiao Rui, please forgive me, I didn't expect... you Love me so much, I am very happy to know, thank you, thank you for loving me so much.”

After a long time, an inaudible voice timidly rang out, "Really? Don't you hate me?" Xia Xuanrui's eyes finally had light, and his wet eyes looked at Zhao Yiwei without blinking.

"How could I hate you?" Zhao Yiwei kissed Xia Xuanrui's lips with relief. Fortunately, it was not too late. Fortunately, he found this love again, "Xiao Rui, it's too late for me to like you."

"Yiwei——" Xia Xuanrui chanted Zhao Yiwei's name in a low voice. For the first time, Zhao Yiwei felt that the sound was like the sound of nature. His kiss meandered down Xia Xuanrui's neck, wanting to hear more.

"Yiwei, Yiwei, Yiwei—" Xia Xuanrui's breathing became more and more urgent, his clothes were unbuttoned, revealing a large chest, and Zhao Yiwei's lips lingered on it, leaving clusters of scorching marks .

Every movement could get a trembling response from the other party. Zhao Yiwei fell into the gentle spring water and couldn't extricate himself. He could hardly control his reason, but when his hand touched Xia Xuanrui's belt buckle, he finally sobered up a little.

If things go on like this, something will happen. Zhao Yiwei knew a long time ago that Xia Xuanrui couldn't be too close in a room with a bed. Now it seems that a place with a sofa is also not acceptable, and his body is reacting.Thinking of every time Xia Xuanrui was put under him, the other party was always very gentle and obedient, almost letting him get whatever he wanted, only now did he realize that it was because of love, because Xia Xuanrui loved him deeply.

Zhao Yiwei, who was loved so much, felt full of happiness and satisfaction. He tightened his arms, and brought the person in his arms closer, so that the heartbeats of the two could be transmitted to each other. He must love him well. , I love a lot more than I originally planned.

Thinking about it afterwards, Zhao Yiwei felt that he was really a selfish and cruel person. His liking for Xia Xuanrui was based on certain conditions. In this love, although he gave, he did not have heart-to-heart relationships, not as disregarded as Xia Xuanrui all feelings.He treats him like a cute little pet, teases and pets him when he has time, but he doesn't put him in the most important position.

The last time Xia Xuanrui chased after him to City Y, he was even a little unhappy. He felt that Xia Xuanrui was being too nonsense, while he tolerated him with a good temper, with a sense of superiority.Maybe it's subconsciously knowing that Xia Xuanrui likes himself more, so when he faced Xia Xuanrui, he didn't have so many scruples. He shaped the way of getting along with them according to his own preferences. How arrogant and overbearing, but Xia Xuanrui actually Can you still love yourself like this deeply?

Zhao Yiwei was full of gratitude in his heart. He gathered Xia Xuanrui's shirt and fastened the buttons one by one. Looking at the other's misty and absent-minded eyes, Zhao Yiwei kissed the young man's cheek and said over and over again, "Thank you, Xiaorui, thank you... "