defenseless

The two sat on the carpet in the living room and ate ice cream against the sofa.

Chen Nan suddenly remembered something, rummaged through the drawer of the coffee table, and found a remote control.

"I really found it," Chen Nan said softly, "Close your eyes."

When Su Youyu opened his eyes, the lights in the living room were turned off, and there was a projected starry sky on the roof, layer upon layer, bright and vast.

Chen Nan scooped up a large scoop of ice cream and handed it to his mouth: "It's not bad."

"Yeah." Su Youyu nodded with an ice cream in his mouth.

"My aunt brought me the projector from Japan." Chen Nan stretched her body and put her hands on the sofa behind her. "She said that when I was thinking wildly by myself, I would turn it on and have a look. The infinite universe, different planets, different The galaxy and the earth are so small in it, not to mention a person's troubles.

"But I drove it once, and I don't want to."

"Why?" Su Youyu asked, turning her head to the side.

Stars filled his eyes as he looked towards the roof: "It's pretty lonely, you see, we are so insignificant to this world."

"I think differently from you," Su Youyu shook his head, and said very seriously, "I feel that the starry sky is far away from me, like a dream, untouchable, ungraspable, illusory, so I feel very happy, Because I can feel that I am real."

It was the first time Chen Nan heard the little squid say such a long sentence, and his face was full of sincerity.

For some reason, Chen Nan's heart suddenly calmed down, and all the noisy cells had their final destination.

He is real, truly lonely, truly alive, and truly feels the sincerity of every contribution, and has two-way communication.

When sending the little squid out, a desolate and tall figure stood outside the iron fence.

"Su Ming", Su Youyu trotted over, "Did I wake you up?"

"It's okay." Su Ming stroked his hair, "Let's go back."

Chen Nan watched their backs walk across the bridge over the artificial lake, disappear into the night, and also disappeared from his sight.

There are many kinds of emotions in the world, and they don't necessarily stick to one form. He gradually fell into reality in his heart. In fact, he is not always alone.