you were a boy

六

Song Yu was still thinking that he could finally sleep with Sun Yuanjun, but he was happy.But when he heard that his grandfather asked Sun Yuanjun to clean the mats in the guest room, he felt disappointed again.He complained in his heart that it would be nice if his house was smaller, even if he couldn't sleep on the same bed, it would be better to sleep in the same room.

But there was no way, he took Sun Yuanjun's pajamas to take a bath.

When he came out of the shower, Sun Yuanjun had already helped him tidy up the room.

Song Yu was wiping her hair with a new white towel, and she was wearing the pajamas that Sun Yuanjun wore when he was in junior high school. Although Song Yu was not short, she was thin and had a small frame.Sun Yuanjun saw that his hair was still dripping, so he went to get a hair dryer to help him dry it. Song Yu was like a baby who had lost the ability to take care of himself, let him manipulate him, and didn't feel that there was anything wrong, as if everything was natural And as it should be, the two of them have always been like brothers without any safe distance.But no one thought about it, how could brothers do such a thing together?

Sun Yuanjun held the hair dryer in one hand, and gently fluffed his soft hair with his fingers in the other hand. From Song Yu's neck came a familiar aroma of lime-flavored shower gel, and he felt inexplicably as if something had scratched his heart. ,Itchy.

Song Yu was originally white, but after taking a bath, her lips were red and her teeth were white, like a fairy walking out of a painting, filled with fairy air.Sun Yuanjun thought, with just this flimsy skin and sparkling eyes, if he put on a hood, he could go to a costume drama without makeup.

Sun Yuanjun suddenly discovered that Song Yu had grown up, and was no longer the child he was when they first met. From some angles, it seemed that he already had the bones and demeanor of a teenager, but sometimes when he called his brother, that soft and waxy The expression and voice seem to be five years old again, small and innocent.At that moment, Sun Yuanjun's complex mood was comparable to that of parents who watched their children grow up. What kind of mood was it—I wanted you to grow up quickly, but I was not willing to let you grow up so quickly.

Sun Yuanjun completely forgot that he was only one year older than Song Yu.Song Yu's month is relatively late, but even counting the last month, he is only one and a half years older than him.

After Sun Yuanjun took a bath by himself and listened to some music, it was already 11:30, and he was about to go to bed when Song Yu ran over with the quilt and pillow.

"Brother, can I sleep with you?"

Sun Yuanjun's bed is 1.5 meters, and two and a half older children will never be crowded.Sun Yuanjun has always been a bit of a clean freak. If it was another boy, even Li Si, he would definitely not agree, but if it was Song Yu, he somehow felt that it was acceptable.

He understood Song Yu's thoughts, in fact, he didn't dislike sleeping with him.But he had to admit that his psychology was a bit awkward.He didn't want Song Yu to understand that he actually liked being with him very much. He subconsciously hoped that in their relationship, Song Yu would be the one who needed him more.

"Big summer insists on squeezing with me, aren't you hot?" He said this so calmly that Song Yu couldn't understand what he meant.

Without his consent, Song Yu didn't dare to put down the quilt and pillow.

"Thunder, I'm a little scared." The child looked at him with pitiful eyes, which was unbearable.

Sun Yuanjun bowed down, he moved in, and Song Yu happily climbed onto the bed with the quilt.

The child was obviously very excited to be able to sleep with him for the first time, and kept pulling him to chat.It's all fucking stupid stuff.

"Brother, do you snore when you sleep?"

"will not."

"So do you grind your teeth when you sleep?"

"will not."

"Then do you sleepwalk in sleep?"

"No!", Sun Yuanjun suddenly stretched out his hand and thumped his forehead unexpectedly, and ordered viciously: "It's already twelve o'clock, let me sleep!"

Song Yu stuck out her tongue in fright and dared not speak any more.

But after 10 minutes, he still didn't fall asleep. He asked softly, "Brother, are you asleep? Can I ask you one last question?"

"..."

Song Yu reached out and gently touched Sun Yuanjun's hand.

There was still no response, so he boldly touched Sun Yuanjun's waist.

Sure enough, when his waist was touched, Sun Yuanjun was ticklish and pretended to be asleep, so he grabbed his hand and pressed him down all at once. Song Yu was scratched by him, giggling, under the dim and cold moonlight, Song Yu's face was too good-looking, and Sun Yuanjun almost had the urge to bend down and kiss her.

Sun Yuanjun was stunned, and was reviewing why he had such a hooligan idea.

Song Yu laughed so hard that his whole body trembled, "I want to ask, do you fart when you sleep?"

"..."

Sun Yuanjun was almost made to cry by him.

"If you don't answer, you admit it." Song Yu said happily: "I feel happy when I think that Sun Yuanjun will sleep, fart and talk in his sleep like ordinary people."

Sun Yuanjun was about to scold him for being stupid, when the child suddenly clung to him and stretched out his arms to hug him.

"Brother, I'm happy just thinking about sleeping with you. If only it could rain every day."

Sun Yuanjun's heart softened all of a sudden, and the hand that was about to push him away unconsciously let go.

They didn't know when they fell asleep that night. When Song Yu was woken up by the alarm clock at seven o'clock the next day, Sun Yuanjun was not on the bed. He ran to the bathroom to go to the toilet and found that Sun Yuanjun was washing his underwear with a blushing face.

Song Yu didn't know much about the relationship between men and women at that time, so he asked, "Brother, why do you like to be clean so much?"

Sun Yuanjun remembered the dream last night, his face became even redder, and he said falteringly, "I'm used to taking a shower after getting up in the morning."

"Do you only wash underwear?"

"Well, underwear isn't clean in the washing machine."

Song Yu thought for a while, but felt something was wrong, and asked again: "Then why didn't I see you take a shower last night?"

……

Sun Yuanjun was speechless all of a sudden, thinking to himself that this little fool is rarely smart.

Sun Yuanjun didn't attend classes these two days, not even mathematics and his favorite physics.He deliberately avoided contact with Song Yu a little bit, and even found an excuse at noon to not have dinner with him.He was deliberately avoiding Song Yu.

His mind is full of that coquettish and beautiful spring dream.

That night, probably because the temperature of the air conditioner was too low, Song Yu instinctively looked for something that could make him feel warm, rubbed against him all the time, and he watched that kind of movie during the day, so he did it. such a dream.For the first time in my life, I have a sexual dream, why is the object not a woman?

What dream do you usually have, you will definitely not remember it the next day.But why, those charming scenes in the dream are still lingering in his mind, Song Yu's pink lips, and those slender and white thighs are simply better than those in those pornographic movies. She was ten thousand times more beautiful, and Song Yu in the dream was a hundred times more obedient than usual, allowing him to get whatever he wanted, Sun Yuanjun just thought about a certain part of his body, and there was a tendency to gradually raise his head.

He skipped two classes in the afternoon, and went to the library of their school especially when there were few people. He found the book he wanted to read in the psychology column. Some psychology books still regard homosexuality as Mental illness, but he turned to "Homosexuality in China" written by Li Yinhe and a book called "Song □□", he was relieved that there is more than one person in the world like me, and then he resigned to his fate after a while. , I am probably really a pervert in the eyes of some people.

When Sun Yuanjun returned to the classroom to pick up his schoolbag, Li Si was still waiting for him. Today is the day of band rehearsal.Song Yu is currently in the third year of junior high school, and the curriculum is relatively tight, so Sun Yuanjun asked him to rest temporarily.

Li Si saw that his face was not looking well, so he asked him if he still practiced today?

Sun Yuanjun shook his head.He saw another box of delicate-looking biscuits on the desk.

Li Si smiled and teased him: "What a coincidence, your little lover has been waiting for you for almost a class. You just left, why did you come back now?"

Li Si is not an outsider, and he often joked about him and Song Yu before, but Sun Yuanjun never cared about it.But today, because he had ghosts in his heart, Sun Yuanjun felt that it was very harsh, and his face collapsed immediately. "The child is grown up too, don't make such jokes in the future."

"Are you really angry with me?" Li Si grabbed Sun Yuanjun's shoulders, a little inconceivable.

Sun Yuanjun moved his shoulders unnaturally.

"Why do you keep avoiding Song Yu recently?" Li Si continued to ask.

"No, who stipulated that I must be with him." Sun Yuanjun asked back: "It's not the same grade, it's not conjoined twins, and there is nothing in common."

"But didn't you chat well with him? It can be seen that Song Yu admires you very much, and he also likes music very much. How can you say that you have nothing in common?" Although Li Si is a good friend of Sun Yuanjun, But Song Yu is a likable little boy, usually called "Li Sige" and "Li Sige" very affectionately, he couldn't help being a little bit aggrieved by Sun Yuanjun's evaluation of him.

"Is there any common topic? Isn't it that I am teaching him? Studying, singing, too. He is not talented, so I teach more, and there is no special relationship. Don't make jokes."

Sun Yuanjun spoke fast and excitedly. Li Si had been at the same table with him for several years, and he had never seen him so eager to explain why. He felt that he was completely inexplicable today, especially the phrase "special relationship" Where did it come from, how could such a sentence come to mind.

Suddenly, he saw the little boy they were discussing standing outside the window, which embarrassed even him.

Sun Yuanjun followed his gaze and found that Song Yu had been standing outside the classroom for an unknown how long, whether he heard what he said just now, or how much he heard.

Song Yu ran in to meet Sun Yuanjun's gaze, and before anyone could speak, he quickly took out the notes he had organized for him from his schoolbag, and did not forget to say thank you.

However, there seemed to be an inexplicable smell in the air.

At this time, Bai Rui, who was sweating profusely after playing basketball, walked in. He was so nervous that he didn't feel the abnormal atmosphere at all.

He picked up the notes returned by Song Yu on the table, flipped through them, and immediately recognized Sun Yuanjun's writing.Sun Yuanjun is good at everything, but he has personally proved the truth in the legend, the more handsome the handsome guy, the uglier his handwriting.

He immediately exclaimed: "Sun Yuanjun, when did you start taking notes, or were you in the third year of junior high school?"

Sun Yuanjun took back the notes from him, without saying a word.

Then Bai Rui looked Song Yu from head to toe with an incredible look, but smiled knowingly, "It's no wonder, with red lips and white teeth, this little face is more beautiful than the school girl, Sun Yuanjun probably Did he take you as his girlfriend?"

He was outspoken and insensitive, so he didn't notice that Li Si was trying to wink at him.If there was no malice and it was purely a joke, in such a special situation, it was just adding fuel to the fire.

Li Si saw Sun Yuanjun's face turn red and turn white, his mouth moved, but he didn't say a word.

Seeing Sun Yuanjun's abnormal expression, Bai Rui realized that he might have said the wrong thing, and the joke was too big, and suddenly remembered that he had something to ask him, so he took out a letter that was actually said to be the most beautiful girl in the first year of high school. Here it is, ready to change the subject.

"No kidding, this is business."

Sun Yuanjun did not accept the letter.The envelope is very beautiful, that kind of pink-purple color, with "Accepted by Sun Yuanjun" written in delicate handwriting, it can be seen that the girl wrote it with great effort.

"Yuan Fei, Yuan Fei, she's pretty. She's 1.6 meters tall and has a C cup." Like every straight man, Bai Rui patiently sold Amway that they thought all men would be interested in.In his eyes, it's a waste of good brothers not to fall in love even though they have such good conditions in all aspects.

What happened next made Li Si's eyes straight.Sun Yuanjun put the letter in his schoolbag.

"You, you actually accepted it?" After being at the same table with him for so many years, it was the first time he saw Sun Yuanjun accept a love letter.

Sun Yuanjun pretended to be calm and asked him back: "What's so strange? I saw her at the art festival last time. The folk dancer is really beautiful."

"Is it because you didn't fall in love before because you thought the other party's qualifications were not good enough?" Bai Rui asked.

"Then there should be other reasons." Sun Yuanjun asked back.

Bai Rui patted him on the shoulder, "Brother, this is the right way, when we watched the movie together that day, I thought you were abnormal."

However, the peripheral vision of Sun Yuanjun's eyes has drifted far away with the back of the silently packing his schoolbag and leaving silently.

It turns out that it is only normal to have to fall in love with a girl after receiving a love letter from a girl.