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In the early morning of the next day, Xu Pei and Su Xi woke up and found that Yun Qi had already sat down at the dining table, it could be seen that he didn't have a good rest last night.Youguang was busy in the kitchen, Xu Pei secretly swallowed the smell of grilled pineapple buns.

After one night, everything seemed calm.

Youguang wisely gave up the main position to Xu Pei.

Everyone ate their own meals, Xu Yunqi liked pineapple buns very much, and eating them this morning was like chewing wax.

After dinner, Xu Pei cleared his throat, "Now let's talk about business."

The two sons were sitting upright, looking serious.Xu Pei is very satisfied with this mental state, and knows that it will be easy to deal with fear.

"Actually, it can't be said to be a talk, I just want to inform you two. You Guang, you are the child I watched growing up, it is not an exaggeration to say that you are my own, but after all, your surname is not Xu, I can't control it You." It was very hurtful to say this, Youguang clenched his hands into fists.Xu Pei didn't have time to care about the whirling and turning in his heart, and continued, "As for Xu Yunqi, he should suspend his studies first and return to China with me. It's okay to see a doctor, or talk about a girlfriend, don't stay here anymore."

"Dad, I'm not sick."

Xu Pei snorted, "You started to fall in love early in junior high school, and you liked beautiful girls. Why did you change your sexual orientation as soon as you went abroad? This shows that you have some psychological problems."

"Dad, I'm fine."

Seeing that he was so uneducated, Xu Pei patted the table, "Fart! Xu Yunqi, if you have been interested in men since you were young, your father and I are not such a feudal person! But you have a puppy love with a girl in junior high school, what does it mean, what does it mean for you You can marry and have children like ordinary people, didn't you almost marry Tongfang?"

"not like this."

"It's not like Yunqi, are you trying to veto your ten-year-old relationship now? If there is no light, I will ask you, will you marry Tongfang, will you find someone A girl in love?"

Xu Yunqi couldn't argue, but Jing Youguang didn't say a word.

Xu Pei was very satisfied with his control of the field, "That's it, Xu Yunqi, you pack your things and go home first."

"But……"

"There is nothing wrong. Homosexuals can get married in this place, so you naturally think it's nothing. If you stay at home, you will understand what is right."

"I don't want to go back, Dad, I..."

He was so stubborn, Xu Pei became furious, "Xu Yunqi, Minglang's child is about to be born, what do you say when you go back with Jing Youguang, can you be the child's aunt? Don't be ashamed"

Youguang finally spoke, "Uncle Xu, there's nothing to be ashamed of."

"The laws of our country do not allow homosexuals to marry. What does this mean? It means that it is illegal for you to be together. Don't give me the same thing as the United States. No matter how amazing you are, you should still be a Chinese with yellow skin and black hair."

"The monogamous marriage system will be implemented for less than 80 years. Uncle Xu, the illegality of same-sex marriage only shows that our country's marriage system is not perfect enough."

"Pfft..." Xu Yunqi rarely listened to Youguang's naive words, "It doesn't matter if you're perfect or not, you're illegal in China, messing with male-female relationships. Youguang, be realistic, even if you support comrades and be politically correct, you're still very It's hard to face your friends and relatives in China, can you and Xu Yunqi hold hands and press the road without being watched! This is the reality, the naked reality. Boy, recognize the reality clearly."

"I can't be separated from Xu Yunqi."

It's too arrogant... Saying this in front of someone's own father is simply courting death...

Sure enough, Xu Pei sneered, "Coincidentally, I am best at making the impossible possible."

It's really not Youguang's scheme. He is in a mess now. A fuzzy variable is suddenly added to a well-solved math problem. Anyone will collapse. The general trend is gone.Youguang's cell phone is always on, and when the special assistant made the tenth call and no one answered, the person in charge started to report to the higher level, and the special assistant sent a few text messages to Youguang, your nemesis is staring at you every day If you find fault, how dare you do this at this moment.

Youguang looked at his phone, Xu Pei wondered what to do if he went to Baidu... Sure enough, Youguang began to struggle again, "I resigned and moved away, and let Yunqi continue to finish reading here. Uncle Xu, Yun It’s more important to study together.”

Hehe... Regardless of Sanqi 21, let's keep Yun Qi first, right?When Su Xi and I return to the country, you keep secret, anyway, the sky is high and the emperor is far away, no one can control you, right?Xu Pei was happy that he guessed Youguang's mind, so he cruelly punctured the boy's fantasy, "Study is very important, but getting married and having children is even more important! Yun Qi will come back to finish his degree, provided he brings Come with your wife and kids."

"dad……"

"It's useless even if you call you grandfather."

Under the absolute strength, Youguang and Yunqi were at a loss.Casting hopeful eyes on Su Xi who had been silent all this time, Su Xi patted the heads of the two children and separated them from another path.

"Yunqi, you haven't been close to You Guanghe since you were a child, and you have always been very close to Minglang. Mom wants to know why you two came together."

"I don't know exactly."

"Then speak slowly."

Xu Pei gave Su Xi an encouraging look, my wife, that's great!As expected of a teacher!

Su Xi focused on his son and ignored Xu Pei.

Xu Yunqi looked at his father who had been bombarding him all the time, and the worried Youguang. He told his parents about his love, "Youguang is a very attractive person, mom, didn't you realize it yourself? Being with him, I'm happy every day, and I'm happy with other people, but not as happy as I am with him."

"You know what a fart! Xu Yunqi, just want to be happy when you are a human being, right? Parents, mothers, brothers and sisters don't want anything, just want to be happy, right?"

The children are all rebellious, Xu Yunqi said big words, "Yes. I just want to be happy."

"you……"

Su Xi finally scolded Team Pig, "Xu Pei, shut up."

"Mom understands what you said, but Yun Qi, do you know what marriage is like? Are you sure you understand it?"

"I'm not sure."

"There is light, are you sure?"

"I am very sure."

Su Xi smiled, with an encouraging tone, "Then tell me, okay?"

"Marriage is determined to be with one person, share life and death, support each other, and live a good life together."

Su Xi nodded, and listened to these words very much, "You Guang, you spoke very well. Yun Qi, do you agree with You Guang's words?"

"I agree, Mom, I..."

Su Xi interrupted him, "Since you all agree with this point of view, then I would like to express my point of view. Although my education is not as high as the two, I have nearly 30 years of married life after all. When discussing marriage On this issue, I am your predecessor." A person who has been a piano teacher for a long time speaks calmly, with a gentle breeze, and has a soft and overwhelming power. "Marriage is a long waste. Your father and I, including Youguang's parents, have tried our best to create a healthy and harmonious family atmosphere, and strive to let you grow up in a beautiful environment. You will know it later, and you will be very angry Remember what it feels like to send your child away and then quarrel and throw bowls, of course, if you have children.

Your dad and I are considered a good couple, but to be honest, we experienced a long hysterical quarrel shortly after we got married. At that time, there was no cloud. Once Xu Pei tore my piano score, I thought , How could I marry this person? "

Xu Pei was also shot while lying down. Hearing his wife speak ill of him in front of the children, his heart was already beaten into dice...

"We have gone through a difficult break-in period and have come to this day. But ask yourself, our feelings for each other are very different from 30 years ago. Every time two people hate each other to the point of gnashing their teeth, what is it that sustains us again and again? What about forgiveness? There are children's reasons, there are parents' reasons, and there are many, many other reasons that bind us together like a rope.

But it is difficult for you two to insist on the path you are going to take now.After the love is exhausted, you will definitely have problems of one kind or another, but there is no rope that can bind you together again.Can love be fulfilled without being blessed by relatives and friends?Maybe, but too little.Xu Yunqi, just like your father said, are you capable of facing the kind and boring questioning of the three aunts and six women in your family?Can you and Youguang really abandon everything and start a new life? Your parents, your mother, your brother, your other relatives... we will not agree, Yun Qi, can you just live with Youguang and not get bored?Aside from this, Yunqi, are you sure you are not bored with light? "

"I am not sure."

"Yunqi, you can say that you don't regret it now, because you have a lot of time to squander. But what about when you are 40 or 50 years old? At that time, you are alone and have no one to rely on. Yunqi, how can you not regret it?" Do you regret it. Now go home with your parents and think carefully, if you really want to fall in love with Youguang and have the confidence to get married and live a life, do you care about the temporary separation?"

"I... ok. I'll go home with you."

Jing Youguang didn't object.

Xu Pei was so happy, "Okay, okay, go through the formalities first, then buy a plane ticket and let's go home." I don't have the mood to travel around, so I hurriedly took my son home to go to work for a blind date. Take a leave of absence.

Xu Pei hummed a ditty and prepared to catch up on jet lag again.

Only Su Xi and Jing Youguang were left, Su Xi felt that You Guang seemed to be shocked, touched his hand, it was cold.Distressedly poured him a cup of hot water and stuffed it into his hand to warm his hands.

"Ah, thank you, Auntie."

At this time, I still don’t forget to be polite... All kinds of feelings in Su Xi’s heart turned into a call in the end, "There is light." I know you are a child with a strong mind. You are thoughtful and take care of everything big and small. I'm even willing to believe your dedication and love for Yunqi... So I can only force Yunqi, he followed his father, not so courageous, not so timid.

Xu Yunqi likes to be steady and down-to-earth, not a child with lofty aspirations.Saying some cruel reality will make him at a loss. He needs time to digest the cruel things I said, so he will definitely go home with us.

"Um"

Even with the light, I feel extremely tired, so I go to my room and go to sleep.

Su Xi shed tears alone, what is this called?

At noon, Youguang did not move, and the door was not locked, Su Xi simply boiled noodles and asked him to eat, Youguang replied that I still need to sleep, and then fell asleep.Su Xi was very worried. When she went downstairs, she saw Xu Pei eating happily, and she was very angry.

Comrade Xu Yunqi returned home at four o'clock in the afternoon.

At 04:30 in the afternoon, Xu Yunqi bought three tickets to fly back to China.

Flight at noon tomorrow.

Youguang slept for an extremely long sleep, so long that he seemed to be dead.Su Xi was very worried, Xu Yunqi comforted his mother after seeing it, "It's okay, he's just too tired."

He was really tired.

Sleeping is a self-protection mechanism for Jing Youguang. When he woke up, it was close to 11:30 noon the next day. He woke up in a daze, shouted, but no one answered. A note written by Zhang Xuyunqi was left in the living room, "Brother Youguang, I'm leaving first."

Jing Youguang was so stimulated that he drove to the airport without even changing his clothes and shoes.

In the airport hall, Xu Yunqi always felt uneasy, Su Xi was also hesitant to refund the ticket, although Xu Pei wanted to take his son home, but after all these years of watching Youguang grow up, he started calling Youguang.

Finally connected.

"Uncle Xu."

"Youguang, it's good if you wake up, I'll take Yunqi back to China first. You can continue to work on your work and so on, but you have to pay attention to rest, don't work too hard."

"Uncle Xu, give Yunqi the phone."

"Uh... well, I hung up."

Yun Qi kept leaning over to listen, and when he heard that the phone was given to him, Xu Yunqi came over with a gun, "You Guang, I'm sorry...I want to be alone first."

"Okay, Xu Yunqi, no matter what, you only need to remember one thing, and I don't regret it. Xu Yunqi, I don't regret it at all, do you remember?"

Xu Yunqi nodded silently, "I remember." This sentence was a bit out of date, but Xu Yunqi's heart tightened for some reason.

Jing Youguang smiled while speeding the car, "Just remember, wait for me."

Xu Pei couldn't stand the two of them getting bored here, so he pressed the phone number, but couldn't even say goodbye.

After Youguang said this, he was distracted and didn't pay attention to the off-road that suddenly turned from the front left, so he hurriedly turned the steering wheel and stepped on the brakes.

Unexpectedly, I stepped on the wrong foot.