Shirase Survival Notes

After getting out of the car, Shirase stopped in place with his head down.

Since Chuya said he would come, he would definitely come, but now he doesn't seem to want to see that guy very much.

With that in mind, he turned around.

"I knew you wouldn't be obedient." The voice was a little helpless, but more of it was expected, or it was a blessing to be blocked here.

Shirase was stunned for a moment, turned around, and Zhong was not far away, but he didn't look up just now and didn't notice it at all.

Zhong Yuanzhong also walked over, took off his hat and put it on his head: "I really don't want to go back, I will walk with you, anywhere is fine."

"No, let's go back." What's the point of being outside, it's better to go back.

"Speaking of which, why did you give me the hat?"

"In case you cry and feel ashamed and run away."

A tic-tac-toe popped out of his forehead: "Who would cry!"

"Aren't you crying? That seems to be an improvement."

"You bastard!!!"

Shirase wanted to slam the door handle directly to shut Chuya out, but was stopped by Chuya's supernatural power.

Seeing the red light on the door panel, Shirase's mouth twitched, forget it, let him go.

He took off the hat and put it away, but Zhong Yuan picked it up and put it on again.

Shirase: "Are you wearing a hat at home to look taller?"

"Hey!" Zhong Yuanzhong also felt that this guy really deserved a beating.

Shirase hummed lightly and went to pour the water, and the two sat down at the small table.

Looking at the silent Shirase, Nakahara decided to speak first: "What did Akutagawa say?"

"Akutagawa? Didn't say anything." Well, he has almost forgotten what he said, and if he doesn't care, he will definitely forget it.

Nakahara Chuya: "That's fine, I'll go straight in. Do you hate that guy?"

Shirase put down the water glass: "It's strange to like people who rush up to fight casually."

The Central Plains is also a little irritable.

Seeing his face, Shirase suddenly burst out laughing.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also full of doubts: "What are you laughing at?"

Shirase: "Are you worried about me? It's been a long time since I saw Chuya like this."

Zhongyuan Zhong also coughed uncomfortably when he heard this: "Who made you such a guy that people can't let go of their hearts?"

When Shirase heard this, he lowered his head, "You're right."

"Ah... I didn't mean that... anyway... um..." He didn't know how to explain it.

"Hey Chuya, have you ever been jealous of others?" Shirase continued without waiting for an answer, "No, after all Chuya has everything and is so strong, he must not be able to understand my feelings at all. "

Nakahara also knew that Shirase didn't need him to answer at all, so he listened patiently.

"Akutagawa Ryunosuke, that guy's ability is really good and makes people jealous. It's just like the combination of the king of mud's liquefaction and poisonous snake. It needs speed, speed, lethality and lethality, and it can also carry out concealed attacks. .”

Central Plains is also thoughtful, what is the king of mud and the poisonous snake?

"These are nothing, the most important thing is that the guy is really strong. He suddenly grew up in the battle? Are you kidding? Did he think he was the protagonist of the hot-blooded manga?"

Chuya Nakahara: ...Very well, Shirase was really stimulated.

"Well, actually it's nothing. As expected, the main reason is still on me. Jealousy or something, emotions that I thought would never reappear, actually reappeared."

Shirase was really jealous of others, and Chuya was taken in by Raibo Street. Because of Chuya's supernatural power, the spark of jealousy was planted, and finally burned into a prairie fire.

Zhong Yuanzhong was also the first person he was jealous of and left the deepest thought of "I will never be able to compare with him" in his heart.

Shirase used to be very weak, so whether it was Chuya at the beginning or later other sheep members or even enemies, he could clearly recognize the gap between himself and others. Although jealousy would still rage, it would not really become The evil spirits in my heart want to kill people.

However, when he gained strength, when he stood in a high position, when he thought he was strong enough, and suddenly someone who was stronger than him in terms of ability and talent appeared, that jealousy directly It exploded.

He wanted to kill him, at that time just take out the jackknife in the bag and cut his throat, the genius that has not surpassed him will disappear from this world forever.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who has lost his strength, actually doesn't have much ability to resist. With his side effects, he can easily achieve his goal.

But he quickly realized that if he really killed him at that time, there would be a ghost named Akutagawa Ryunosuke who would keep haunting him. It was created by himself and tortured every day until he died. .

So he stopped and left in embarrassment.

Nakahara Nakaya: "You guys are really speechless as always." Under Shirase's gaze, Nakahara Nakaya moved a few steps and sat next to him, "Everyone should have jealousy. Bar."

Shirase was slightly surprised: "Chuya?"

"Yeah, I've been jealous too. But as you said, I'm strong and don't lack anything, but I'm jealous. I'm jealous of Yuxing, whether she can get a new identity, a new life, or even go to school, or The more inseparable relationship between you and her, these are the existences that make me jealous. You two are inseparable, not related by blood but closer than blood relatives. And I, like, will never be able to fit in between you So I am jealous, and I know that. But, you have something in me that you are jealous of, just like you have something that other people are jealous of. Isn't it?"

Shirase widened his eyes.

"That guy Akutagawa... how should I put it, he is a strong admirer of Dazai. The reason why he attacked you regardless of his care is probably because of what that guy Dazai said. The most likely thing is that he praised you and then belittled you He, it's entirely possible that this happened to that guy."

Shirase: ...

"So don't pay too much attention to it. The person you are jealous of may be jealous of you. Therefore, the outcome is not determined directly because of a certain advantage in the other party. Only you can draw conclusions about your own outcome. .Don’t say you lost easily.”

Shirase turned his face away uncomfortably: "When did you guys learn so many great principles!"

Nakahara Chuya knew that the alarm had been lifted for the time being, and chuckled lightly: "I can't compare to you, a good student."

Hearing this, Shirase yelled out in horror: "No, my homework..."

It's a sad fact that he hasn't written his homework yet.

Zhongyuan Zhong also laughed.

"Are you hungry?"

"No time to eat now."

Shirase took out his homework and yelled "It's over, it's over, it's over."

He usually has the habit of doing homework between classes, but today he didn't do any homework to draw the team uniform.

Damn it, he managed to draw a team uniform that was barely visible, and that guy Tachikawa tore it up!

Nakahara Chuya: "You write, I'll make curry for you, just haven't had dinner yet."

Shirase looked at him in surprise: "Now?"

Nakahara Chuya: "[-] million dollars is not so easy to earn."

Shiraise was as quiet as a chicken when he heard it, well, he didn't know anything, and it had nothing to do with him.But I feel a little sorry for being so busy.

Xiaoguang: [Go and write your homework! 】

Only then did Shirase realize that Xiaoguang had been a little too quiet during this time?

Shirase: 【You didn't block me just now, did you? 】

Xiaoguang was silent for three seconds, and finally raised the volume to the highest: 【You ignore me to the point that you think I'm blocking you? 】

The high-pitched voice made Shirase's mind buzz, and he felt a little nauseous.

Do your homework.Shirase decided to ignore Xiaoguang, who was rolling with anger, and he still had to finish his homework.

Zhongyuan Zhong also left after washing the dishes. Tonight was another sleepless night.

Shirase fought until very late before going to rest, but luckily it was finally finished.

The next day, after class, he pulled away the stool at Kise's front desk and sat down.

"Huh? Little Shirase? Don't you do your homework?" Since knowing that Shirase is a sheep and going out at night, Kise Ryota consciously seldom looks for him after class.

"Hey Kise, I have a question."

"Huh? What does Xiao Shirase want to know?" Kise Ryota was suddenly wary, "You can't ask for news because of the benefits of fans."

Shirase hit him on the head with a knife.

Kise Ryota covered his head and yelled that it hurts, and then muttered that Xiao Shirase was too much.

"Get down to business." Shirase, "I want to know how people like you who can learn everything easily think of people who can't catch up with you no matter how hard they try?"

Kise Ryota felt that this question was a bit problematic, and carefully stared at Shirase Ryosuke in case he was attacked again.

"Eh? Not even willing to answer?"

"No!" Kise Ryota, "It's strange to ask this question all of a sudden, okay?"

Shirose was slightly taken aback.

Kise Ryota: "Isn't it the same question for Shirase himself? No matter how hard the guys from the judo club can't catch up with you, what do you think?"

"Ah..." It was as if a basin of water had been poured on his head, and he was completely awake.

Because the bad thoughts that came back to entangle after Chuya left disappeared without a trace at this time.

"The person you are jealous of may be jealous of you", after all, Akutagawa Ryunosuke only met once, and the guy Chuya said has no real sense of being jealous of himself.

But Kise's words gave Baise a real experience.

There are indeed things in him that others want to have, so jealousy and the like can really be completely abandoned.

He only needs to use all his efforts to climb up, even if he will still be chased up by those talented people in the end, he still has the purpose of climbing up.

Because his goal is not others, but a better self.

Shirase reached out and rubbed Kise Ryota's head: "Thank you, it was a great help."

The large dog Kise Ryota enjoyed a pat on the head: "Why does Xiao Shirase suddenly ask this question?"

Shirase: "For two days in a row, I saw two people with higher abilities and talents than me, and I was shocked."

Kise Ryo's eyes widened in disbelief: "Really? Better than Xiao Shirase?"

Shirase nodded: "They are very powerful. If I don't work harder, I will probably be caught up by them soon."

"Just like Kise who is fighting for the Winter Cup, I have to work hard."

Kise Ryota looked at the person in front of him: "I will work hard, come on and bring back the championship trophy."

Shirase: "I believe Kise can do it!"