The scenery along the way is your GL

Xia Nanhe never thought that when she made up her mind to die alone, Ye Shu, who loved her more than herself, broke into her life again in circles.

She has lived for 31 years, and almost every friend, colleague, elder, and leader who knows her will comment on her tenderness.

But only she knows that she has never been gentle.

Gentleness is just for her to live in this world better.

Because everyone believes that a gentle person is a person who is easy to get along with, a person who is trustworthy, and a person who will not hurt others.

Who would be wary of a meek person?

Before the age of 13, Xia Nanhe was also a little girl with princess disease in other people's population. She was proud, domineering, selfish, self-centered, and never considered other people's feelings.

At that time, she was the prettiest little girl in the class, and she never wore the same little skirt every day, and the little boys in the class liked to follow her behind.

She is used to this kind of treatment, who made her beautiful from a wealthy family?

Since when did things change a little bit?

It probably started when Dad came home less and less, or pushed forward, it started when Mom lost her temper more and more easily.

Maybe it was because my father didn't come home and my mother lost her temper, or maybe my mother always lost her temper and my father didn't come home. In short, my father went home once a week, then once a month, and finally he didn't see anyone for several months.

Eventually, Mom and Dad divorced.

During the divorce, apart from keeping a house and giving a symbolic child support fee of tens of thousands, Dad never cared about her and Mom again.

I heard that Dad remarried soon and had a new baby soon.

My mother hasn't worked for decades and married my father right after graduating from school.

What can a divorced middle-aged woman who has been out of touch with society for more than ten years do?

To be a waiter?cleaning?Or nanny?

Xia Nanhe's mother naturally disdains to do these things. She used to manipulate these people anyway, but now she has no shame in asking her to do these things.

Soon the tens of thousands of yuan was gone, and she had to make ends meet, so her mother sold the villa her father left behind and moved into a small house of [-] to [-] square meters.

At that time, more than [-] years ago, housing prices had just started to rise, and a villa in the city center fell into the turbulent real estate market without any splashes.

It was the last year of junior high school, and Xia Nanhe no longer had the same little skirt every day, nor did she have the car pick-up and drop-off treatment that made other students envious.

When she started wearing repetitive clothes, when she started crowding the bus with other students, when rumors about her parents' divorce hit the school, she fell from her altar.

The little boys who used to surround her slowly dispersed, and the girls who surrounded her were those girls who used to be jealous of her, accompanied by endless ridicule every day.

Only then did she realize that her ostentation had offended so many people.

In the first three years of junior high school, she lived in a muddle every day.

The ridicule of classmates, the drop in grades, the regret and disappointment in the eyes of the teacher, and the inexplicable anger of my mother after returning home.

All this made her feel desperate.

She became more and more silent, often unable to say a word for a day.

The results of the high school entrance examination were as expected.

On the day when the grades came out, for the first time, my mother did not lose her temper, but gently asked her if she wanted to repeat the exam.

Xia Nanhe refused.

She chose an ordinary high school in the high-tech zone farthest from home.

She thought, since she was so far away from her original school, she wouldn't meet her former classmates again, right?

She likes this school very much, because it is a boarding school, and she only has a holiday once a month.

In this way, she doesn't have to face her mother's inexplicable anger every day.

Xia Nanhe, who is in high school, has many female classmates who like her very much.

Because she was so simple, when other female students tried their best to take off their school uniforms, she put them on in a proper manner.

And she looks so introverted and quiet, never in the limelight.At first glance, she is a good girl with strict family education.

In the first year of high school, she dreamed countless times that she was back in the third year of junior high school, surrounded by those classmates who she wanted to escape but could not.

The deep sense of powerlessness after waking up in the middle of the night made her no longer want to sleep, and could only keep her eyes open and wait for dawn.

From the age of 15 in the first year of high school to the age of 21 when she graduated from university, these seven years were the seven years of reconciliation between her and herself.

As she came into contact with new people and new things, she gradually forgot the unpleasantness of the past.

She started to shine again.

If, in the past, her light was as dazzling as fireworks, but now, she exudes the light of the moon.

Cool and gentle.

Later, others said that she had a very gentle smile, but only she knew that her heart had already become extremely hard.

She has many so-called friends, but in fact, she has never really accepted them from the bottom of her heart.

She felt that she was doing well on her own.

friend?It's good to eat and go shopping for a while.

Otherwise, what else can you expect?

In those years, many boys also chased her, but they all left one after another because they couldn't stand her alienation.

Occasionally, there are three or two who persist for a longer time, and finally give up because of her lukewarmness.

Even though it looks so gentle, why does it really touch like ice cubes?

When she met Ye Shu for the first time, Ye Shu still had bangs, a backpack, overalls, and canvas shoes.

The marketing director at that time brought Ye Shu over, and told Xia Nanhe in a low voice that she was a relative of a certain leader, and that she had the best temper among all the managers, so she was chosen to lead her and let her take care.

Xia Nanhe was naturally willing to sell this favor, so she agreed with a smile.

At the beginning, she didn't think there was anything special about Ye Shu, at most she was a little bit emotional, she was also a wealthy girl, why she was so domineering when she was a child, but Ye Shu seemed so pure and kind.

But Xia Nanhe had to admit that Ye Shu's arrival made her life much more interesting.

She could see admiration, joy, and infatuation in Ye Shu's eyes.

Every day, Ye Shu always had to sweetly say a bunch of nice things to her. At first, she still felt uncomfortable, but after listening too much, she would feel uncomfortable if she didn't hear it one day.

She likes this little apprentice very much, and she does her best to teach her, and she will give priority to any good customer resources.

When they come across delicious and interesting things on weekdays, they will bring them back to Ye Shu.

One day, Ye Shu suddenly confessed his love to her.

The child looked shy, "Master... I heard people say that you haven't had a boyfriend in the past few years, have you? Then why don't you try to find a girlfriend..."

Xia Nanhe couldn't help but laugh, she just thought Ye Shu was joking, squeezed Ye Shu's face, and told her to go back to work.

In the next three days, Xia Nanhe would receive Ye Shu's confession.

Sometimes it's a note in the folder, sometimes it's a few words following the document, and sometimes it's Ye Shu saying to his face, "Master, don't you really need a girlfriend?"

It was strange to say that she never found Ye Shu's actions offensive, but instead thought Ye Shu was very cute.

I can't count how many times Ye Shu did this, and then one day, Ye Shu said casually, "Master, don't you really want to try with me?"

Xia Nanhe acted like a ghost, and said, "Then try it."

If you only look at the first few months, it was a really happy time.

She could see from Ye Shu's eyes every day the absolute obsession with herself, the kind that almost lost her mind.

She enjoyed Ye Shu's obsession with her very much. This kind of obsession made her feel clearly that Ye Shu belonged to her completely.

Ye Shu trusted her unconditionally, and he would never doubt anything she arranged.

Because of this unconditional trust in her, Xia Nanhe's heart softened for the first time in many years.

At that time, she secretly thought, maybe it would be nice to have such a person to accompany her to the end.

It's just a pity that things didn't always go as expected afterwards.

And she, going round and round, returned to a person again.

Xia Nanhe, who was caught in the memory, was suddenly awakened by a click, and turned her head to look, only to see Ye Shuzheng taking a Polaroid to pat her.

At this moment, Polaroid is spitting out photos.

Ye Shu exclaimed, "Wow, Master, I don't know what you were thinking just now, this photo is really amazing, it's so beautiful! I don't know whether to praise you or the photo!"

Xia Nanhe smiled to herself, sure enough, she has become more and more proficient in the past four years by praising her skills.

She gestured to Ye Shu's hand with her eyes, "I think you are quite good at taking pictures with one hand, it seems that you don't need me too much."

Ye Shu smiled awkwardly, "Where is it, Master, it's a little troublesome for me to operate with one hand, the main reason is that you were so beautiful at that moment just now, I have to take pictures for you even though it's troublesome!"

After finishing speaking, Ye Shu handed the photo to Xia Nanhe in a fawning manner, "Take a look, isn't it pretty?"

Xia Nanhe took it over and took a look, but it was actually just a very ordinary photo.

Maybe it's because Ye Shu thinks she's beautiful in everything.

Thinking of this, Xia Nanhe felt happy.

Seeing that Xia Nanhe looked quite normal, Ye Shu bravely said, "Master, can you help me hang the photo on the rope?"

"Where's the rope?"

"It's in my bedroom, would you like to go and see?"

This was the first time Xia Nanhe entered Ye Shu's bedroom after he moved. As soon as he entered the door, he saw that the opposite wall was covered with photos hung on ropes.

"The last time I went to the place where you lived, didn't you see these photos?"

Ye Shu secretly took pride in it. She found it from the bottom of the box two days ago and hung it up. She wanted to find a chance for Xia Nanhe to see it, so that she could have a wave of memories.

Sure enough, Xia Nanhe became quiet after seeing the photo in the middle.

It was a group photo of her and Ye Shu frolicking on the grassland.