double rebirth

At this moment, Shen Zequn's hands were pressing his shoulders tightly, his eyes were red.

Ren Qing didn't know why Shen Zequn showed such a surprising appearance, this kind of Shen Zequn made him feel strange and scared.

Ren Qing couldn't help stretching out his hand and pushing him: "Shen..."

"Again...say it again."

Shen Zequn was condescending at the moment, clearly showing a haughty attitude of catching prey, but the emotion in his eyes was full of sadness.

Ren Qing was powerless to resist under such a maddening restraint, and his arms gradually slipped to his sides weakly: "Mr. Shen..."

Shen Zequn's breathing seemed to be trembling at the moment, he looked at the person he was crushing hard under him, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to touch the other person's side face, copying the other person's outline bit by bit.The warm fingertips covered the opponent's lips, rubbing slowly, feeling the breath exhaled from the opponent's lips.

Ren Qing's hands slowly grasped the quilt under him. Shen Zequn's way of touching and all the emotions in his eyes made him feel extremely unbearable, because he knew that it was not directed at him.

"how come……"

When Ren Qing heard Shen Zequn say this, he suddenly bent down and hugged him. Ren Qing's expression changed, and the next moment he was kissed by Shen Zequn's lips.

"Um……"

Shen Zequn's lips became hot due to the rise in body temperature. His lips were very dry, pulling on Ren Qing's thin lips like barbs, but Shen Zequn was just like that, without any further movements. The lips of the two were just Pasted together, it seems to be proving something, and the meaning is unclear.

But even so, Ren Qing's body still reacted violently, he pushed Shen Zequn away and stood up suddenly, his whole face was so pale that there was no blood, as if he had let go of the light It was as if he had already killed half his life with one kiss.

Such an overreaction is obviously not normal.

Shen Zequn's head was also a little dazed, and he also stood up slowly, staring at Ren Qing's drooping eyes, and said, "Do you think you have the right to refuse? I just kissed you, why are you so resistant."

Ren Qing took a step back subconsciously, almost gnashing his teeth: "I really don't like...men now."

"I think...you seem to have misunderstood something."

Ren Qing heard what Shen Zequn said, and raised his head subconsciously. Shen Zequn looked completely different from just now, and the coldness in his eyes made him terrified: "Actually, I don't need your likes, but I don't like them even more. Your... this resistance."

Looking at Shen Zequn like this, Ren Qing knew that he had completely pissed off Shen Zequn, so he said in a slap in the face: "Mr. You are very clear in your heart that this kind of...this kind of deception is fundamentally self-deception, I think that person is also very unwilling to ask Mr. Shen for you to find a substitute..."

"To shut up!"

Shen Zequn interrupted him sharply, and grabbed his arm, full of anger: "I don't allow you to mention that person, you are not qualified!"

No one knew Shen Zequn's fear and panic at the moment. This feeling was so strong that Shen Zequn wanted to use this disgusting image to cover up his weakness. He never knew that he would have such a hideous side.

But he, he just didn't want the person in front of him to mention Ren Qing.

He felt a pain in his heart, he had never endured this kind of pain, especially the disgust and defeat in the other party's eyes at this moment, and even the trace of ridicule made him feel uncomfortable.

He really hoped that he was Ren Qing, but the words just now were too hurtful, it directly pierced through the thin protective layer that Shen Zequn had managed to prop up in the past two years.

Everyone thought that Shen Zequn had recovered, but in fact he was vulnerable.

And when these words came from a person he thought resembled Ren Qing, it was even more...

make him despair.

Ren Qing suddenly wiped his face, and then twitched the corners of his mouth: "Yes, you are right, I am not qualified, what is a small person like me? It is just a substitute. Mr. Shen asked me to call you Mr. Shen, Well……"

Ren Qing raised his head: "Mr. Shen, what do you want to do now? How about I wash myself first?"

What is he struggling with?

Isn't it sooner or later?

He took Shen Zequn's money, and all Shen Zequn wanted was his body, so what was there to worry about, did he want to fight Shen Zequn, he wasn't crazy enough.

It's just that as soon as Ren Qing finished speaking, Shen Zequn let go of his hand.

Shen Zequn suddenly felt that he could not stand in the eyes of the other party at this moment.

It seemed that the one who questioned him was none other than Ren Qing!

Thinking of this, the anger in Shen Zequn's heart suddenly disappeared, and he slowly sat on the side of the bed, hugging his dizzy head.

Ren Qing couldn't stay here any longer, he felt that his emotions were going to be out of his control: "I...I'm going to cook porridge."

"stop!"

Shen Zequn called out subconsciously, but gradually lowered his voice: "You... sit down first, don't leave."

Shen Zequn didn't know what he wanted to say, he just didn't want the other party out of his sight.It seems that once he leaves, this person will be like two years ago... never to be found again.

Ren Qing took a deep breath and had to stand where he was.

During the long silence, Ren Qing's anger also subsided, and after he calmed down, he realized how stupid he had just said, and he was so stupid that he annoyed Shen Zequn.

Will Shen Zequn doubt him?

Most definitely.

Ren Qing clenched his fists and said firstly, "I'm sorry Mr. Shen, I was wrong just now and made you angry."

Only then did Shen Zequn move his body, but he didn't raise his head. He just said quietly: "What do you think... what's wrong with you?"

Ren Qing gritted his teeth: "My mistake was that I didn't put myself in the right position, said self-righteous words, and judged your private affairs arbitrarily. I was more correct."

Shen Zequn's body shook, and then he sat up straight: "Then what do you mean... you won't meddle in my personal affairs anymore?"

Ren Qing nodded: "Yes, I'm really sorry."

"Are you going to... give up on me..." Shen Zequn said, silently lowered his head and panted, as if he was in endless pain: "You are not him, I know it too! But you are really alike, I really can't help it... I just... I really... miss him so much."

Ren Qing froze when he heard Shen Zequn saying such words weakly.

Shen Zequn felt to him now, as if... as if he had lost control of his whole being, as if he had lost the motivation to move forward, and had lost his entire direction in life.

Shen Zequn... such a proud man, why, how did he become like this?

What happened in these two years? !

Ren Qing didn't know what to say, but it seemed that he should say something, his mouth opened and closed, but he couldn't squeeze out a word in the end.

In fact, he wanted to say that since he likes that person, why not fight for him, but find a substitute?

But he also felt that it was not his turn to talk about this matter, and Shen Zequn might already feel that it was abnormal that he was like before, so it is better to talk less.

Shen Zequn's fingertips penetrated into his hair, tightening it fiercely, his feverish body and unconscious mind made him particularly vulnerable: "I shouldn't find a substitute, I shouldn't hold curiosity Attitude to get close to Ren Qing. He was heartbroken when he found out, and left without even listening to the explanation. I couldn’t find it no matter how I searched, and he didn’t reply to text messages or answer calls. He won’t forgive I... never again, I have lost the chance to explain forever."

Sure enough... it was because of this incident.

Ren Qing felt that he had guessed well, but of course he moved out of here because he knew about his relationship with Shen Zequn.

But if that's the case, Lin Li also liked Shen Zequn in the first place?

When we first met in the hotel, Lin Li, who had been abroad all the time, didn't know anything about the relationship between him and Shen Zequn. Maybe he agreed to Shen Zequn's relationship that night.

Later, when things came to light, the man left in a fit of anger.That's why Shen Zequn turned into such a ghost now.

Ren Qing suddenly wanted to laugh, he felt that these things were simply too fucked up.

Who can Shen Zequn blame?

He has only himself to blame.

After a long period of silence, Shen Zequn calmed down completely. He glanced at Ren Qing and said slowly, "You should call me Mr. Shen..."

Ren Qing nodded: "Then I'll get you some antipyretics and make some porridge."

After leaving the room, Ren Qing felt a little exhausted.He went downstairs in a daze, rummaged to find the medicine box, and broke a glass of water for Shen Zequn to drink. Shen Zequn seemed to be very uncomfortable, and got into the quilt without saying anything.

Ren Qing reheated the dishes and porridge that he made in the morning before serving them to Shen Zequn, but Shen Zequn had already fallen asleep when he went up.

Ren Qing touched his forehead and felt that it was very hot, so he found a cold towel and put it on his head, changing it every half an hour.

It's just that it was almost seven o'clock in the evening, and Shen Zequn's fever had not subsided, which made Ren Qing feel a little confused.After searching for a long time, I found a thermometer.

After a measurement, it was found that it was 38 degrees 7, and Ren Qing was a little anxious now.

He couldn't help shaking Shen Zequn who was still in a coma: "Boss Shen... get up and eat something, don't sleep."

Shen Zequn had been burned for a long time and did not retreat. Ren Qing felt that it might be because he hadn't eaten last night and his resistance was too weak.

Shen Zequn also seemed to be burned out, frowning and shaking his head, fumbling with his hands, he grabbed Ren Qing's hand, and whispered: "Don't...don't go..."

Shen Zequn's palms were very hot, Ren Qing felt that this was not an option, so he thought of calling Xu Fan.

Ren Qing didn't have Xu Fan's number, so he could only rummage through Shen Zequn's pocket and found Shen Zequn's cell phone.But as soon as the screen of Shen Zequn's phone was turned on, Ren Qing was stunned.

Shen Zequn's screensaver picture...it turned out to be the cover of his original album. In the photo, he was smiling brightly, but now Ren Qing looked at his own face on the cover and felt strangely strange.

He suddenly looked back at Shen Zequn, he didn't know why Shen Zequn used his photo as a screen saver, but then he thought that he did not have a photo with Shen Zequn, and he usually doesn't like to take pictures.

Perhaps Shen Zequn felt that his figure, which concealed half of his face, looked like Lin Li, so...

After much deliberation, this is the only possibility.

Otherwise, why would Shen Zequn post his photo?

Shen Zequn's phone was unlocked by fingerprint, and Ren Qing put the phone on Shen Zequn's thumb and easily entered it.He flipped through the recent calls, but the whole page was filled with the words "Ren Yiqing". Ren Qing couldn't help but think of what Xu Fan said in the morning, and suddenly thought of Shen Zequn sitting at the door in his nightgown and calling himself on the phone over and over again.

No wonder he was so anxious at that time and called him so many times.

But this... or the current Shen Zequn, can it really be described as normal?

His feelings for Lin Li...is it really just liking?

This is more than liking, it's just... It's like being dazed.

Shen Zequn would also become so crazy because he likes someone, which Ren Qing could never have dreamed of.

This is also after rebirth, Ren Qing slowly realized one thing...

It turned out that it wasn't that Shen Zequn wouldn't lose control, it was just that he wasn't the one who made him lose control.