double rebirth

On the other side of the phone, Shen Zequn's voice seemed a little hoarse, and it sounded like he was in a very bad state of mind.

"Say something." Shen Zequn said.

When Ren Qing heard what Shen Zequn said, Ren Qing felt even more conflicted.

It seemed that he could say anything, and Shen Zequn actually didn't care what he said, he just wanted to hear him speak.

But what to say?

Whose tone do you speak in?

Ren Qing didn't know what to say, so he just laughed dryly twice, and then made no reply.

However, Shen Zequn suddenly sighed: "You...are you so speechless, that's why you keep silent every time."

"I……"

"Say something, no matter how small it is... just don't make a sound, I just miss you and just want to hear your voice."

In fact, what Shen Zequn said was the truth.

This time the old man asked him to go back and tell him something, that the Zhang family who had been suppressed a few years ago had made another move, because of the bloody storm back then, which made everyone in the Shen family vigilant.

The group of people dispersed at night, and he was the only one left in the huge living room of Shen Jiaben's house. The moonlight shone in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, cutting his figure cruelly, and there was only the dull sound of the pendulum in his ears. It hit the last layer of defense in his heart.

He felt so tired, he didn't even know if he would have the strength to fight if the real, real opponent came back.

He also really wanted to see Ren Qing.

When he came to his senses, it was already past one o'clock at night, and he really felt panicked, so he took out a bottle of foreign wine from the wine cabinet and drank it down.

Feeling a little fluttering under his feet, Shen Zequn took out his mobile phone and went to Ren Qing's Weibo. Speaking of which, he applied for this account casually at the beginning, but he was laughed at by himself afterwards.

But after Ren Qing was buried, he looked at it every day. It contained the appearance of that person, and the news published by that person, as if the person was still alive.

But later, the more I watched, the more desperate I became.

He didn't even dare to look any further.

The drunkenness came to his head, although the consciousness was still very clear, but the pessimism in his heart was infinitely magnified due to the effect of alcohol.

It's like he knew that there would be no new news on Ren Qing's Weibo, but he still couldn't help clicking and chewing one by one.

Ren Qing didn't have many updates, only more than 300, so he quickly scrolled to the bottom.

Shen Zequn couldn't sit still anymore, so he went upstairs with his feet fluttering, and went into the bedroom of his family and opened the drawer to smoke a cigarette, but as soon as he opened the drawer, Shen Zequn found something.

That's an album.

It belongs to Ren Qing.

This album was given to him by Ren Qing, a few days before Ren Qing was going to confess his love to him. After receiving it, he went back to his home because of something, so he put it here.

Shen Zequn watched silently, then looked for the machine to listen to it, and almost tripped and fell when he left.

Ren Qing debuted for two years, but actually only released this album, and in the past two years or so, he has memorized these songs fluently.

He listened quietly at night, and he didn't know when he heard it, but suddenly a melody sounded, and Shen Zequn recognized at that time that it was the love song that Ren Qing sang to him at the beginning.

Speaking of the exclusive love song that Ren Qing wrote for him, he only heard Ren Qing sing it once when he confessed, because his song was not included in the album that Ren Qing released at that time, and he would never sing it again after that. I have never heard Ren Qing sing.

Only now did he realize that the song that was not included in Ren Qing's album was only given to him.

No wonder Ren Qing said something about the Platinum Preserve Plate at the time.

He looked at the catalog and realized that the song was recorded as the last song on the album.

This is the only one in the world.

Until the very end, after the song was played, there was still a blank space on the disc, but it didn't end.

Shen Zequn even felt that this was a mistake made by the production team, but he shouldn't make such a low-level mistake.

And it wasn't until nearly two minutes later that he heard Ren Qing's voice again.

He heard Ren Qing say...

"Mr. Shen, the last song in this album is a song I wrote for you."

When he said this, Ren Qing's voice was so gentle that even Shen Zequn, who was hidden in the darkness, couldn't help but twitched his lips.

After a few more seconds, Ren Qing suddenly took a deep breath, as if to cheer himself up, and even the tone of his voice rose in vain.

"That! Mr. Shen! I, I want to say... say I like you, and hope that I can confess successfully on the day of the meeting!

Ren Qing's unusual voice exploded in the endless darkness, Shen Zequn immediately held his breath, his back stiffened as if it was about to break.

Ren Qing's voice was too hasty, and he was out of breath after speaking a short sentence.

Shen Zequn's face was full of astonishment.

Only one heart was beating violently, as if it had been kept at the same frequency as the person who said these words.

"Ren Qing..."

I want to say that I like you too, I want to say I'm sorry, I want to say that I beg you to come back, but... what's the use?

There, Ren Qing's breathing gradually became softer.

In the end, he heard Ren Qing whispering...

"Mr. Shen, if I succeed in confessing, can I... call you Shen Zequn?"

The whole album ends here.

At the moment when everything returned to silence, the breath that the proud man who was hiding in the darkness with great difficulty also dissipated, and the whole person seemed to have collapsed.

His back was almost arched at a terrible angle, and his trembling fingertips were inserted into the meticulously combed hair, and then he grabbed it tightly.

This doesn't make him feel any better.

"I'm sorry... Ren Qing... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

He clearly knew that apologizing was useless, but he still couldn't help saying it over and over again, as if he had said this for a long time and his voice became hoarse, and that person could come back.

But it was like Ren Qing didn't wait for his answer at that time.

Even if he nods desperately now, he can't wait for that person anymore.

In Shen Zequn's memory, Ren Qing really only called him Mr. Shen, even when he was most emotional, he never called him by his name.

This was the first time he heard Ren Qing calling his name, calling him Shen Zequn.

Shen Zequn sat in the dark for a long time, until his eyes seemed to be confused in time and space.

Just when he felt that he really couldn't hold on anymore, Ren Yiqing, who was singing in the teahouse that day, suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

He became cowardly, he wanted to hear that person's voice, even if it was fake, he didn't care.

He really... can't hold on anymore, alone...

Shen Zequn on the other side of the phone didn't make a sound for a long time, just when Ren Qing was wondering if Shen Zequn had fallen asleep, Shen Zequn suddenly spoke.

"Ren Yiqing, can you...call me by my name?"

Just call me.

Even if it's to lie to me.

Let me know I still have the strength to fight.

In this world, there is not only loneliness and despair.