Excessive

Lu Zhenqing kept typing on Shuyao's cell phone, which was always turned off.

He had no choice but to call his assistant and ask him to check Du Shuyao's itinerary, maybe he could get some clues.

Usually, he had never heard of where Du Shuyao wanted to go. Except for S City, he had no relatives in other places.Lu Zhenqing's irritability now betrayed his panic.

As a psychiatrist, Li Meng had already noticed his uneasiness, but she kept silent and looked at him with interest, as if observing.

This straightforward gaze made Lu Zhenqing very uncomfortable, especially since the other party was a psychiatrist, and his every move could reflect his heart, so he looked at her vigilantly.

Seeing him vigilant, Li Meng suddenly smiled and said, "Do you know why I study psychology?"

Lu Zhenqing was puzzled.

"Because it can analyze a person's heart." Li Meng explained, she paused, and then said, "I'm thinking, if I hypnotize you now, you may know a lot of things that you don't even know .”

"For example?" Lu Zhenqing asked.

Li Meng played tricks and said, "Guess for yourself?"

It is undeniable that she did see many things in Lu Zhenqing that he might not even know.

Lu Zhenqing was not in the mood to listen to her jokes here, so he got up and said, "I should go."

"I'm just talking, otherwise my brand would have been taken off a long time ago." Li Meng shrugged and pointed to the psychological counselor's sign on the table.

"Okay, it's time for me to get off work."

Just as Lu Zhenqing walked out of the studio, Bao Jun called.

"I checked, Du Shuyao's last event was the Tokyo Film Festival, but he didn't go, he should have left before then. There are no records of his entry and exit at the airport or train station."

Both airports and train stations require real-name registration, which means there are still no clues.

Seeing that Lu Zhenqing was silent, Bao Jun continued to ask, "How about I check the bus station again?"

There was still silence over there, and after a long time, he heard Lu Zhenqing say, "Go."

He has made such a big determination to go around on purpose and not contact anyone, presumably because he doesn't want him to find him.

The next few days were uneventful, except that there was no news about Shuyao, Lu Zhenqing still ran between the company and home every day, no different from the past, and ran to Lu's house every day to perfuse his mother.

On this day, when Lu Zhenqing came home, the housekeeper, Old Chen, had already prepared meals. He took off his coat and sat at the dining table, but he had no appetite.

"Mr. Lu?" Seeing him staring at the food without even moving his chopsticks, the butler called him softly.

Only then did Lu Zhenqing come to his senses, picked up a piece of eggplant with his chopsticks, and chewed it.

He stopped eating after two bites, and the soup didn't even move.

The butler looked at him suspiciously. Could it be that Mr. Lu is in a bad mood today?

"Faded."

Lu Zhenqing explained. After speaking, he wiped his mouth with a tissue and went upstairs.

Hearing what he said, the housekeeper hurriedly picked up another piece of eggplant with a pair of chopsticks and tasted it. It was not bland. The dishes he had cooked for more than ten years always tasted like this?

In the dark room, only a beam of light came in from the street lamps on the street outside. The room was clean, and there were a few clothes hanging in the closet, which were left by Du Shuyao. When he left, the housekeeper threw them away. Maybe the housekeeper was old. Forget it, and keep hanging it inside.

After Du Shuyao moved away, Lu Zhenqing never entered this room again, and now standing at the door, he felt as if he had passed away.

Most of the intersections between him and Du Shuyao happened here. In the past, they were nothing more than lovers. Especially during the time when Du Shuyao moved here, the two of them were very busy during the day, and more at night In this room.

He never understood why Du Shuyao didn't refuse his courtship. It's probably the kind of thing that a noble person like Du Shuyao disdains the most, but he was just the opposite, so for a while Lu Zhenqing and those People who can sell themselves for money are confused.

It wasn't until that day that he suddenly realized.

No one can refuse the courtship of the person they like, but unfortunately, Lu Zhenqing understood this truth too late.

"Mr. Lu, this document needs to be signed." The secretary put a contract on Lu Zhenqing's desk, acting very carefully. Everyone in the company knew that the BOSS was in a bad mood recently, and no one dared to get angry.

Lu Zhenqing stopped what he was doing, didn't even look at it, and signed three large characters on the last page of the document with a few strokes.

The secretary took back the contract and looked at his signature, not knowing what to do for a while.

"Is there anything else?" Lu Zhenqing asked, seeing that she hadn't left.

"Mr. Lu...that's not your name..." The secretary looked at an unfamiliar name and handed him the document again in embarrassment.

Lu Zhenqing took it over and took a look. Sure enough, there were three large characters of Du Shuyao written there.

"Go and print a new copy," he ordered.

"Okay." Afraid that the boss would take the fire on him, the secretary left quickly.

Looking at the wrongly signed document on the table, Lu Zhenqing was in awe for a long time, and finally put it in the drawer.

Kong Qingming made an appointment with him at noon, although Lu Zhenqing declined, but the other party said there was something important, so he had no choice but to agree.

The two met in a western restaurant, Lu Zhenqing arrived first, and after waiting for a while, Kong Qingming came over, but the time was just right and she was not late.

"Why are you so sad? You are so reluctant to meet me?" Kong Qingming laughed at herself.

"How can there be?" Lu Zhenqing forced a smile, but in Kong Qingming's opinion, it's better not to smile.

"I've heard from your assistant that you've been very annoying recently."

Lu Zhenqing secretly blamed Bao Jun in his heart, but he couldn't say anything.

"What? I can't care about you anymore?"

Lu Zhenqing didn't bother to talk to her. He and Kong Qingming had known each other for more than ten years, and they knew each other very well. She just liked to play tricks, especially in front of Lu Zhenqing, and she didn't take him seriously at all.

It is completely different from the image of her graceful and elegant goddess in front of the public.

But the more this happened, the more it became clear that Kong Qingming only regarded him as a friend and had no other intentions, which made Lu Zhenqing heave a sigh of relief.

Kong Qingming took the menu, ordered a few dishes, and then asked Lu Zhenqing, "What do you eat?"

Lu Zhenqing casually said something to the waiter.

"Tell me about it?" Bao Jun said that there was nothing wrong with Lu Zhenqing's company recently, and he didn't hear what happened at his home, so it could only be that he has encountered emotional problems.

Kong Qingming is not a gossip person, she doesn't care about other people's private affairs, but if this person is Lu Zhenqing, she really wants to hear it.

Lu Zhenqing didn't answer, but instead asked her, "Are all actors like this?"

He suddenly said such a sentence, which made Kong Qingming puzzled, and asked, "How are our actors?"

"It's just like you. You look different on the outside, but you look different in front of your acquaintances."

Although she didn't know why Lu Zhenqing asked such a question, Kong Qingming still thought about it seriously, "It's not all right. Because no one is perfect, but in front of the public, you must be perfect, and if you make a mistake, you will be caught Not to let it go. But there are also people who are in front of the camera and behind the camera."

She took a sip of her coffee and added, "But I haven't seen it yet."

"Is an actor very good at hiding his emotions?" Lu Zhenqing asked again.

After hearing his question, Kong Qingming couldn't help laughing, "Of course, otherwise, what else is there to do?"

Lu Zhenqing thought of Du Shuyao. In his eyes, Du Shuyao had always looked cold, so unkind, and he never saw the love or melancholy in his eyes.So when he knew that Du Shuyao had depression and even committed suicide, he was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

To find the reason, even though there are factors that Du Shuyao is good at hiding, the more important thing is that Lu Zhenqing has never paid attention to it carefully.

Seeing that he didn't seem to be joking at all, Kong Qingming asked, "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Nothing could escape her eyes, so Lu Zhenqing had no choice but to tell Kong Qingming about his and Du Shuyao's affairs, but did not mention their names.

I thought she would express her opinion, but Kong Qingming fell into a long silence after listening. After a long time, she raised her head and said to Lu Zhenqing, "If it was me, I would leave too."

Lu Zhenqing didn't speak anymore, he knew that he had indeed done a lot of things to sorry Du Shuyao before, but the matter had reached this point, even if he wanted to apologize, he had to find someone first.

"Do you really like him?" Kong Qingming asked Lu Zhenqing.

Seeing him being silent for a long time, Kong Qingming said with emotion, "You men, you always react so slowly, you deserve to know when he leaves."

Lu Zhenqing was silent. If it wasn't for all the things he did, he wouldn't know when he would find his heart, but Shuyao used this method to wake him up, it would be too cruel.

What he liked was never Du Zhengyang, and that man named Du Shuyao.

He called Shang Zhengyang for everything, probably because he wanted to see Shuyao jealous, and he used his brother as a bargaining chip to keep Shuyao from leaving him.

He likes Shuyao, so when he sees him standing with others, he can't wait to tie him up, and when he sees him eating with other men, he will think wildly, wanting to ruin his reputation, so he can only be by his side from now on, so that he will hurt in the end. over him.

But, he woke up too late.

Shuyao, where are you?

Kong Qingming shook her head helplessly, the person in front of her was over 30 years old, and she didn't even know that she liked someone, really...

"People are emotional animals, and they will fall in love over time." There are many people in the circle who cultivate true love in this way, especially the person like Lu Zhenqing said, who is sensible and takes care of others. Anyone who gets along for a long time will feel dependent.

"Okay, now it's my turn.

"Tell me." Lu Zhenqing held the coffee cup and waited for her to continue.

"Come shopping with me."

"Ah?" Lu Zhenqing was surprised, "Don't you have something very important?"

Kong Qingming smiled bitterly and said, "You really don't understand women."