So the pond will drown

The appointment of monsters juvenile abuse.

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Jiang Yu was inexplicably called out by Su Pingchuan, he thought there was something wrong, but later found out that Su Pingchuan was playing tricks on him.

Su Pingchuan wouldn't have thought about going out completely right now, but he was thinking of Gu Chi and didn't want to waste time with him, so he turned around and left.

"Hey, Young Master Jiang, sit down first, I've asked Zhang Shen to talk to Gu Chi." Su Pingchuan said this suddenly, with a relaxed posture and no guilty conscience.

Jiang Yu was taken aback, frowned and turned around: "What do you mean?"

Su Pingchuan sat on the sofa in a leisurely manner and spread his hands: "Don't you want to save Gu Chi? I'll help you save him."

Jiang Yu was stunned for a moment, his expression moved slightly: "Speak clearly."

"I asked Zhang Shen to tell him about your childhood." Su Pingchuan said.

Jiang Yu's face suddenly sank, his eyes were cold: "Do you want to die?"

Su Pingchuan smiled, sighed, and said flatly, "Don't you want Gu Chi to understand you and accept you? This is the best way."

Jiang Yu sneered, his eyes full of contempt and coldness: "Do you think his acceptance means he likes me? In his heart, I am already despicable enough. What I need is his love, not using my own misfortune to win his love." pity!"

Su Pingchuan was taken aback by these words, and was silent for a long while. As an excellent psychiatrist, it was the first time that he admired Jiang Yu who had such psychological trauma and was still considerate of others.He obviously likes him so much, he likes him to the point of tying him to his side by any means, but he doesn't want to use Gu Chi's sympathy to keep him.

Jiang Yu probably thought it was a bit ridiculous, so he smiled wryly and said: "He is so kind, I don't want his kindness to backfire."

If it was surprise just now, then it is shock now. Something in his heart faintly reminded Su Pingchuan of something. He looked at him and was speechless for a while.

Jiang Yu didn't read any books, nor did he read any noble books, so he couldn't integrate with Gu Chi's circle, he was destined to be a person from two worlds, and he couldn't be so clean.And just such a person who can't even like him, but in order to protect the boy's goodwill to the world, he can take the next best thing, even if the boy doesn't accept him or like him.

Su Pingchuan finally knew what he felt different from other people in Vanity Fair when he saw Jiang Yu for the first time. He was different from those ambitious people, even with a bloody knife in his hand. The executioner, because he is arrogant and humble, has his own arrogance, his arrogance is not the same as Gu Chi, it is the kind of innate purity and nobility that is different from everyone else.

Su Pingchuan looked deeply at Jiang Yu, pulled the corner of his lower lip, and already had some ideas in his heart, such a person should get his own happiness.

"Don't worry, Gu Chi is full of pride and will not like you just because of sympathy and pity. If he accepts you one day, it will only be him who likes you."

If Gu Chi could fall in love with someone so easily, wouldn't the whole world go to hell in front of him?

Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "But I don't want him to know those dirty and bad things."

Every one of the things he experienced was dripping with blood. He didn't know whether to tell him whether he hated him more or had more pity.

Jiang Yu didn't stay for long, and Su Pingchuan didn't keep him either.

When he got home, Gu Chi had already finished his meal and went upstairs, no one was there, only Zhang Shen hadn't left yet, sitting swaggeringly in the living room, with the attitude of a master.

Jiang Yu frowned and was about to curse.

"Hey, hey, I'm chasing after your wife for you. You don't value sex so much, do you? You were never willing to beat me before." Zhang Shen felt aggrieved.

Jiang You kicked him lightly and sat down beside him. He originally wanted to give him a hard time, but when he heard the word "daughter-in-law", he immediately lost all anger.

"Go away."

Zhang Shen chuckled, touched a cigarette from the bag and handed it to him, halfway through the hand, he reacted: "Oh, it's just a habit, I almost forgot that you don't smoke."

Jiang Yu waved his hand, and said in a calm tone, "Don't bring this thing in from now on, I want to die and avoid it."

"Hey, some people can draw until they are 80 years old, how could they die?" Zhang Shen expressed dissatisfaction.

"You're fine, don't kill the people around you."

Zhang Shen put the cigarette back embarrassingly, isn't this cigarette standard for school bullies?It's so strange that a gangster doesn't smoke.

He smiled.

"Hey Jiangye, let me ask you something, why do you like him so much?" Zhang Shen leaned over and asked meanly.

Jiang You pushed him away, knowing who the "he" he was talking about was, and said coldly, "None of your business."

Zhang Shen smiled: "Hey Master Jiang, I can probably understand why you like him."

Jiang Yu paused and narrowed his eyes: "What do you mean?"

"Hey, don't get me wrong, I'm just... quite worried." Zhang Shen smiled dryly.

Jiang Yu glanced at him: "What are you worried about?"

Zhang Shen looked at him and sighed: "I'm worried about you... meeting people is not nice."

He paused with the hand holding the cup, his expression sank, he pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

"I'm just afraid that you'll fall in love with...someone who isn't good." Zhang Shen quietly glanced at his face and said.

He was really scared, afraid that Jiang Ni would fall in love with someone like Ye Xiuqing, and then he would really live a life worse than death. In his life, meeting a Ye Xiuqing had already made him reborn once, and meeting another Zhang Shenzhen Worried that he would go crazy.

"Gu Chi is fine." Jiang Yu said suddenly.

Zhang Shen smiled, and was stunned when he caught a glimpse of the slight smile in Jiang Yu's eyes. This person is only normal when it comes to Gu Chi's affairs: "Yes, I can tell that he is very good, but I think Now... let's start with what you did to others... It is true that you have gone too far."

Zhang Shen had heard a little about the matter between him and Gu Chi from Fu Dong. Even if he was on Jiang Yu's side, he felt that he was wrong, and even thought that he had gone too far.

He thought of Jiang Yangqiang|| raped Jiang Ke's mother, and was also afraid that Jiang Yu would become a scum like him under the influence of this scum.

Jiang Yu's face darkened, and it took a long time before he said hoarsely: "I know..."

So now he doesn't know how to end it.

"Hey, Master Jiang, don't worry. It's a pity that I haven't been in a relationship before, so I can't help you, so you still have to work hard on your own." Zhang Shen said, "Gu Chi deserves your liking for him. "

"It's because I don't deserve him to like me."

So he wasn't even sure whether Gu Chi liked him or didn't like him.

Liking him is equivalent to pulling Gu Chi into the abyss; not liking him, he is in the abyss.

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Gu Chi has been staying in the room since lunch and never came out. After Zhang Shen left, Jiang Yu was watching TV downstairs and didn't have the nerve to disturb him. In the afternoon, he was still worried, so he walked to his door for dinner at night. He stepped on the door of Gu Chi's room, but there was no response after knocking many times.

Asleep perhaps?Still fascinated by reading?Or... simply don't want to talk to him?

"Xiaochi? It's time to eat." Jiang You tried to call him in a voice that he could hear but didn't seem too abrupt.

There was still no sound inside, usually Jiang Yu only needed to call twice, at most three calls and Gu Chi would answer even if he didn't want to eat.

He remembered what Su Pingchuan said before he left, and felt a little flustered for no reason, but he was afraid that he would frighten Gu Chi by making a mistake in his judgment, so he knocked harder several times: "Xiaochi, are you awake? Are you eating? If you don't speak, I can do it." Come in?"

There is no response.

Jiang Yu couldn't care about that much any more, he just pushed the door open and entered, fortunately he didn't close the door this time.

He went in, and immediately saw Gu Chi sleeping on the sofa by the floor-to-ceiling window, with his head tilted slightly, his black and soft hair was a little messy, covering his thick eyelashes, and the book on the coffee table was still black A page without a single word on the cover.

Even though his heart was beating wildly, Jiang Yu still tried his best to stabilize his mind, and lightly patted Gu Chi's forearm: "Xiaochi, Xiaochi? It's me, it's time to eat..."

There was no reaction, not even a twitch of eyelashes, Jiang Yu was about to scream again, but in a blink of an eye, he caught a glimpse of a small white bottle that Gu Chi put under the coffee table, he was stunned, took it out and looked at it, the word "sleeping pills" He almost couldn't catch his breath, he unscrewed the cap of the bottle and took a look, there wasn't...not a single grain...Jiang You almost couldn't even hold the empty bottle, so he stumbled to dial Fu Dong's phone .

"What a fuss!" Fu Dong said angrily, "It's normal to be unable to wake up after taking sleeping pills! Besides, Gu Chi is weak, and the intake may exceed the range that his body can accept, but he won't Life is in danger! You almost gave me a heart attack, do you know that!"

When he received a call from Jiang Yu, he almost thought that Gu Chi committed suicide by swallowing medicine, and he was so frightened that he was going to die!

Jiang You sat on the sofa without speaking, and after a long time said in a low voice: "The bottle is empty, I thought..."

"What do you think, what do you think?" Fu Dong couldn't stand still angrily, "But this guy Su Pingchuan is really bold, he dared to prescribe this medicine casually to a suicidal patient."

After speaking, he saw Jiang Yan's gloomy face in a blink of an eye, and immediately added: "Fortunately, he didn't drive much."

In fact, he didn't know how much Su Pingchuan prescribed, but judging from the amount Gu Chi ate, it was indeed safe.

"Okay." Jiang Yu stood up suddenly, "You go back first, I'll go up and see him."

Gu Chi was woken up by the noisy noise from the hospital. When he opened his eyes, he seemed to see Jiang Yu in a daze, but before he opened his eyes to see clearly, he fell asleep drowsily, and opened his eyes Already returned to the room of the villa.

The ceiling above his head was shaking, making him dizzy, and he lifted his arms weakly to cover his eyes.

My whole body is sore and weak, I feel like my blood has been drained dry, I feel uncomfortable, my throat is dry and smokes.

It may be because of taking sleeping pills, Gu Chi took a deep breath, sat up from the bed and shook his head, and was about to lift the quilt to wash his face to wake up, when the door of the room was suddenly opened, he raised his head, just in time He met Jiang Yu's eyes.

"Are you awake?" Jiang You tilted his head and closed the door.

Gu Chi was stunned for a moment, then covered the quilt back again, and gave a faint "hmm".

"Milk." Jiang Yu handed him the hot milk in his hand.

Gu Chi didn't refuse, took it, it was still warm, he happened to be thirsty and hungry, his throat felt much better after taking a sip, his five senses became clear immediately, the milk fragrance between his lips and teeth filled his brain, almost overflowing Come.

The two stood and sat, facing each other in silence. Jiang Yu took the empty glass naturally, his eyes softened a little, and asked softly, "Is it better? Do you feel tired?"

He had heard Fu Dong talk about the side effects of sleeping pills, so he probably wasn't feeling well right now.

Gu Chi shook his head: "...it's okay."

It is indeed a little weak and tired, but it can barely hold on.

As soon as this sentence fell, the atmosphere became weird again for a while. Gu Chi waited for Jiang Yu to go out. He felt a little tired after the two talked like this, but Jiang Yu didn't seem to have the intention of going out. Lips, eyes lowered, the dim light in the room pulled his eyelashes very long, casting a thick black shadow, Gu Chi also faintly saw the clearing of dust in his eyes, subconsciously turned his face sideways.

"Xiaochi." Jiang Yu suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, his voice was a little low, with some dark and unclear emotions.

Gu Chi gave a soft "hmm" and waited for his next words.

Jiang Yu remained silent for a while, before asking: "You...why do you take sleeping pills?"

Gu Chi was taken aback for a moment, and said indifferently: "I can't sleep."

"..." Jiang You pursed his lips and asked tentatively, "Is it because of... me?"

He is probably the source of Gu Chi's nightmare.

However, he shook his head, his expression remained unchanged, and his tone was cold: "It has nothing to do with you."

He was inexplicably relieved, as long as it wasn't him... It would be fine.

Jiang You glanced at him quietly from the corner of his eye, seeing that he was leaning against the bedside and didn't respond, so he tried his best to make himself sit on the edge of the bed, carefully leaning against him, not getting too close, and frowned for a while, thinking, After considering it for a while, he said, "Xiaochi, can you...don't take this medicine again?"

Gu Chi glanced at him, and sneered, "I don't take medicine, how can I sleep?"

As long as he closes his eyes, his mind will be flooded with blood, from his father, from his mother, from himself and...Jiang Yu's blood, probably the last time Jiang Yu was stabbed with a knife, the blood splashed in front of his eyes Let him leave a shadow, he is not afraid of this kind of thing, he is just resisting from the heart.

Jiang Yu paused, thought for a while, and then said: "Then... can we not take so many at a time? One grain, let's start with one grain first?"

This time it was found out from the hospital that Gu Chi had taken four sleeping pills in total, which was beyond the tolerance of Gu Chi's body, and it was no wonder that he couldn't wake up.

Gu Chi closed his eyes and felt a little sleepy, so he vaguely agreed: "Okay."

He just wanted to achieve the effect of being relatively quiet and abandoning everything. He also deliberately checked the Internet to see if his life was in danger. Who knew that the person was not dead, but he slept for so long.

Jiang Yu was a little happy, smiled, and said: "Then... put the medicine here, okay, I'll give you one when you want to sleep."

He was afraid that Gu Chi didn't have common sense, and would take so many sleeping pills just like this time for a good night's sleep.

Gu Chi slightly raised his eyelids and glanced at him lazily, moved his lips, wanted to say something, but swallowed it again, and finally said: "You don't have to be so nervous, I won't commit suicide yet."

If he intends to commit suicide, he will take all the [-] sleeping pills prescribed by Su Pingchuan. This time, he only took four pills. At that time, he was afraid that Jiang Yu would find out, so he put the rest in another small bottle. inside.

Jiang Yu, however, seemed to be stabbed by the word "suicide", he frowned deeply, and his face sank: "In the future, can you... stop doing things that hurt yourself?"

Gu Chi raised his eyelids slightly, and said sarcastically, "I don't hurt myself, who do I hurt? Who can I hurt?"

Not everyone will put their pain on others, give it to blood, and make themselves dirty.

Jiang You took a deep breath, raised his eyes and looked straight at him, his eyes were so dark that his heart was blocked: "I, you can hurt me, if you don't want to forgive me, I will hand you the knife, you can do whatever you want, okay? good?"

Gu Chi's eyes trembled slightly, he turned his head, and smiled weakly: "Then you might as well get a gun, and I'll kill you directly."

He was just talking, and he predicted that Jiang Yu would not make fun of his own life. Who knew that the next second Jiang Yu would really take out a handful of Cheng Liang's black penis from his bosom, grab Gu Chi's hand, Putting the heavy thing in his warm palm, the cold body pierced Gu Chi's body with goose bumps.

Jiang Yu gently held his hand like this, and pointed the black and hollow muzzle to his chest. His thumb pressed his thumb tenderly, as if he could twitch it mercilessly in the next second. The trigger, in fact, as long as Gu Chi is willing, it doesn't matter if he passes through his heart.

"Xiaochi, I am yours, and my life is given to you. You can spoil it however you want."

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