hope for redemption

After realizing that Lin Wang is also the possessor of mental power, Jiang Xi was stunned for a while before slowly beginning to refocus his thoughts, but his scalp was still numb and his body was still trembling uncontrollably.

He leaned his back against the wall, and the constant cold sweat from his back had already wetted his close-fitting thermal underwear. The moment he stuck to the wall, a cold feeling rushed into his brain along his spine, stimulating his brain to slowly wake up.

He bit his lower lip firmly and began to take slow, deep breaths to stabilize his mind, trying to get all the nerve structures in his brain to work, and began to analyze the whole thing.

If Lin Wang has a white paper, it means that he must have entered Noah's Ark, but now he is studying here in this small county...or he quit voluntarily or...was abandoned and became an 'abandoned child'.

Combined with Lao Zhang's mental violence, Jiang Xi guessed that Lin Wang was an "abandoned son" in all likelihood.

It is impossible for an abandoned son to get any resources from Noah's Ark, but Lin Wang has them, which means that someone must provide him from the inside, and that person's level is not low, at least before Jiang Xi quit Noah's Ark It is the same level or even above the previous level.

With such a background and resources, this is definitely not something a family in a small county can do.

Lin Wang... what kind of person is he?

Jiang Xi began to doubt whether Lin Wang in front of him was his true face. He felt that he really didn't know Lin Wang very well. On the other hand, it is not enough to tell him.

What's more, the two of them have been together for so long, and he didn't even notice it at all. It can be seen how well Lin Wang pretends. After going through so much, the last thing Jiang Xi can believe is this kind of person, who is so good at disguising people.

I didn't see him, so did he see me?Jiang Xi suddenly thought of this question, did Lin Wang see that he was the same as him?

If he sees it but doesn't explain it...then...then what kind of purpose does he have with me?

At the thought of Jiang Xi's back here, there was a chill, and his body shivered uncontrollably.

no, I can not.Jiang Xi grabbed the hem of his clothes tightly and clenched his trembling teeth. Lin Wang would not do this. I should trust him, trust him.

He closed his eyes fiercely and leaned against the wall to barely stand still, driving away all the bad guesses in his mind, and began to recall the beautiful moments of the two of them together.

He is different from those people, he will not lie to me.

Jiang Xi kept giving himself psychological hints, telling himself that he should trust Lin Wang.But in fact, he also knew in his heart that he couldn't truly believe him until he understood the matter and explained it clearly to Lin Wang.

Go ask him, Jiang Xi, go ask him, ask him everything.

"This time, just this time." Jiang Xi said in a low voice while clutching the hem of his clothes.

He took several deep breaths, suppressed all the anxiety, fear, and fear in his heart, got up and walked towards the door, raising his hand with all his strength to knock on the door.

But when his hand was still a few centimeters away from the door, he stopped. His hand opened and clenched, opened and clenched again, and went back and forth several times, but he still couldn't make up his mind to knock on the door.

He didn't know what would happen after he knocked on the door. The fear of the unknown haunted him, and he was afraid that the result he got after knocking on the door would scar him all over again.

For a moment, he even wanted to leave directly, as if he hadn't heard anything, and continued to live with Lin Wang like this, regardless of its purpose, as long as he was with Lin Wang.If it's all an illusion or a scam, then let it continue like this, at least he will try to maintain the deliberately packaged happiness he feels from it.

But the hand of fate did not give him such a chance. Just as he was still hesitating, the door in front of him opened from the inside, and Lin Wang rushed in front of him with an angry face.

"Xixi?" Lin Wang blinked in panic, his lips trembling slightly.

Jiang Xi knew that there was no way to hide, rolled his Adam's apple and pushed Lin Wang in, followed by himself into the office, closing the door and locking it.

"Jiang Xi, you...why are you standing at the door?" Lao Zhang asked, rubbing his hands in a panic.

"I've been standing at the door for a long time," Jiang Xi lowered his eyes and put the wrinkled materials on the table beside him, supported the edge of the table to make himself stand still, looked up at Lin Wang and asked: " What is your... ability? Sense of language? Prejudgment? Perception? Calculation..."

"Precise," Lin Wang gritted his teeth and interrupted his next words, "absolutely precise."

"You..." Lao Zhang looked at the two people who were confronting each other, and a crazy idea came to his mind.

"Oh," Jiang Xi tilted his head and sneered, sure enough, he had already seen it.

Absolutely accurate.

Jiang Xi supported the edge of the table with both hands trying to stabilize her figure, lowered her head and arched her back trying to catch her breath.

No wonder, no wonder that when he bought furniture, he could know the accurate data without direct visual inspection. Make excuses for yourself, that's it, that's it.

All kinds of doubts in the past have all surfaced at this moment, and all of them can be explained clearly.

Only those with absolutely accurate abilities can directly visually measure the most accurate data without using any tools, and only the Accuracy Department can teach Ensk Assault Technique. At this moment, Jiang Xi finally remembered why he fought Lin Wang in the first place. You will feel that this move is very familiar, so it is this.

Jiang Xi's head started to feel dizzy, but he clenched the edge of the table and tried to support his figure. At the same time, he gritted his teeth and tried to maintain a calm tone and asked: "Do you... have anything to say to me? ?”

"Yes," Lin Wang immediately replied, "There are too many."

Jiang Xi turned his head to look, his expression seemed to say: Tell me, I'll listen.

"It's not here," Lin Wang said with complex emotions in his eyes, making it difficult to see clearly.

He walked to Lao Zhang's desk and took out two leave slips from his desk pocket, wrote them in a snap, folded them and stuffed them into his pockets, grabbed Jiang Xi's hand and walked out: "Old Zhang, I and Jiang Xi will go back first, and I will come to you later."

Lao Zhang didn't speak to stop him, but Jiang Xi grabbed his hand and pulled him back to the original place, and said in a hoarse voice: "Just say it here, Lao Zhang has nothing to listen to."

Jiang Xi couldn't wait, even for a few minutes after going back, he was eager for an explanation, an explanation about all of this.

Lin Wang didn't answer, but tried to pull Jiang Xi out with his hands, but silently refused.Jiang Xi also responded with the same strength to keep him in place, and the two of them fought silently like this.

"Hey, don't stand there stupidly, come with me." Lao Zhang opened the door next to him, revealing the small compartment inside, and walked in with two chairs.

Jiang Xi shook Lin Wang's hand and walked in, and he followed after a while.

The cubicle is not big, with a bed, a desk, and two chairs occupying all the spare space. As soon as Jiang Xi entered, he was overwhelmed by the strong smell of smoke.

"Be patient a little bit," Lao Zhang opened the window, turned his head and said to Lin Wang who walked in, "The door is locked."

Lin Wang locked the door and sat down next to Jiang Xi. He wanted to shake his hand several times but he held back. He didn't dare to touch Jiang Xi before he explained the matter clearly, for fear of causing something bad. remember.

"Here, one bottle for each person," Lao Zhang pulled out a cardboard box from under the bed, handed them a can of beer respectively, put a cigarette on his ear, opened the beer and asked, "Jiang Xi, you...you yes..."

"Absolute sense of language" Jiang Xi opened the beer and took a big gulp. The small bubbles in the beer exploded in his throat and directly pierced his nasal cavity.

Lao Zhang is a smart man, he must have noticed the trouble he made just now, and there is nothing left to hide at this time.

"Well..." Lao Zhang lowered his head and thought for a while while holding a beer, and murmured to himself, "I transferred from Australia, so I should have thought of it..."

"When did you find out?" The beer bottle in Jiang Xi's hand began to deform. Instead of looking at Lin Wang, he stared at the ground as if trying to poke a hole out of it.

Lin Wang didn't open his can of beer, held it in his hand and kept pinching it, opened his mouth and tried to utter a few syllables, but found that something stuck in his throat and it was difficult to speak.

"When did you find out?" Jiang Xi repeated it again, trying not to give him more buffer time.

"I..." Lin Wang's voice was a little hoarse, he rolled his Adam's apple and tried his best to speak, "That day, I showed you around the campus, and when we were fighting in front of the library, I recognized that your moves are from the language sense department The surprise fighting technique taught, I... have a guess in my heart."

"Later, on the day of the sports meeting, you slept until you lost your strength, and combined with the fact that you transferred from Australia, I knew you were from there."

After he finished speaking, Jiang Xi was silent for a while and asked, "So, you knew about it before we got together."

Hearing what Jiang Xi said, Lin Wang knew that he must have started to think wildly again, and he specially emphasized this time point, and he could hear the implied meaning in it after being with him for so long.

"Yes," Lin Wang sighed.

"Why...why you never mentioned it to me," Jiang Xi's teeth were chattering, and his mind was buzzing all the time, but he still tried to calm down and ask the matter clearly, "Don't tell me I didn't find the right time, we have been together for so long, there are too many suitable times."

"That's not the problem," Lin Wang sighed, took the beer from Jiang Xi's hand and said to Lao Zhang, "Uncle, you go out for a while."

"Ah?" Lao Zhang was a little dazed by Lin Wang's 'uncle', but then he realized that the kid was giving in, and he raised his eyebrows in surprise and hurriedly put down the beer can, "Okay, I'll be outside, right away Class is over, even if you two quarrel, hold back and wait until after class."

"Understood." Lin Wang followed him and locked the door, turned around and squatted in front of Jiang Xi, picked him up and put him on the simple iron bed beside him.

"Smelly," Jiang Xi complained in a muffled voice, trying to get up from the bed.

I don’t know how long it’s been since I washed this bed sheet, and when I lie on it, it smells like sweat and musty. People like Jiang Xi who have a high degree of cleanliness really can’t accept it, even under such circumstances. accept.

"Hold on, if you want you to go back with me, you won't go back," Lin Wang pulled the man back, imprisoned him in his arms, and stretched out his long legs to clamp his dangling legs, "You lie in my arms for a while , Get rid of all your messy thoughts."

"Smelly!" Jiang Xi's ending tune was slightly uptight, with a hint of coquettishness and grievance. With a nasal sound, he might be about to cry.

Hearing this, Lin Wang couldn't take it anymore, and his heart trembled violently. He sighed helplessly and pulled off his school uniform jacket, let go of his legs, turned him over, and stretched out his hand to press him into his arms.

Behind his head is Lin Wang's broad and strong palm, in front of him is his warm and firm chest, and the surrounding warm zone has the scent of lavender washing powder floating, everything is so reassuring.

It has to be said that Lin Wang knows himself too well, he can see what he is thinking and find the most suitable method to calm his emotions, how can he escape such a person.

Jiang Xi sucked her sore nose, put her arms around his waist, buried her face in his chest, and closed her eyes to feel his temperature.

"Lin Wang," Jiang Xi asked with his forehead trembling against Lin Wang's chest, "I'll just ask you a question, why are you with me?"

Hearing Jiang Xi's question, Lin Wang felt as if he had been shot in the heart suddenly, and the tearing pain spread to his whole body along the lines of flesh and blood.

He knows Jiang Xi too well, rather than asking why, this question is directly asking 'what is your purpose to be with me'.

It's just that this way of asking is more tactful. In fact, Lin Wang should be a little happy at this time. At least Jiang Xi's asking now means that he has him in his heart, and he is not willing to ask such a cruel question directly to stab him in the heart.

But the real meaning hidden behind this question cannot be ignored. No matter what kind of gentle coat it puts on, it is a sharp knife shining with silver light, slowly piercing into the heart and causing dull pain.

Jiang Xi has never been able to truly believe in him, and his constant questioning and probing moves have made him feel a deep sense of frustration. He doesn't know what to do to make Jiang Xi truly believe in himself without reservation, and believe that he has confidence in him Love.

"You are really...too cruel, Jiang Xi." Lin Wang's voice was very soft, so light that there was a kind of ethereal and emptiness.

"The last time, the last time." Jiang Xi gritted his teeth, and increased the strength in his hand to make himself and Lin Wang fit closer together, "There will be no next time."

This kind of behavior of breaking promises is what Jiang Xi hates the most, but he didn't expect that he would do this one day. He had promised Lin Wang that he would never question his love for him on the day of the last barbecue, but... Now there is a place in his heart that is always hanging vacantly and uneasy, he urgently needs Lin Wang's answer, only in this way can he really feel at ease.

"I believe everything you say, as long as it's what you say." Jiang Xi raised her head and kissed his Adam's apple, "Just...say it one last time."

Look at this man, he is clearly doing the cruelest thing to stab himself in the heart, but every time he can find the softest point in himself and make himself throw down his armor, how could he be his opponent? .

Forget it, as long as people stay by their side, it’s fine, if he can’t feel at ease, he can just say the words a few more times to make him feel at ease, as long as people stay by his side, as long as people stay by his side.

"I'm with you because I fell in love with you. If I really want to say there is any purpose, there is only one, which is to lure you back to my bed and love you well." Lin Wang closed his eyes and suppressed the tears Go back, "Jiang Xi, I can't say any love words, the simplest I love you I have said countless times, if you still can't feel at ease, I will learn, learn to use various emotions to express my love for you. Speak out, let you listen to it forever."

"I don't tell you, or even discuss absolute ability with you, not because I haven't found the right time. It's because...Jiang Xi, you're not ready at all."

"What do you mean?" Jiang Xi's eyelids twitched suddenly, and he raised his head and asked with red eyes.

Lin Wang lowered his head to meet his gaze, and the emotions in his eyes were very complicated, including unresolved grief and illusory powerlessness.

"You're not ready. If you were ready, you wouldn't have sent me to do language training alone in the room every night." Lin Wang's voice was deep and hoarse, like the last breath of the banweiqin. sound strings.

The author has something to say:

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Hmm... Just like in the bloody love story, the feeling of being cut by a thousand knives is vivid.But this is a sweet article, so it’s impossible to cut it into pieces by a thousand swords. At most, it’s just like this, you will continue to test, question and suspect bit by bit. When you write what An Sheng did to Jiang Xixi, you will know why he did it. That's it.So, leave your comments, compare your heart~~~~~