Stand at forty

Recently, the family welcomed an unexpected guest, Yu Jinhuan's graduate roommate Wang Ansheng.Coincidentally, Wang Ansheng happened to work in the Welsh Group, and saw Yu Jinhuan at the banquet, but was delayed by something, so he had time to visit after a few days.

For his former roommate, Yu Jinhuan can't say whether he likes or hates it. The two of them didn't have a deep relationship at the beginning, but when they met again in a foreign country, they got closer.Moreover, Yu Jinhuan discovered that Wang Ansheng's views on some matters were very similar to his, and it was really a good mood to communicate with him.

The two chatted very happily, Yuan Tianyi didn't interrupt much, and wasn't very enthusiastic.

After sending Wang Ansheng away, Yu Jinhuan took the initiative to sit beside Yuan Tianyi and said, "Are you jealous? Are you angry?"

Yuan Tianyi snorted directly.

Yu Jinhuan stood up and patted his head: "If you don't feel sour, take advantage of this sour smell and write a poem to express your inner feelings. Yang Lin gave me a lot of information, and I'm still busy."

Yuan Tianyi stepped forward unwillingly, and hugged Yu Jinhuan from behind, "Did you do it on purpose?"

Yu Jin thought to himself, of course it was on purpose, otherwise it would be too late to meet Wang Ansheng, whom he doesn't know very well.

He turned around angrily and looked at the expressionless Yuan Tianyi, somehow he could see the tension in his eyes, and the anger in his heart disappeared immediately.

He pushed the other person to sit down, and he was sitting on his lap, so the angle of view was just right.

Ignoring Yuan Tianyi's hands that surrounded him automatically, he looked down at Yuan Tianyi, and said seriously: "Why do you always distrust me? Jiashu and Tianyuan are nothing more, an irrelevant person can make you Tasty, nervous and restless?"

"I just make you worry? I can't give you a sense of security? Why don't you tell me, how can you feel at ease with me?"

Yuan Tianyi still looked at him, but his eyes moved slightly, and Yu Jinhuan felt that the other party seemed a little embarrassed.

"Then don't get along with anyone alone in the future. Especially Jiashu and Tianyuan, and that Wang just now."

Seeing Yuan Tianyi's serious request, Yu Jinhuan was so angry that he wanted to laugh, "You are still stubborn, right? Jiashu is the elder brother, Tianyuan is the bamboo horse, and they are still a couple, don't you know? As for Wang Ansheng, do you think I didn't see that he has no good intentions?"

Yuan Tianyi didn't speak, but still looked at him without moving his eyes, wondering what he was thinking.

What Yu Jinhuan didn't like the most before was Yuan Tianyi's silent resistance, but this time, for some reason, he felt that Yuan Tianyi, who was stubborn and silent, was very cute.

But this issue of trust must be addressed.

Before at Tang's Medical Research Institute, Yuan Tianyi had a convulsion and said that he wanted him to return to China because he mentioned Tianyuan.Yu Jinhuan didn't want to understand it before, and Yuan Tianyi didn't want to say it, but after seeing the stranger who sent Yuan Tianyi home, he understood in an instant, and understood how much Yuan Tianyi cared about him.

It's just that caring can't affect normal communication and life, can it?

"Yuan Tianyi, I've said some things more than once, why don't you believe me? I just want to talk to you about a lifetime love, why are you still so suspicious and cautious?"

"I haven't." Yuan Tianyi retorted in a low voice.

Yu Jinhuan only thought that the other party was a little daughter-in-law who was being bullied, and he was that unreasonable villain.

"I haven't settled the matter with you last time. I just mentioned Tianyuan, and you are going to send me back to China. What do you think?"

Yuan Tianyi kept silent.

"I know what you think. You think that I have to accompany you for treatment because you saved me. You think that I compromised with you to stay with you in order to learn about Jiashu, right?"

Yuan Tianyi remained silent and slightly looked away.

"Look at me, don't avoid the topic, I know that's what you think, after all..." Yu Jinhuan didn't know what to say, he was hesitant and frustrated to open up the wounds of the past ten years.

Gritting his teeth, he continued, "I misunderstood you about many things before and didn't believe you, so I have been treating you badly in the past 12 years, but have you forgotten one thing, at least I really I have always loved you, even when I said I hated you, I never denied that I love you."

Yuan Tianyi suddenly squeezed his arm tightly, "Really? But you said that you don't want to love me and don't love me again, and it's been many times."

"Yuan Tianyi, are you a child? You can take it seriously when you quarrel," Yu Jinhuan couldn't help but said loudly, "And what I said is that I don't want to love you, don't love you anymore, it's not that I don't love you."

"Besides, I was so sad at that time, and I couldn't control my love for you, I couldn't control my heart, I was also very depressed and painful, okay?" In the end, Yu Jinhuan mumbled something softly, just enough to Let Yuan Tianyi hear clearly.

"Xiao Huan. Xiao Huan." Yuan Tianyi kept kissing his neck, his voice was very excited, like a big wolf dog who got his beloved bone and didn't know what to do.

"Hiss—" Yu Jinhuan couldn't help shrinking his neck, "Yuan Tianyi, please give me a little bit of strength, don't leave any mark on me."

What responded to him was Yuan Tianyi sucking and kissing the same place recklessly, and Yu Jinhuan knew that there would definitely be traces there tomorrow, but he himself suddenly didn't want to reject the other party, and there's nothing wrong with showing signs of love.

Yuan Tianyi kissed happily, and then began to answer Yu Jinhuan's previous question.

"I can't control it either. I know you love me and you have no other feelings with them, but I just can't control myself. Once you are with them, it seems that you don't belong to me. Sometimes I ask Come out, in fact, I want you to firmly deny it."

"So are you using this awkward way to be coquettish to me?" Yu Jinhuan suddenly thought of the word tsundere and awkward.

Yuan Tianyi obviously hadn't gotten his point yet, he was taken aback for a moment, and then nodded slightly as if he had suddenly realized.

"Then why don't I always answer when I ask you questions?" It was rare for Yuan Tianyi to confide in him, and Yu Jinhuan naturally didn't want to let go of this opportunity.

Yuan Tianyi felt a little troubled again, and looked at Yu Jinhuan with his mouth tightly closed as if evading, but didn't speak.

"Speaking, it's not dumb." Yu Jinhuan pinched Yuan Tianyi's slightly puffed cheeks dissatisfied, and the touch felt good. It seems that the nutritional supplements these days are very effective.Seeing that the other party still didn't speak, he suddenly thought of the diary written by the other party, and immediately regretted not taking it abroad, otherwise he would definitely be able to see a lot of what Yuan Tianyi had never said in his heart.

Thinking of this, take it to heart.

"By the way, I've seen all your sour love feelings, what else can't you tell me yourself?" Yu Jinhuan straightened the other's head, and continued to say, "Don't you want to have another relationship between us?" In 12 years, will you write another book to remember the past? We are all forty, and people say forty without confusion, but we are still far away."

Yuan Tianyi was a little surprised, "Have you already seen it?"

Yu Jinhuan nodded seriously, pondered in his heart, and was about to make a comment when Yuan Tianyi interrupted.

"No wonder you want me to write poems for you? You didn't read them before." Yuan Tianyi muttered, then looked at Yu Jinhuan, stroked his face inch by inch with his fingers, put his head on his shoulder, and slowly Speak slowly.

"You don't know how much I like you. I like you so much that sometimes I feel scared when I think about it. Any action or word you say will change my world. I can't control my heart to think you."

"Sometimes I know that I don't need to mind what you have, but I just mind. I mind that your relatives met you when you were a child, mind that your friends share all the secrets of your growth, mind that someone touches you, mind that they and If you talk, I even mind if you take the initiative to be with them, every time you mention a name or meet a friend, I feel very uncomfortable."

"You don't know, every time I know that there is another person in your world, I don't know how uncomfortable it is. I will think how much he will occupy your thoughts and how much time he will take up, but those are obviously mine. , What you think in your heart, what you say, what you see with your eyes, what you hear with your ears, and what you touch with your hands should be me."

Yu Jinhuan no longer has the heart to deal with the huge waves in his heart. Yuan Tianyi like this is obviously a little paranoid and abnormal, but what surges up in his heart is not fear, but more and more intense distress.

He hugged Yuan Tianyi's shoulders tightly with both hands, and kissed the other side's face intermittently, encouraging him to continue talking.

"Actually, what you once guessed is correct. I want everyone around you to disappear. I wish they were all gone, but I only dare to think about it, because I just want to think that you will be sad. I can't do it, you don't know, I actually planned many accidents in my heart, but I didn't implement any of them."

"Anyway, you already know that I am such a person. You have listened to my heart, even if you have domesticated me, you must not abandon me. I forbid, otherwise, I will definitely do something that you regret .”

If he was clearly threatening, in the past, Yu Jinhuan would only feel sad, but now he just feels his whole heart being pulled into a ball. This is not a threat at all, but just lowering his request and acting like a baby.

Forget it, he doesn't want to change Yuan Tianyi's thoughts anymore, what he wants to do now is to follow him, he wants to listen, he just says, he wants him to reject others, so he just refuses, anyway hold Although this person of mine has a prominent family background, although he is rich and powerful, in front of him, he is just a fox who only dares to show his sharp claws to court him.

Let's talk about the future.Now, he decided to give the fox in front of him a lot of love.

"Well, I know, don't worry I will be afraid, I know you won't really hurt me. I belong to you, you have the right to ask me, of course I have, we are one, in order to reward you today To be honest, I decided—" Yu Jinhuan deliberately delayed before whispering something into Yuan Tianyi's ear.

"One week." Yuan Tianyi stared at Yu Jinhuan closely.

"No, three days at most." Yu Jinhuan felt heat in his ears, and Yuan Tianyi's eyes were so hot.

"Five days, no less."

Yu Jinhuan was silent, just felt that he had done another stupid thing, how could he take the initiative to promise to climb into bed?

After exhausted ups and downs at night, and then being tossed and turned again, Yuan Tianyi hugged his waist tightly and fell into a deep sleep, but Yu Jinhuan couldn't sleep. He propped his head up, and under the faint moonlight, carefully looked at the sound sleeper. And peaceful lover.

In fact, his heart has not calmed down yet. You must know that Yuan Tianyi's call made him unable to think at all, which caused an uproar in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it, he was afraid that if he hesitated, the real Yuan Tianyi God's will will get into the thick shell again, playing the gentle, mature and stable person in the eyes of outsiders.

He once again remembered his first impression of this person: an unfathomable person.

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