Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

Lu Yunxiu's reaction was very strange, he didn't rush to refute, but was stunned, and then forced a smile to explain: "Now is a peaceful age, nothing will happen."

Yes, in peacetime, most soldiers are rarely associated with death, not to mention it is a promising career.

But I know Lu Yunxiu, as Uncle Lu said, he will always fight for the number one.

"Don't you want to join Special Forces?" I asked.

Even if there are many development paths, he will definitely choose the most difficult and most exciting one.

As soon as the words "Special Forces" came out, his eyes were like ignited tinder, shining with the truest desire in his heart - to want to go.

I had no choice but to hit him seriously and ruthlessly: "Swords and guns have no eyes, don't always think that the worst will not happen to you, you will die in battle."

He lowered his head slightly, took a step back and sat on the edge of the bed, and slowly said: "I didn't like piano when I was young. My dad was right. I only started practicing piano after my mother passed away. I practiced desperately, day by day. I have to practice, and I also have some talent to achieve today's results. If you work hard, you will gain. The limit seems to be far away from me, so I think it is good to continue like this for the rest of my life.

You know, there are very few vacations in the army. Although we have close comrades in arms, it is rare to see family and friends. Maybe we can only meet once or twice a year.I don't want this, I want us to always be together...to work hard.When I came off the stage at the New Year's Eve party, I was actually not that excited.A well-prepared performance seems to be over after the performance. Standing on my stage to call the curtain, I am far less happy than when you came to congratulate me.

The stage does not belong to me, I am only happy because the people around me are happy.Zhu Lu, I am not making excuses now, forgive me for not saying it directly, because I always regard it as an option for the future. "

"Then why has it changed now?" I asked sadly.It doesn't matter what Lu Yunxiu said, it's hard to change his decision.

"During the few days when my dad sent me to the army, I was somewhat resistant at first, but then I felt that this kind of life was very suitable for me. I was far more interested in military strategy than the piano. , I suddenly feel that this is a meaningful thing. I know that the more I say this, the more you think I am unpredictable and unreliable. But please believe me, I have carefully considered every decision, and I am willing to be responsible for my decision. "He said.

I nodded, and only asked him one last question: "If you die on the battlefield, what do you want me to say to your family?" Actually, I want to say, what do you want to say to me?

I don't know if he understood what I meant, but he just said solemnly: "It's not a pity to die for the country. If I really do such a bastard thing, please... forget that I ever knew such a bastard Yes. But if I don’t die, when I retire from the front line, can you listen to my truth. I think I am too naive now, and I want to be a better version of myself first.

Believe me, nothing will happen. "

(This bastard, I should just forget about him and start my new life. How can I believe what a childish person says, I should just roll and hold him, I should make my words clearer. Go to his dreams, go What he wants to do, living doesn’t have to be the end, is living harder than enduring...? Ah, maybe. If not, how can I not forget it.)

Sunday, October 11

Tomorrow's mid-term exam, after reviewing, I flipped through the previous diary, it was almost half of Lu Yunxiu's observation diary...

Annoy him now, don't want to mention him.

It's annoying to see the diary.

April 12

Before the New Year's Day party was over, half of our class ran away.I can't wait anymore, let's go.

In the evening, I was the only one left at home for New Year's Eve, and even Uncle Feng had half a day off.

It's almost nine o'clock, ready to go to bed.

3017. 1, 1

Happy 17th, Happy New Year~

Tuesday 2 October

There are 100 days left for the college entrance examination, come on!

Zhu Jun promised me that after the college entrance examination, I will officially step into the society, and he will support me if I am willing to do business. If I am admitted to B University, I will give me an investment of 1000 million.

It sounds generous, but his disdainful face clearly said: "If you have the ability, take the test."

As a group of students who have been hovering in the bottom fifteen to ten all year round, it is not a big problem to get into a good school, but it is not easy to get a good fighter in the school.

I decided that Zhu Jun must be poor! !

Monday, February 5

Happy Labor Day.

Tuesday 6 October

Time flies so fast, tomorrow is the college entrance examination.