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Zuo Ge was not in a good condition when he woke up in the morning, and he was not energetic.When You Xu talked to him, he insisted on answering, and You Xu didn't mention that he was drowsy all the way.After getting on the bus from Gongyang back to the provincial capital, You Xu packed his luggage and came over and saw that Zuo Ge seemed to be shrunk into his coat.Reaching out to touch his forehead, it was very hot.While taking out the thermos, You Xu thought that he must have caught a cold and had a fever because he wore wet clothes for too long yesterday.

"Don't sleep yet, drink some hot water." You Xu sat down sideways, shaking Zuo Ge's shoulders.

Zuo Ge opened his eyes in a daze, looked at the water glass that You Xu handed over, and raised his hand to take the glass.You Xu pressed Zuo Ge's raised hand with his other hand, and softly ordered him to "open his mouth".

Zuo Ge obediently opened his mouth, You Xu lightly raised his hand and water flowed into Zuo Ge's mouth.After taking a few sips, Zuo Ge shook his head.After You Xu collected the water cup, he heard the driver telling everyone to sit down and the car was about to start. He raised his hand and pulled up Zuo Ge's hat for him to put on. You Xu sat upright by himself, thinking that if everything goes well, he will arrive in the province in three hours. Cheng... But he felt a little touch on his hand, looked down and saw that it was Zuo Ge's left hand reaching out to grab his thumb.

Startled by the high temperature of Zuo Ge's palm, You Xu didn't withdraw his hand and let him pull his thumb.After the bus started, it drove towards the outside of the long-distance bus station. When it got to the street, Xu looked at Zuo Ge's window, looking at the street, but actually secretly glanced at Zuo Ge.His eyes were closed, and the brim of his hat covered half of his face. The expression on his face was not painful but not relaxed. His breathing was much heavier than usual, and his nasal congestion was a bit obvious.

You Xu subconsciously folded his fingers together and held Zuo Ge's hand. When he looked back, the car drove out of the block towards the highway entrance.

Holding Zuo Ge's hot hand, You Xu's heart was disturbed and chaotic at first.One is that he is a little worried about his fever and fear of getting worse; the other is that various things after the landslide make him feel a little overwhelmed.

I am used to hating Zuo Ge, and after peacefully resolving those things that I have hated for many years, I want to put my heart in front of him, but I was kicked by this thing and revealed the real situation——still worried about him, still reluctant to bear him, Still involuntarily being dragged closer to him step by step.

You Xu wanted to forget that there was nothing he could do. The moment he saw the car, he didn’t want anything to happen to him. The moment he saw him jumping around and helping save others, he almost cried out of joy. Seeing him dripping with mud all over his body, he couldn’t help it. To clean him up, seeing him look pitiful and saying that he wanted to hug me, but I couldn't hold back and hugged him into my arms first, and seeing him feverish and fragile at this time, that's beyond the norm And the handle that comes has become insignificant...

"Alas..." You Xu couldn't stop his sigh from coming out, Zuo Ge held You Xu's hand tightly before he stopped, and then Zuo Ge's tired and weak voice came from his ear and asked: "Xiao Xu , how are you?"

You Xu tilted his head to look at Zuo Ge, looked at his face that could not hide his sickness, smiled slightly and said, "What?"

"I hear you sighing..."

"You heard it wrong." You Xu raised his hand and pulled Zuo Ge's hat lower, almost covering his entire face, and then said, "Go to sleep, we will be there when you wake up."

Zuo Ge really didn't have the energy to pursue You Xu's denial, so he left it to You Xu to deal with it.Zuo Ge held You Xu's hand, but it was tighter than before, so tight that You Xu could feel his heartbeat from the handshake.

After this little episode, You Xu guarded against all his voices and movements, unwilling to let Zuo Ge find out any clues. You Xu thought a lot during the three-hour journey, but in the end it was still messy and clueless. When the car got off the highway , You Xu is half self-deprecating and half sad thinking that this is probably a fate that cannot escape, cannot escape, and cannot let go...

It was already past four o'clock in the afternoon when I returned home, and Zuo Ge had a fever of 39 and a half degrees.

Uncle Fang put away the antique glass mercury thermometer and said to You Xu, "Is there really no need to send it to the hospital?"

Before You Xu could speak, Zuo Ge shook his head first, "I won't go, just sleep and sweat." After saying this, Zuo Ge got under the quilt.You Xu reached out to help him cover the quilt, and when he came out of the room, he told his uncle to buy antipyretics.Uncle Fang had no objection, so he went to the kitchen to prepare the ingredients he brought from the west.After talking on the phone and knowing that they would only be back today, the second elder decided to take the children to come here for dinner.Both of them went to the activities in the morning, and they split up in the afternoon. One picked up Xiaobing, and the other came to prepare meals first.

After buying antipyretics and antipyretic stickers, You Xu received a call from Xiaobing, knowing that they would be at the gate of the community soon, so You Xu waited for them at the gate.Seeing You Xiaobing and grandma approaching from a distance, holding hands and lovingly, You Xu's face was full of smiles.

You Xiaobing became a Young Pioneer, with a bright red scarf tied on his chest, not to mention how strong he was, he kept chatting with his grandma non-stop, if grandma hadn’t pointed at the person at the gate and told her to look at it, she would never have seen it dad.Now I saw it, less than 20 meters away, Mother You let go of her hand and let her run towards You Xu screaming.

The force of You Xiaobing's rushing over was terrifying, You Xu was made to stagger by her, and he finally stood up straight and wanted to hug her, but she quit, hooked You Xu's neck and kissed fiercely on his face After a few bites, I smiled and called Dad.You Xu reached out to pick off the red schoolbag on her back, held her with one hand, and waited for grandma with the schoolbag in the other.When all three members of the family were present, they held hands and headed home.

You Xiaobing saw the medicine You Xu bought with sharp eyes, and asked if he was sick?You Xu told her that Daddy was sick.You Xiaobing frowned sadly and said, "Daddy is so pitiful."

Grandma said, "You have to take good care of your daddy later. Your daddy gets sick just to complete your mission..."

You Xiaobing listened to grandma's words, thought about it again, and decided that it was true. It was because he wanted his father to participate in today's event, so he went to pick him up. That's why he encountered landslides and caught a cold...I'm really sorry for him.You Xiaobing shook You Xu's hand and said, "I'm going to feed Daddy medicine and apply ice creams. I want to take care of him."

It would be hard to say how deep Zuo Ge slept, he was always half asleep and half awake.Zuo Ge could even hear You Xu Xiaobing and the others talking and doing things outside.He was dazed and didn't know how fast the time was. For Zuo Ge, it was a long, long time later when the door of the room was gently opened, and someone approached the bed lightly.

Zuo Ge wanted to open his eyes but was exhausted, so he simply refused to open them.Unexpectedly, a ball of warm heat came close to the face, someone kissed the cheek, and then the kid who kissed the person said: "Daddy, let's eat, are you hungry?"

Zuo Ge slightly opened his eyes, forced a smile and said to You Xiaobing, "I'm not hungry and I don't want to eat."

"Are you still feeling bad?" You Xiaobing put his hand on the fever-reducing patch on Zuo Ge's forehead, and asked with concern.

"It's much better than before." Zuo Genu let You Xiaobing go, "You go to eat, don't come to Daddy's place, what if Daddy infects you?"

"I'm not afraid. I like exercising the most, so I'm very strong, and viruses don't dare to come to me." You Xiaobing touched Zuoge's cheek as he said, "Father asked me to feed you water."

Zuo Ge closed his eyes and nodded, trying to support half of his body.You Xiaobing quickly opened the thermos cup and handed it to his mouth. While watching Zuo Ge drink the water, she said, "You drink before going to bed. I will keep the food for you. You can eat whenever you want."

Zuo Ge, who drank half a bottle of water in one breath, turned his head to look at You Xiaobing, raised his hand to touch the red scarf on her chest with a smile and said, "It's so beautiful."

You Xiaobing grinned happily after being praised by him, and kissed Zuo Ge's cheek again while holding the water glass on his feet. After that, Zuo Ge fell asleep without any other worries in his heart.

Taking advantage of the time when You Xiaobing was memorizing the pinyin of words in the draft notebook, You Xu went to the room to check on Zuoge, the patient, and found that he was in a deep sleep. .When he came out again, the child raised his hand upright to say that he had memorized everything, dad, come and dictate.

You Xu was holding a pencil to check You Xiaobing's homework. You Xiaobing clasped his hands next to him and was a little nervous. He still wanted to say something like all right and all right, which made You Xu couldn't help laughing.You Xiaobing ignored his father's smile, prayed for a while and changed the subject, saying, "Dad, I will sleep next to Daddy tonight, and I will take care of him."

You Xu raised his eyebrows and asked her with a smile: "Why are you taking care of Daddy?"

"I'll cover him with a quilt, wipe his sweat, feed him water, and measure his temperature. If he gets high, I'll take him to the hospital with you." You Xiaobing said, wrestling her fingers, trying to remember it very cutely, "I have a fever and that's what you do."

You Xu put down the pencil in his hand, hugged You Xiaobing on his lap and sat down, looked into her eyes and said, "Student You Xiaobing is worthy of being a young pioneer, you are really good."

You Xiaobing felt embarrassed and slipped into his arms, You Xu patted her on the back and said, "But you have to go to school tomorrow, Dad will take care of Daddy, and Dad will rest tomorrow, so there will be no delay."

"That's right, I have to go to school tomorrow..." You Xiaobing was a little disappointed, she forgot about it, "I can persevere, and Daddy's illness can't be ignored."

"Father can also persist, and won't ignore your eldest father." You Xu patiently explained to her, "Everyone has something to do, and it is necessary to divide the work properly. Dad is doing this, you should rest early and have a good time tomorrow. go to school."

"Yeah." You Xiaobing was persuaded by You Xu, tilted his head and leaned against You Xu's chest, "My heart aches when Daddy is sick, Dad, because it's a family, right?"

You Xu nodded with a smile, and then felt a little lost. If Zuo Lianlian heard this, he might be cured of his illness, but it's a pity that he didn't.

The left nose, which had been stuffed for a long time, suddenly opened, and Zuo Ge's mind was suddenly sober because of the input of fresh oxygen.Slowly opened his eyes and saw the familiar room, there was light but not bright, obviously someone did it deliberately.Looking to the left, Zuo Ge saw You Xu.

You Xu hugged Zuo Ge's book on the bedside table and read it under the dimmed light. He was wearing a thick coat and was leaning on the bedside, looking very focused.Every time you turn the pages of the book, you are so careful, gently pinch the corners of the pages with two fingers, and when you turn over and close to the previous page, you will slow down the movements, for fear that the light movements will make the paper make a crisp sound .The warm yellow light shining on You Xu made him look softer than when he was with Zuo Ge before, Zuo Ge's heart was melted by such a soft You Xu.

Zuo Ge thought about the words of regret and introspection countless times in his heart, and said it to You Xu many times, maybe it made You Xu's ears tingle, but Zuo Ge couldn't stop, Zuo Ge was stupid , can't find a way to make You Xu forgive himself, so he can only say this annoyingly again and again.At this moment, when Zuo Ge saw You Xu who was guarding his sick side, Zuo Ge suddenly realized that it was right for You Xu not to forgive himself, and it was Zuo Ge’s problem to insist on asking You Xu to forgive himself. .Don't ask for forgiveness again and again, as long as you are by Xiaoxu's side, you don't need Xiaoxu's forgiveness, you don't need Xiaoxu's concession, you don't need Xiaoxu's entanglement, struggle, hesitation, and confusion... …I want him to be that Xiao Xu, the serious and stubborn Xiao Xu, don’t try to drag him out, he’s fine in everything, he laughs when he’s happy, cries when he’s sad, scolds or beats when he feels uncomfortable Just focus on the bastard Zuo Ge, don't let him worry about Xiaobing, don't let him worry about the elder brother, don't let him frown because of the bastard Zuo Ge... because Zuo Ge really loves You Xu so much.

Zuo Ge didn't know if it was because his heart was agitated that his breathing was different from before. You Xu, who was reading a book, suddenly noticed something strange and turned his head. Seeing that You Xu was about to tilt his head, Zuo Ge closed his eyes.

After closing the book, You Xu put his hand on Zuo Ge's cheek, then he gently took off the fever-reducing sticker and touched Zuo Ge's forehead, fortunately, the temperature was no longer scalding.You Xu stretched out his hand to Zuo Ge's neck again, and sure enough, he touched his hand with sweat.Lifting the quilt and preparing to get out of bed, You Xu planned to fetch hot water to wipe Zuo Ge's sweat.He just got up and was grabbed by the corner of his clothes, and when he turned around, he saw Zuo Ge looking at him, "Xiao Xu, where are you going?" You could hear the reluctance in his words.

"Are you more relaxed?" You Xu didn't answer Zuo Ge's question.

"I'm fine." Zuo Ge replied hastily, and propped himself up while talking, but he didn't let go of You Xu's clothes.

You Xu pulled back the corner of his clothes and pushed Zuo Ge, told him to lie back, and told him that he was going to get him some hot water to wipe his sweat.Zuo Ge seemed relieved after hearing this, and lay down.

Next, You Xu wiped his sweat for him, told him to drink water, and then brought the hot dinner over for Zuo Ge to eat.You Xu stood by the bed without saying a word and watched Zuo Ge finish his meal, and finally handed Zuo Ge a piece of paper to wipe his mouth.

Zuo Ge pinched the tissue paper that wiped his mouth and looked at You Xu, who wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it. He smiled for a long time and said, "Xiao Xu, you are so kind."

You Xu squeezed the dirty tissue paper in his hand and went out with the bowls and chopsticks. When he was about to walk out of the room, he turned around and said, "Xiaobing wants me to take good care of you. She feels sorry for you when she sees you sick, because you are a family member." .”

I don't know if it's because he just had a fever and his mind is a little out of control. Zuo Ge's brain froze because of these words, and because he didn't wear glasses, he couldn't see the expression on You Xu's face at the door, so he couldn't analyze it. The meaning of the words, but the heart began to be happy...

Zuo Ge hoped that You Xu would come back again, and helped him tidy up the pillow and quilt, but You Xu, like a fairy riding a crane, never returned, Zuo Ge's mind was finally sobered by Huanxi, and he told himself that pushing an inch is the last thing to do. good habit.