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The whole trip was arranged by Zuo Ge alone.You Xu didn't bother.The road was fairly smooth, and the car drove into the gate of the Yidu Hot Spring Hotel in about two hours.

You Xiaobing and Zuo Ge each carried a suitcase and walked in front hand in hand, while You Xu followed leisurely behind with nothing in his hand.When they arrived in the room, the younger one was busy taking out the things, and brought the slippers for You Xu, and the older one was busy confirming the arrangements for the afternoon and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and You Xu was very leisurely, sitting on a chair and watching the two of them busy .The heating in the room was sufficient, and You Xu felt a little sleepy, thinking that he was fine anyway, so he fell asleep at ease.

"It's a hot spring in the afternoon."

"Then when are we going to play in the snow?"

"Tomorrow morning, go to bed early tonight."

"Can you ski like on TV?" You Xiaobing gestured to Zuo Ge.

"I'll teach you." Zuo Ge squeezed You Xiaobing's face.

"You can?"

"Of course. If you don't believe me, you can ask Dad..." Zuo Ge pointed to You Xu, but he saw You You fell asleep on the chair.Then he said shush to You Xiaobing, and covered him with a thick blanket.Turn around and discuss with You Xiaobing what to have for lunch in a super low voice.

The duckling's swimming ring bulged, and You Xiaobing applauded You Xu.After blowing it, You Xu handed the little duck swimming ring to her.You Xu went to change clothes first. At this time, he was wearing a bathrobe to blow swim rings for You Xiaobing. Zuo Ge had already changed her swimsuit and wrapped her in a bath towel.The two stood at the entrance of the hot spring waiting for Zuo Ge to come out after changing clothes.

Zuo Ge came out shaking his diving glasses, and You Xiaobing excitedly told him to hurry up.Zuo Ge put on the pink diving glasses for her.

"Who would dive into hot springs?" You Xu glanced at Zuo Ge and said with a smile.

"It's a huge pool with slides, that's why she chose this house to live in." Zuo Ge explained as he walked, "The temperature is not too hot, let her play..."

"Wow, there are so many children." You Xiaobing was very happy when he entered.

"There are several kinds of small soup pools. Xiaoxu, you can choose one later, and we will go there at night." Zuo Ge went for a walk with You Xiaobing before eating. He thought the environment of Xiaotangchi was good and quiet, suitable for a family to chat and soak .

You Xu didn't have time to listen to what he said, because You Xu rushed into the big pool after following up with the excited little friend You Xiaobing.

Zuo Ge put on his swimming goggles, took off his bathrobe and followed the two men.

Princess Xiaobing had a great time this afternoon, but You Xu and Zuo Ge were exhausted.Because it was in the water, I didn't trust her at all, so I could only engage in man-to-man tactics.Fortunately, there were two people, and they rotated twice in the middle.If only one person brought You Xiaobing here, there would only be a rhythm of exhaustion left.As for the hot spring, neither of them enjoyed it at all.

At dinner, two tired, half-dead adults decided to go and relax after Ice Princess fell asleep.Before accompanying You Xiaobing in the afternoon, You Xu could still think of some reasons for refusing to take a hot spring in Xiaotangchi. By this time, it was really impossible, so he didn't think much about it. Small soup pool.In the irregular small soup pool, one person sat on one side, and after soaking the whole body, they both breathed a sigh of relief.

Before getting into the hot spring, Zuo Ge put his glasses by the pool, coupled with the steaming heat, Zuo Ge couldn't see You Xu on the opposite side even more.Zuo Ge can never get enough of You Xu, no matter what You Xu looks like, he is always happy when he sees You Xu.

Zuo Ge propped himself up, leaning on the steps of the pool to move towards You Xu, moved a few times and then stopped with a smile.Lying on his back in the hot spring, he called Xiao Xu softly.

"En." You Xu responded with a very low voice.

"I don't know how to talk to Xiaobing. I've been thinking about it for a day. I want to discuss it with you." Zuo Ge closed his eyes and said.

"I don't know how to say it." You Xu did not remain silent, and honestly expressed what was in his heart.

"Otherwise, just apply to be a godfather." Zuo Ge was ready to settle for the next best thing, especially when he went down today to see You Xiaobing so happy that he couldn't open his mouth to tell him that You Xu wasn't your real father, I was like that talk.

"Xiaobing has a godfather."

"Hey, who is it?" Zuo Ge realized after asking this question, "Lu Xiaoshu?"

"Well. So if you become a godfather, it won't solve the problem." You Xu thought for a while, the key is to let You Xiaobing know that her life comes from Zuo Ge, what's the use of being a godfather?For You Xiaobing, a godfather is someone who buys me all kinds of delicious food and eats with me, it is completely different from recognizing his father.I don't know if it's because Lu Xiaoshu didn't recognize his godfather, and made a mistake in his cognition.

"I think you have to make it clear to her that you won't want her anymore." Zuo Ge thinks this is the key point. When he talks about it later, You Xiaobing thinks that You Xu doesn't want her anymore, and he is absolutely forced to go berserk, just like he broke it last time. Like wearing your own glasses.

"En." You Xu responded.

Zuo Ge felt that he had found his way, and moved a lot to the side of the game, "I didn't come to take her away, I have to say this." After saying this, Zuo Ge started to move again.While moving, he said: "I hope she accepts my existence by his side, this is also very important, Xiao Xu, what do you think... ah?!" Zuo Ge was suddenly kicked on his chest by You Xu.

"Just say there, don't come here again."

"I can't see you, I don't wear glasses." Zuo Ge raised his hands up, as if surrendering.

"I can hear you talking over there." After You Xu finished speaking, he kicked Zuo Ge into the soup pool with all his strength.

Zuo Ge stood up from the soup pool with two thumps, wiped off the water beads on his face and said, "Xiao Xu, I have no other thoughts, I just want to look at your face and talk."

You Xu didn't speak.

Zuo Ge clasped his hands behind his waist, stood up straight in the water, and then said, "Xiao Xu, I know it in my heart. As long as you don't agree, I will never do anything that makes you unhappy. Never. I apologize for kissing you earlier."

You Xu looked at Zuo Ge who was standing in a standard posture in the pool, but inadvertently saw his serious expression amidst the steam.You Xu looked away, looked at the stones beside the small soup pool and said softly: "It must be me?"

Zuo Ge's eyes were blurred, the fog was blurry, and You Xu's appearance not far away was also blurry. Zuo Ge had never hated himself so much for being short-sighted... Even if he couldn't see clearly, he still had to say something, Zuo Ge swallowed and said: "It must be you. From the first time I clarified my feelings for you until now, I have never wavered, Xiao Xu, it must be you. You know how stupid I am, I once said I would Finding someone to be with is [-] times more loving than my parents, do you remember? When I said that stupid thing, I knew that person was you. But, I don’t know how to get your heart, and made such a There are so many things that made me and you fall into the mud. I think now, you and I have risen from the mud. I want to start from the beginning, and use the simplest way to make you think about me, don't dislike me, and have……"

"It doesn't matter if it doesn't work, don't worry too much. You still want to talk about this, right?" You Xu's eyes were still on the stones by the pool.

"Ah. Yes. I've already said it last time. I'm sorry, Xiaoxu, I'm rambling." Zuo Ge laughed at this point, and felt a little cold again, so he simply squatted down on the spot, warm spring water Over his shoulders, "Tell me about Xiaobing..."

"You are retreating. You clearly know that I can't not care about you. Put aside all the bastard things, you are Zuo Lianlian, you want me to not care about Zuo Lianlian? I washed him so fucking So much clothes, so much homework done, so much basketball and games played, so many libraries, so many trips around Beijing, where do I put them? You tell me." You Xu said this He stared at Zuo Ge, but he remembered that Zuo Ge couldn’t see himself clearly, so he looked away dejectedly, “I’m conceited, I’m stupid, and I raised his daughter by committing crimes and despicableness, I know It's only natural for him to recognize his daughter, but I'm upset, she's my darling, and I don't want to! This is the case between me and him, why do you tell me not to care about him? "

Zuo Ge stood up with a bang, and walked towards the blurred You Xu, making sure to see You Xu clearly.Zuo Ge stretched out his hand to grab You Xu's arm, and leaned in front of You Xu fiercely, with a nervous and ferocious face, he said in an excited tone that he had never seen before: "Xiao Xu, stay with me. I have already plunged into you The thorn in my heart is broken, and I can’t get it out anyway. You just let me stay there, it may hurt a little, but as the thorn, I will try my best to never hurt you a little more, and I will try my best to make you feel better. Accept me a little bit more...Xiao Xu, can you be with me? The most important thing is that if we are together, the matter of kissing my father is not important. The three of us will always be together, and I don’t need to deliberately explain It's her father, as your partner, to be her father..." After Zuo Ge finished speaking, he looked straight at You Xu, and raised his hand to wipe off the water splashed on You Xu's face when he rushed over.

After You Xu said the selfish words that he didn’t want Zuo Ge to recognize Xiaobing, his eyes were a little red. Zuo Ge pinched his arm and said such a thing. Shame and bewilderment preempted all You Xu’s thoughts, and he looked at it without moving. Looking at Zuo Ge, even if Zuo Ge wiped off the water drops on his face, he still didn't move.

"Hehehe, Xiao Xu, am I very smart?!" Zuo Ge couldn't see You Xu's response, so he quickly suppressed his voice and said this with an embarrassed smile.

You Xu broke Zuo Ge's hand that was pinching his arm, moved his body to the side, and slowly soaked in the warm hot spring water.

Zuo Ge also had nothing to say, just sat down less than a foot away from You Xu, and slowly immersed in the hot spring water.

Xiaotangchi was originally quiet, but now it is even quieter, only the sound of water gushing out can be heard.

You Xu knows that Zuo Ge is very close to him, but now You Xu has no way to think about whether Zuo Ge is close to him or not.My mind is full of what I just said, what I said, and what Zuo Ge said.Putting those two sets of words together is a perfect match.You Xu honestly said that it is impossible to turn a blind eye to Zuo Ge, and Zuo Ge said that why not make mistakes, and solve all the problems together.Oh, it's so fucking reasonable, for a moment You Xu couldn't help but praise Zuoge for being smart.But... But why do you object in your heart? What is the problem?

You Xu didn't know if he could find out where the problem was, but he just stayed quietly in the hot spring, thinking that he should think about it.Because Zuo Ge is Xiaobing's father?Because Zuo Ge was confused with Lin Yan because of himself?Because... because of Lin Yan.

You Xu is grateful to everyone who persuaded him to find another one, and You Xu can understand their kindness.But You Xu couldn't really find one, You Xu told himself that this was a betrayal of Lin Yan.You Xu will also feel that it is ridiculous to think like this, but You Xu feels at ease in doing so.You Xu died early and thought of finding another one.Now Zuo Ge jumped out, saying that all your problems, You Xu, will be solved if you stay with me.If another person said such a thing, You Xu would just smile.But it happened to be Zuo Ge, the Zuo Ge whom You Xu had been tempted by.

I can't be sorry to Lin Yan, this is definitely the bottom line of defense in Xiaoxu's mind.Zuo Ge has no way of knowing what You Xu is thinking.The question that Zuo Ge was thinking about quickly turned here.Being with Zuo Ge is a betrayal of Lin Yan. You Xu, who subconsciously thinks like this, said Zuo Ge before, do you think it’s your turn? The purpose is to dispel Zuo Ge’s thoughts and say to You Xu , that is to say, when he said that sentence, You Xu had already decided that he would never agree to Zuo Ge, and the root cause was that "being with Zuo Ge is a betrayal of Lin Yan".

Where does this awareness come from?

Zuo Ge seemed to have found the key to solving the problem. He moved his hand first and grabbed You Xu's hand. No matter how he resisted, he still clasped his fingers tightly. Although his voice was small, his tone was very firm: "Xiao Xu , have you ever been tempted by me, right?"

Although he is narcissistic, Zuo Ge is very confident.Xiaoxu must have liked Zuo Lianlian.You Xu speaks the truth all day long, but his feelings are simple.Zuo Lianlian is such a fun little villain, how many pure and innocent You Xu have to be deceived.So it is very simple for You Xu to fall in love with Zuo Ge, and there are endless surprises and fun with Zuo Ge.But it is also very simple for You Xu to give up Zuo Ge. First of all, Lin Yan appeared, and Zuo Ge's debauchery is not something You Xu can tolerate again and again.Because of You Xu's background, he doesn't need to be reminded. You Xu knows his desire for "family happiness" in his heart, and he is stronger than ordinary people.At that time, Zuo Lianlian, even a blind man, knew that he couldn't give this kind of thing, and it was only natural that he was given up.

You Xu gave up Zuo Ge naturally, without notice, without a frank conversation between the two of them, he made his choice naturally.This renunciation was originally reasonable, but because of all kinds of things that happened later, You Xu was burdened.You Xu felt that being attracted to Zuo Lianlian was irresponsible and betrayal to Lin Yan. Along the way, You Xu's feelings for Zuo Lianlian lost the attribute of simplicity and clarity, and all kinds of entanglements later , even more incoherent.

Since being tempted is a betrayal in the first place, and now being with Zuo Lianlian is a huge betrayal.Frustrated, Zuo Ge felt that he had no chance.