Xiao Family Courtyard

That's right, Chen Ze is gay.

Not many people know this fact, but there are also many.Among them are Chen Ze's roommate Li Wuji and... parents.

Um.Chen Ze's parents! ! !

Needless to say, Li Wuji is a little bit affected.On the third or fourth day of school, in short, as soon as Li Wuji reported to the dormitory, Chen Ze was pierced by Li's staring eyes.

...Maybe it's the reaction of people in the circle, Chen Ze thought.

This can also explain the puzzle that another roommate, Yuan Shuqiao, was puzzled by—why Chen Ze tolerated the nickname Li Wuji gave him?

Of course it's because Shou and Gong are a natural pair.

Not really! ! !

Chen Ze has only known Li Wuji for a few days, so how could he have something ulterior motives with Li Wuji.

But at that time, Chen Ze just pointed to the clothes, shoes and socks that Yuan Shuqiao put or threw everywhere in the dormitory and asked, "Am I not tolerant enough for you?!"

In short, Li Wuji knew that Chen Ze's sexual orientation was just his intuition as an insider.

But Chen Ze said that being known by his parents is not a good thing.

In fact, regarding the matter of revealing his sexuality, Chen Ze felt that he was quite wronged.

Originally, he didn't think about telling his parents that he was going to come out of the closet, but his mother accidentally discovered the GV stored in the hard drive of the computer. ... Well, I blame myself for not hiding it well, I am not wronged or wronged.

Chen Ze remembered that he was in the second year of high school at that time, and he was doing well in class in the classroom, when suddenly a classmate knocked on the door of the classroom. "I'm sorry teacher, I'm sorry to bother you, someone is looking for Chen Ze outside."

Chen Ze is quite strange, looking for it at this time?I'm in class, can't I wait?

But I still asked the teacher for leave, took a long detour, and saw his mother standing beside the cherry blossom forest.It was time for class, and there was no one there.There are bursts of fragrance from the cherry blossom forest, not strong, but just right.

"I saw what's on your hard drive, do you have anything to explain?"

Before Chen Ze approached, he heard his mother's light words.But when these words were suppressed, Chen Ze felt that his heels were wet.

Like lead, I couldn't move a step, so I had to stand still in place.

Chen Ze was a little flustered, he opened his mouth, wanting to explain.Even if you say you don't know, or you may have accidentally downloaded a virus on your computer.

But what did he say? !

He said, "Mom, I like men."

At that moment, Chen Ze felt as if his body and soul were separated. He watched him open his mouth and uttered terrible words, but he couldn't stop him.

My body is out of control, I didn't want to say it, Chen Ze gave up on himself.

Chen Ze thought his mother must be very angry, otherwise he wouldn't just raise his hand and just slap him.

It hurts.

"Go home." Seeing his mother leave a word, Chen Ze turned around and left.Had no choice but to keep up.

But later, Chen Ze didn't think that this was the last time he was in this school, and he regretted that he didn't say goodbye to his teachers and classmates in the end.

In the later memories, only the beauty of when a gust of wind blew and the petals of cherry blossoms floated all over the sky and fell all over the ground remained.

His mother was probably very angry, and quickly established a relationship. The school allowed Chen Ze to study and prepare for the exam at home in the name of "suffering from a serious illness".

Chen Ze thought his mother was really powerful, so he knew some high-ranking officials, right? !

It was the end of May, Chen Ze was a sophomore in high school, and he had indeed reached the stage of preparing for the exam.And indeed... sick.

Isn't homosexuality a disease?hehe……

Later, when Chen Ze filled out the college entrance examination volunteer, he filled in a normal school that was very far away from home. "I like being a teacher." After receiving the admission notice, Chen Ze announced the news at the dinner table, and his mother was so angry that he dropped his chopsticks and left on the spot.

"It's good to be a teacher." Father Chen said with a smile.

"Dad... aren't you angry? Don't you want me to go to Beijing to study finance and earn a lot of money?" Chen Ze opened his mouth for a long time and choked out a sentence.

"That's what your mother wants you to do, not me, let alone you." After a while, Chen's father sighed: "Your mother and I can't decide your life... let alone decide your future relationship with you." Who lives...your own thoughts are the most important."

In an instant, Chen Ze's eyes turned red.He suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he was often asked what his dream was when he grew up. He always said that he wanted to be a teacher.Because Father Chen is a teacher.

Chen Zezhen once felt that he was very lonely and helpless.Stay away from classmates, stay away from teachers, stay away from school.The mother is domineering and the father is cowardly.No one can help him, is homosexuality really so shameful?Chen Ze asked himself countless times in the middle of the night.

Chen Ze really couldn't help but hate his mother.Why do you treat yourself like this? !Why?As long as I stay at home... can I not like men? !

Well... well, let's just treat it like this.

I was wrong.Just pretend I'm wrong.

But I... don't admit defeat.

Chen Ze hasn't even spoken a word for more than a year. What he does every day is to stay at home and study hard, and then he will be admitted to university, leave here, and go far away.

It was his one and only dream left.

but--

Now my father said, "My own thoughts are the most important."Chen Ze was shocked, he couldn't believe that his father didn't know about his...situation!So what does father mean... "Dad... what do you mean?" Chen Ze's lips were trembling.

"Don't talk, eat." Father Chen took a piece of meat and put it in Chen Ze's bowl.

Chen Ze lowered his head to pick up the rice, trying his best to hold back his tears.

"Just be happy. Don't care about other people's eyes."

"Since the decision has been made, we must take a good road in the future."

"Although it will be difficult, we still have to persevere and persevere like today."

……

Chen Ze's tears fell instantly.He knew how difficult it was for Father Chen to say these words, just like how difficult it was for him.Chen Ze suddenly felt that the oppression that had almost suffocated him had disappeared. It turned out that what he always wanted was support, the support of the closest people.

"Thank you dad."

Seeing his son's unstoppable trembling and tears, Father Chen almost burst into tears.Chen's father probably knew that the child would be in pain, but he didn't know the depth and severity of the child's pain.

How long have you endured this, and how hard you have endured.

Almost instantly, Father Chen wanted to rush into the room and ask the mother to come out to see how she forced the child.

But... I still held back.What right do you have to blame others?The child is not necessarily without his own reasons for being so uncomfortable.If only I could sooner...

But there is no "if"...

Everyone is wrong in this matter, and they don't admit their mistakes.

Just let it go.

But Chen Ze didn't think this matter was over. Ever since he received the university admission letter, he started working part-time like crazy.

There is no other meaning, I just want to earn money by myself, go out for a walk and exercise.

This is how he explained it to Dad Chen.

Chen Ze paid his university tuition by himself, and he didn't touch the money from his family.

Father Chen called to ask what was going on with the refunded money, but Chen Ze still said, "It's nothing else..." Father Chen just sighed and didn't say anything else.

Later, Chen Ze didn't go home for two consecutive years, and he didn't call his family. Dad Chen didn't think it was too unexpected.

Just sad in the end.

This is what classmate Yuan Shuqiao wanted to remind Chen Ze at the beginning. After all, after living in the same dormitory for so long, roommates who have never called their families or returned home on vacation will more or less know about it.

Especially during the Chinese New Year winter vacation, when everyone stayed up late to grab the bus ticket back home, only Chen Ze was fast asleep in a dormitory.

Isn't it strange? !

But no one mentioned it, let alone asked.

Yuan Shuqiao didn't think it should be. After all, she was roommates and brothers. She was about to take care of her on vacation that day, but was interrupted by Wuji. She felt very depressed.

But Chen Ze is so smart, how can he not know what Yuan Shuqiao wants to say?

But if Yuan Shuqiao really asked him "Why didn't you call your family?" "Why didn't you go home?".Chen Ze said that I really can't answer.

As for the other two people in the dormitory, Chen Ze knew it in his heart.

Alas, who is really a fool.

As for Yuan Shuqiao's classmate, Chen Ze could only say, "It's also kind."

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Chen Ze's whole body trembled, he woke up from the memories, and quickly moved around.Standing in the air-conditioning outlet of the supermarket for too long, I broke out in a cold sweat instead.

Chen Ze curled up his fingers and tapped on his forehead.Why think so much.

Maybe it was because he met Chengcheng's mother in the morning, which reminded Chen Ze of his own mother.

☆、Chapter 3

Chen Ze said that his mother left him with a shadow in his heart. Chen Ze hardly wanted to recall the time when he was preparing for the college entrance examination. After hours of cross-examination and preaching, Chen Ze's mind was about to explode.

When you go out, your mother will complain for a long time, especially the sentence "You are reviewing at home because you are sick. If you go out like this, if you are seen by acquaintances, some rumors may be spread. This will be good for you and..."

Chen Ze didn't hear what was said later, because he slammed the door directly into the room.Also from then until he took the college entrance examination, Chen Ze never left the house.

But now it's all right, you can go wherever you want, and go out as long as you want.

Chen Ze shook his head to interrupt the messy thoughts in his head, and strolled leisurely in the supermarket, preparing to buy some necessities for the next few days. After all, in summer, it is not good to buy too many things without a place to put them.

Since it was a holiday, the school dormitory was naturally closed and locked.Chen Ze stayed in this city because he wanted to be a tutor, so he simply rented a room and living room in a secluded alley.

Originally, Chen Ze wanted to rent a small attic, but who knew that he underestimated the scorching heat when walking a few more steps would make him sweat all over.

On the day of looking at the house, Chen Ze just stepped into the attic, feeling like stepping into a big steamer.So I decided to change places temporarily. Fortunately, I was lucky enough to find a house.

It just takes time to tidy up, Chen Ze thought, and bought some more things.

Chen Ze returned to the house with two big bags.Open the door, put things on the ground, take out a bottle of iced mineral water from the bag and drink a few sips, rest for a while, and start cleaning.

Because I just moved here, I didn't have time to tidy up, so there was only one bed to sleep on.In other places, Chen Ze said that he could not set foot at all.It's all dust.If the footsteps are slightly focused, the dust can float all over the upper of the shoe.

It took a long time to clean up before it could barely accommodate people.Thanks to the Virgo attribute, even the floor was wiped shiny by Chen Ze.But even so, Chen Ze didn't lie directly on the ground, and it was almost dark when he finished his work.

Chen Ze simply took a shower, cooked the noodles, ate and washed the dishes, and then he had nothing to do.I had no choice but to lie on the bed bored, listening to the cicadas singing outside the window, and looking at the full moon in the sky through the window.

Looking at the big and round moon outside the window, Chen Ze thought of the object of today's tutoring, the little boy Chengcheng's eyes are as beautiful as the moon tonight.Chengcheng little boy is so cute.

Chen Ze thought about it carefully, and felt that his work and rest schedule should be arranged like this----

Go to tutoring in the morning, find a random restaurant for lunch at noon, and then find a part-time job in the afternoon or evening to earn extra pocket money.

After all, there is still a lot of pressure to earn tuition and living expenses.

Chen Ze sighed and closed his eyes until dawn.

Six o'clock in the morning.

Chen Ze opened his eyes on time, no more, no less.

Lying on the bed in a daze for a while, blinking his eyes, his head was clear and he got up to wash up.

Go for a run.

Before the holiday, Chen Ze decided that the first thing to do in the summer vacation is to run, one is to exercise, and the other is to exercise.

There are too many courses in the Faculty of Arts, and I have to find weekends to work part-time, and I don't have time to exercise normally.

I often sit all day long, either in the classroom facing the blackboard or sitting in front of the computer in the dormitory.

Chen Ze felt that if he sat like this again, not to mention that his body was prone to problems, the abs on his stomach would probably disappear.

This summer can't be wasted no matter what.

When Chen Ze came back yesterday, he saw a small lake not far from here. He went downstairs and jogged there.

ah!What a perfect line!

Chen Ze was moved by the perfect plan he had made, and decided to implement it resolutely and conscientiously.

Chen Ze came back from a run, put breakfast on the table, and took a fighting shower.

Get dressed and come out, have breakfast.

Go straight out to work.

Because there was enough time, Chen Ze simply walked slowly to Xiao Chengcheng's house.

Strange to say, there are more cram schools during the summer vacation, but Xiao's family wants to find a tutor.

But it may be because of the good teaching effect of the "one-to-one" mode.

And for myself, it is a matter of great benefit and no harm.

Chen Ze shook his head, throwing these thoughts out of his mind.

Soon, we arrived at Xiao Chengcheng's house.

Chen Ze straightened his clothes and rang the doorbell.

"Mr. Chen is here."

She is still a sincere and beautiful mother.

"Hello, Auntie, is Chengcheng up?"

"I got up early, I guess I'm doing my homework. You go in."

"Hey, good." Chen Ze responded.Knock on the door and enter Chengcheng's room.

The bitter Chengcheng is still doing his summer homework.

Chen Ze knocked on the door, but no one answered, so he pushed the door open and went in.

Tsk, the door was not locked again.

Chen Ze walked in beside the boy without making a sound, and he was indeed doing his homework.

Um?language?Are you writing a diary?Is it today? Is it too early to write? !

Chen Ze hurriedly backed away, he couldn't just read such private things as the diary.

Just sit on the small sofa and wait a while.

Here Xiao Chengcheng made up yesterday's diary, and started to be in a daze after writing down the date today.

Yesterday, Mr. Chen said that he would come in the morning, and now...

"I'm here."

Xiao Chengcheng was startled, turned around and found Chen Ze looking at him with a smile.Xiao Chengcheng blushed, knowing that he had said what he should have said "in his heart", he was so ashamed that he didn't even dare to lift his head, and stammered: "Hello, Teacher Chen."

"Hello, Chengcheng." Chen Ze responded with a smile.This child is so cute, I can't hide things in my heart.

Teacher Chen should not be angry, I didn't say that Teacher Chen came late... But what I said unintentionally just now and I haven't finished in time, will Teacher Chen pick up "... what time is it?" It turned into "I clearly agreed to come in the morning, what time is it now?" This sounds a bit like a complaint... Seeing that the corner of Teacher Chen's mouth seems to be twitching, is it a misunderstanding?What should I do!To explain, how can I explain! ! !

Xiao Chengcheng was a little anxious.no!I am in a hurry! !

Chen Ze pretended to cough twice, "Chengcheng, it's time to review your homework now."

"Ah, Mr. Chen, I didn't say... I didn't say anything." The more Xiao Chengcheng spoke, his voice became softer.

"I know you didn't say anything, you didn't say anything. Come on, let's see what you're going to learn next semester." Chen Ze comforted Xiao Chengcheng a little, and opened the math textbook for the third year of junior high school.

I heard that Xiao Chengcheng's reaction speed was relatively slow, and he couldn't keep up with the math class in the first and second grades.

Chengcheng's mother was afraid that it would be more difficult for Chengcheng to keep up when she entered the third year of junior high school. If she did not do well in one subject in the third year of junior high school, it would be very difficult to enter a key high school, so there is no delay in making up classes during the summer vacation.

Looking at Xiao Chengcheng's reaction in the past two days, Chen Ze is not a bit slow.It turned out that he had been given a arduous and honorable task. Chen Ze decided to do his best as a tutor and assist Xiao Chengcheng to ascend to the throne... Ah bah, learn math well.

Half a month passed in the blink of an eye, and Chen Ze's assistance became apparent. Xiao Chengcheng finished his summer homework and, by the way, the first two chapters of his third-year math textbook.

Chen Ze felt that he was pretty good, maybe he really had the talent to be a teacher.

In less than half a month, Chengcheng has made great progress. He no longer makes common-sense mistakes and has learned to infer other things from one instance.

What's more, I only have half a day of teaching time every day, and this is a full week, which is simply a crash course.

Chen Ze was almost overwhelmed by himself.

I was born to be a teacher.