don't you want me

Ling Ke read that thin piece of paper dozens of times on the plane.

He had to admit that he deliberately didn't think about those practical issues, kept everything on the surface of calm, and pretended that nothing happened, but in the end, he couldn't deceive himself.

Xia Heyong's accident occurred in Xia Shen's junior year, the former lost his life, and the latter lay unconscious on the bed for three years, the trajectory of his life changed suddenly.

Ling Ke's memory of that summer was etched into his bone marrow.All the conflicts and disasters seemed to erupt in an instant. He didn't understand why the person who called him not long ago and told him to wait a while to take him to the airport broke the appointment for no reason, and the next call was enough to overwhelm him despair.

During the summer vacation after his junior year, Ling Ke hadn't yet had a showdown with his family.This made Ling Ke feel that it was unfair to Xia Shen, because Xia Shen told Xia Heyong as early as the summer when they first got together.Ling Ke didn't know how Xia Heyong accepted it, but Xia Shen had always been able to handle these things well. When he finally stepped into Xia's house again with Xia Shen's encouragement, what he saw was a strong and calm man, but his expression Stiff middle-aged man.

Xia Heyong is a democratic and open person. This is Ling Ke's biggest impression of him since he was a child. Of course, this also directly determines that Ling Ke is unwilling to believe that the so-called corrupt and bribed person is Xia Heyong. uncle.

Compared to Xia Shen's resolute decision, Ling Ke was more than a little bit indecisive.

Xia Shen never forced him, Ling Ke felt guilty and the ostrich kept procrastinating.After the college entrance examination, he did well. Xia Shen’s one-year make-up classes have achieved remarkable results. Ling Ke followed Xia Shen to apply for A University. Ling Feng rarely analyzed his major carefully with him, and finally abandoned other considerations. Starting from interest, he made his first choice. Filled in the Mathematics Department of University A.

Ling Ke had already made up his mind that he must tell his family about him and Xia Shen on the day he received the admission notice.However, things are always unpredictable, Ling Feng's accident happened suddenly, Ling Ke was stunned, and there was no time to feel sad.

But then he still had someone to rely on.

There is Xia Shen, his mother, and so many relatives and friends.

He only needs to be a filial son in everyone's arrangement, kneel down in front of his father's mourning hall, and express his gratitude to the guests who come and go.

Ling Feng was added as a martyr. He was a hero who sacrificed himself to save others in the mountain torrents.Several backpackers who were trapped in the mountain torrents also came to the mourning hall to pay their respects.Li Shu sent away a few young and ignorant teenagers coldly and politely. She could not choose to forgive them. Even if her husband chose it himself, for this woman, it was the murderer who directly killed her husband.

After this incident, Ling Ke didn't dare to contact Xia Shen for a long time.

He seemed to have forgotten who held his hand tightly in front of the mourning hall, and who was by his side when he woke up in the middle of the night.

When he finally recovered from his groggy state, he realized that the person in front of him was much thinner than him.

Ling Ke cried for the first time after Ling Feng passed away.Fear and heartache were mixed together, Ling Ke was almost drowned and suffocated by guilt.

He was afraid of his father's disapproval, but also deeply ashamed of Xia Shen, the former would never have an answer, but the latter made his heart ache.

Xia Shen told him over and over again that it was okay, sometimes their relationship was so magical, even though he didn't say anything, Xia Shen always knew what he was most afraid of and what he wanted most.

After this incident, they will start school soon.Li Shu took a long vacation and went back to her and Ling Feng's hometown.This reassured Ling Ke a lot. Compared to himself, his mother Li Shu was obviously hit harder. Widowing a husband in middle age is not easy for a woman.

Ling Ke never mentioned anything about him and Xia Shen again for the next three years, and Xia Shen tolerated him as always, until three years later he was faced with a more desperate scene than before.

Ling Ke could even remember the slanted angle of the sun for more than an hour when he sat in the coffee shop at the school gate and waited for someone that afternoon.

He couldn't wait any longer until the flight time was almost up, and worried that Xia Shen was talking about something at this time, so he sent a text message telling him to go to the airport by himself.

The companions had been waiting at the airport for a long time, but before they finally arrived, they saw the latecomer froze for a moment after answering the phone, and even forgot their luggage, turned around and ran out of the airport.

That was more than ten seconds longer than he imagined.

For the first time since he dialed the phone, he didn't hear the word "cocoa".

"Hello, are you Mr. Xia Shen's family? This is the Central Hospital. Your friend has an accident and is being rescued at the hospital. Can you come as soon as possible?"

He didn't know what happened, the city hospital was full of emergency patients with blast injuries.Reporters flocked to interview witnesses outside the hospital.He really couldn't piece together what happened, or in other words, it was difficult for him to make proper thinking and analysis under the intense fear.

He stood outside the operating room and waited. After more than ten hours of rescue and multiple notifications of endangerment, Ling Ke didn't respond at all. Even now, he couldn't remember that Wang Jue and Liang Siyuan were on the seat next to him at that time. stay with him.

However, that was just changing the position of standing still from the operating room to the ICU.But there are still so many things he needs to deal with, how could he stay here forever.

Soon Ling Ke discovered that what he had done was far more than what he was facing right now.

How could he believe that his respected Uncle Xia was accused of embezzlement and bribery worth tens of millions?He doesn't understand politics, he just knows it's impossible.But what can be done about that.

When the trial of this extraordinarily serious corruption case began to be broadcast on TV, and when he saw thick smoke rising from the floor of the Construction Bureau standing in the city center, Ling Kexin was almost exhausted.

Not so.

What Xia Shen said was to go to the construction site for an internship, why did he suddenly end up at the Municipal Construction Bureau?

Xia Heyong's assets were frozen and his house was impounded. However, he was already dead. No one could even come forward to explain and clarify these stigmas. What's more, there was clear evidence in black and white from the whistleblower.

The Xia family was really in a helpless situation.Xia Heyong started from scratch, from a designer to the director of the Construction Bureau, without any backing, it really is a tree falling and a monkey scattered.

On the day when the trial results came out, Xia Shen seemed to sense something, and suffered cardiac arrest several times in the ICU.When Ling Ke came out of the court, he couldn't keep his eyes open due to the sun, and he was sweating coldly. When the phone rang, he couldn't bear it anymore and passed out in front of the reporter's gun.

Wang Jue's voice on the phone was hurried and hesitant. He told him to go back to the hospital quickly, but Ling Ke could hardly move.

Xia Heyong's body is still in the freezer of the hospital, and Xia Shen is still spinning around at the gate of hell.The murderer who sneaked into the construction bureau with the ammunition died together with Xia Heyong. The man who committed the crime because of the unfair treatment finally earned a pension for his wife and children.

Who is the last victim of this disaster?

Ling Ke watched Xia Shen struggling outside the ICU like a walking corpse time and time again on the brink of death.

He didn't think about anything anymore, every time he felt that he couldn't hold on anymore, but in the end he survived every time, watching the person in front of him with more and more calmness relying on medical treatment to maintain signs of life.

However, it hasn't come to an end yet.

The first time Ling Ke discovered the importance of money was when he spent all his savings over the past twenty years.

The Xia family couldn't pay any cents, not to mention, since the incident happened for such a long time, no one from the Xia family came forward to intervene, Ling Ke had long given up hope that someone would come forward to uphold justice.

The only person Ling Ke could ask to borrow money was Wang Jue, but that was just a drop in the bucket.

When the bill came down again, Ling Ke went home and knelt all night, and came out of the closet in an extreme and irresistible manner.Li Shu gave Ling Ke 5 yuan without saying a word from the beginning to the end.

Ling Ke kowtowed three times in the direction of Li Shu's room from evening to morning.

These three heads are because he thanked Li Shu for his kindness in raising him, because he failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a son of man, and because he had the 5 yuan life-saving money in his hand.

Ling Ke thought that he was really driven to a dead end at the beginning. If it wasn't for Liu Su, he might have really embarked on the road of prostitution. Of course, the road he took was actually similar to prostitution.

He asked Xia Shen what was going on with that application letter, but how could he not know what was going on.

"You know," sighed immediately, "I can't help Xia Shen, they told me to help you drop out of school, I can't help..."

"Coco, it's okay."

How can it be all right?Ling Ke covered his eyes at the airport, how can he be fine, your life, what can he do?