if love was a play

The three-month shoot finally ushered in the last day.

The last scene is the scene where the prime minister asks the emperor for Gu Zixi's death, and Zixi flicks his sleeves and floats away.

Fei Shiqi bent his eyes, smiled slightly at the emperor, the camera froze on that scene, and with a "click", the whole scene ended.

"Everyone has worked hard!" The director took the lead and greeted loudly."It's hard work", "It's finally over", "I can finally sleep well tonight", "Let's talk about what to eat first"...

After greeting the staff, Fei Shiqi ran towards me and gave me a big hug unexpectedly.

"Thank you bro! I'm very content now!"

I patted his head and raised the corners of my mouth.

"I still didn't get together with Gao Huan in the end..." The tone was very regrettable.

I knocked him on the head, "Nonsense!"

"If Zixi didn't like the emperor that much, he should be able to make a big splash in the position of prime minister. Likes are a harmful thing." He looked at me seriously and said so.

I twitched the corner of my mouth, "But he is happy."

He thought for a while and said, "Maybe. Brother, how much will you give me?"

"Two hundred points!" I grinned, watching him curl up his lips in satisfaction, he was still wearing a costume, he looked like Gu Zixi standing in front of me in my eyes, and I felt a little relieved about the ending.It is enough to be able to laugh so happily in reality.

"Brother, wait for me, I'll change clothes, shall we have dinner tonight?" He winked at me.

"Okay, I'll wait for you."

Watching him run away happily, and then come back happily after a while, is time-consuming in reality.

"If your liking will cause tens of millions of people to suffer, will you still like it?" At the dinner table, he asked me like that.

I thought about it for a long time. The original case of this book was decided early in the morning. Gu Zixi left the world behind because of his love for the emperor. This kind of release is a crime in the eyes of many people, but love can be like this Was it easily suppressed and given up?A kind of emotion that overwhelms reason is beyond redemption. Only when the end comes can it be so irresistible.This question has no solution.

"I think, I won't." Fei Shiqi said.

"Ah."

"I think liking should be something that makes everyone happy." He continued, "If I were Zixi, I would choose to elope with Gao Huan."

I smiled wryly and said, why is this kid so obsessed with Gao Huan?

"I said you, did you fall in love with Gao Huan?" I teased.

He blinked, stuck out his tongue, and said, "The emperor's love is too heavy, maybe it is unforgettable, but people still choose, um, how to put it, the second favorite thing is probably happier. Because, yes free."

This kid's thinking is so different.

"So you chose acting instead of singing?"

He smiled, "It's probably a little different. I haven't given up singing, it's always by my side, just like my breathing." With that said, he turned around and took out something from his bag, "By the way , The song I wrote at your house last time was made into a CD, and I gave it to you. I have really taken care of you in the past few months."

I took the CD, and on the cover was written the words "Song of Life and Death".

"Brother, come back anytime when you're tired." He knew that I understood what he said to me before we left.I grinned, waved my hand, and turned around.This kid will be popular in the future, and he will go to a place that I can't reach, and maybe we will never meet again.Maybe, unless my work is bigger.Inexplicably, such a thought arose in my heart. This thought was buried in my heart at the beginning, and then slowly, it fell asleep, and I even forgot its existence.Now, like the coming of spring, the sun is shining, and the dew is nourishing, it wakes up and has the idea of ​​sprouting.It's time for me to wake up too.

After inserting the CD into the computer, the simple and clean piano played a soothing prelude, and the clear and beautiful singing came to the ears.

That night, your breath hit my face

I look at you obsessively, but I don't have any thoughts

That night, the empty courtyard was as lonely as snow

I look at the moon silently, and my thoughts are flowing at this moment

Fast forward ten years, the world is in a trance, you stand in front of you

With a slight smile, tears wet the eyes, the world is lit up

Even if it is beyond redemption, if you fall into the abyss, you will still reach out

Even if it burns, even if it turns to ashes, it is my light

For a moment, for eternity

The green mountains, the long river and the setting sun will always be one side

Liar kid, I smiled, and at the same time, I noticed that the liquid flowed to the side of my mouth and seeped into my mouth, salty.

Wipe away the tears, picked up the phone and sent him a message: Can I give the CD to Brother Mo?It's too wasteful to let me here. Besides, you have to remember brother when you are developed.

After a while, he returned an ok gesture with a smiley face attached.

After a year of post-production and review and reporting period, "Song of Life and Death" is finally launched publicly on the Internet.This drama has already gone through untold hardships to pass the review, and finally it still has a thread in the name of a historical idol drama, which makes people sigh.

However, the response from the target audience group was good, and it took time to become an Internet celebrity overnight without accident.The activities of the Jay era were also dug out, and the resident singers of the Gay bar also made a lot of noise in the city, and then I can't go there anymore.He successfully signed a contract with a brokerage company, and the broker asked him to state that the GAY thing was just someone's stalking and it's not credible, but you know, this kid just admits death, that's all, he won't deceive the general public.In the end, the agent couldn't do anything to him, and simply being a rare acting school in the new generation, with that pure image, it didn't have much impact on his acting career.When it comes to singing, he still writes and writes, and occasionally releases an album, which is only developed as a sideline of acting, although the achievements on that side are even more remarkable, but he is like this, he only listens to himself.

Xuanyu should be studying hard in the UK at this time and making progress every day.He will send me a postcard every month, which shows the customs of various European countries. I should have a good time.At first we talked on the phone for a while every day, but later he was busy, so he only talked two or three times a week when he thought of it. Although chatting was not enough, it can only be so now.I would jokingly ask him, "Have you met any good men?", and he would jokingly reply, "That's a lot, you know, British Ducky." I would pretend to be jealous and awkwardly say, "Then I won't wait for you .” He would pinch his throat and say coquettishly: “Don’t, foreigners are not as good as Chinese.” Then I laughed contentedly.

And then, I started to get busy myself. After "Song of Life and Death", I wrote a few more web drama notebooks, and then Brother Mo brought me a TV drama notebook. I saw that the lineup almost didn't scare me. Dead, gathered the popular acting school and Xiao Xianrou, one of the leading actors is that familiar kid, I laughed, what are you waiting for if the case is not accepted.Although there is an original book, but the world view of the original book is too huge, I still have to spend a lot of time every day to study and digest, and try to restore the world as accurately as possible. This process is very enjoyable.

Another year later, the airport's international flights arrive at the gate.

I stood among the crowd waiting for the plane, looking eagerly at the people coming out one after another, looking for that familiar face.Then, he wore a long cloak with a crisp three-piece suit inside, and his figure seemed to be more upright, as expected of a man who has been around among the gentlemen of the corrupt country, but he is different.I waved to him, and he looked up to see me, bent his eyes, raised the corners of his mouth, and walked forward at a faster pace.I followed his figure all the way to the exit and opened my arms.He dropped his luggage and rushed over.Holding him tightly in my arms, the temperature that makes people miss, the emptiness and loneliness of the past two years are all gone, and my heart is filled with a warm thing, so warm that people have the urge to cry.

I pulled his luggage and looked at him sideways, "Did you cheat?"

He laughed and said, "How dare you? What about you? I saw it. There are huge posters at the airport. What about a drama that is very popular now? Are you the screenwriter? The lead actor even wrote time-consuming novels."

I took his hand, "With a beauty like you thinking about it, how can I think of him?"

He giggled and leaned close to my side with a reassuring temperature.

"That kid is obviously your Gu Zixi?"

I turned my head, looked at him seriously, and said, "My Gu Zixi, you have been the only one since the beginning."

Meeting him was the beginning of everything.From then on, this journey of life cannot exist without him.

The real sense of happiness overflows my whole body. If there is a kind of liking that will make people in the world forever, would you still choose it?

I will let that love take shape and become eternity in an instant before it is lost forever.

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