if love was a play

Pushing open the door in a hurry, he turned his head and said briefly to Xuan Yu behind him: "You go back first, I'll go find him, and I'll talk to you later, I'm sorry."

He didn't ask anything, just nodded and said: "Be careful."

I responded and drove to the West Railway Station without stopping.

It was just after eight o'clock in the evening. I don't know what time his train is. Maybe it has already left, but it can only be a one-ten-thousandth chance to try.Although this opportunity is not great, it is the first step for him to become an actor.Jiahe Film and Television is a well-known big company in the industry. If the relationship with them becomes stalemate, how will he get along in the actor industry in the future.We must not let him ruin his bright future because of me.Gu Zixi can only be one of his time-consuming people.

There are still many people at the train station at this point. I stared at the big screen for a long time looking for the departure train, and finally found it, and ran to the gate.One heart was up and down, wondering if he had already entered, two eyes searched from one end of the station to the other, staring at the faces of everyone passing by, but there was no familiar face.He usually wears simple and clean clothes, and he is not the one who stands out in the crowd. He is dressed in a white shirt, jeans, and clean. What comes to mind is the first time he saw him, when he Standing ten meters away, under the spotlight, with a calm face and a gentle smile, singing the love song of the intoxicated girl, leisurely and slowly, as if time was at that moment...

White shirt, jeans, a figure walked by.

I hastily stepped forward and took his hand, he turned his head and met my eyes, it was that familiar face.His eyes widened with disbelief on his face.

I cursed at the beginning: "Are you talented, don't you think it's great to trade your own future for your brother's happiness? Do you think my brother will be grateful to you for the rest of his life?"

He froze in place, and said softly, "Brother Ruoshui..."

I pulled him aside and continued: "I'm telling you, brother is not rare! You don't need to worry about brother's happiness! Brother, as long as you can work hard, think about yourself, finish our Gu Zixi well, and be your actor well." It takes time!"

His eyes were suddenly moist, he came up and hugged me, his voice was choked with sobs: "Brother Ruoshui...I'm sorry..."

I patted him on the back lightly, like coaxing a child.

"Let's go back, don't be willful. I'll figure out a solution for the crew. You just need to think about your role. I, Su Ruoshui, only recognize you as Gu Zixi. If you quit, I won't either."

He was on my shoulder, twitching, and I could feel him nodding.

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and I was coaxed, so what should I do next?Well, there is always a way.

After he calmed down a bit, he looked at me uneasily, and asked aggrievedly: "The boss said, whether to dismiss me or dismiss you, brother, do you want to give up automatically? This is also your chance."

I opened the corner of my mouth: "I will fight for it, but there is nothing I can do, so I can only abstain."

"How about, brother, let's date!" His eyes lit up and he looked at me energetically.

I was taken aback by this thought, but...

Seeing my hesitation, he added: "Of course it's just fake, I know you and Xuan Dong's son..." He avoided my eyes and said softly, "Just pretend to be in front of everyone, I don't It's going to get in your way, really."

I couldn't help but reached out and touched his head, and looked at him with a bit of distress: "Silly boy, will brother let you suffer this wrong?"

He looked up at me, it was that little aggrieved look in his eyes, but it made me reluctant.

"Shi Qi, brother likes you, loves you..." I looked at him seriously, maybe it would be better to say something clearly, "But this is different from what I said to Xuanyu."

"I know." He said softly.

"Well, so I hope you are well, don't wrong yourself, don't force yourself. Because I like you, I will worry about you, don't let me worry?" I said softly, although I knew that these words might mean something to him. It's cruel.

He nodded, but I don't know if he really understood.

"Starting today, promise brother, you will put yourself first in all decisions, brother, you don't need to worry, understand?"

He nodded again, and as I looked at him, that was all I could say.

The last sentence: "If you think it's better not to see me, then I won't appear in front of you again in the future."

He shook his head hastily, and said anxiously: "No, I want to see you, even if it's like this now. Brother, I promise I won't make my own decisions anymore. I will pay more attention to myself. But...but don't stop me from liking You. Like this kind of mood is not something that can be gone, I...need time. "

I could only say "hmm" lightly, and didn't say anything else.I can't control many things, especially feelings.Many words are not suitable for me to say, especially when the other party is thinking of me.Although this makes people uncomfortable, if the heart is soft, it is even more cruel.

After sending Fei Shiqi home, he sent a message to Xuanyu: I found him, thank you today, and I'm sorry.

Soon, his reply came: fool, why are you being polite to me?He likes you?

Me: Well, but he knows that I only have you in my heart.

Him: So you hurt another young heart?

Me: What the hell is that again?

He sent a smiling face, but there was no reply after a long time. I thought that the topic was over, so I dropped the phone. I am really tired today. Take a shower and lie down on the bed.

After I came out of the bathroom, I saw a message on the screen of my phone.

Click to open: I am free from tomorrow, let's date.

Me: (○д) Why suddenly?

It's been a while: I'm going to England in the second half of this year.

The hand holding the phone froze suddenly, staring blankly at the words on the screen, checking each word over and over again, hoping that his understanding was wrong.However, after failing, I suddenly felt that my heart was... empty.

Me: What do you mean?

Him: Literally.I said that my dad is looking for a school for me. Just now he told me that he has contacted me and is preparing various materials and will leave in the second half of the year.

What about us?I really want to ask that question, but this sentence seems to be hindering his future, it's stuck in my heart, and I can't ask it no matter what.After a long time, there was only one answer: Do you... want to go?

This time the news came back quickly: it is a good school, and it is good to go to study.

My heart was a little cold, and I stared at the phone screen for a long time, not knowing what to say.Good luck with your studies?So hypocritical.I will wait for you?It's too hypocritical.

While hesitating, he sent another message: It will be about two years, I will definitely come back after graduation.I'm sorry Ruoshui...

I chuckled, and wrote a reply against my conscience: I understand that studies are the most important thing.It's okay, I...

what about meAfter erasing "It's okay, I", I sent the first half of the sentence.

He replied: No one can say anything about the future, I won't force you to wait for me, but if you want, I will be very happy.

Me: Well, I will wait for you.

Him: So let's go out on a date tomorrow.

I can.Where do you want to go?

I suddenly felt that I seemed to have missed something important. Today... there is one thing... yes, Gu Zixi!

Immediately added to the back of the message: By the way, I want to see your dad.I want to talk to him face to face about the tip.

After a while his message came back: No, I told him and he agreed.

agreed?so easy?

I hurriedly replied: Why did you suddenly agree?

After waiting for a long time again, I stared blankly at the screen of the phone. It was dark, and I clicked on it again. I continued to stare for a while. Gradually, my eyelids became heavier and heavier, and my consciousness gradually sank into the depths...

In the dream, I was among the crowd at the arrival gate of the airport, watching people come out one by one, looking for that familiar figure.Finally, I saw his model figure wearing a long trench coat and a well-fitting suit inside. His walking posture was so charming, like a movie star.He saw me in the crowd, raised the corners of his mouth, curved his beautiful peach eyes, and waved to me.I chased his figure until I reached the exit. He gave me a big hug, which made me very satisfied. I was so satisfied that tears filled my eyes, and I was so satisfied that I didn’t want to let go of this warmth. I tightened my arms, and suddenly An ear-piercing "ding-dong-" disturbed everything.

Open your eyes, grab the phone by the bedside, it's just after 10 o'clock.

He got up lazily, put on his baggy pants and jacket, and ran to open the door.

The man in the dream grinned at me: "I knew you weren't awake yet."

"I slept late yesterday, and you disturbed a good dream." I said angrily.

He leaned over with a smile: "What sweet dream?"

I put an arm around his waist and said in the most ambiguous tone: "You."

He grinned, opened my hand, and entered my room.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

He casually put the bag he was carrying on the table, "Didn't you say you have a date today?"

Ah, indeed, it was agreed before going to bed, but I didn't expect him to come by himself.

"When I bought some bread, I knew you hadn't eaten breakfast."

I walked behind him, wrapped my arms around his waist, and put my head on his shoulder: "You still understand me."

He opened the bag, took out a horn and stuffed it into my mouth.After the oil and water were wiped off, I let go of him contentedly and gnawed on the bread. I was indeed a little hungry.

"Where do you want to go?" I asked while nibbling on bread.

"A date, of course, starts with watching a movie." He took it for granted.I smiled lightly, thinking that it was probably the first time that I was so tired of being with him in broad daylight, so thinking about it, I couldn't help laughing even deeper.

Suddenly I felt hit on the head, but I saw him doting in front of me: "Fool, what are you laughing at?"

"It's nice to see you." He took the opportunity to tease.

"Then hurry up and eat, and leave after eating, I bought a ticket for the twelve o'clock show, hurry up!" He urged eagerly.

"Okay, okay, what movie made you anxious?"

"Disney's annual blockbuster animation." He smiled slightly, in a very good mood.

But... Disney?I tilted my head, I really couldn't get in touch with this young master.He obviously has a face that loves to watch action movies.

I hurriedly stuffed the bread into my mouth, changed my clothes, and cleaned up, only then did I think of asking: "Have you eaten lunch?"

"It's good to eat popcorn."

"Fuck you, how can that thing be eaten as a meal?" I checked the time, it was not until 11 o'clock, and there was still time. "Wait."

Fortunately, there are still some leftovers at home, so cooking noodles is not a problem.After clattering for a while, Ping Ling brought a bowl of steaming noodles to him under his kind gaze.

"What about you?" He blinked and looked at me, wanting to say, I'll eat you enough.But I always felt that it was too much, so I didn't say it.After holding back for a while, I finally replied: "Your bread is enough."

He bent his eyes and let me watch him scoop up the noodles.

"How's the craft?" I asked with a smile.

"One hundred points." He replied with a smile.

My heart is warm, love is so great, as if I never knew it.

There was no one in the cinema at noon.He chose the position in the last row, so he hooked my hand brazenly, interlocking fingers, shoulders to shoulders, and the sense of satisfaction in his heart was even greater, and the content of the movie was all right.But the people around him laughed from time to time, as long as he was happy.

After the movie ended, I thought about where to sit and drink tea to pass the time. This habitual decision led me to meet an old friend.

When Hua Ziyao moved his eyes between Xuanyu and me with a surprised face, I suddenly realized that it had been a long time since I looked for him...Brother, it’s not that I don’t miss you, it’s just that I’ve been on a roller coaster these days .

He smiled awkwardly at me and I smiled awkwardly at him too.

"Your friend?" It was only then that I noticed that there was a beautiful girl beside him.

Hua Ziyao continued to smile awkwardly: "Yes, my high school classmate, Su Ruoshui, this is...his friend."

The girl said "Oh".

I answered the call at the right time, looked at the girl, and asked, "Who is this?"

Hua Ziyao said: "Cao Xinrui..." He seemed a little hesitant, but the girl interjected, "Today we meet for the first time, and we are on a blind date."

Ha... I gave him a look, you boy, it's okay.

He was a little cautious, and smiled at me helplessly.Brother, understand.

"In that case, we won't bother you anymore, you can chat slowly." Just as he was about to leave, Hua Ziyao grabbed me and leaned into my ear, "Brother, are you really crooked?"

I twitched the corner of my mouth and replied softly, "This matter is very complicated, let me explain it to you later."

He said, "It's a deal."

I smiled, and dragged Xuanyu to sit at a table not far away.

"This is the one you took to the bar last time?" After sitting down, Xuanyu opened his mouth.

I nodded, this man's ability to recognize faces is not bad.

His eyes suddenly came alive, and he hooked me with interest.

I was a little flustered, and quickly said, "He's a buddy I've known since high school, nothing else."

He laughed out loud, "I didn't say anything."

"You scare me to death."

"Okay, apology, I invite this meal." He apologized with a smile.

"Don't, I haven't paid the money for the movie just now, so I have to come to this meal anyway." How decent is it for a man to treat guests?

He smiled even more happily, "Why are we being so polite?"

I said awkwardly, "That's different."

He was no longer stubborn.

"Ruoshui, that girl is pretty good." He narrowed his eyes, looked at Hua Ziyao and Cao Xinrui in the distance, and said something without thinking.

I couldn't hold back and said, "What? So good that even a gay like you is tempted?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, my sister is jealous, I want to give you a new look." He was not soft-spoken.

"How can I? If you want to be jealous, you will also be jealous of Hua Ziyao. You can meet such a beautiful girl on a blind date." Impulsively, it is easy to say nothing, and the words have already been spoken, but already feel that the atmosphere is a bit wrong, and quickly change the words, "Bah, bah, bah, bah , I didn’t say anything, you didn’t hear anything.”

He smiled slightly, "Don't worry, I'm a magnanimous person and I won't be jealous."

I pretended to be sad and said, "Then I hope you will be jealous."

He ignored my teasing this time, and changed the subject for a while: "If you didn't accept this drama, I'm afraid you are also on a blind date now."

I loosened my expression, "If there is no such thing."

"Ah."

He is blaming himself?Still uneasy?I only saw him looking out the window with a faint smile that seemed to be made.

"Yu," I called out to him, trying to pull him back in front of me from a distance.He turned his head and looked at me, there was a little loneliness in his brown pupils, my heart twitched, and I said in a tone as firm as possible, "I have never regretted it, and I have never thought about it, and there will never be one in the future. "

He smiled, it was the smile of "Six Palaces of Pink and Dai Colorless", the smile that made me fall into it and I couldn't help it. After that, my world only existed for this color.

"I understand." This was his reply, the three words gently knocked on my heart, like a dose of heart-warming medicine, my heart was cultivated unexpectedly, and my heart was full of joy.

"So, did you agree to go to England for me and Fei Shiqi?"

Obviously he didn't expect me to ask that question, he let go, and the small spoon fell to the ground with a "jingle".

I saw him picking up the small spoon in a calm manner, and I greeted the waiter to bring Xin one over for him.

"You know everything?" he asked.

I nodded, "Just think about it. Why is your dad so obedient all of a sudden? Why are you so obedient all of a sudden?"

His smile was slightly embarrassed, "I can't think of a better way."

"Can't you give it to me?"

"You?" He glanced at me intentionally, not knowing whether it was concern or disdain, "It will only be counterproductive for you to go to my father. No one knows a father like a son. Only the two of us can solve the problems between our father and son."

I fell silent, and said with a suppressed voice, "So, I'm not qualified to help you share, am I?"

He was a little flustered, and quickly explained: "No, it's just...it's not time yet."

"Hmm..." I was speechless, and I really can't do anything now.I don't understand the minds of the people in their big group, I don't understand the relationship between their father and son, and I don't know what chips I can use in exchange for persuasion. My deficiency.

"Ruoshui," he looked at me worriedly, and put his hand on mine, "Don't worry, we have plenty of time."

"Well. But you're gone, and I'll miss you."

"Me too."

"You said you couldn't accept a long-distance relationship."

"So it's just two years. I will definitely come back in two years." His tone was firm and reassuring.

"In case..." I thought about it, and continued, "In case you meet the right person there, don't worry about me. I can't bear to embarrass you."

He smiled again, and held my hand tightly, I could feel the warmth of his palm, it was very warm, so warm that it made people attach to it.He said softly: "You have to have confidence in yourself."

I pulled the corner of my mouth, "Baby, you are so beautiful, I don't feel safe."

"Then you don't have confidence in me." He said with a downcast face.

"Okay, okay, I believe in you. You also believe in me. When you come back, you will definitely see a completely new me." I grinned.

But he said in a panic: "Don't, I will be the one who feels insecure then."

So we both laughed together, and all the uneasiness hidden in our hearts dissipated with the laughter.Still believe in love here.

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☆. End of Song of Life and Death (Case)

During the night in Gu's mansion, there were bursts of man's panting and moaning in the master's bedroom, as well as the creaking and creaking of the bed board.

Gao Huan touched Gu Zixi's ear with his lips, and rubbed gently: "How long have you endured?"

Hearing the man's groans, he smiled with satisfaction, and touched every inch of his body more brazenly.

After Gao Huan left sadly that day, he inexplicably began to ponder over the last sentence Gu Zixi left behind.He is a resolute man, if he wants to completely reject himself, he will never leave such ambiguous words as "goodbye".In other words, he actually let go?In fact, he is implying himself?Thinking of this moment, he hurried back to the Governor's Mansion without stopping, and as expected, Gu Zixi was sitting in the room waiting for him, the smile on the corner of his mouth seemed to say, "You are finally here."

He stepped into the room and hugged Zixi for a while, but this time the other party did not reject him, and was very cooperative.Gao Huan couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, he had dreamed of this day for three years, and finally the sky paid off.

"Brother Huan, my heart can't belong to you, but I can give you someone. In exchange, you will give me you." Gu Zixi who was in his arms said so, with a cold voice, without any emotion, only firmness.

Mind and people, why are you still so clear at this time?It's the same if I can get one. I, Gao Huan, am a rough person, I don't know so much, I just know that at this moment, he is in my arms, that's fine.

On this day, they spent the night.

"Mmm...Brother Huan...Mmm..." Maybe it's because I haven't seen him for a long time, but Gao Huan couldn't control his strength due to the long-suppressed desire in his heart. Cooperating as much as possible, trying to adjust myself to the most comfortable state.

Gao Huan couldn't bear it, restrained his movements, and became a little gentle.

"Sorry, Zixi...it's been too long..."

He pried open Gu Zixi's lips and teeth, and the other party stuck out his tongue very cooperatively, and they entangled together, feeling inseparable again.This made Gu Zixi's body relax a little.

"Then... can we continue?" Gao Huan whispered in his ear.

Zixi said "um", "Brother Huan...thank you..."

After hearing this, Gao Huan smiled wryly, "thank you" is far less pleasant than the word "like", but back then he had already decided that this would be fine, but now he doesn't want to force anything.There are many ways to be together, isn't it one of the ways to be needed like this?Since you can keep people by your side, why worry about more?He is such a simple person who can't think of too complicated things.

Gao Huan lay beside Gu Zixi, put his arms around his shoulders, and hugged him tightly.

"What do you want from me?" he asked.

"You have always been my chief guard." Zixi replied with a slightly coquettish voice.

Gao Huan narrowed his eyes, he understood why the emperor wanted to keep him by his side.And very grateful to the emperor for sending him to his side.Although if he were the emperor, he would probably be locked up in the palace for the rest of his life.

"I've offended too many people in the court. If no one is around, I feel uneasy." He leaned closer to Gao Huan again.In the past few years, I have been cautious and cautious in my actions, and I am afraid that someone will catch something. Once I sue, everything I get will turn into clouds.Although the emperor has been protecting him, he is the emperor after all, and there are times when he can't help himself. What's more, he is no longer his person, so what more can he ask for?

"Why didn't you come back to him? He should be very happy." After thinking for a long time, Gao Huan decided to ask this question.

Zixi turned over and left his back to him. After another long time, he heard a very soft voice: "I'm not happy. Be one of them."

Gao Huan raised the corners of his mouth for no reason, put his arms around his waist, and pressed against his back, feeling his slight tremor, his smile deepened, and his hug became tighter.

"Brother Huan, do you mind? If I say, I still like him now."

"I don't mind, I am satisfied if you are here."

Zixi seemed to nod his head, but said nothing more.

They thought this was the beginning, but they didn't expect that such days only lasted five days.

When the emperor's imperial decree came, Zixi's heart tightened. He didn't have this plan in his heart, he didn't know which move the emperor used to call him into the palace, but the uneasiness in his heart grew round by round.Before leaving, he whispered to Gao Huan: "Brother Huan, I've never liked you, you go, I'm tired of it these days." gone.

Just as Zixi thought in his heart, when he saw the emperor, he was taking a nap alone in the study.

Someone announced, and Zixi was allowed to go in alone.

The emperor slowly opened his eyes, squinting at Zixi.

"I pay my respects to Your Majesty." He cupped his hands and saluted.

"Zixi, are you coming back?" The emperor's voice was a little tired, but his tone was still very gentle, but Zixi could hear the threat in it.

"Your Majesty, why did you say that? Your Majesty... What's wrong with Zixi as an official?" Gu Zixi made his tone as gentle as possible, and gently stroked the fur of the tiger in front of him. He knew his temper very well.

The emperor sighed, "No, you...you did a great job. It's because you're so good that I'm embarrassed."

Zixi looked at the emperor puzzled.

"You have touched too many people's taboos, I am afraid that one day I will not be able to keep you, why not come back."

But Zixi did not back down: "Your Majesty, I think that I have acted in a decent manner and have not committed any violation of the law."

Like a tiger holding its breath for a long time, the emperor slapped his palm on the desk, the sound resounded throughout the study room, and Zixi's heart trembled.He is angry.

"Who is Gao Huan?" His voice was low.

Following this question, Zixi's heart instantly despaired and collapsed.It seems that this is the end.

"Your Majesty, you can do whatever you want with Zixi." At this point, it is useless to argue, because he has already plucked the tiger's hair, and can he still expect to retreat completely?

Seeing that the man in front of him gave in so easily, the emperor couldn't vent his anger.He got up and walked to Zixi's side, looking seriously into his eyes, as if he wanted to find the trace of tenderness from his eyes.He said softly: "Back to me, I won't embarrass you and him again. I will pretend that nothing happened in the past. How about it?"

"...Okay." Zixi replied lightly, that was all he could do.

He closed his eyes, feeling the emperor holding him in his arms, holding his body tightly.That body was trembling slightly, so he was also nervous?Zixi sneered, and his heart softened suddenly.He raised his hand and hugged each other, this familiar and attached temperature made tears overflow from the corners of his eyes.

After a long time, the voice of that person came to my ear: "I'm afraid... afraid that you don't like me anymore... thinking of you smiling at others like that, thinking of you in other people's arms, thinking of you sharing the same bed with someone else, I... ...I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. I wish I could tear that person into pieces! Zixi, you are different, no matter how many concubines I have, you are still different, you will always be my only one, I... can't without you……"

Zixi's heart was also trembling, he hugged the opponent's hand tightly, tears became more wanton.

"Wenshu, I, Gu Zixi, will never leave you again."

The four lips touched for a long, long time, as if to make up for the lost time in the past few years.The emperor knocked down the candlestick on the table with a flick of his hand. In the dark study room, he tore open Zixi's gown, and slowly touched down with one hand... The body that he hadn't touched for a long, long time, was still following him. Wherever his hand passed, it reacted.Nothing has changed, nothing has changed, Zixi is still the same Zixi, the Zixi I am very familiar with... Why does this circle go around?The emperor smiled wryly in his heart, but if he had been locked in the palace from the beginning, how could he have such a lost and regained sense of happiness?He felt that there was nothing that could separate the two of them. Life after life, life after life, they would always be together until they were reduced to ashes, until the end of time.

From that day on, the early dynasty never saw the emperor again.

He was in Gu Zixi's room every night, and the fans of the Six Palaces were thrown into the cold palace one by one, crying and full of resentment, the emperor locked them up when he was upset.Gu Zixi beside him just smiled evilly, cast a glance at them, and followed the emperor away.

Half of the year, they spent in the Lishan Hot Spring Palace, playing and singing every night.The beauty would wear a lavender translucent long gown, revealing skin as white as snow, and the moisture of the hot spring would add luster, the emperor would take his hand with satisfaction, lift up his sleeve, and caress the smooth skin back and forth.The beauty will snuggle up to the emperor, with her hair scratching the emperor's skin, which arouses his interest. The beauty will give her a look, and the servants will turn off the lights and leave in a sensible way. The two of you, you and me, are as gluey as paint.

Ministers of foreign courts are not allowed to visit here without authorization, and all official documents are checked by the father-in-law at the door first, and only after it is judged as urgent can they enter, so that they can see the emperor.However, the urgent matter judged by the father-in-law never happened once.

In this way, one year, one year, another year, ten years passed.Gu Zixi's body seemed to be possessed by a demon, and he never made the emperor feel bored. He met each other day by day, but his feelings grew deeper and deeper, but he didn't see a single quarrel.

In the darkness, Zixi asked softly, "Wenshu, is it okay for the government to ignore it?"

The emperor smiled: "It's up to the prime minister to decide, I just want to stay with you for one more day."

Zixi chuckled: "Zixi is a sinner through the ages? An emperor who monopolizes the world."

The emperor bowed his head and kissed the tip of his nose: "Satisfied?"

Zixi smiled shyly, with the same charm as before: "Very. But..." He chuckled twice, "It seems that I have to be in the legend of sycophant."

The amused emperor laughed loudly: "It's all my fault, can you forgive me?"

"What can we do now?" He raised his head and touched the emperor's lips, enjoying the softness and sweetness.Maybe I was born to only be able to do this, and only to do this well. Even if the world collapses, it is enough to have him by my side.The common people in the world?Zixi's heart hurts a little. The ideals in his chest flashed through his mind one by one, that's all.People always fall unknowingly, but it is too late when they wake up, it is better to be wrong to the end.

"Manjusri..." He stretched out his hand to lift the emperor's neck, demanding a deeper kiss from him.He sat on the emperor's body, lowered his head, bit his body inch by inch with his lips, and kept going down... The aroused emperor turned over and pressed him under him, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and wrapped his arms around his body. The man's waist, the man's face is full of desire, ah...he still wants me so much...Thinking about it, Zixi smiled in satisfaction.The man leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth, and couldn't restrain himself from entering his body.Tears welled up from the corners of my eyes, half of the pain, half of the happiness, and maybe a little bit of guilt, but that little bit was integrated into the great pain and happiness, slowly diluted and disappeared.

Finally...became a sinner...

The rebel army invaded the capital, the people fled everywhere, and the prosperous capital of one dynasty was instantly desolate.

When the news came, the emperor was watching the song and dance with his arms around the beauty.

After that, the ministers begged for Gu Zixi's death.

The emperor firmly refused.

Zixi got up, stretched out his hand to caress the emperor's face, smiled slightly, turned and walked towards the officials.

The emperor stretched out his hand to grab it, but only touched the corner of the clothes that was lifted by the wind. He watched the beauty go away from him, and the elegant body seemed so unreal, as if it would disappear in a second.

Gu Zixi walked up to the current prime minister, and said lightly: "Zixi is here, if you want to kill or cut you, you are free to do so."

"Zixi!" The emperor behind him stood up and yelled.

Zixi turned her head, and the emperor was still fascinated by the "looking back and smiling at Bai Meisheng", and the word "don't" stuck in her throat.

He turned his head again, and said to the Prime Minister: "Zixi is the only sinner, from now on, please assist Your Majesty to build the common people together."

The emperor's heart hurts like a knife, but he can't say a word, he can't do anything, yes, he is the emperor.Even if there are tens of thousands of regrets in the heart now, people always have to pay off the debts of the past.Maybe it didn't make any sense at first.

On Ma Xpo, the 40-year-old emperor is now unkempt and dusty.

He slumped on the ground, watching his sweetheart surrounded by a group of ministers.

Gu Zixi was tied up with five flowers, but his facial features were still so delicate and his charm still remained.He cast a sad look at the emperor, and the emperor could only endure the heartache but could not say a word.If you can't even save the person you love the most, what do you call yourself an emperor?

He saw a strong man raise his knife, and waved it down.next?The next thing the emperor closed his eyes, just pretending he didn't see anything.The blood and tears in his heart were probably only seen by him.

It took three years to clear the chaos.The previous ten years of government affairs have been abandoned for too long, and all the feudal towns responded together, and I will appear on stage after you sing, which caused the emperor a headache.Fortunately, the officials and generals in the DPRK were extremely united at this time, and good strategies came out frequently.After all, the emperor was once a clear-headed emperor. Even though he had been a foolish emperor for ten years, his only attachment was no longer there. All he could do was to save his country and keep his surname.If this dynasty ends in his own hands, how will future generations evaluate Zixi?This was probably the only thing he could do for Zixi, even though it wouldn't save much of his reputation.His heart was full of guilt.

After the rebellion was put down, the emperor buried Zixi on a secluded green hill outside the capital.It's a simple burial, he doesn't want to be disturbed anymore.Every year on the anniversary of his death, he would spend a day there with him, talking to him about state affairs, telling him interesting stories about the court, and going back to him.