Bit by bit

An aunt had worked in this counseling center for six years, but the director asked her to resign immediately.He also thought about resigning me when there were many students at the beginning of the school.Walking on eggshells every day is my current state.There is no absolute good luck in life, and there is no absolute bad luck either.

When I was a child, I always wanted to be a strong woman, but I gradually gave up this desire after I failed a few times in the college entrance examination.

It is actually a terrible thing for people to lose their pursuit and goals. At least I am like this. When I was going to take the exam, every day was hard but I lived a fulfilling life. Now I really don’t know what I can do. Every day That's how it was.

Recently, I have been thinking that the reason why I live so badly is actually related to my psychological quality. If my psychological quality is not bad, will I be afraid of mathematics from the bottom of my heart?Are you afraid of exams?

Now I am so scared, there are still many, many dreams that have not been realized, and I feel that this life may be like this, and there will be no big breakthrough.I want to do so many things but have nowhere to start.

I was thinking about whether there is something that I can do for a lifetime, and I am willing to be single-minded throughout my life, without getting bored, and without having to go back to school.After thinking for a long time, I still can't get the result.In fact, my contact area is very narrow, and things are nothing more than TV books. I really don't know what else to do.The salary from the tutoring center is really too low. Sometimes I can’t even support myself. If I get seriously ill one day, I will die like this.What will I do to support my parents when they are old?This is why I can't stop fighting for a long time.

Whenever I see a shopping cart full of clothes I like but I can’t click to buy them immediately, I can only read them over and over again, I’m really tired of this kind of life, alas, but I can’t escape...

My parents still think that I can fall in love. I don't know what girls can talk about. It is difficult to support myself. How can I be qualified to do these things.

It's not that I think too much, this is indeed my real life, the real situation.Ask me how much I can worry, it is the uncertain future and difficult life that make me worry.