eat some ice and calm down

【22】

At ten o'clock in the evening, I picked up my phone on time.

It has been a month since Xiaobingshan started school.

In the first few days, I wanted to call him every hour, but once, when Xiao Bingshan just picked up the phone, someone next to him said, "Can you do it, I always call him in class recently."

I paused and asked, "Are you in class?"

"Well, it's okay, I came out of the bathroom to answer the phone."

"..." I wish I could slap myself.

"what happened?"

"Am I... am I very annoying?" Before he could answer, I said, "I'll hang up first, you can go back to class soon." Then I hung up the phone.

I don't want him to give an affirmative answer, and I know he won't, but it makes me feel even more uncomfortable.

Did I forget that when I was in college, law school was a major that started the final review in the middle of the term?

As a result, Xiaobingshan called me at ten o'clock that day.

"is get out of class over?"

"Well, class is full again today. I just came out of the library and went back to the dormitory. The professor left a paper." Xiao Bingshan's exhaustion was clearly conveyed to my ears through the phone.

"..." My heart twitched, "I'm sorry."

"Why do you say sorry?"

why?Shouldn't I bother you during your class regardless of your situation?I shouldn't be so clinging to you?Shouldn't I kidnap you and bind you with my dark anxiety?

"I shouldn't..." I said with difficulty, but was interrupted by him over there, "Since I chose to answer your call, it means that I chose you between you and continuing the class, right? If I don't want to answer , just hang up."

He paused for a moment, as if hesitating for a moment, "It's been a whole day since I came out to class, and I... want to hear your voice very much."

As if time stopped at this moment, everything around me disappeared, the earth stopped rotating, and the only sound left in the whole world was the breathing of this person next to my ears and my "thumping" heartbeat.

He walked there, waiting patiently.

I blinked, and it took me a long time to find my voice.

"I love you so much, Your Highness."

"Yes, me too."

Since then, I have called him every night at ten o'clock.

If you really miss him, send him a WeChat message, and reply to me when he is free to look at his phone.

Video chatting with him on weekends when another roommate in his dorm is away.

Because I hope that what I bring him is only full of love, not trouble.

Unlocking the lock screen, I saw on the screen of the phone, the night before he left, I secretly photographed his sleeping face.

is love.