Yanzhiyan

This matter is really strange, even Shu Ran can't explain it clearly.

If a person has no memory of the past, he is probably worried and always feels that he is missing something very important.But Shu Ran always felt that he didn't have much nostalgia for those disappeared memories.It seemed that it was not a part of his body, but the shackles that bound him.

But in any case, people always hope that they have something to rely on.Although he didn't remember his family members anymore, the other party called with concern, and the words were full of worry and concern for him, which made Shu Ran feel at ease.

Sighing, Shu Ran quietly turned his head to look at Xia Yan - although it was a seemingly absurd marriage, he just wanted to hold on to it firmly.It was as if this was a belief rooted in my heart for some reason, but it was deeply rooted, firmly standing in my heart, and slowly being watered into a big tree.

However, everything is going in a good direction, isn't that enough?

The car drove back to Yuce, Shu Ran followed Xia Yan to the special elevator passage, and soon reached the 20th floor.He kept pinching his cuff nervously, Xia Yan reached out and patted him on the back, "I just saw your father, why are you so nervous."

"I don't know." Shu Ran shook his head, "I just always feel a little weird..." He bit his lip, and suddenly asked as if he remembered something, "I...I mean, he . . . Well, did he come alone, or two?"

Xia Yan immediately heard what he meant, and couldn't help but feel a little distressed, "...one person is your alpha father."

Shu Ran nodded, pursed his lips and asked, "My omega father...is he gone?"

Xia Yan was stunned, the part he knew about Shu Ran's family was only what Xia Xi said, but it was a fact that Shu Ran's omega father, Shu Yixin, was no longer alive.He reached out and touched Shu Ran's head, "Do you have telepathy?"

Shu Ran froze for a moment, sighed a long time, raised his head and smiled, "Actually, I had a dream last night."

"I dreamed about your father?" Xia Yan deliberately slowed down, leading Shu Ran to talk while walking.

Shu Ran blushed, skipped the part where he dreamed of Xia Yan first, and cleared his throat, "Well, I dreamed of a very gentle omega, he told me... he asked me to work harder, I like it Things must be firmly grasped. Although his hands are not big, they are very, very warm..." Probably recalling the plot in the dream, Shu Ran also slowed down his voice, and slowly laughed, "He is still with I said, it doesn’t matter even if you can’t remember anything, you don’t need to remember him, as long as you know whether you are really happy or not.”

Thinking of the opportunity in Shu Yixin's life that Xia Xi heard from Xia Xi's mouth, Xia Yan lowered her eyes slightly, gently embraced Shu Ran's shoulders, and kissed him on the cheek—"Well, what he said is right, as long as you are happy, alright."

Shu Ran's whole brain was completely dead at this moment, so that when he saw Lin Zhengyu 5 minutes later, he was still in a daze, Lin Zhengyu stared anxiously: "Ran Ran!?"

……

Finally got to see this side, seeing his son's ruddy complexion and good complexion, Lin Zhengyu's heart was half relieved.

Shu Ran nodded his head as a greeting, but the "Dad" that was on his lips suddenly couldn't say it for some reason.He just felt a little strange in his heart, as if he was covered by something stuffy.

Seeing his son's dodging eyes, Lin Zhengyu was worried and anxious.When talking on the phone yesterday, Shu Ran could still call "Dad" innocently.Now that they really meet each other, both of them seem to be a little eager, but at the same time they are a little at a loss.

"You don't mind." Xia Yan naturally sat on the side with Shu Ran, drawing him into his encirclement, "Ran Ran is just shy...you also give him a little time to adapt." Put it on Shu Ran, hugged his waist and patted his back, "Don't be nervous, Ran Ran."

Shu Ran blushed and pushed Xia Yan, muttering in a low voice: "Just tell you not to call me that, I will be shy..."

Xia Yan smiled softly, "Okay, let's not talk about it, what do you want to ask Dad?" He gestured to Xia Xi, and Xia Xi immediately asked the waiter to serve the dishes.

Shu Ran lowered his head and thought for a while, although the atmosphere was silent, it didn't look awkward.The sound of the waiter putting the plate on the table awakened Shu Ran from his silence. He sighed, raised his eyes to look directly at Lin Zhengyu and asked, "...Dad, how have you been all these years?"

Lin Zhengyu thought that he would ask about his previous life, or about the situation at home, or even why he came here alone, and who is the other father?

But Shu Ran only asked lightly, "How have you been all these years?"

Lin Zhengyu's eyes suddenly turned red.

Xia Xi and Xia Yan looked at each other, and they both saw doubts in each other's eyes.

Lin Zhengyu took off his glasses, rubbed his red eye sockets, and sighed, "Mr. Xia, can I trouble you to go out for a while...Give us father and son a chance to talk alone..."

Xia Yan immediately put on a defensive posture.Shu Ran is already the omega he considers, even though Lin Zhengyu is Shu Ran's father...he is also a father who is not very popular, Xia Yan frowned, not wanting to go out.

It was Shu Ran who tugged on Xia Yan's sleeve, "You and brother go out first... I also want to talk to my father alone." He raised his head, and there was a gentle smile in his bright eyes.Naturally, Xia Yan couldn't resist his request, so he rubbed his head and gave Xia Xi another look.

Xia Xi nodded and followed Xia Yan out of the room.The two stood in front of the railing at the door and sighed together.Xia Xi took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, then turned to Xia Yan and asked if he wanted one too.Xia Yan subconsciously reached out to pick it up.The hand was halfway out but stopped, and the corner of the mouth curved.

He has decided to quit smoking.

Although I have already decided to bid farewell to those dark and bitter memories, they are still deeply buried somewhere in my heart. Although they are not easy to detect, they have never retreated.

But yesterday, they burned out with the last cigarette, completely wiped out, and there is no trace anymore.The empty part of my heart should also sprout again and grow a new life.

"No." Xia Yan waved his hand, "I've already decided to quit smoking, so are you too?"

Xia Xi snorted, still holding a cigarette in her mouth, but didn't light it up, "I won't quit."