Yanzhiyan

Xia Yan didn't tell Shu Ran about tomorrow's events. After dinner, he turned to tell him about the trip he had planned... Originally, this trip was largely to commemorate Shu Ran, but the people at the scene were there In front of me, there is nothing to commemorate, so it is better to treat it as a trip to relax completely.

Shu Ran followed Xia Yan into his room, saw him open the map on the computer, tell himself about the itinerary along the way, what to bring on the road, and what to pay attention to, he couldn't help feeling warm in his heart.

The words opened up the chatterbox, the two of them casually talked about a lot of things, and later, Shu Ran yawned sleepily, rubbing his eyes and trying to fall asleep.

Seeing his defenseless appearance, Xia Yan changed his mind and asked softly, "Do you really want to remember the things you forgot..."

Shu Ran may be extremely sleepy, and he didn't seem to take this question to heart, he raised his head and yawned again, and shook his head slightly, "I know it might be a bit strange to say this, but I really I don’t hope at all, I don’t have any hope in my heart.” He showed a sleepy smile to Xia Yan, “Maybe subconsciously I feel that nothing worth remembering happened, right? Besides, I’m fine now, right? , thank you for being a good person."

"Am I a good person?" Xia Yan chuckled, remembering the wet and dirty sewers back then, the few hours the two lived together, if he hadn't been brave and overestimated his ability, he wouldn't have Shu Ran suffered such serious injuries.

But Shu Ran didn't remember this, and naturally he couldn't hear Xia Yan's overtones. He was still a little dazed, and stood up and walked outside the door, "I'm going to bed first, and I have to see my father tomorrow..." He opened Xia Yan's room door and walked out, and closed the door behind his back, but before the door was closed tightly, Shu Ran poked his head in again, "You are a very good person." He was smiling, his face under the soft light There is a circle of warmth under the smudge. "From the first time I saw you, I knew you were a good person. This is Omega's intuition."

After finishing speaking, Shu Ran closed the door with a bang, and went back to the room by himself.And Xia Yan sat on the spot and sighed, slowly took out a cigarette, went to the balcony and smoked.

He has always been strict with himself, kept himself clean, and never smoked even when he was in the army.I only learned to smoke in the past three years...or to be precise, I only learned to smoke after that incident.Entering the film and television industry by making movies, re-examining myself over and over again in the plot, opening up my own wounds, digging to the bottom to think about where my mistakes are, and why I killed a living life...

Innumerable pains and unable to vent, he turned to tobacco for help at night without company, and was almost addicted to it.Fortunately, with the filming of the movie, Xia Yan gradually came out and put the tobacco away.

Today might be the last one, Xia Yan slowly exhaled a smoke ring.Although the pain has gradually faded over the years, the lingering regret in his heart makes him daunting from facing other omega - omega is so fragile and easy to be hurt, it reminds him of that bad memory.

However, after being forcibly married and stuffed with Shu Ran by his side, he gradually discovered that omega is actually not so fragile, but soft and tough.Xia Yan stretched out his hand to extinguish the cigarette butt, and threw it into the trash can.Supporting the railing of the balcony with both hands, he looked at the sky and let out a long breath.

so good.

……

After taking a bath and changing his clothes, Xia Yan still couldn't think about it... He didn't wear shoes, walked out of the room barefoot, and tiptoed to the door of Shu Ran's room.No movement could be heard inside, maybe it was already asleep?

Xia Yan pursed her lips, gently opened the door of Shu Ran's room, and looked in through the crack of the door - the desk lamp on the table was dimmed, but it was still on, and the thick curtains blocked the light outside, probably because she was afraid Because of the cold, the temperature in Shu Ran's room is a little higher than outside.The man slept peacefully on the bed, quietly, and looked extremely well-behaved.

However, Xia Yan's eyes fell on the lamp on the desk again. Only those who feel insecure will sleep with the lamp on, right?No matter how indifferent Shu Ran is, how brave he is, how no nostalgia for the past... A person who has no memory of the past will always feel that he is adrift and has no support.

Xia Yan sighed, and sneaked into Shu Ran's room by accident.

He still remembered that... three years ago, those two knives should have been stabbed in from the front of Shu Ran...

Breathing tight, Xia Yan gently lifted Shu Ran's quilt.He was lying on his side on the bed, a small corner of his pajamas was lifted up, revealing a section of his white belly.Xia Yan stretched out his hand to compare the position, it was probably a little above here... He raised his eyes to look at Shu Ran's eyebrows carefully, and after confirming that he was sleeping soundly, he gently pushed his pajamas up push.

Maybe it was a little cold and a little itchy, Shu Ran snorted softly.

The soft nasal humming sound was like a small cluster of flames, igniting the fire in Xia Yan's heart.His Adam's apple moved, seeing that Shu Ran still had no intention of waking up, he gently moved his pajamas up a little.On the smooth abdomen, two obvious scars are clearly visible, which are the marks of healing after the dagger wound.

The scars are still there, but the wounds are gone. Xia Yan slowly and with a long sigh of relief, stroked his fingers gently. There are still some raised marks on the skin, but the temperature is so real that it makes people People feel at ease.

These wounds were not only on Shu Ran's body, but also on Xia Yan's heart. Now they have healed well, leaving only a trace of their existence.It's like a trace that proves that memory.

Xia Yan's fingers circled along the scar, stroked it lightly for a while, and finally, as if he was tempted by something, he slowly lowered his head and kissed the scar lightly.

Now Shu Ran finally blinked and woke up.I always feel a little cold, and there is a strange touch on my stomach... He opened his eyes, and looked at Xia Yan leaning over him in surprise... Shu Ran's face turned red suddenly.

Sensing that the person under him became a little stiff, Xia Yan also raised his head, and the two looked at each other, feeling a little embarrassed for a moment.

Shu Ran only felt that his head was a mess for a while, and it was about to burn out, so he simply closed his eyes and continued to pretend to be asleep.Seeing him like that, Xia Yan finally couldn't help laughing out loud.This may really be the treasure bestowed on him by the heavens, but before a person gets a treasure, he always has to go through some disasters.

Fortunately, although his baby has "flaws", it is still intact.

Xia Yan leaned against Shu Ran, lay down behind him, hugged him close to her, and sniffed at the glands at the back of his neck.Shu Ran only felt a feeling of electric shock all over his body, numb and itchy, extremely tormented.

"I really want to mark you." Xia Yan whispered, "But, go to sleep."

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Xia Yan OS: I have to see my father-in-law tomorrow, so annoying!Can't OOXX now?Can't you? !Can't you? !