sick and delicate

After a few days, the season started to get busy again.

She couldn't be seen for several days in a row, and there was only Xia Tian at home for several days in a row.When she was alone in summer, she would often pull up the curtains.The dark environment would make her feel at ease for no reason, and the original gloom also made her feel a little relieved.

Xia Tian was still in the previous state of eating, sleeping, sleeping and eating.So even if she is alone, the time when she is really awake is not long.

Just when she was wondering why she loves to sleep so much, and wanted to find a scale at home to see how much weight she had gained recently——

She saw a very familiar small bottle above the cabinet next to the dining room.

"..."

The small bottle is on the top of the cabinet. With Xia Tian's height, if he hadn't deliberately looked for the weighing scale today, he would never have seen it.With the height of the season, it is just enough to get it, so it should be something of the season.

Xia Tian felt that he should not hide things in that kind of place.

She looked at the white cap on the small bottle for a while, then turned around and moved a stool, stepped on the stool and took down the familiar object.

"..."

This is a bottle of sleeping pills.

When looking at the small bottle, something seemed to flash through Xia Tian's mind.She saw a picture of a person buying the bottle, and also had a very clear memory of when she took the sleeping pills.

The bitter and painful feeling frightened her much more than the dark environment.

She held the vial for a while and looked at it, occasionally turning to look at the label attached to it.Whether it was the trademark or the line of precautions, she was very familiar with it, and the flash memory just now made her believe that the bottle of sleeping pills should be purchased by herself.

But what does she buy sleeping pills for?

Although she remembered the picture when she bought it, she couldn't remember why she bought the sleeping pill at all.Just know that it's a hopeless feeling - really suspicious.

And the sleeping pills will be collected in this kind of place, it should be hidden by the season.

In order to prevent her from doing stupid things again?

Xia Tian looked at the small white bottle in his hand for a long time, then shook it.

Crisp sound and light hand feel, it can be seen that there is not much content left.If he ate so much in one go, he should have passed away long ago.It seems that she didn't buy it to commit suicide, but really suffered from a nervous breakdown?

Xia Tian thought about it and was a little puzzled.

The desperation that surged just now even really gave her the idea of ​​using extreme means to escape reality.But it wasn't just inference, her few remaining memories were also telling her that she hadn't thought about committing suicide.

"..."

She put the vial back in silence.After confirming that the direction in which the logo was attached was almost the same as when it was just taken off, he carefully put the chairs in the dining room back to their original positions.

Sleepy again.

In fact, Xia Tian has always been curious about the script that made Seasons obsessed on the Internet.

The first thing that can be confirmed is that Season is indeed an actor.And she has won many awards - when Xia Tian browsed her profile in detail, she felt that she was familiar with the profile compiled by those netizens, but she was not deeply impressed.

Presumably she used to know about the season's profession, but she didn't mind too much - of course, it may be that the season is too famous, and she happened to see it when browsing the page.

And the thing about the season's immersion in the script is already recognized by almost everyone.She has stopped appearing in front of the public since last year, turned down all jobs, and doesn't know what to do anymore.The TV program that I happened to browse before Xia Tian seemed to be a part of the past.

There are many season fans, Xia Tian searched a few more pages, and found the script.

The prototype is a novel.speculative fiction.

Xia Tian looked at the name of the novel, and his subordinates fell silent.

In the end, she didn't even click in.

——Because, the moment she saw the name, she felt the fear and despair similar to the previous memory of buying sleeping pills.She even felt that her hands and feet began to tremble with cold. It was clear that the time had moved forward to summer for a long time, and it was the season of thin shirts.

The season wears thin shirts and is clingier.

Somewhat in consideration of summer, the air conditioner is turned on almost all day at home.Seasons like to continue to embrace summer with the reason of "the air conditioner is too cold".The thin shirt is more exposed than the long sleeves before. Originally, the contact between two layers of clothing, but now every time the skin touches each other, it can cause a tingling feeling in summer.

She puts this down to goosebumps.

It is undeniable that every move of the season is extremely sultry, but because of Xia Tian's thoughts, he is always careful - the feeling of being loved like this is not bad, and at the same time, Xia Tian's inner fear of seasons is also growing.

Because of his strangeness to her.

Afraid that the two had never known each other.It was not in her nature to be afraid of the seasons now.Afraid that she would abandon her after she came out of that script.

Then afraid and afraid, Xia Tian discovered the crux of the problem.

——What kind of identity did she use to exist in society before?

Since Xia Tian came to this home, she has been exhausted every day.Calculated, almost never left the door of this home.So she doesn't know what the neighbors think of her-she didn't find her ID card, and she didn't leave any trace of herself in her mobile phone.Even in her room, there is no handwriting that was born by her hands.

As if appearing out of thin air, Xia Tian couldn't even imagine how to prove his identity when he went to buy a ticket in the future.

So, she later mentioned the idea of ​​going out a little bit.

Season pondered, and refused because the weather was too hot recently.

It was really hot and stuffy.If Xia Tian wants to go out, Ji Ji must definitely accompany her. Since she is not willing, Xia Tian did not talk about this topic any more.Although it was surprising that Season rejected her.

It was also this matter that made Xia Tian discover that even if Season was obedient to her in everything, there were still many things that she did not compromise on.For example, let her go out.

For example, tell her about this about her.

For example, something about the other study in the house.

In addition to the ancillary spaces, the home is left with four rooms.

Two bedrooms, a study, and a spare room.

Xia Tian entered the study once, but was immediately brought out by the season.Similar to the vacant room, although the study is full of books, Seasons almost never enters it.What she said to Xia Tian was "the study is her work room", and when Xia Tian contacted the content on the webpage, she felt that she didn't use the study now, so she understood.

However, from then on, the picture of the study always appeared in front of Xia Tian.

It was a vague and flashing memory. Xia Tian couldn't remember which books on the bookshelf she had glimpsed at that time, but there was a feeling in her heart that made her refuse to read them, but at the same time, she had an irresistible curiosity.

Even if it hurts himself, he will act in accordance with curiosity.Plus the information she saw on the webpage before——finally, curiosity surged out of her heart.

Finally one day, she took advantage of the time when she was going out during the season, resisting the drowsiness and drowsiness of the brain, and got up.

Immediately afterwards, he walked towards the study in a strange way.