A ten-year rival in love

"Name?"

"Yin Huishan. Female, 35 years old, short hair, with a tear mole under her eye, wearing a white short shirt, black slacks, and black shoes—"

"Take your time, take your time, comrade, don't worry, let's talk one by one."

"How can you not be in a hurry!" Li Xu's whole body was still soaked, and his slap on the table was a wet handprint. "The one missing at the site near XX Daily, please start looking for it immediately, right now! She has a mental disorder! She is different from normal people!"

"Okay, don't get excited." The film police officer is obviously slow, and he can still maintain a slow voice at this time. "We also—"

Li Xu: "Give me your phone."

Pianer Police: "Huh?"

"Mobile phone." Li Xu wanted to pounce on him and snatch it, "Give me the phone!"

The Pian'er policeman slowly took out his phone.

Li Xu snatched it over. His hands were wet, and he couldn't open the screen anyway. He wiped it on his clothes, and it became even more wet.He was so angry that he raised his phone and was about to smash it.

"Hey! Don't! Brother! Please don't! This is Guoliu! You bought it by selling a kidney! Can I unlock it for you? Tell me what you want to do!"

"Call this person." Li Xu said a series of numbers, and even he was surprised that he remembered Lu Hui's number.

"4537... How much? Can you say it again?"

Li Xu clenched his fists: "..."

After finally getting through the call, when Lu Hui's voice came through the microphone, he almost cried.

"Hello? Are you?"

"Lu Hui, where are you?"

It seemed that the signal was not very good there, so Lu Hui fed him a few more times.

"It's me, I'm Li Xu."

"Hello... Li Xu? What's wrong with you?"

"Do you know anyone in XX Daily?"

"Yes. What's the matter?"

"Help me find someone...help me find my sister, please..."

Li Xu finally met Yin Huishan at the corner of a small square in a small park.She seemed to be tired from running, she hugged herself tightly, squatting on the ground trembling, her body was covered in mud and water, and she didn't know how many times she fell.She is very resistant to being approached by others. Whenever someone approaches her, she will yell loudly.He couldn't hear what he was yelling, his voice was hoarse, and he could only hear deep fear and despair.

"Sister." Li Xu's heart was throbbing, and he tried to force a smile on his face: "Sister, it's me, I'm Xu Zi. Do you remember?"

Yin Huishan still looked at him with hostility.

"I'm Li Xu, your younger brother, do you remember? Come home with me, okay? I'll take you home and make you omelet rice. This is your favorite food, do you remember?... Come back with me How is home?"

He slowly knelt on the ground and rode close to her, her body trembling even more.Li Xu's tears flowed down his face, and he finally said what the boy from ten years ago should have said: "Sister, don't leave anymore, come home with me, okay?"

"no no……"

"Don't be afraid, I will take you back. No one can hurt you. I have grown up and I will protect you. Look, I am Xuzi, and I am your younger brother. Don't you want me? Sister, You don't want me anymore?"

Yin Huishan shook her head vigorously: "No! No—"

Li Xu began to tell her the things about her childhood, the happy things, the fun things, little by little, telling her everything.After more than an hour of stalemate, Yin Huishan's attitude finally softened as the night gradually darkened, her body stretched to the limit, and she passed out.

The air is filled with the smell of disinfectant, and the eyes are all white. This color symbolizes fragility, disease, old age, and death.

Li Xu sat on the edge of the hospital bed, holding Yin Huishan's hand tightly.

This scene is so familiar, he was also sitting in the ward a few years ago, looking at Yin Huishan's haggard sleeping face, his heart was full of pain and regret.

……

"Hey, listen up. I, Yin Huishan, are the hostess of this house. The hostess is the most powerful woman in this house. I will not surrender to your mother, do you know?"

Little Li Xu nodded: "Understood, sister."

"Who is your sister! Don't yell! Hey! Take your hand away! It's so dirty!"

"What are you doing, why are you crying! You, you pretend to be pitiful, and I won't sympathize with you!"

"Stop crying! Shhh! Don't cry...crybaby!"

Little Li Xu continued to cry silently, tears streaming down his face, as if he didn't want money.

"Don't cry, don't cry! I'll tell you what you want! I won't kill you, okay? Don't cry, don't cry! I'm afraid of you, okay?"

Little Li Xu: "I miss Dad, I want to go home."

"Is it your former father?"

Little Li Xu sobbed and nodded.

Yin Huishan took out a piece of paper and let him blow his nose. "My God, the snot bubbles are coming out."

"elder sister."

"Don't call me sister!"

……

"Sister..." He buried his head in the hands they held.

I will not let him go, that person, the person who ruined you like this... I must send him to hell with my own hands!

Lu Hui picked up a photo. The photo was a little old. It was probably taken when Yang Qi'an was a teenager. He looked at the camera with a green face and the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed.The other man in the photo, Yang Yannan, didn't look much different from now, with jet-black hair, he put his arms around Yang Qi'an's waist, and smiled kindly at the camera.

Somehow this photo looks very out of character.An indescribably strange feeling made him feel strangely uncomfortable.

He took the photo out of the album, and saw a small piece of paper on the back with a line of small letters written on it: Commemoration of Aiko Qi'an's 15th birthday.

He glanced at the photo again, and couldn't help sighing, Yang Qi'an was really easy to see when he was young, just like Li Xu.

Just as I finished sighing this sentence, I flipped through a few more pages, and this photo album has been turned to the bottom.There are three people in the last photo, Yang Yannan when he was young, the little boy is probably Yang Qi'an, and the other one is unknown, but this face gives him a sense of familiarity, with a slight smile, he looks a bit like Li Xu .

Who is this?

He took out the photo, but there was no writing on the back.Only a string of dates: 1990.02.09

Another photo for Yang Qi'an's birthday, nothing special.He glanced at the man's face again, and put the photo back.

The rest are Yang Qi'an's handwritten notebooks, some of which are excerpts of beautiful sentences, some of which are his diary of trivial matters, and some of which are similar to passages of novels, I don't know whether he copied them or wrote them himself.

These passages are all about bondage and oppression, filled with a sad mood.

"He wants to block me with silk and satin, which are his gentle tentacles. The pitch-black dome, the purple-black vines that spread wildly, and the ground is full of carrion and bones. I am lingering on this barren land, I can't see it. Sunshine. But I just want to know the existence of this piece of sunshine, and I began to yearn for the world outside this piece of land..."

"Struggle, fear. Human knights cannot mount unicorn-like steeds, bloody and dirty people, they walk in every corner of this world. I can't understand why anyone is afraid of ghosts, this street They are all ghosts, full of smiles, blue face and fangs."

"Freedom. Like a humble reptile eager to transform into wings, like a prisoner under shackles trying to ascend to heaven, to throw off this heavy life, this terrible burden."

... and so on.

Yang Qi'an in his impression has always been a calm person, with a gentle smile, polite manners, a very delicate person, like a prince charming.It's not like he would write such a heavy text.

A week ago, he contacted a former friend of Yang Qi'an.This contact was found from his previous residence, written all alone on a piece of crumpled paper.He made the call with the idea of ​​giving it a try, but he did not expect to be connected.

This person said that Yang Qi'an sent him something two years ago, but he didn't know what it was. He was in the United States, and the item was sent to his hometown in the country, and his grandfather signed for it.

Lu Hui wrote down the address and planned to find it himself.Wang Yishan was still not calm enough in doing things, he didn't even tell Wang Yishan, he only said that he wanted to find evidence, Wang Yishan was so angry on the phone, but there was nothing he could do.He took a car for a day and a half by himself, transferred from a train to a bus, then transferred to a minibus, took a tractor along the way, and walked a lot of mountain roads before he arrived at this place.

That friend's grandfather is still alive and has enough strength. He planted a piece of land by himself, with all kinds of flowers, fruits and vegetables, and is very self-sufficient.But his memory is not very good, and he doesn't know where the package was placed.They searched the hut for a long time before finally finding it in a cubicle full of dust and debris.

According to the tracking number on the package, he checked and found that it was sent at the end of October two years ago.

I thought that the things Yang Qi'an sent over before he died should be very important, but I didn't expect the result to be a bit disappointing.

Except for some strange values ​​in his youthful memory, questioning his own existence, and his slight suicidal tendencies and thoughts of suicide, he found nothing else.It is also impossible to know what he experienced in his youth and what kind of people he met.

They also sent some books that Yang Qi'an liked very much, and some gadgets that he usually accumulated.No wonder he couldn't find them in the house in S City, it turned out they were all sent here.

He borrowed at the grandfather's house.The summer in the countryside is cooler than in the city, and the air is also very fresh. This place is located in the southwest, with a lot of rain, trees, and mosquitoes. Except for being harassed by mosquitoes at night, I can’t sleep—there will always be two mosquitoes in the mosquito net. ——Everything else is fine.

In the morning there will be very thick fog, bustling and crowded the whole village, but after seven or eight o'clock, the rising sun will push away the clouds and mist, and sprinkle it on the green land, and the village will become very beautiful and full of vitality.Whether it's a bird jumping around on a tree and singing constantly, or a green wave swaying with the occasional wind, or a strange-looking frog with its cheeks bulging in the ditch, or even an occasional A little snake climbing down the ruined wall is extremely cute.

Qi'an wanted to come here at the beginning, such a prosperous world is indeed happier than that city S full of intrigues.

Unfortunately, this trip was cut short.

The signal in the village is not good. He usually has to make a phone call and send a text message, and he has to travel a long way to the small hill in front of him to receive a signal of one or two bars.It is even more difficult to access the Internet. You have to walk five or six miles to the health station in front of you. There are computers there, and you can also connect to hotspots.

It would still be inconvenient to stay for a long time, he sighed, only Yang Qi'an's temper could hold back this kind of loneliness.

This day, he just wanted to pack and transport Yang Qi'an's things to the town and send them back to City S, when he received a call from Li Xu on the way.

It was the first time he saw Li Xu so nervous alone, his voice changed, trembling and helpless, he even said the word begging.

Even if this person is his sister, he feels jealous.

He had been away for so many days, he didn't say where he was going or when he would go back, and Li Xu didn't take the initiative to ask.It would be great if Li Xu could be so nervous one day, one time is fine, one time is enough for him to reminisce about his previous life.

Among other things, I still have to go back first, and if I don't go back to make a fuss, Wang Yishan will go crazy.