[Qing Dynasty] Friends always come to chat with me in the middle of the night

The wind and rain are miserable, and the cock cries.Seeing a gentleman, the cloud is not a shame?

Wind and rain Xiaoxiao, chicken glue glue.Seeing a gentleman, the cloud is not cramped?

The wind and rain are like obscurity, and cock crows endlessly.After seeing a gentleman, Yunhu is not happy?

This poem comes from "National Wind Zheng Feng Wind and Rain". Wei Tong still remembers when he first read "Book of Songs" and expressed emotion to this poem. development, but also want to know how sweet the mood is when facing the sweetheart.However, Wei Tong never expected that one day, this sentence would be applied to himself.

"Xuan, are you joking?" Wei Tong opened and closed his mouth in a funny way, and the last words seemed to be forced out of his throat, with a little hoarseness.

Xuan sat down on the ground, leaning against the screen, bent one knee, and then placed his right hand casually on the bent right knee, with a rare wanton indulgence in his demeanor. "Fengzhi, let me tell you, I am pleasing to you." There was a faint light in her pitch-black eyes, with an alluring color.

Wei Tong felt that he was a little stiff, he never thought that his friend would have such thoughts towards him.Or in other words, Xuan has been behaving strangely all this time because of this matter?

"You are a man, and I am also a man, not to mention that we only met through a dream, where everything in the dream is false. Under such circumstances, how could Xuan like me?" Wei Tong's voice was mixed with a little excitement, he It's not that he despises such emotions, but he really never thought about it...

"Do you think all of us are false? Including the past three years?" Xuan's voice sank, Wei Tong couldn't help shaking his head, "That's not what I meant." He stood uncomfortable, sat down and leaned against the on the screen.

"I treat each other as friends, and I think that's how you see me." Wei Tong smiled wryly, and now he hoped that some violent movement outside would wake him up and get out of this embarrassing situation.

"I've always regarded you as my best friend." Xuan's voice became warmer and seemed softer, "I just discovered my feelings for you for some reason. Fengzhi, don't take these as false, if you If I escape like this, I will not only despise you, but I will also find you."

Wei Tong sighed, softened helplessly, and said softly: "Xuan, regardless of our previous relationship, you have never thought about how self-defeating it is to be with a man with your status? To you It will be even more unfavorable for your career in the future, you can't, and you can't get stuck in it."

Although Xuan could hear Wei Tong's persuasion, his expression remained unchanged: "Fengzhi, you are the one who said that one should not rest on one's laurels in one's life. My thoughts on you are neither harming the world nor others, and What's the matter?"

Wei Tong brushed his hair irritably, stood up and paced back and forth in the room, "Xuan, don't forget that you still have your responsibilities. Of course you can't rest on your laurels in one lifetime, but every attention from those close to you is very important to you. You are all chains and shackles, how can you ignore it? Not to mention, you still have the important task of inheriting the family." In the end, Wei Tong's words became more rational.Even if Xuan really likes him, he will never give up his wife and children, this is an indelible burden for men in ancient times.He sat on the chair under heavy steps, with a little worry on his brows.

"Xuan, I like you, but it's just my concern and love for my best friend. Even if I have feelings for you beyond this limit in the future, I will not be with you." Although Wei Tong bows his knees now, it doesn't mean, All his strength of character disappeared with every kneeling.He is still a modern person at his core, he can accept this kind of emotion, but he cannot accept becoming a slave. "I believe your feelings are true, I believe these three years are true, but I don't believe you."

Wei Tong's words were like a heavy blow, causing the sharpness in Xuan's eyebrows to flash, but Ming Wu appeared in his eyes, and he sighed lightly: "Fengzhi, you don't believe me from the beginning to the end, it's really true. It's sad."

"You know what I mean by unbelief." Wei Tong shook his head helplessly, "If I really don't believe you, why are the two of us here? I treat you as a close friend, and I never hide anything from you. He is humble and has no hope of any heirs, but he only wishes to be alone for the rest of his life. Although it is a bit ridiculous, he can't give up." Wei Tong knows very well that with his current status, although marrying a wife is a common thing for the eunuch in private, he doesn't want to. The troubled woman accompanied him through hard days.But this perseverance will not disappear with the shattering of hope.Xuan has a wife and son, even if Wei Tong really fell in love with him, he would never agree.The ancient rules agreed to this matter, but Wei Tong, no.

But it is impossible for Wei Tong to really abandon this friend because of such an episode, but what does Xuan think?

Xuan's voice sounded faintly after a long time, "Let Xiao Ke remove the screen first."

Wei Tong hesitated for three seconds and complied.

Xuan was just behind the screen, and walked in front of Wei Tong: "Don't lie to me." There was a touch of helplessness in his voice, and he leaned over to look into Wei Tong's eyes, as if to prove whether Wei Tong's words were true or not. .Wei Tong blinked, remembering what he had promised Xuan a long time ago, and at the same time knowing that Xuan had regressed.Wei Tong grabbed his hand that was propped on the table with one hand, and said helplessly: "When have I lied to you? Although I can't accept your feelings, it doesn't mean that I can't even be friends, right? I'm grateful for that? "Although it is indeed embarrassing.

Xuan Shunshi sat down beside him, half leaning against the table, looking at Wei Tong quietly with his downcast eyes.Because of Xuan Gang's words, Wei Tong was a little embarrassed and had nothing to talk about, trying to change the topic: "Why did you suddenly act like this, you have always been calm and will not be so impulsive." In Tong's heart, Wei Tong was really startled by such a sudden encounter.

"It's because you are too unpredictable, let alone planning and then acting. Sometimes when you think about the wonderful things like dreams, you will feel that you will disappear without knowing when. It seems that what you care about is also Only Wei Ning is the only one. Sometimes some of your viewpoints don’t look like people in this world, I’m afraid that you will go with the wind anytime.” Xuan’s expression was indifferent, but there was something revealed in his words.Wei Tong's fingers on the table slightly curled up, and he pursed his lips. He is indeed not from here.Although he knew that Xuan's words might not have that meaning, Wei Tong couldn't help being shocked by this.

"Besides, it's not impossible for you to play tricks. After all, you are so dedicated to your friends that sometimes you don't need to spend much effort to lie to you." When Xuan said this, Wei Tong couldn't help squinting his eyes, and said so ... "However, if it continues like this, over time, you will always find out. I personally said that I found out with you, so how could it be the same?" The latter, probably before he found out, Wei Tong has already fled far.Oh no, he can't escape, but he will stay away from him, and the confidant who used to talk about everything will gradually go further and further away.

"But what about now?" Wei Tong raised his head and saw Xuan's smile appearing in his eyes: "Although you refuse now, will you alienate me because of this?"

"Of course... no." Wei Tong said weakly, and said that he hadn't plotted against him, but he had clearly calculated it.

Xuan Dan smiled and said nothing.

The world is so big, everything belongs to him, and the beauty is like a cloud, he never thought that one day, he would actually fall in love with a man, and this man is Feng Zhi.

The status of eunuch is nothing, but what about Fengzhi?After knowing that it was not a whim, Xuan naturally became restless for a while.He can have an unknown best friend, but if this best friend becomes a lover and endangers his reputation, he should get rid of him, not to mention he knows exactly who Feng Zhi is.

This should be a breeze.

When he was killed in anger and called people back from the rest, during the long wait, Xuan suddenly realized that he couldn't do anything.Unless he does it himself at that moment, he will definitely regret it when he is dragged down.So let me ask, will he do it?

Looking at Wei Tong who had calmed down and stood up and walked around the house casually, Xuan's eyes followed him. Although there was a smile in his eyes, there was a little remorse in his heart. Yes, he couldn't do it.

This is such a new feeling for him, he has never been so indecisive about one thing, unable to let go.

Feng Zhi's eloquent and eloquent appearance, his gentle but smiling appearance, his wanton and unrestrained appearance...all of them are remembered by him.This is the most important friend in his life of more than ten years, and even in reality, under the appearance of kneeling and submitting, there is still his unyielding backbone.Without closing his eyes, he was able to picture in his mind the dazzling appearance of Feng Zhi when he talked about the mountains and rivers, his eyes burst out with infinite brilliance, and when he was very excited, he even stood up and gestured, the words contained endless yearning Although he had a lot of life experiences, he didn't care about it at all.

Xuan had to admit that even if it wasn't for love, he couldn't give up this good friend.This is different from the importance of Suo'etu and Mingzhu to him. There has never been any interest relationship between him and Fengzhi, and Fengzhi... Xuan shook his head helplessly. To be friends", Xuan had thousands of thoughts in his mind, even if he guessed something, Fengzhi never said it, and kept silent.Like a child covering his mouth and ears and hiding in a corner, as if he couldn't hear the thunderous thunder outside, and everything would disappear invisible.Although sharp and intelligent, he has the ignorance and innocence of a child.

"Fengzhi, aren't you afraid of me?" Xuan heard himself speak.

Leaning against the desk and just opening a book, Wei Tong heard Xuan's voice, he was stunned, his eyes widened slightly, knowing what question Xuan was asking at this moment.

He closed his eyes, closed the book, turned to look at Xuan, and opened his eyes as clear as ever, unwaveringly: "As long as you are still Xuan here, why should you be afraid? So, I should ask you , it doesn't depend on me." Wei Tong promised that he would not abandon his friends because of this so-called relationship of superiority and inferiority.If Xuan is not Xuan anymore, then what's the use of fear?Where does his hob meat go, it's just a death.

Wei Tong's answer made Xuan speechless and helplessly smile.

That's right, that's right, he forgot that Feng Zhi had already entrusted his life to him.