escape to the end

There is a big back mountain in the son-in-law's mansion, and there is a big waterfall on the back mountain.

It was also a dark night, and even the snow that fell was no different from the night before. The one who couldn't sleep tonight was a different person.

On the bluestone next to the waterfall, Zhou Jin sat there quietly in a white dress. Her three thousand black hair were scattered, just like the waterfall flowing down the river.She held a wine jug in her hand, and poured wine into her mouth glass by glass. The extremely aged wine evaporated into the air, and the intoxicating aroma of wine filled the surroundings.

In this season, there are no birds or animals in the back mountain. It should be quiet, but the area she is in is a bit noisy. The waterfall keeps hitting the smooth big rocks protruding from the bottom of the river, sending out waves. Voice.

It was about three or four o'clock at this time, and it was the darkest time of the day. Zhou Jin was sitting under the dark night, listening to the gurgling water with a condensed expression.

She is not a drinker, and she is not used to using drunkenness to cover up her sorrows, but since she has already drank a lot tonight, it doesn't matter if she drinks some more. At this moment, she needs something to stimulate her nerves.

The body of pregnant women will be easily tired and sleepy due to the influence of the fetus. A Chi cried a lot last night and soon fell asleep in her arms, but she was sleepless at all. She lay down with Lin Chi in her arms for a while. The sound of shallow breathing always disturbed her thinking, she thought, if there is one person who can break her calmness and stop her brain from functioning, it must be Lin Chi.

Last night, when A Chi was crying in her arms, she really wanted to tell A Chi everything. She was originally a person who would not change easily once she made a decision, but when Lin Chi's tears kept falling on her hands At that time, she wiped away the tears that could not be wiped away, and her determination began to waver.

This is not the first time she has thought about what happened back then. After Lin Chi gave up his royal status, gave up the comfortable life in the palace, and even fled to a foreign country to leave her, she also thought about it many times. Not that she really did anything wrong.

She doesn't regret accepting the queen's condition, nor does she regret stepping down the road of regicide under the queen's arrangement, but in these years, whenever she thinks of those things back then, she can't help but sigh.

There was a deep gap between her and Lin Chi. This gap began with the death of the late emperor, and then widened in a series of subsequent events until it became an insurmountable abyss.

In fact, at the beginning, all she needed to do was to control the military power of the Imperial Army. Although there is a marshal, she has completely overshadowed her light.

Everyone knows that Major General Zhou Jin is Yaori's general, the person who is destined to expand the territory for Yaori.

Later, Hui Yaori married Lin Chi. The newly married days were the best days of her life.

Zhou Jin lowered her eyes and stared at the hem of her clothes, took another sip of wine, her brows like willow leaves stretched, as if she saw the newlywed couple through the water droplets constantly splashing on the hem of her clothes.

But the peace was quickly broken. She thought that a major general who was about to be promoted to marshal was enough to make the emperor feel afraid. At least he would not think about attacking Lin Chi again. But as more and more things needed her to deal with, she returned The days of the mansion were getting later and later, and during this period, the late emperor called Lin Chi into the palace for "heart-to-heart talks" time and time again.

At that time, she knew that in the face of absolute power, if she did not make up her mind, sooner or later, Chi'er would be touched by the former emperor who became more and more irresistible day by day.

This is something she must not allow, and it is also something the empress has been guarding against.

So after that, she really took the step of killing the king, and how much the empress did in this plan has become a mystery forever.

And behind this world-shattering assassination, what she paid was far more than the strength of a division, her parents, and the life of the empress she respected.

When she was young, she took Lin Chi to a few movies.In one scene, a boy’s parents were killed by the girl’s father. He changed his name to approach the girl, stole her heart, and finally found a way to kill the girl’s father. lost his love.

At that time, Lin Chi was sad for a long time because of the girl inside, but there was not much disturbance in her heart.

When I walked out of the theater, a pair of girls in front of me were discussing the plot, and one girl said: "It's a pity that they love each other so much, but they can't be together."

The other girl naturally had no choice but to hold her in her arms and comfort her softly.

But Lin Chi said: "If the girl is still with the boy, this is the real sadness." She lamented the girl's lost love and felt sorry for the girl's heart, but she didn't think there was anything wrong with the ending. , is to support such an outcome.

The same is true for Zhou Jin.

So later she often thought, Lin Chi's father killed her parents, and she killed Lin Chi's father. In this way, in the eyes of outsiders, wouldn't she appear to be no different from that man?

But this is obviously different.

Her parents, to her, were just strangers who brought her to this world. When she was young, she was not taken care of by this couple. After tomorrow, they were immersed in the joy of getting rich overnight. Keep your eyes off her.And in the end, after Zhou Jin bluntly said that they would no longer repay their gambling debts, they also turned to the first emperor, trying to exchange their only daughter for money that they could enjoy for the rest of their lives.

She had no feelings for such a pair of parents, so naturally she would not kill the first emperor for that reason.

Everything she did was just for Lin Chi.

And the person she killed was not Lin Chi's biological father, but a beast that killed Lin Chi's mother and then transplanted his cunt on Lin Chi's body.

So how could that be the same?

But she didn't expect that, because she didn't explain, in Lin Chi's eyes, this was the same.

The jug was empty, Zhou Jin shook the jug slightly, and her eyes became confused again.

When the first emperor died, she actually didn't want to hide it from Lin Chi.The matter of killing the king is too dangerous. If she doesn't succeed, she will die, and Lin Chi cannot be dragged down.But she succeeded, and after she succeeded, she planned to explain everything to Lin Chi.

But the queen committed suicide.

When she learned that the first emperor had been shot through the heart by her, the queen drank the unsolvable poison.She heard the bad news after she carried Lin Chi, who was stunned by the death of "father", into the bedroom and put him down.

And when she saw the empress's black lips and the blood gushing from her lips, she realized how determined this gentle and amiable elder was to die.

A cup of piss that can pass through the intestines in an instant, she drank it in one gulp without any hesitation.

This was the demonic obstacle that tormented Zhou Jin for a long time.

She remembered the questioning of the empress, and also thought of what the empress had said to her, "I will give you an explanation", and immediately decided that it was her own persecution that caused the empress to commit suicide.And the handwriting found in the queen's arms also confirmed her idea. Her memory is so good that until tonight, the writing on the silk silk is still vivid in her memory.

"Zhou Jin personally said: The great event has been accomplished, and the debts owed by the palace have been repaid. Chi'er has a good temperament, and I have never had the heart to let her know about her mother. Please keep this secret. Prince-in-law, Marshal, Yaori will be here from now on." It's in your hands, I know you love Chi'er deeply, and I'm at ease in entrusting her to you, please take good care of her." The signature is the Queen's boudoir name.

Thinking about it, she didn't want to be buried as a queen, so she used her daughter's name.

Now that the matter has come to this point, Zhou Jin naturally gave up the idea of ​​talking to Lin Chi in detail.

"If you just killed the first emperor, then you and I shouldn't have had so many troubles. But I killed the empress, you said you want me to give you an explanation, this explanation used to exist, but after the empress died , it’s gone.” Zhou Jin threw the jug onto the stone table on the bank, watched the jug roll twice on the table, opened her thin lips slightly, and murmured in a low voice, her eyes darkened.

She killed the queen, so there is no point in defending her, and what the queen said is also reasonable. Those things are too dirty to explain in detail. Lin Chi is so proud. Remodeling again, she has just experienced a blow, and she doesn't know if she can hold on.

She stopped trying to explain.

One wrong step, one wrong step.At that time, she failed to prevent the death of the empress, and was involved in many matters after the death of the emperor. She felt guilty and irritable, and her temper became very unstable. Alphas are aggressive. As a double-S-level alpha who has licked blood on the battlefield, she is also wild in her bones. She can usually suppress this instinct, but annoying things happen one after another. She has to hurry up during the day Cleaning up the imperial party, and having to go back to the palace at night to guard the emotionally unstable Lin Chi, after a day of hard work, indulge in excellent physical fitness, and inevitably become irritable day by day.

When she was young, she was like the long gun she was used to. Although the body of the gun was smooth, it had a sharp tip.On the one hand, she is gentle, but on the other hand, she also has the sharpness that young people are used to.She was too proud and too brave at that time, and since she had decided not to speak, she would not say anything even if she was killed, but would just suffer Lin Chi's misunderstanding silently, she had no time to appease Lin Chi, so she could only Imprisoning Lin Chi who kept escaping in the deep palace, but she did not expect that this made Lin Chi even more disappointed in her.

This led to the loneliness that followed for many years.