escape to the end

Chapter 38. Hey You

The winter mountains in the middle of the night are not full of monotonous cicadas like in summer, and there is no roar of wild animals when hunting. Because of the clear weather, there is not even the sound of torrential rain, and there is only silence that seems to last forever.

When people stay in this environment for a long time, they often have a question: besides me, are there other creatures in the world?As a result, a feeling of loneliness and fear can be born.Sometimes, the quietest environment can also make people cranky, or in other words, quiet makes it easier to think wildly.

But this emotion did not bother Lin Chi, because she knew that she was not alone.

In the ear, Zhou Jin's clear and shallow breathing rose and fell very regularly. This woman has always been self-sufficient and quiet. Even when she fell asleep, the sound of her breathing fluctuated exactly, and it was heard in Lin Chi's ears. , it gave her the feeling of being accompanied.She didn't turn her head to look at Zhou Jin, nor did she try to reach out to touch her, but just listening to the sound of breathing quietly, she felt that she was not alone.

The abdominal wound was still painful, constantly pulling Lin Chi's slender nerves, because the wound was healing, the severe pain was still slightly itchy, tormenting her like ants attached to the bones, making her unable to fall asleep.But even though the pain continued to pass through her nerves, she didn't feel very unbearable.It was strange, in this strange cave, amidst the jumping fireworks, she knew that her enemy, the person she had always wanted to kill, lay beside her, but she felt an unspeakable sense of security.

She found that she no longer wanted to think about the dark past between her and Zhou Jin, nor did she want to keep reminding herself that she should kill Zhou Jin.The serious injury gave her a reason to lie to herself. She thought that she couldn't even move now, so it was right to let Zhou Jin go temporarily, right?

And she didn't know whether to let Zhou Jin go, or to let herself go.

She refused to think about it, refused to understand that she was just greedy for the security that only this person could give her.

This feeling is very strange. In the past few years, Lin Chi stayed away from the empire and lived alone in the federation. He didn't feel how bad his life was. With a status like the stars, there is no care from familiar relatives and friends, only hard and tiring training, and the support of very few friends.But Lin Chi didn't think there was anything wrong with that, and finally got rid of Zhou Jin's control. Even in the two years when no one communicated in Interstellar, she felt happy. She kept thinking that that should be the feeling of freedom.

Freedom, something she has had for the past ten years, something she lost briefly after Zhou Jin launched a coup, and something she has regained because of her successful escape.

That is something too precious.

But is that true freedom?

Eyes that are still as dark as deep mountains and clear pools look at the orange-yellow cave roof reflected by the fire, the brilliance shining in those moist eyes is full of uncertainty like the cave wall flickering in the unstable firelight, It wasn't until this moment that Lin Chi realized that her body was free, but her heart had already been imprisoned in a small world. In that world, there was herself and Zhou Jin, but there was no third person.

She was always telling herself, you have to become stronger, you have to keep in mind the hatred in the past, you have to gain the ability and opportunity to kill Zhou Jin, so in those years, she has actually subconsciously tied herself firmly to Zhou Jin. By Zhou Jin's side.

Her body has indeed left the empire, but she has not taken her heart with her.

She hated Zhou Jin, and once thought that she no longer loved Zhou Jin, but a sudden estrus three years ago made her see Zhou Jin's place in her heart, so she understood from that day on, Zhou Jin Jin is still in her heart, or rather, her heart is still with Zhou Jin.

This hateful woman, despicably, began to increase the weight in her heart little by little since she was nine years old, until she was all in her heart, until she could no longer separate Zhou Jin from her heart.

And is it the elder sister who coaxed her softly when she was young, or the tender and affectionate wife when she was newly married?

In fact, no matter what it was, it was Zhou Jin.

No matter how much she wanted to kill her, it couldn't hide the fact that she still loved her.

She thought that her life was better than in the empire, but her heart, which has always been rootless like duckweed in a lotus pond, was always restless. In fact, that kind of precariousness could not be felt, at least before today, she had never felt that special. Not stable.But until this moment, lying beside Zhou Jin immobile, and turning her head slightly, she could see Zhou Jin's peaceful sleeping face, but instead she felt an indescribable tranquility.

It seemed that as long as he was by this person's side, nothing would happen, just like a plant that had finally grown its roots, it became stable and steady.

Before the age of 17, she had always thought this way, but after that, Zhou Jin brutally broke her naive idea, and taught her the most realistic lesson with the blood of the Lin royal family.

But why, at this moment, she still felt safe again?

Feeling a little restless in his heart, Lin Chi turned his head with some difficulty, and carefully looked at Zhou Jin who was sleeping beside her bed like a child.Different from the high spirits in memory, Zhou Jin didn't look too aggressive at this time. After watching for a long time, you can still see the tiredness in Zhou Jin's exquisite eyebrows and eyes from the flickering firelight.

She must be very tired, and she must have not taken care of herself for a while. Her hair, which is always neatly tied, is not tied up by the red rope that is often dotted between her hair. Pine ink poured down on the slightly thin back, even though he fell asleep, there was still a coolness flowing in it.The hair was a bit messy, and the ends of the hair were slightly curled around the slender waist, revealing a frivolous feeling, which would never be accepted by this woman who was strict with herself.

But at this time, she didn't pay any attention to these things and slept in front of Lin Chi's bed, probably because she really didn't have the extra energy to take care of these things.In other words, compared to taking care of herself, Zhou Jin only has Lin Chi in her heart at this time.

If Lin Chi is good, she will be fine, if Lin Chi is not good, then she will be fine.

And probably because the exhaustion of the day swept over her body, Zhou Jin slept very deeply this time. Lin Chi glanced at her several times, but she didn't feel the slightest.Or maybe it was because Lin Chi only moved his neck, but never his body, that Zhou Jin never woke up.

Her sleeping face is very beautiful, when she sleeps soundly, her cinnabar-like lips will pout unconsciously, which is why Lin Chi always thinks her sleeping face is childish.A few strands of hair fell down and covered half of Zhou Jin's face. From Lin Chi's point of view, she could only see a little of her face, but she was too familiar with this person, so there was no need to imagine the covered faces. They can all jump directly into Lin Chi's mind.

And that breathing is also very familiar, it is the unique gentleness of girls, different from the heavy breathing of men, it is clear, not dirty.This is what Zhou Jin looks like when she is asleep. If she is awake, her breathing will still be soft, and there will be some ecstatic gasping sounds at certain times, which is the inhumane happiness under their bed.

It is also what she has been greedy for and tried hard to forget.

Lin Chi lay there quietly, in a trance because he thought too much of the past, his slender fingers with a few blood stains twisted, and were quickly pressed down by her, she was surprised to find that the moment just now In an instant, she really wanted to touch Zhou Jin's cheek.

It turned out that she was so eager to get in touch with this person. She wanted to touch Zhou Jin's smooth skin, touch those familiar beautiful eyebrows, and also wanted to know how this person made herself so thin.But her heart can't let her do this, she can't forget how this seemingly harmless person is stained with the blood of the Lin family, and she can't forget those who were imprisoned in the deep palace by Zhou Jin in the past, as if seeing each other forever Not until the brighter days.

So, how cheap is she to still have feelings for Zhou Jin?

Hatred overwhelmed love again, and Lin Chi wanted to fight Zhou Jin again, but at this moment she could only lie there powerless, unable to even move.

Is this good or bad?

No matter how complicated her mood was, she couldn't stay awake for a long time because of her physical fatigue. In the middle of the night, Lin Chi fell asleep peacefully amidst the sound of breathing.

When Lin Chi woke up again, he didn't see Zhou Jin.An unspeakable panic surged in her heart, and she turned her head anxiously to find the figure of the cold woman, but accidentally pulled the wound on her lower abdomen, and in an instant, severe pain hit her, causing her to groan in a low voice.

And not long after the painful groan came out, Zhou Jin appeared at the entrance of the cave, with a hint of joy in seeing Lin Chi sober in her eyes, and more worry about her injury.

She must have gone out to get firewood. At this time, Zhou Jin was holding a pile of dry branches in her hands. Only then did Lin Chi realize that the bonfire in the cave was about to burn out at some point.

Hastily throwing the dead branches into the fire, to revive the fire, Zhou Jin walked quickly to Lin Chi's bed, reached out to test the temperature on her forehead, and after confirming that there were no fever symptoms, she gave her another Tucked the quilt tighter, and then asked softly: "Are you awake? How do you feel? Are you dizzy?"

Her voice has always been cold, which is an unchangeable trait, but when facing Lin Chi, she can always keep her tone soft, her words are clearly pronounced, but she always has a warm and waxy feeling.

It makes people feel loved.

Lin Chi lowered his eyelids, and his thick eyelashes, like a bamboo curtain, temporarily prevented him from looking at Zhou Jin, and also sealed his heart in a place Zhou Jin couldn't see.She didn't understand why Zhou Jin could speak to her in such a doting tone without any pressure, even though they had already broken up after going through so many things, as if the past was just a figment of her imagination Things are normal, they have never quarreled, she has never been forced to leave the federation, and she has never thrust a dagger through Zhou Jin's heart and almost killed her.

But those things obviously happened for real.

So what is this love?

Without waiting for Lin Chi's response, Zhou Jin felt a little lost, but quickly regained her spirits.She knew that Lin Chi still hated her in his heart, and she had indeed done those things, which could not be changed, and she did not regret it.

After all, Lin Chi has returned to her arms, and she can take Lin Chi back to the empire.

"Are you hungry? It's not suitable for you to eat food like energy bars now. You can only drink some nutrient solution to supplement your energy. Don't lose your temper with me. You know, if you don't drink it, I have a way to make you drink it." Taking Lin Chi's silence as a refusal, worried that her body that hadn't eaten all day and night would not be able to hold on, Zhou Jin tore open a hole in the sealed bag containing the nutrient solution, and swallowed a mouthful. Unidentified emotions.

Lin Chi looked at the wetness on her lips, and almost instantly understood what this man was going to do to her, and immediately felt embarrassment, and she hurriedly turned her head to stop the bright red lips that were getting closer , compromised: "I drink. You, you leave."

Hearing this, Zhou Jin was happy that Lin Chi was willing to eat, but at the same time felt a little bit disappointed.

Carefully brought the bag to Lin Chi's mouth, watching Lin Chi can't wait to open his mouth to drink the nutrient solution, Zhou Jin's black eyes flashed a little shaken, she didn't want A Chi to be so vigilant and alienated with her forever, those truths , is she going to say it or not?But she quickly became determined again, the past is over, she will not tell Lin Chi the truth of the year.

She knew how proud this girl was, and she would never allow things that would destroy her pride to reach Lin Chi's ears.

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