[Comprehensive] How to kill a rabid dog gently

Excitement and joy seemed to be just flashbacks, when they collapsed in an instant, and the physical and psychological exhaustion brought about by illness swept Orihara Rinya at the same time.

But he couldn't tell whether his dizziness was caused by fever, or he was too frustrated, and his thinking slowed down in a self-protective manner.

He didn't speak any more, just watched Cheng's every move quietly... In fact, he wasn't sure if he was watching her, just like he didn't quite know what he was thinking at this time, as if he had a self-diagnosed system , leaving only emotional fragments floating in the vast sea of ​​data.

This state lasted for a while. During this period, Cheng fulfilled her duties as a teacher in the health room very well, treating the sick boy in the most gentle way she could.

As if it wasn't her who destroyed his ego.

Later, Cheng couldn't think of anything she could do for him for the time being, she sat down gently by the bed, and once again took the other's body temperature with the back of her hand.

Probably because the medicine started to work, Orihara Rinya's consciousness gradually separated from Chaos again.

He began to clearly understand his loss.

"……hateful."

Orihara Rin also said in a low voice, covering his eyes with his arms.

"Don't you have any weaknesses, Kawasaki-sensei?"

"Yes, I have."

Cheng, who was looking down at him, replied softly.

"I'm a poor drinker and I can't swim."

"..."

"I told you when we met for the first time, Orihara-kun, it doesn't matter if you don't use twists and turns when you're with me." She said, "Because no matter what you ask, as long as it's not a special case... For example, I will tell you the secrets I want to keep for others."

"That's why I really hate you."

"Then try to heal as soon as possible."

Cheng laughed.

"After all, hating others is a waste of energy."

……why.

he thinks.

What is the structure of her heart?

Is it too much?So accept everything.

Or there is a solid high wall erected there, so no matter what it is, it cannot be allowed to enter the territory.

or……

She has no heart at all.

"This is too strange."

He couldn't stand it anymore.

"In your eyes, is there no difference between human beings? It's as if everyone is just a container for you to carry tenderness."

Hearing such accusations, Cheng's eyelashes trembled slightly.

"After you know what I have done and realized my malice against you, you still treat me with such an attitude..." His words became extremely sharp, "Because I am just a container, right?"

"Do not."

Her voice was too soft.

"Because, I can't do this..."

The second half of the sentence seemed to be like bubbles in the sun, dissipating quietly.

She also sometimes encounters this kind of moment when walking on the edge of a cliff——

On the top of the cliff is a future with no end in sight, and on the bottom of the cliff is an untouchable past.

She never allowed herself to stay longer, because she knew too well how fragile courage is.

"No matter how much I think about it, that's the only thing that's brutal..." she said. "I know with all my heart that everyone I've ever met is irreplaceable."

Then Cheng spit out his name.

"For me, you are the same way, Orihara-kun—when you look at me, I can't avoid looking at you... You even have a certain quality that makes it hard for me to look away."

Lin was also silent for a while.

"Is it okay even if I wantonly hurt others?"

"Honda-kun told me."

Cheng suddenly said.

"The reason why you two got acquainted is because you stopped him when he was about to jump off the roof of the teaching building, right... Originally, maybe I could only hear about a case of suicide among teenagers that happened around me in hindsight."

"..."

"You are indeed a very bad person." Cheng said, "but the starting point of your actions was never to trample them...so I gradually understood, whether I agree with it or not, this is also a way of 'love' to exist. "

"...I don't want to be acknowledged by you.

Orihara Lin also whispered.

All kinds of emotions were entangled with each other, but he finally got tired of it too.

"Teacher, I'm a little tired."

"Then do you want to sleep for a while?"

"It seems a bit difficult to fall asleep all at once."

Orihara Rinya's voice sounded calm.

"Teacher, can you read me a bedtime story?"

Cheng couldn't help being surprised by his whimsical and childish request, but the other party did still have such a contradictory innocence.

"Okay."

So, she didn't hold back on her response.

"What do you want to hear?"

"It's too bad, the only book in the bag is "Salome." Lin was also a little distressed, "It doesn't seem to be suitable as a bedtime story... But, please ask the teacher."

Taking the hardcover book handed over by the other party, Cheng flipped through the catalog and made some selections.

"From

Can the fifth quarter start? "she asked," Salome poured out her love to John there. "

Lin also nodded and closed his eyes.

Then, Cheng read it.

"Salome" is indeed not a beautiful story, although it may be very beautiful.

Even if Cheng chooses, the love language