when you stare into the abyss

The winter in the south is cold and humid, and the fermented glutinous rice balls are a warming and tonic food, which has the effects of nourishing qi, invigorating the spleen and stomach, promoting blood circulation, and enhancing the ability to resist cold.In the twelfth lunar month of winter, it has become a dessert for most families.Wan Tong likes to eat, and can eat two full bowls every time.

Zhao Guoying soaked the glutinous rice overnight on Wednesday, washed and dried the stainless steel basin containing the fermented rice, put the glutinous rice in the rice cooker, poured the steamed rice immediately, shaken it, and quickly passed the cold water until the rice was slightly hot and not hot , you can put wine koji.Evenly mix the glutinous rice with koji into a basin, smooth it out, make a concave in the middle with your fist, wrap it with plastic wrap and a layer of gauze, cover it, and keep it warm.

All of this must be done quickly, and temperature control is the key. If the temperature of the rice is too high, the rhizopus and yeast in the koji will be scalded to death, and the fermented rice will not be cooked well.If the heat preservation temperature is high, the fermented glutinous rice will be overcooked and turn sour; if the heat preservation temperature is low, the fermented glutinous rice will become stiff.Finally, wait patiently for three days, and the glutinous white and soft wine with clear wine juice will be ready.Therefore, making wine is a hand-to-heart experience.At home, only Zhao Guoying can do it, and Nie Zhiyan has never tried it.

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After Wan Tong left, Nie Zhiyan accompanied Zhao Yingying to go shopping in the supermarket.The two of them ate at noon, and they were busy preparing dishes in the kitchen in the afternoon.When Wan Tong and Nie Zhilan came back from the police station, they were about to start cooking soup.The five people at the dinner table were all wiped out without any waste.

After dinner, Nie Zhiyan and Zhao Yingying rubbed balls together, and Wan Tong also went to learn, but his hands were as crippled as hers. Naturally, they were not as good as the other two, and some of them were only slightly better than ovals.

"Mom, how can I knead like you?" Officer Xiaowan grabbed a small piece of noodles again with the spirit of not admitting defeat.

"Look for yourself." Zhao Guoying gave her a disgusted look.

Nie Zhiyan rubbed out a semi-finished product and placed it in Wan Tong's palm, smiling slightly, motioning for her to follow suit: "Slow down, yes, that's it, don't worry."

Police officer Xiao Wan drew on the gourd, and finally got a slightly eye-catching dumpling, and begged Zhao Yingying to cook it for himself alone.

Not long after, Nie Zhilan and Xiao Bei came over to help after taking a bath, changing them to wash.By the time the five bowls of Jiuniang Yuanzi came out of the pot, it was almost nine o'clock, and everyone was sitting around the coffee table.

Yuanzi should be eaten while it is hot, and when it is ready to eat and it is not so hot, Wan Tong can't wait to pick up the bowl.Putting the spoon into her mouth, the plain white rice grains and rice balls wrapped two completely different but integrated flavors, rich and moist, she squinted her eyes and enjoyed it.

Apart from Nie Zhiyan, the other three also began to eat slowly. Zhao Guoying had already eaten most of it, but when she looked up she saw that the woman hadn't touched the spoon, and asked, "Why doesn't Xiaoyan eat?"

Nie Zhilan replied: "Sister, Ah Yan is sensitive to alcohol. When he was studying, he would get drunk after eating chocolates."

In this way, Zhao Yingying seems to have the impression, so she doesn't try to persuade her, but just adds another sentence: "Jiu Niang Yuanzi is not intoxicating, and it will not make you feel uncomfortable. Eating a bowl in cold winter can also protect you from the cold."

Wan Tong had just stuffed two spoonfuls in, her cheeks were swollen, she didn't speak, she followed Nie Zhi's words, besides, Jiuniang Yuanzi was indeed not intoxicating in her opinion.

The next moment, she saw her gently picking up the bowl and said in a low voice, "I'll have a taste. If I'm really drunk, it shouldn't be a problem at home." After Nie Zhiyan finished speaking, she took a spoonful and put it into her mouth. Chewing slowly.Like fire, bright sunshine, enthusiasm; like water, the flickering willow silk, soft.With such a taste, she suddenly thought of her mother who was also good at making wine. Although she was far away from her, but her childhood sister ate a bowl, and the feeling of taking a sip was still fresh in her memory.

The tip of the nose suddenly became sour, but the hands were reluctant to stop, and a large bowl of rice balls slowly bottomed out.

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At the end of the meal, I still confirmed what Nie Zhilan said, the wine is intoxicating.This drunkenness is not a big drunkenness, but a warm drunkenness, sweet and warm from the mouth, nose, stomach and intestines to the heart.Nie Zhiyan brushed her teeth and washed her face and went into the room. Wan Tong helped Zhao Yingying clean up the mess before going to wash up. She was worried that the woman was alone in the room, so she moved quickly.

Tiptoing to open the door, a warm and melodious voice sounded in the silent night. Nie Zhiyan crossed her legs with her back facing her, humming and chirping in the evening breeze, feeling at ease.

Sure enough, she started to sing, Wan Tong listened carefully with her ears upright, and finally realized that it was a different song this time, it was the theme song of the cartoon she watched in front of the TV when she was a child.

On the other side of the mountain and the other side of the sea, there is a group of Smurfs. They are lively and smart, naughty and smart. They live freely in the big green forest. They are kind, brave and happy with each other...

There was even a little bit of playfulness that was rarely seen. Under the dim light, Wan Tong felt that her whole figure was emitting a charming light.

How could it be so cute? Police officer Xiaowan bent his lips, couldn't help but approached the big bed step by step, and sat cross-legged beside Nie Zhiyan.Hummed along with her: "ou...cute Smurfs, Ou...cute Smurfs, they worked together and used their brains to defeat Gargamel!"

Nie Zhiyan held her hand, smiling like a flower, after one song, Wan Tong was waiting for her next song, but he didn't know that it was actually the third song, the woman was a little sleepy, leaning back against the pillow, squinting at her.

There was a bit of scorching tenderness in the eyes that were always cold, and he turned sideways involuntarily, and the slightly warm catkin lifted up Wan Tong's ear hair, and put it close to the ear hidden under it.From the pinna to the ear bone, and then the earlobe, he stroked back and forth one after another.

"Wan Xiaotong." The woman called her hoarse and lazy, "I can, give me a pinch?"

Touching turned into light pinching, and the electric shock-like feeling instantly spread from the left ear to his whole body. Wan Tong opened his mouth, unable to speak, and just nodded dully.

The movements of Nie Zhiyan's hands were too gentle, terribly seductive, after a long while, the mist in the girl's eyes gradually gathered and permeated, and her chest was hot from being teased by her, she endured it, and finally bit her lip and said, "If you pinch, you will be responsible. "

The woman didn't know if she understood, so she hummed meaningfully.Wan Tong thought she let go, and bullied her, her soft lips brushed against Nie Zhiyan's hot cheeks, and fell on the other's same soft lips.She's young, not heartless, even though she's been telling herself to take her time last night and all day today until she's ready.

But in the face of such teasing from a loved one, who can resist...

Wan Tong clasped Nie Zhiyan's waist with one hand, supported the head of the bed with the other, kissed her, and gently swept every inch of her palate, feeling that the other party did not reject her, and her heart overflowed with sweetness.

The drunkenness in Nie Zhiyan's body surged like a stormy wave, but it was much better than last time.She was half drunk and half awake, she knew what she was doing and what the girl wanted, her heart was getting hot/perm slowly, she thought, it would be fine if she would try more and get used to it.So she obeyed, wrapped Wan Tong's neck, and responded.

This kiss lasted too long, and Nie Zhiyan's senses became clearer because she was slightly drunk.Unable to bear it any longer, and constantly recalling and flashing past, she first gently pushed Wan Tong's shoulder to signal to stop.Perhaps it was because the movement was too light, Wan Tong didn't notice, but the kiss buried on his neck deepened.

Unable to bear it after all, Nie Zhiyan gasped and straightened up, and put a little force on Wan Tong's shoulder, but Wan Tong was caught off guard, fell backwards, and fell on the soft bed.Looking at her with innocent and surprised eyes: "Yanyan."

I don't plan to directly reject the girl again. If she can make the other party comfortable by taking the initiative, she should be able to.Nie Zhiyan leaned over, less than three inches away from Wan Tong, stared at her tenderly, and said softly, "Don't you want me to be responsible?"

The person below blinked, unable to understand what she meant.Before she had time to think, Nie Zhiyan lowered her head, her blushing cheeks were only a few feet away from her, she exhaled like blue, her gaze turned slightly upwards, and she gently kissed Wan Tong's forehead, nose, and corners of her lips, and finally stopped on her lips , The kiss gradually deepened.

The girl finally understood, her heart beat faster in an instant, and her eyes were watery.Sensing Nie Zhiyan's initiative, she seemed to be more pleased than her own initiative, so she raised her body to meet Nie Zhiyan's kiss.

After the lingering kiss, Nie Zhiyan left her slightly flushed lips, Wan Tong opened his eyes and followed her for a moment, and suddenly felt the woman's earlobe being gently held, and his teeth were bitten and rubbed together.

Wan Tong was so impatient that her voice almost overflowed, she suppressed her emotions and breathed heavily.These are not written in the novel, so Yanyan can do everything.She raised her arm, resting it lazily on her forehead, and went to look at Nie Zhiyan. She raised her eyes slightly, and under the warm yellow light, the brows seemed to be even redder.

Wan Tong likes her very much.

Nie Zhiyan's breathing also gradually increased. She was quite clear-headed, but she was actually very nervous. Her lips moved down her earlobe, and slowly reached her side neck and collarbone, licking/kissing and biting lightly.Wan Tong couldn't help it, and groaned again and again: "Well, Yanyan."

Nie Zhiyan stopped immediately, and asked nervously, "Is it uncomfortable?" She hadn't tried it yet, so she didn't know if it would be good.

The man whose ears were red as if dripping blood immediately shook his head, denying with a shy face: "No." Then he added in a daze, "More." Hong, when she was still worrying about why this happened, Nie Zhiyan found her eyes and whispered in her ear, "I heard you."

Immediately afterwards, he gently lifted her chin, and kissed her lips again, the tips of his tongues intertwined. Wan Tong tasted the unprecedented sweetness, felt the unprecedented throbbing, and unconsciously climbed his hands on Nie Zhiyan's back. , kissing her intoxicatedly.Gradually, she noticed that the woman's warm hand was lingering around her waist, and she did not stretch it in.

Wan Tong instantly understood that Nie Zhiyan must be the same as himself and needed to seek advice, so while she was taking a breath and her voice was hoarse, she whispered to her, "Yanyan, you are my best preparation..."

Nie Zhiyan was indeed hesitating. She didn't know whether she should continue. After all, the two had been in love for less than two months. Although she already believed that the other party was a lifelong companion, the time was too short after all.However, she ignores the most important premise. It doesn't matter how long they are together when the love is deep. Wan Tong also believes that she can only be her.

So when she heard the girl say these words, her heart was so soft that she fell into a cloud, and all her reason and restraint suddenly collapsed.

Wan Tong stared at Nie Zhiyan with scorching eyes, and the woman's hands resting on the first button of the collar of the cotton pajamas trembled slightly.Taking a deep breath, he untied one by one until the last one was untied, and all the beauty of Wan Tong's upper body was exposed in front of Nie Zhiyan.Her slightly chaotic thoughts seemed to become more and more chaotic, and she forgot what to do next.

Although the curtains were drawn tight, the window panes were not completely covered, and the evening wind of the twelfth lunar month came in, so Wan Tongrao shivered barely noticeably, although he wasn't afraid of the cold.This made Nie Zhiyan come back to her senses immediately, blamed herself for being negligent, and slowly took off the nightgown on her body. Before Wan Tong had time to look, she was hugged in her arms, skin to skin, tight.

Nie Zhiyan ate wine tonight, her body was much hotter than usual, her long jet-black hair hung down, wrapping around their shoulders.Wan Tong felt her breath all over her body, and sighed contentedly in her chest, if only this was enough, it would be enough.

Immediately, the temperature seemed to rise gradually, and both of them warmed up.Nie Zhiyan straightened up a little bit, her ears were also very red, while kissing her, her knuckle-knuckle hands continued to slide down.

Wan Tong couldn't hold back anymore, and made a shameful voice.

"Keep your voice down, Tongtong." As time passed, Nie Zhiyan became clearer. She knew that the sound insulation effect of the two rooms was not very good, and she was afraid that Zhao Yingying would listen, so she raised her head and reminded her softly, and her breathing seemed to become disordered.

This is something that can be endured, but there is no way, Wan Tong has no choice but to cover one eye, bite his lower lip and hum, in order to relieve the sweet torture.He arched his body a little, leaned against Nie Zhiyan, held her left hand tightly, and interlocked her fingers.

Nie Zhiyan pursed her lips, her eyes were deep, and she stared at the girl lovingly.I don't know how long it has passed, the night is getting darker and darker, the streets outside the window are like mirror-like rivers, meandering in the dense tree shadows.Inside the window, the room was quiet, the rustling whispers gradually stopped, only shallow breathing remained.After washing up for a while, Police Officer Xiao Wan was gently embraced by Nie Zhiyan from behind, and the words that the woman said when the love was deep seemed to be still lingering in his ears.

There are only three characters, although they are not long, they are the most precious in the world and will never become obsolete.

It takes a lifetime to prove it.