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33. Regarding Su Qing's question, Zhou Ruxin actually had a premonition in her heart.

This kind of premonition may have been there when Su Qing said to follow her to come and have a look, no, maybe earlier, when Su Qing was on the top of the mountain, she said to herself, "Ru Xin, I will accompany you in the future "It's time to have it.However, when Suqing really asked, Zhou Ruxin realized that she still didn't know how to answer.

If the two of them are really just good friends, then there is no need to think about renting together. Even Zhou Ruxin felt that if Suqing really only regarded her as a good friend, she should have proposed the two renting together a long time ago.

Everyone is not a child anymore, even if they have never eaten pork, they have seen pigs walk, Zhou Ruxin could not fail to see the tender affection in Suqing's eyes every time she looked at her.It's just that Zhou Ruxin didn't know whether she should accept this feeling, because she really didn't know if she understood such a feeling.

When I was young, all I could think about was striving for a future, for myself and even for my father, as for young love, I would never think about it.

In middle school, it’s not like I haven’t seen classmates around me fall in love, but they were all on and off. As a bystander, Zhou Ruxin sometimes even felt that their love was like a child playing house. Today love Who loves me if you love him tomorrow.

When I was in college, my father actually said jokingly that he hoped that Ruxin would complete two important tasks in the four years of college, one was to join the party, and the other was to find a boyfriend.However, her father left without even having time to see whether Zhou Ruxin's first task was completed, and Zhou Ruxin's once fresh heart followed her father's sudden departure.

Has Zhou Ruxin ever loved anyone?Or who ever loved her?There is no way of knowing everything, and there should be none.The short-lived marriage that followed was just a deal where everyone got what they needed.

Zhou Ruxin knows that she likes to be with Su Qing, and she is also very happy that Su Qing treats her well. When she doesn't see her normally, she will miss her a little.

Zhou Ruxin liked Su Qing's two hugs that happened by accident, and she could feel the warmth. Of course, she also liked Su Qing's holding hands very much. To put it mildly, Su Qing held her hand like that Going down the mountain, she was indeed a little lost and thought of the phrase "hold your hand and grow old with you".

However, Zhou Ruxin really couldn't confirm what kind of mentality she was in. She had never experienced love, so she was afraid, afraid that she was not in love with Suqing, but simply in love with "love", and Suqing's What is the mind like?

Zhou Ruxin believed that Su Qing's warmth would not be the warmth of a good friend, but, after all, she never heard Su Qing's confession, what if she was wrong?

A question, Zhou Ruxin struggled for a while, but remained silent.Lin Suqing thought at first that Zhou Ruxin didn't answer because she was shy, but after a long silence, she felt something was wrong, and suddenly remembered the phrase "haste makes waste", could it be that she really messed it up this time? ?

However, at the top of the mountain, Judging from Ruxin's performance, she probably wouldn't reject her, or else Ruxin wouldn't allow herself to hold her hand all the time when she came down the mountain. It's not that I don't know the phrase "hold your hand and grow old with you".Cough, poor Lin Suqing really misjudged Zhou Ruxin this time.

Neither of them spoke, and the room was so quiet that only the whirring of the fan remained.

Then, it was Lin Suqing who said, "If you don't want to, just say so. It's okay. I'll accompany you to see the house after your summer vacation. I'll check it out for you, lest you, a bookworm, be bullied by the landlord again. "

When Zhou Ruxin heard this, she felt a little gloomy in her heart. She turned over and just happened to face Su Qing's face that was obviously a little disappointed because of her silence. How can I pretend to be generous here: "I never said I didn't want to. It's just, Su Qing, why do you want me to live with you?"

When Zhou Ruxin turned around like this, the two of them got very close, so close that Lin Suqing could clearly feel the nervous anticipation that Zhou Ruxin had when she spoke.Following Zhou Ruxin's words, the exhalation spread gently between Lin Suqing's lips and teeth, and suddenly, Lin Suqing's eyes became clear: "Ru Xin, I want you to live with me, because I like you, I like you." You've been around for a long, long time."

Lin Suqing was so straightforward, but now Zhou Ruxin was a little nervous and at a loss: "Suqing, what are you...that Suqing, I naturally like you too...but, I don't know what liking is...I'm afraid I made a mistake ..."

Well, actually Zhou Ruxin didn't know what she was going to say.

Seeing that she was so nervous, Lin Suqing understood. She gently embraced Zhou Ruxin, and whispered softly: "Ruxin, I understand, trust me, I really understand. It's okay, even if I made a mistake , we can start over slowly, Ru Xin, we have a lifetime, don't worry, okay?"

The more gentle Lin Suqing was, the more nervous Zhou Ruxin was, and the more she felt that she was so stupid and yet so lucky. How could such a good Suqing fall in love with herself?

Suddenly, Zhou Ruxin remembered a sentence she had read on the Internet: "It seems that I saved the Milky Way in my previous life, right?"

It seemed exaggerated at the time, but at this moment, Zhou Ruxin looked at the woman who was holding her in her arms with gentle eyes, and thought that the person who said these words was in a similar state of mind as herself.

God is fair most of the time, if he takes some from us, he will give us some back.At this moment, Zhou Ruxin felt more at ease than ever before: "Okay, Su Qing, just wait for me, I will figure it out."

"Well, I'll wait slowly. But, Ru Xin, no matter what, don't live in this place, right?"

"Well, where does Suqing live now? If I move there, will there be a place to live?"

Lin Suqing heard: "Of course, my side has two bedrooms and one living room."

Zhou Ruxin couldn't help but let out a "wow": "Suqing, aren't you too extravagant? You live alone in two bedrooms and one living room."

Lin Suqing smiled, eyebrows curved: "Actually, I only rented there recently, and I rented a small single room like you before."

Zhou Ruxin became curious: "Isn't it normal for you to live in a small single room by yourself? Why change?"

Lin Suqing hesitated for a moment, but still answered: "I decided to change it last two weeks..."

After all, Zhou Ruxin was not dull enough to ask further questions, Su Qing really had, um, a long-term vision.

So it was a happy decision to move.

For the rest of the time, the two slept peacefully for a late afternoon sleep, and went downstairs to have a casual meal at night, and then Lin Suqing went back happily, watching her get on the bus and leave with a smile on her face, Zhou Ruxin couldn't help but jumped up and down a few steps happily, and when she returned to her residence, she began to think about how to pack and move.

Before going to bed, I received a message from Su Qing as usual: "Ru Xin, good night, sweet dreams."

Before Zhou Ruxin could reply, she immediately added another sentence: "Ru Xin, I really want to start my summer vacation tomorrow."

Zhou Ruxin vaguely remembered an Sanqu that she read when she was a teenager: "If you don't know lovesickness in your life, you will love it, and you will hurt lovesickness. The body is like floating clouds, the heart is like flying catkins, and the breath is like gossamer. There is a lingering fragrance in the sky. Hope for a thousand gold wanderers. When the syndrome comes, it is when the lights are half dim and the moon is half bright."

Su Qing, the ancients never deceived me.