hope and gift

"That's not what I thought." Teng Jiangyan interrupted the memory images that kept popping up in his mind, thought for a long time, but finally could only respond with these words.

"If there is no difference, goodbye can't be called a reunion. I want to open it up." Han Zi took out a bottle of bright red liquid, shook it in front of Teng Jiangyan, and said, "I will see you another day, and bring this to me." Try it, I just have something to tell you."

"Okay, but this bottle of stuff looks creepy, do you really want me to drink it?" Teng Jiangyan looked at the liquid through the screen and felt goosebumps all over his body. If he really wanted to drink it by himself, it might be difficult pharynx.

"What's that expression on your face? Is this the pomegranate juice wine I made, okay? Next month is Qiao Qiao's birthday. I'll come over then and treat you guys to dinner." Han Zi held his chin and glanced helplessly. Teng Jiangyan sighed and said: "Mu Xiao has experienced more things than you can imagine. You can't judge his behavior with the set in your heart. He will feel that you don't understand him."

Han Zi's words hit his mind during this period of time, Teng Jiangyan paused after hearing this, and asked: "What... has he experienced?"

Han Zi didn't show an overly surprised expression, as if he had known for a long time that Teng Jiangyan knew nothing about this.After he put the wine bottle in his hand away, he said calmly: "I'll tell you about Qiao Qiao's birthday. But I think you have a bit of a mentality of pushing your nose and face to Mu Xiao. Are you just now?" Because he likes you, do you think breaking up is just a joke like breaking up?"

Teng Jiangyan was stunned, his cheeks were burning hot.He really felt that his shame mask had been ripped off by Han Zi, and his childish and ignorant true face was bloody exposed under the light.

He felt that he was going to be filled with shame.

Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Han Zi reckoned that he was talking about what was on his mind: "Mu Xiao, you also know that he won't turn back for one thing. In the same way, if he is really disappointed in you, I won't look back, you... think about it carefully."

After speaking, Han Zi immediately turned off the video.Teng Jiangyan looked at Han Qiao and Han Zi's WeChat dialog box without blinking his eyes in a daze, until the light on the phone screen dimmed, until the screen went black, until Han Qiao called him.

"Xiaoyan, what's the matter with you, are you feeding mosquitoes outside?" Han Qiao knocked on the balcony door, and Teng Jiangyan finally recovered from the sound of knocking on the door.

"I came in because I was thinking about something." Teng Jiangyan quickly played sloppy eyes after speaking, "If you didn't say that I didn't notice it, not only are there many mosquitoes, but it's also hot outside."

Han Qiao was amused by him, and didn't ask why he stayed on the balcony for so long.

When going to bed at night, Teng Jiangyan was having trouble falling asleep listening to Mu Qin's dream talk from time to time.He replayed the scene with Mu Xiao over and over again in his mind, as if he wanted to pick out some clues about Mu Xiao's past from the details of certain words.But he failed. Mu Xiao’s words were almost not the same as his. Every word was like a thread, cleverly woven into a seamless net, and he was entangled tightly. As for the outside, you can't see anything.

After being awakened by Han Zi, Teng Jiangyan was worried about gain and loss for several days. Except for class, he always looked distraught.

Teng Jiangyan was in a trance, just yesterday his meal was knocked over by others, and today he was knocked over again.This time it was even worse, the soup splashed on his calf directly burned his soul back, and he heard the repeated sorry from the side.

"It's okay." Teng Jiangyan replied calmly without raising his head, mechanically took out a pack of paper from his trouser pocket, and bent over to wipe it mechanically.

"Why were you bumped again?" Han Qiao ran over to take a look, and saw Teng Jiangyan's leg that was burned red a little, and immediately frowned.

After Mu Qin found an empty table and took it up, he talked to Han Qiao, and reluctantly went to get a new plate to help Teng Jiangyan line up for dinner.Han Qiao helped Teng Jiangyan to the table, only to realize that the person who bumped into Teng Jiangyan just now was still following along, and he looked a little familiar.He touched his head and thought for a while before he remembered that this person was their monitor, Mu Chengming.

"Well, monitor, right? Do you have anything else to do?" Han Qiao knew that Teng Jiangyan's condition was not right these days, so she asked directly for him.

"Send him to the infirmary first, I see that his calf is all red." Mu Chengming looked ashamed, and after putting his dinner plate on their table, he knelt down and took out a wet tissue to stick it on the table. On Teng Jiangyan's lap.

The wet tissue was mint-flavored and a bit cold, which made Tengjiang Yanliang so clever that he almost jumped up.Only then did he come to his senses, and when he saw Mu Chengming half kneeling beside him, he was so frightened that he almost cried out.However, after seeing Mu Chengming plastering the wet tissue peacefully, he calmed down and said with a complicated expression: "No need, I'm fine."

"It's all right, I'll accompany you to see it in a while, and ask the doctor to prescribe some ointment for your burn." Mu Chengming taught Teng Jiangyan a lesson with an unambiguous appearance, and then sat next to him and began to eat Come.

Until Mu Qin brought him back the meal, Teng Jiangyan was in a state of pins and needles.Now the gentle and elegant Mu Chengming and the paranoid Mu Chengming before seemed to be different from each other, which made him feel both fearful and kind, and of course more of it was fear.When Mu Qin brought him a meal, he could divert his attention from the meal.

After eating, Mu Chengming really helped Teng Jiangyan to the infirmary with his hands.Han Qiao didn't want to disturb her, so she left after only a few instructions.Since Mu Qin found out that Han Qiao's elder brother was Han Zi, she became very attached to him and left.Suddenly, Teng Jiangyan, who was left alone, was a little uneasy, and his heartbeat accelerated a lot because of nervousness.

"I think you've been out of your mind recently. What's the matter? Did you get dumped by your girlfriend?" After Mu Chengming finished speaking, he saw a flight of stairs in front of him, and put his hand directly on Teng Jiangyan's waist from Teng Jiangyan's shoulder, " You are not ticklish, are you? I can take advantage of it like this, and I am afraid that you will not be able to climb the stairs."

Teng Jiangyan froze because of this action. He stretched out his hand and brushed away Mu Chengming's hand as if in shock, and explained with a pale face, "I... am ticklish."

Mu Chengming didn't feel embarrassed, just continued to walk up with his arms around his shoulders, and asked deliberately while walking: "Why do you feel that you are a little afraid of me?"

"No, I just... haven't had such physical contact with others before, so I'm a little nervous." Teng Jiangyan had an idea, and immediately came up with a lie.

"That's it, that's really offensive." Mu Chengming adjusted his posture and changed the part of himself that touched Teng Jiangyan to touch Teng Jiangyan's clothes.

This little action of his made Teng Jiangyan suddenly have the illusion that this person had turned from evil to righteousness.

The burns on Teng Jiangyan's feet were not too serious. After the doctor prescribed some ointment for burns, they were sent back.

Halfway through, the doctor asked Teng Jiang to take his temperature because he saw Teng Jiang's face pale and in a daze.The neckline of Teng Jiangyan's clothes was loose, and it was not too difficult to clip the thermometer. In the end, because the temperature measured was normal, the doctor directly suggested him to see a psychiatrist.

After leaving the infirmary, Teng Jiangyan glanced at the time, and was too lazy to go back to the dormitory, so he went directly to the classroom of the first class in the afternoon, and sent a message to Han Qiao asking him to help bring the books.Mu Chengming followed him step by step, and followed him to the classroom.Teng Jiangyan was a little baffled, but he didn't hinder others' freedom of walking, so he could only remain silent along the way, maintaining this indifferent and awkward atmosphere.

It cannot be said that there are no people in the teaching building, but there are very few people.Teng Jiangyan has a psychological shadow. Mu Chengming followed him like this, and he dared not go up the stairs.

"That... Excuse me, I'll go to the bathroom." Teng Jiangyan hurriedly turned his head as soon as he took a step, and almost bumped into Mu Chengming who was closely behind him.

Only then did Teng Jiangyan see the situation clearly. Although Mu Chengming had been following behind him, he had been looking at his mobile phone, as if he didn't care about him at all.

He raised his head, savored this sentence in a daze, and then quickly made way for him: "I just went to read the news, I didn't pay attention, I'm really sorry."

Teng Jiangyan suddenly felt that he was a little bit 'to save the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain'.After shaking his head with shame on his face in response, he missed him cleanly.

Mu Chengming chuckled when he missed to go, but quickly covered it up with other expressions.

The class in the afternoon was still a bit boring. In order not to be affected by other sleeping people, Teng Jiangyan deliberately chose the front row seat.Both Han Qiao and Mu Qin are people who love to learn, and they never tire of sitting here.Mu Chengming, on the other hand, was still sitting behind Teng Jiangyan, with the party secretary and another girl in the class beside him.

In the 5 minutes between the two classes, Teng Jiangyan took the time to write notes there.Mu Qin made notes in class, and when she was free after class, she whispered to Teng Jiangyan there: "The squad leader is very lucky!"

Han Qiao snorted coldly, took out the mirror to look at herself, and sighed: "I think I look good, why does no one like me."

"Come on, look at the girls who grow up like Xiaoyan and haven't hooked up in the class! Rare species..." Mu Qin then muttered, "I think if Xiaoyan changed her personality with me, there must be A lot of girls like him, he is really too cold now."

"Don't make trouble." Teng Jiangyan stopped him in a low voice, "I called your brother to teach you a lesson."

"Tsk, didn't you break up with him and still have such a close relationship? This is the end of love~" Mu Qin whispered in Teng Jiangyan's ear, and added at the end: "What kind of moth are you compared to him? The fiancée looks much better, and I like you."

"By the way, go back to the dormitory later and tell me about your brother." Teng Jiangyan stopped writing and sighed, "I think I really don't understand him more and more."

"You know what he does, it's enough for you to know that he really likes you." Mu Qin said something mysteriously, which made Teng Jiangyan confused.

He was stunned for a while before asking: "Why do you say that?"

"Well~ Go back and tell me, the news about my brother is big news, it's not good for others to hear about it." After Mu Qin finished speaking, she kept silent and quietly read his book.

During evening self-study, Mu Chengming posted a form there to count the contact information and detailed information of the people in the class.

After this form was sent to Teng Jiangyan, Teng Jiangyan had a headache when he saw the contact information of the parents or guardians printed on it, so that when he finally handed it in, the line for the contact information of the parents or guardians was still blank.

The person who received the watch was the party secretary. I don't know if she saw that Teng Jiangyan was gay or because Mu Chengming was very rude to Teng Jiangyan because of his vague overtures to Teng Jiangyan.She picked up the watch and looked at it, then frowned and pointed to the empty line and asked: "Why did you hand it in before you finished filling it out, parents or guardians should fill it out!"

Her voice wasn't too loud, but it was quite abrupt in this quiet study room. Probably all three classes in the classroom heard it clearly.Teng Jiangyan's heart felt as if someone had stabbed him out. The paper cut out from the stomachs of Teng De and Ran Hongyu, who had fallen into a pool of blood, appeared in front of his eyes again, and then sank into his body, squeezing out the blood in his lungs. The air only made him feel a sense of suffocation.

"I didn't say anything about you, who are you showing this face to..." The Secretary of the Communist Youth League looked at Teng Jiang's face flushed and horrified, and was inexplicably flustered, so he could only stammer and say again He said a word.

"You..." Mu Qin couldn't bear to see the group secretary continue to behave like something, and stood up to explain, but was held back by Teng Jiangyan.

Teng Jiangyan calmed down for a while and his complexion improved a lot. He held his stuffy chest and said word by word: "Sorry, my parents died when I was an adult, so I don't have a guardian. I really don't care about this column. Will fill in."

The group secretary was startled by Mu Qin's things, and after hearing Teng Jiangyan's explanation, he handed the watch to Teng Jiangyan with some annoyance: "Then you can't write nothing? You can also write about the death of both parents." ..."

Mu Qin was almost so angry that she was about to scold this woman, but was stopped by Han Qiao.He glanced down at Han Qiao, who shook his head at him.

Teng Jiangyan took the form politely, wrote down the death of both parents, and then handed it to the party secretary: "It's finished, I'm sorry to trouble you."

After the group secretary received his watch, he left as if he was a mourner.

"Why is this girl so squeamish? I really think she is a princess if we have fewer girls here? What a bad temper." Mu Qin complained in a low voice, "It's because I have a good temper. If my brother is here, someone will say that Yan, I must have done it directly."

"Where do you think this is? This is the school. You didn't care why you were arguing with a girl." When Teng Jiangyan heard what Mu Qin said, she turned her head and taught him, "Your brother wouldn't be so impulsive. , he meets people according to occasions."

Mu Qin knew that Teng Jiangyan said this for his own benefit, but after hearing it, he still felt uncomfortable, and pouted on one side: "My brother is very impulsive, and he never disregards the occasion."

"Come on, I'll treat you to supper for self-study next night, okay?" Seeing his appearance, Teng Jiangyan could only sigh helplessly, "It must be your brother who spoiled you, what kind of temper is this?" .”

"This sounds comfortable. Don't be angry with you. Do your homework." Mu Qin performed the face-changing method perfectly for a second, and instantly turned into a smiley state. Han Qiao, who was watching, was stunned.

After the self-study next night, Mu Chengming brought the Communist Youth League secretary to apologize to Teng Jiangyan.The group secretary looked unwilling, and Teng Jiangyan was flustered when he saw it.In order to save himself from being missed by the party secretary, he could only smooth things over by himself and said: "It's all my fault, you don't mind. My parents are dead and she doesn't know. As the saying goes, 'one who doesn't know is innocent'. Not to mention, I still have to buy supper for Mu Qin, I appreciate your kindness."

As soon as he finished speaking, Teng Jiangyan slipped away like oil on the soles of his feet.

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Today is still a boring day, so it is still a double update.

_(:з」∠)_Actually, I’ve finished three chapters today!