hope and gift

"I don't object to Mu Xiao being with you. I think this is your freedom, and I don't intend to interfere. But I guess your progress will not be too smooth. After all, Mu Xiao is in love for the first time. I think Watching Mu Xiao grow up, he has a bad personality since he was a child." Fang Shimei looked at Teng Jiangyan, hesitated for a while, and continued to say: "But Mu Xiao's father doesn't think so, he will definitely not accept him. My son likes men, and he will definitely force you to leave Mu Xiao."

"So you're telling me that these are... telling me not to leave Mu Xiao?" Teng Jiangyan was a little puzzled about the intention of the woman opposite.

Fang Shimei shook her head, the delicate earrings shook slightly, but it was an extremely small amount, showing that its owner was extraordinarily elegant: "If Mu Xiao's father finds you and asks you to leave Mu Xiao, you will leave. If you are really I really love Mu Xiao, so when you think you have the ability to take Mu Xiao away, come back and take him away."

"..."

Teng Jiangyan couldn't understand what Fang Shimei meant at all, and felt that he was completely in a state where a monk Zhang Er could not figure it out.

"Mu Xiao's father is a bit extreme. If something doesn't go according to his ideas, he would rather ruin it." Fang Shimei stared at Teng Jiangyan, as if seeing his confusion, and explained seriously: " I admit that I have selfishness for Mu Xiao's safety, after all, as a mother, I definitely want to protect my son, so I hope you can make concessions."

Teng Jiangyan only understood three points when he heard this.Ever since he knew Mu Xiao, he had never heard Mu Xiao talk about his own parents.So up to now, Teng Jiangyan can be said to know nothing about Mu Xiao's family situation.Hearing Fang Shimei's words now, I couldn't help beating my heart secretly, and even began to feel that being with Mu Xiao was harming him.

Teng Jiangyan thought for a while, sorted out the language in his mind before remaining calm, and said gracefully: "Auntie, don't worry. I am not a person who ignores the overall situation. I will remember what you said today. Just as I cherish Every day I am with Mu Xiao, I also cherish Mu Xiao as a person, and I will not let him get hurt because of my paranoia."

"Okay, then let's end this topic, and now let's talk about the next one." Fang Shimei breathed a sigh of relief, crossed her fingers on the table with some comfort, raised her eyes to Teng Jiangyan and said: "The current topic is about You, I'll just say it straight, don't worry there are no outsiders here, let me ask you, do you have some mental illness?"

"I...I can..."

Teng Jiangyan felt like a live fish thrown into boiling water, and felt ashamed all of a sudden because he was afraid of getting hot all over his body.He himself hadn't thought through what Fang Shimei said, so he was about to deny it, but before he finished speaking, Fang Shimei interrupted him as if he had seen through him.

"Treat yourself if you are sick, otherwise it will be bad for everyone if you procrastinate. Adjusting yourself is a self-comforting word, and you should understand it in your heart. Could it be... what are you afraid of?" Fang Shimei looked at the anxious woman in front of her. Teng Jiangyan had some different thoughts in his heart.

When Teng Jiangyan heard this sentence, the time bomb in his head seemed to explode suddenly.Now his mind is really blank, and he can't say a word.

An inexplicable uneasiness occupied his emotions, and fear and fear gradually invaded his nerves.Some familiar but terrified images kept flashing through his mind like a slideshow, and he stretched out his hands and hugged his head and curled up into a ball, trying to avoid this memory as much as possible.

"Look at me, Xiaoyan." Fang Shimei saw that Teng Jiangyan was not quiet, and immediately called out his name sharply.

The atmosphere of the western restaurant is very good. The soothing music and gentle lighting make people feel safe involuntarily.So much so that Teng Jiangyan did not lose control after being repeatedly stimulated by Fang Shimei.

Hearing Fang Shimei's voice, Teng Jiangyan tried her best to restrain herself. After taking several deep breaths, she put her trembling hands on the table, and said palely, "Sorry, I lost my temper."

"It's safe now, trust me." Fang Shimei reached out and took Teng Jiangyan's hand, looking straight at Teng Jiangyan's face.

Fang Shimei's hands are soft but strong, with a soothing warmth, which reminds Teng Jiangyan of the maternal love that she seems to have never experienced before.His nose was sore, but he still held back his tears.

"I know a psychiatrist who is an old friend of mine. Would you like to meet him?" Fang Shimei showed a loving smile and said softly: "It was he who taught me to persuade you this way. Depending on your reaction, this approach should It's been very effective."

Fang Shimei glanced at the bodyguard, and the bodyguard handed her a business card knowingly. Fang Shimei took it and handed it to Teng Jiangyan, and added: "This psychiatrist said that he had a relationship with you once, and it should be easier for you to get in touch. "

Teng Jiangyan glanced at Fang Shimei gratefully, wondering who the psychiatrist who had a relationship with him would be, and reached out to take the business card he handed over.He glanced at the name on the business card, and his eyelids twitched.

It was him.

"Auntie, I'm sorry." Teng Jiangyan handed back her business card and said, "I can't see this psychiatrist."

"Xiaoyan, you have to face up to your fear. It's all for your own future, and Mu Xiao, if you want Mu Xiao to be with you, would you want yourself to be like this?" Fang Shimei thought He still rejected the psychiatrist's treatment, and he was a little disappointed.

Seeing that Fang Shimei misunderstood, Teng Jiangyan quickly explained: "That's not what I mean, I mean, everything else is fine except this psychiatrist. I... Mu Xiao and I have some misunderstandings because of him."

Fang Shimei frowned, and asked curiously, "What misunderstanding did you and Mu Xiaoneng have because of Han Zi?"

"Han Zi?" Mu Xiao eavesdropped for a long time with his bag on his back, he was startled when he heard the name, and hurried over to Fang Shimei and asked, "Is he a psychiatrist? He still knows you?"

"Well, a psychiatrist who graduated from a prestigious school." Fang Shimei signaled Mu Xiao to sit down, and said with an embarrassed expression: "I have treated me before, and he is very nice. He has some personal friendship with me, so I feel more at ease about him."

Mu Xiao felt conflicted when he heard this, but because of Teng Jiangyan's illness and Fang Shimei's guarantee, he took the business card on the table and stuffed it into Teng Jiangyan's hand, saying: "It's okay, you can find him."

Teng Jiangyan accepted the postcard flattered, and a turbulent storm arose in his heart because Mu Xiao finally believed in him.

"En." Fang Shimei glanced at Mu Xiao gratifiedly, and said, "I think you can guess some of the reasons for these actions, and looking at your actions, you are really sensible and grown up."

Mu Xiao rolled his eyes at Fang Shimei, and simply continued to bury his head in his meal.

The meal was quite enjoyable, but Teng Jiangyan peeked at Mu Xiao a few times during the period, with a slightly nervous look on his face.After he finished eating, Fang Shimei took the initiative to add him on WeChat, and also saved his contact information.Because the restaurant is a bit far away, it was already eleven o'clock when the two of them returned to the hotel.

"Since when did you hear that?" Teng Jiangyan carefully looked at Mu Xiao while changing her pajamas, but pretended to be relaxed and said: "I don't even know, you are really light-footed."

"Since my mother told you to face it directly, she didn't say anything excessive to you, right?" Mu Xiao collapsed on the bed, his hair was wet.After finishing speaking, he looked at Teng Jiangyan with some embarrassment, and said awkwardly: "Also, before I... I misunderstood you and Han Zi unreasonably, that... I'm sorry."

Teng Jiangyan chuckled after hearing this, got into the quilt in a flash, shook his head and said: "I am very grateful to your mother for telling me this, it is very good."

"You changed a lot when we first met." Mu Xiao put his arms around Teng Jiangyan with some sighs and said, "Maybe I was forced to get out. There are some things that you are willing to tell me in the open .”

Teng Jiangyan squinted his eyes and rubbed against his arms, and said: "You didn't force me, I am willing. I think I will be able to tell you completely and clearly in the future. Also, you too, You are willing to trust me now."

"I've always believed in you, alright?" Mu Xiao looked at Teng Jiangyan with a hint of coquettishness.

Teng Jiangyan couldn't resist him like this, and felt itchy in his heart when he saw his expression, reached out and pressed his head and kissed him.

Mu Xiao used the same tube of toothpaste as him, and the scent of green tea instantly filled his mouth, giving him the urge to take a deep breath of Mu Xiao.

After a while, Teng Jiangyan felt that his legs were being held down by Mu Xiao. He didn't realize that something was wrong until he felt that his clothes were being ripped off by Mu Xiao's restless hands.

Mu Xiao seemed to want to do something.

In fact, it's not that Teng Jiangyan doesn't accept it, but it's a bit hypocritical.He was about to say something to resist on the surface, but Mu Xiao didn't know what was going on in his mind, so he stopped suddenly and lay down on the side, burying his head in the pillow.

"What's wrong with you?" Teng Jiangyan put on most of the clothes that Mu Xiao had taken off, and seeing his sullen look, most of his feelings immediately went down, and when he came back to his senses, he felt that he was also fainted head off.

Mu Xiao's expression was very gloomy, he turned over and pulled the quilt over with only one eye exposed, and said angrily: "I really wanted to do something, but for some reason I remembered that you were in the hospital yesterday Then, thinking about it makes me cringe.”

Teng Jiangyan was so happy that he hummed, hugged him and whispered: "Don't you deserve it? Don't think too much, go to sleep."

Mu Xiao made a fuss and refused to sleep, Teng Jiangyan coaxed him for a while, and it was estimated that it was almost two or three o'clock before they finally fell asleep due to sleepiness.

Since the banquet started in the afternoon the next day, neither of the two alarm clocks in the room were set, and the two of them hugged each other in a dark sleep until after twelve o'clock before waking up.

This one was woken up by the doorbell ringing.

Mu Xiao rubbed his messy sleeping hair, got up and prepared to open the door.Teng Jiangyan didn't wake up, but just got under the quilt, and fell asleep again.

"Who is it?" Mu Xiao put on his pajamas, yawned and stretched out his hand to open the door, seeing a group of well-dressed people waiting for him outside.Although his vision was a little blurry because he had just woken up, he saw Ma Sizhe at a glance.

He took a closer look, and it turned out that everyone from the KingDom team had come.

Mu Xiao couldn't help frowning slightly, wondering which part Ma Sizhe was playing, but he quickly realized, and hurriedly said, "You guys wake me up early in the morning?"

"Isn't this Teng Jiangyan's room? Why is Team Mu here?" Sun Yunyun, the leader who rang the doorbell, looked curiously at the address written on the phone, and looked at Mu Xiao with confusion.

Mu Xiao yawned indifferently, and said: "You made a mistake, this is my room, and Xiaoyan is in another room. Besides, Xiaoyan always gets up early, and now I guess I'm going out for lunch, you guys He couldn’t find this point.”

"It's like this, what a pity." Sun Yunyun sighed a little dejectedly, and said, "He was sick twice before the game, and we all want to condolences to him."

"I want a man, but I don't want to say it directly." Qi Sizi interjected with a smirk, but was immediately glared at by Sun Yunyun, and turned into a suppressed smile.

"If you're all right, I'll go back and brush your teeth and wash your face. I'll see you at the banquet in the afternoon." After Mu Xiao finished speaking, he was about to close the door, but Ma Sizhe took a step forward, looked at Mu Xiao and said, "My phone is going to run out of battery because of them. Borrow a step to charge up?"

"Sure, you come in." Mu Xiao let Ma Sizhe in, and then he closed it and went to brush his teeth.In the toilet, Mu Xiao took a peek at Ma Sizhe who was looking around, and secretly sighed in his heart: This person is really not a thing in some aspects.

Teng Jiangyan was still huddled in the blanket, and the quilt was rolled into a ball by him again. Looking at it from a distance, it is really hard to see that there are people inside.Ma Sizhe connected the cable to charge, and sat on a chair beside him to read a magazine. He seemed to be relieved, and his mood improved a lot, but he didn't say anything.

After washing, Mu Xiao came out and gave Ma Sizhe a meaningful look, shook off the "quilt" in front of him, poked the unconscious person, and said helplessly: "Xiaoyan, get up La."

"Ah?" Ma Sizhe looked at the person Mu Xiao suddenly fished out from the quilt, startled, and stammered and asked: "Didn't you say this is not Teng Jiangyan's room?"

"It's not enough for them to talk nonsense, otherwise, the news of HAL's nanny's position will be all over the sky." Mu Xiao continued to shake Teng Jiangyan without looking back, "Besides, you are not wrong about my relationship with Xiaoyan. I know, we have such a good relationship, right? You are not someone who will talk nonsense in front of your team members, so I can rest assured if I confess to you."

Ma Sizhe choked back all the words he had prepared, and the expression on his face couldn't hold back. He didn't know whether Mu Xiao's words were ironic or right, so he could only pretend to be calm and continue reading.

Teng Jiangyan was so annoyed by Mu Xiao that she finally opened her eyes.He rolled around on the bed and rolled back, put his arms around Mu Xiao's waist and said: "If I didn't see you as Mu Xiao, I would definitely beat someone."

"Call me." Mu Xiao smiled and patted his hand off, and said, "You have a bad taste in your mouth, I really hate you, get up and brush your teeth."

"Ah, you're so annoying. I kissed you yesterday with such peace of mind." Hearing this, Teng Jiangyan was finally willing to get up in a daze. He turned over and sat up. He clearly saw Ma Sizhe sitting in front of him.

Teng Jiangyan went to Mu Xiao's box to look through his clothes, and took off half of his pajamas with his hands.

"Stop, Xiaoyan." Mu Xiao coughed twice, ran over to pull up his clothes, and said, "Didn't you see Captain Ma over there?"

"Ah? What!" Teng Jiangyan was so frightened that he almost jumped up and bumped Mu Xiao's chin. He rubbed his eyes vigorously, and finally saw Ma Sizhe sitting there, so he took his clothes and went to him in embarrassment. Before leaving, he said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Ma Li, I just slept for too long and I can't see clearly. I really didn't see you here. How offensive, don't be angry with me."