John Snape of HP

"..."

There was an eerie, awkward silence in the air.

Snape pursed his lips and lowered his eyes.And John had already sat up, staring straight at him, his eyes were burning, and he couldn't escape.

"Severus?" Seeing that he was about to pretend to be asleep, John asked again in a soft and patient voice, "What did you just say?"

"—I know you're awake," he added, somewhat aggressively.

"It's nothing." Snape had no choice but to say dryly, speaking very quickly.

"Really?" John looked at him with a flicker of undisguised disappointment in his eyes.

This ordinary look inexplicably made Snape's throat tighten, making his voice so dry that he could hardly speak.

The sense of loss and emptiness that flashed in the dream just now caught his heart again.

Snape had a sudden premonition that if he didn't say something, it would be like a dream.

"Originally I didn't plan to say such a stupid thing, it seems——I really shouldn't have any hope for your brain." Snape forced a smirk.

He paused, observing John's reaction.John looked confused and aggrieved.

"Is there nothing you want to tell me?" Snape hissed after a pause.

"What? Didn't you want to tell me?" John was at a loss.

Snape frowned.He thought that what he said was already very untactful—because he needed to confirm what John thought before expressing his heart.

If John did treat him—it would be a difficult thing to confess.With Snape's awkwardness, it was impossible for him to speak without any scruples like in his dream.

Yes.

He wanted John to confess first.

In this way, no matter what the result is, as long as he doesn't say it, he has room for it.

In the darkness, John showed a somewhat embarrassed expression.

…His impression of being an idiot has not changed, and now that Severus seems to be interested in him, is he going to take the opportunity to point it out?

If this was just a temptation, wouldn't he be exposed?

——We still have to force Severus to speak out on his own initiative!

John made up his mind, pretending to be confused, and said, "Since you think it's stupid, then I won't speak."

He leaned forward suddenly, wrapping his arms around Snape's tense body.

"Everything was said in this hug," John said with a smile.

Snape frowned, suspicious.He was even more uncertain about John's thoughts.

——Suddenly there was a person lying on his body, and he was hugging him tightly with both arms.The body temperature that didn't belong to Snape slowly passed to him, this strange and reassuring feeling made Snape very unaccustomed to it.

He almost wanted to break free, but fortunately there was already a hug in the dream, so Snape's whole body was tense for a long time, but he slowly relaxed.

He clenched his fists, raised his arms hesitantly, and finally put his arms around John's waist.

"So, you agree?" John struggled a bit, put his arms on both sides of Snape's face, and asked slowly.

——Based on half of what Severus said just now, he probably has a bottom line in his mind.

"What?" Snape didn't intend to be vague, "explain."

John retaliated maliciously: "I didn't intend to say such a stupid thing, it seems——I really shouldn't have any hope for your brain."

Not only the words, but even the tone of voice was exactly the same as what Snape despised him just now.

"..."

Snape thought the veins on his forehead must have twitched.

John continued to tease him: "Look at our current posture. If my future lover finds out, he will definitely be uncomfortable."

It was only then that Snape suddenly realized how intimate and ambiguous their posture was now.

He actually allowed another person to get so close to him unknowingly!The bodies of the two of them were almost touching each other, John's arms were propped on both sides of his face, staring at him very closely, he could almost feel the warm breath spraying on his face.

As soon as Snape's face darkened, he wanted to push John away, and his tone immediately turned cold: "If you still have reason, you should leave me immediately."

He paused, his heart sank, and he said grimly: "And you know that your future lover will feel uncomfortable because of this, so don't continue."

Deliberately suggesting that the future lover reminds him is to show his attitude.So John just has an illusory and fragile fascination with him, and when he really gets along with him, he suddenly becomes alienated.

——Snape finally found the answer to this question.Although he had expected it long ago, he was still a little sad at this moment.

Sure enough, he still...

And John saw Snape's gloomy expression at this moment, and he was really sure of Snape's true thoughts.

John raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, "But I still want to continue, do you think he will be more uncomfortable?"

Snape was annoyed by John's indifferent attitude, frowned in disapproval and was about to say something, when John suddenly moved closer to kiss - to be precise, just touched Snape's lips with his lips.

Even just that, Snape froze completely.

John frowned, and seemed to be very distressed and said to himself: "Is he uncomfortable in this way? Maybe he needs to behave a little more excessively?"

Don't look at him speaking so boldly, but his heart is pounding with nervousness.

Snape came back to his senses and hissed angrily: "Enough!"

John's actions upset him, and what he said made him resist and want to understand.He didn't want to play around with John any more.

"What exactly are you trying to say?" he asked.

John also restrained his expression and fell silent.

"I just want to hear you finish what you just said." He said slowly, "Severus, if you don't want to, I'll pretend nothing happened tonight."

John lowered his eyes, his face was blurred in the darkness, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

Even so, Snape was still staring at John's face carefully, as if he was deciding something.

After being silent for a long time, John's heart was going cold for a long time, and then Snape's voice sounded calmly again: "I really...have a different feeling about you."

"I like you, John."

At that moment, it seemed to John that the heartbeat and time stood still together.

He looked at Snape, who had a calm expression and seemed a little relieved, and couldn't help laughing excitedly: "Me too! Severus, I like you too!"

John threw his arms around Snape's neck and rubbed himself happily.

As soon as Snape's face softened, it immediately darkened again. He struggled to push John away: "Merlin's! John, get off me!"

John didn't listen at all, he rubbed wildly enthusiastically, his soft hair tickled Snape's neck, and tried to take off his robe and bury his face in it: "I'm so happy! Severus You still said it!"

"Damn it -! Get away!" Snape struggled, growling in shame and annoyance.

He suddenly regretted deeply—is it too late to take back what he said just now! !

In front of his eyes, the mysterious appearance of himself and John smiling and not speaking seemed to flash past, Snape gritted his teeth and suddenly realized.

——Sure enough, all of this is their fault!Send John to harm himself!

Snape grumbled secretly.

You just wait for me, when I go back to 20 years ago in the future, see how I take care of you!

[Extra episode [-]: The original professor meets John, end. 】

【2333 In this episode, when the professor can only be seen by John, there is already an entity.It's 520 today, so I still quietly ask the professor to confess~ finish what he didn't say! 】