I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian looked at the porridge that was getting cold, and it was placed on the dining table unmoved. He didn't know how long it had been since he had a complete breakfast. He couldn't afford to think about Gu Moshen anymore at this moment.

It's as if loving him has always been his own business, but Gu Moshen is only blindly loved, and only himself is the one who will always give, and he will always be like a bystander, never having anything to do with himself, Lin Jane has endured so much over the years that she never blamed him for breaking her body down.

Lin Jian's old classmate persuaded him more than once to go to the hospital. Your stomach can't be dragged anymore, but this delay lasted for two years. Lin Jian has changed from a vigorous and healthy person to a sick and weak man now. A person who will be sick for several days if he blows it, but he doesn't care about it.

He was afraid that his illness would be discovered by Gu Moshen, so he insisted not to go to the hospital. The other reason was that for Lin Jian, maybe not knowing his illness was the greatest comfort to him. Clearly, his stomach has been hurting for a year or two. If he goes for an examination, bad news will be written on the examination report.

So he didn't want to watch it, for fear that his life would be declared, just like a prisoner in court. At that moment, it was really painful, and he even stopped breathing. Lin Jian never expected how healthy his body would be. He just wants to spend his whole life with Gu Moshen, even though he has many reluctances, Lin Jian still has to take care of his daily life.

Because that man really can't do anything without him, Lin Jian smiled, maybe when Gu Moshen needed him, he just looked for clothes for him, cooked a delicious meal for him, and put water for his bath Well, this is when Lin Jian is needed, and it is also the only time when Lin Jian feels that she can be needed.

He hugged his stomach and stroked it. He looked at the hands of the clock on the wall. It was past nine o'clock and nothing on the table had moved. Lin Jian dragged his uncomfortable body and reluctantly cleaned up the dishes. Writhing with colic, and there was no medicine at home, he squatted on the ground with his mobile phone and dialed Gu Moshen's number.

After ringing for nearly a minute, the other party reluctantly picked it up, and said with a hint of anger and impatience in his voice, "What's the matter, I don't know if I'm in a meeting, if you have something to go home, tell me if it's okay."

Lin Jian resisted Gu Moshen's shouting to himself, resisted the grievance in his heart and said weakly, "Moshen, my stomach hurts, can you buy me some medicine, I really can't go downstairs."

There was a panting sound on the other end of the phone, Lin Jian paused, he knew why Gu Moshen got angry, he was in a meeting, it was disturbing his good business, disturbing his intimacy with his little lover, while on the other side Gu Mo covered the man's mouth deeply, and gave him a look that forbids him to make any sound, but the man really didn't make any sound.

He calmed down the anger just now and said with a concerned tone, "Is it serious? Do you want to go to the hospital? I'll ask Jing Huai to deliver the medicine to you, and take you to the hospital by the way. Your stomach can't be dragged anymore. "

Maybe it was because Lin Jian knew that the voice that should not be heard by Lin Jian seemed to be heard, and it seemed that she felt that she didn't care about Lin Jian, so she felt sorry for his stomach, which was so painful that she couldn't go downstairs, but Lin Jian knew that the fake caring was nothing but For a moment of perfunctory, if he really cared, how could he let his assistant take him to the hospital.

Lin Jian held back her tears and said in a choked voice, "No, it's not serious, just take some medicine and you'll be fine. You can go to the meeting first, and I won't bother you."

Lin Jian who hung up the phone had tears streaming down her cheeks without making a sound. The disappointment had accumulated for a long time, and even her crying was muted.