Who allowed me to live like a dream

Gu Jiachen pinched the bed sheet with his right hand, using too much force, all the veins on the back of his hand protruded, and the bruise wound around his wrist was painful.

Gu Jiachen fixed his eyes on the white sheet in front of him, and said, "What are you talking about, how do I know which Buddha it is..."

Feng Lin sighed, his eyes were full of determination.Gu Jiachen had never seen such a firm gaze from him.

"Retainer, my parents...you have seen it too. People are not very old, and their hair is as white as that. Back then, my father... almost stayed up overnight. At that time, he was also a promising man. In the end, I ended up working as a small clerk in the suburbs... I originally planned to stop looking for those people, to write off the account and live my happy life. But now I find that it’s not that I don’t want to Let them go... they are the ones who refuse to let me go."

Gu Jiachen whispered: "Why are you telling me these things..."

Feng Lin actually smiled, and said, "Retainer, we are all struggling in the whirlpool. You don't have to act stupid in front of me, and I don't have to act chic in front of you. I'm afraid that if this continues, we will die. Canceled. People always have to go to high places, otherwise they will always be the fate of being trampled... forever... are pawns used by others... Servant, I know what you are, you are a good person. But You must remember that good people are often used by others, and you must not be a pawn who has been thrown away by others."

Feng Lin shook his wheelchair and went to Gu Jiachen's bed, and said in a low voice: "And this incident involves a lot, everyone has their own ghosts in their hearts, even your brother and I can't bear this great opportunity, let alone Someone else? Let alone your enemy? You must be careful, don't blame me for not reminding you..."

As he spoke, he shook the wheelchair towards the door, raised his head, and recited a line of poetry as if in a good mood: "The good wind sent me to Qingyun by force..."

Gu Jiachen looked at Feng Lin's wheelchair "squeaking" and finally disappeared at the door, feeling as if he had overturned the condiment, and his feelings suddenly became mixed.

He picked up the spoon to scoop up a mouthful of porridge, and just as he brought it to his mouth, he found it was cold again.Throwing down the spoon, although my stomach growled, I couldn't eat at all.

I can only laugh at myself and think, it's been a day, maybe I haven't recovered from my mind yet?

Looking up, the window is still filled with snow-white sunshine.

The afternoon sun is the most poisonous.There is no air-conditioning in this ward, and the quilt is tightly covering the body, which is a bit stuffy.Occasionally, a small bug flew in and landed on the bouquet of flowers that the chief prosecutor brought over when he came, making a buzzing sound.

Gu Jiachen's body couldn't hold on long ago, and he slid down like a boneless one.He called the nurse to take away the porridge bowl, and he asked the curtains to be drawn.I pressed my head into the pillow, thinking dully, then raised my head and asked when Ren Xiaoxu would come.

Seeing his restless appearance, the nurse said, "You can't do this to keep your body healthy. Mr. Gu, if you really miss him, just give him a call."

After speaking, he took the phone to Gu Jiachen and put it beside his pillow.Gu Jiachen hesitated for a long time, but finally he didn't dial the number, but just sent a text message asking when Ren Xiaoxu would come over, and then stared at the phone in a daze.

After a while, he received a reply letter, Ren Xiaoxu said that the company had something to deal with, so he could only come over after dinner.

Gu Jiachen looked at his watch again, it was only two o'clock in the afternoon, and it was the time when the sun was at its worst.The curtains were drawn tightly, so he couldn't see what was going on outside.The little insects were still flying around on the bouquet of flowers, Gu Jiachen looked impatiently, and pulled the quilt over his head to cover it, leaving only two bright eyes in a daze, not knowing what he was staring at, His eyes seemed to drift far away again.

The hospital was eerily quiet, only the footsteps of the occasional nurses could be heard outside the door.The nurse stood quietly aside, and occasionally a bodyguard in black passed by the door to check on the situation.

Gu Jiachen wore a short-sleeved hospital gown, covered with a thin white quilt, and fell asleep amidst the frowning sounds of passing by occasionally.

Sleeping is also an afternoon when the sun hangs high, cicadas sing on the branches in August, and the roads are crowded with people during peak hours.

Gu Jiachen took his sister's hand and walked to school.

Shihua is also in junior high school. Her grades are very good. Although she failed to get into No. [-] Middle School, she was admitted to Experimental Foreign Language Middle School. The school is also very good. The family thinks there is no need to send her to No. [-] Middle School. .

Shihua wore a newly bought dress, her jet-black hair was tied into a ponytail, and she took her brother's hand to go to the school where she was going to study.The sun is very poisonous, she held an umbrella, and she didn't forget to pull her brother under the umbrella.She said that her brother is also very fair, it's a pity that he got tanned, and she likes fair and clean boys.

The umbrella was so red that Gu Shihua's entire face and half of his body were glowing red.Gu Jiachen held a fan in his hand and fanned it vigorously. Both of them had shining beads of sweat on their foreheads.The urban area is huge, and the two schools are far apart. In order to send his sister off, Gu Jiachen couldn't even eat lunch.

Gu Shihua said that it would be great if she could buy a bicycle, so that they could still meet frequently, and it would be convenient for them to go home together on weekends... She will study in this school for the next three years, but it is separated from the seventh middle school. It's so far away, the bus is crowded, and it's more convenient to ride a bicycle... As we talked, a boy passed by them on a bicycle. On the back seat of the car sat a long-haired girls.

The weather was so hot, but the girl was still tightly attached to the boy's back.The girl faced the sun with her eyes closed, her delicate and attractive face was filled with serenity, and the boy was also a handsome handsome guy, wearing a short-sleeved white shirt, the hem of which fluttered in the wind.

The wind brought by the bicycle riding past blew the girl's long hair, and the whole world was left with only peace in an instant.The noisy cicadas seemed to be inaudible.Looking at the girl's back, Gu Shihua forgot to wipe the sweat dripping from her forehead and hair.

She stared blankly at the direction in which the bicycle was going, and said, "Brother... It would be great if we also had one."

Gu Jiachen teased her: "Find a boyfriend to drive you there."

Shihua lowered her head and whispered, "How dare I find a boyfriend."

The image of the girl's back remained in Gu Jiachen's mind, as well as the dazed look of his younger sister.He thought, he should also buy a bicycle, at least he can take his sister out to play.

It's just that he and his sister are living in school now, and it's not very useful to ask for a bicycle. Parents probably won't spend the money.So Gu Jiachen could only think about it, save some food money to buy it.

So he went to wait at the door of Ren Xiaoxu's classroom every day after school, saying that he wanted to have dinner with him.Ren Xiaoxu doesn't know what's going on with him yet, and he usually has to drag him out of the classroom by himself, so that he is willing to eat with him.Why did you suddenly become so active?

Ren Xiaoxu didn't ask, but just took him to eat together.But after that, there will be more people who look at Gu's retainers unhappy, and the behavior of bullying him has not only been banned repeatedly, but also intensified.

Gu Jiachen didn't say a word.

Until one day, during the self-study class in the afternoon, Ren Xiaoxu was bored and wanted to take Gu Jiachen out to play, but he couldn't find him everywhere.I called all the bodyguards to search together, and finally found him hiding in a grove where they had dated, crying sadly there.

Ren Xiaoxu asked him what was wrong, and Gu Jiachen said that he bought a bicycle yesterday, and it disappeared today.

Ren Xiaoxu said, "A bicycle can make you cry like this? I'll help you find it. Don't cry."

After talking, he asked him the style of the car and asked someone to help him find it.

He asked Gu Jiachen again if he had eaten, Gu Jiachen shook his head.Ren Xiaoxu said to go to eat first, but Gu Jiachen said that he had no appetite, and he would wait until the car was found.After speaking, he buried his head and shed tears.

Ren Xiaoxu felt distressed, so he hugged him and stood in the woods with him to wait.Until the evening, the sunset glow burned half of the sky red, but the car was not found.Ren Xiaoxu was so angry that he scolded the group of bodyguards for being useless.

Gu Jiachen could only squeeze his hand and said, "Let's go back to class, I don't think we can get it back."

Ren Xiaoxu vowed, "I will definitely find it for you."

But the car was never found until the end.

Ren Xiaoxu was afraid that Gu Jiachen would be sad, so he bought him a car and put it outside the basketball court, and took him to pick it up after school.Gu Jiachen said he didn't want it, he only wanted his car, which wasn't there.

Ren Xiaoxu almost smashed up a whole car.Gu Jiachen pulled him, but in the end he had no choice but to ask someone to return the car.He also ordered people to continue searching.

Later, an unknown bodyguard fished the car out of a small river behind the school.The car was soaked in water for several days, and it was embroidered.

When Gu Jiachen saw the rusty car, his heart ached.

In order to buy this car, he saved all his lunch money.Every day at noon, he would sneak out to the store to have a look at the car until he had saved enough money.But it was less than a day after I bought the car...and it ended up like this...

Gu Jiachen's heart was beating suddenly, with an indescribable emptiness and indescribable loss.He had never felt so helpless in his life, never felt his life was so desolate.

The setting sun shone on the wreckage of the bicycle, showing the iron-red rust, the locks wrapped in blue plastic hanging from the wheels, and the shiny black tires that had just been fished out of the water. .The water stains shone like sharp swords bit by bit, piercing Gu Jiachen's eye sockets and Gu Jiachen's empty chest... The shining light seemed to come from bright diamonds However, what he saw was not the magnificence of the eight stars and eight arrows, but the twinkling stab wounds...

Gu Jiachen felt the corners of his eyes wet, and even his face was wet with water.He slowly opened his eyes, only to see Ren Xiaoxu sitting in front of his bed and stroking his cheek in a bright red sunset.

The setting sun shone on him, coating his exquisite appearance with a layer of bright red.

While helping him wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Ren Xiaoxu asked softly, "What did you dream about? You're all crying."

Gu Jiachen still felt as if he was in a dream, crystal clear teardrops hung in the corners of his eyes, and the stream of autumn water set off his eyes like stars, shining brightly.

Gu Jiachen moved his Adam's apple, and whispered: "It's nothing, I dreamed that I lost my bicycle..."