small death

Ten

"If I admit I was wrong, you'll forgive me, won't you?"

Shi Hui said, got up and knelt on the ground.

Li Xiangming stretched out his hand as if to push him away, but Shi Hui held his hand and pressed him on the side of the bed. Shi Hui knelt between Li Xiangming's legs and smiled crookedly, "Give me a chance." His hands clasped tightly Tight, as if afraid that the other party will slip away if you are not careful.

(slightly)

This inexplicable sex' thing ended without a problem.

The two of them sat facing each other for a while, then looked up from time to time, "I hope I didn't scare you."

Li Xiangming handed over the towel, and Shi Hui threw it aside, saying that he was fine, "Who do you think I am?" They seemed to return to this question.

"friend?"

"You slept with a friend?"

"Boyfriend?" Li Xiangming seemed to want to comfort Shi Hui, using the words Shi Hui used at the beginning.

Shi Hui didn't respond, he lowered his head and said word by word: "I'm not Li Xiangyou, I'm Shi Hui. Shi Hui also knows Su Xiao. I lied to you."

"Then I..."

"She's my half-sister."

Li Xiangming seemed shocked by this answer, he opened his mouth halfway and looked at Shihui.

"I'm a little afraid of you leaving, I want to try, but it still doesn't work." Shi Hui shook his head and smiled, "The first time I was ten years old, that person was my stepfather, Su Xiao My biological father was in a very dark room at the time, and Su Xiao took me there. Of course, it was not the last time, and something happened at home later, and they thought I was dead." Shi Hui smiled and raised his head , "But unfortunately, I survived and have been alive."

"I did it on purpose to scare her."

Shi Hui's narration was very short and not very coherent, but Li Xiangming knew what Shi Hui was talking about, and he didn't know whether to comfort Shi Hui or condemn that inhuman stepfather.

"It's all over, it's just that the body will have memory, but maybe it's good to get used to it." Shi Hui sneezed, he seemed to feel a little cold, he put the towel on his body, and hugged his legs, he put His chin was on the back of his hand, he looked at Li Xiangming and said, "Children are actually full of malice, and they don't always cooperate with each other." When Shi Hui said this, he stared at the corner, he smiled, and then looked at Li Xiangming: "Fortunately, they all grew up in the end."

Following Shi Hui's gaze, Li Xiangming saw the book on the corner of the table. In the book, two children were holding hands. Oh, it was "White Night Journey".

Li Xiangming read that novel a long time ago, when he was still in high school, he read it roughly, and only remembered the two paper figurines that Liang Si cut. He said that his life was like walking in the white night, and he said that he hoped to be with her. Walking in the sun hand in hand.

Li Xiangming turned his head to look at Shi Hui, he put his hand on Shi Hui's shoulder, and said, "I know, I won't abandon you. In fact, I lied to you too, today... I don't know why... At that time I'm really afraid of losing you, I'm afraid that once you get angry like Xiang You, you won't come back."

Shi Hui looked at Li Xiangming, he frowned, and said, "I forgive you."

"Thank you." When Li Xiangming looked back, he suddenly felt relieved, and then he said, "Do you want to drink water, you sweated a lot just now."

"Okay." Shi Hui sat there, put his legs down, leaned his body against the wall, and his whole body seemed to relax, his voice was no longer hoarse, he coughed, and then said, "At the table, I changed places yesterday."

Li Xiangming went to the table to pour water, and he saw the cover of Bai Yexing again. For some reason, he suddenly thought of the poems on the paper crane they found at Cheng Yue's feet when Cheng Yue died:

you come to the world

you have to look at the sun

and your sweetheart

walking down the street together

get to know her

also know the sun

summer sun

太阳

When Christ came into the world

also grew up in the sun