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Senil felt that he was much older all of a sudden.After learning that Sang Xu has a girl he likes.

Senior held the red wine again and stared blankly at the book in front of him. After a long time, he realized that the book in front of him had been knocked down.Then he brought the red wine to his lips and took a sip.His hands were shaking.

"...Ah Xu..."

He doesn't know what kind of demeanor he is now, but he knows that the current self must be terrible.

Sang Xu actually fell in love... His Sang Xu is very capable, he is about to fly when he grows up and his wings are not hard...

Senior laughed at himself, lay down on the table, closed his eyes, and collapsed.His A Xu...is he still going to leave him in the end?

Everything about him becomes meaningful because of Sang Xu.Before I had Sang Xu, I didn’t think much about it. Like most vampires, I slept during the day and got up at night, and I was occasionally invited to a party or something. I chatted and bickered with Yin in normal days, and then I read a book and saw the day. ,sleep.

Then live forever, live forever, forever and ever, do these things.

If it was before, I don't think this kind of life is bad.

But now, with Sang Xu, he doesn't want to go back to loneliness, he wants to protect Sang Xu for the rest of his life.

Ah Xu.

How can you... like an ordinary human being?

Senior lay on the table for a long time, and when he got up, Sang Xu was about to leave school.

Then Senior tidied up, put on sunscreen, put on a mask, and teleported over.

There are already many parents at the gate of the school, but Senior doesn't know why he always feels that he is out of place.Not long after, he saw Sang Xu talking and laughing with a girl, Senil's heart was broken in an instant, and he lost his soul.

Sang Xu hadn't smiled so happily in front of him for a long time.

Senil couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.

He didn't know that at this moment Sang Xu forced a smile on his face, and seemed to be talking and laughing happily, but when he took a closer look, his words didn't make sense.Sang Xu was looking for Senil out of the corner of his eye.

What about adults? ... over there.

Sang Xu didn't say anything, and didn't care that Yang Jing didn't finish her sentence, so she subconsciously ran towards Senior.

Senior is his home, his heaven, his most important person, his everything——

When Sang Xu ran towards him, Senior fled away lightly, and didn't mention Sang Xu's puppy love, nor did he mention that he was unhappy, but just flirtatiously avoided Sang Xu.After dodging, Senil felt like he was going crazy.If he avoids Sang Xu, Sang Xu will be sad.

Sure enough, Sang Xu was stunned, he paused, and almost fell down. After being stunned, Sang Xu suddenly thought that Senior should know about himself and Yang Jing...

Sang Xu opened his mouth, wanting to hold Senior's hand again, but just now Senior's refusal to himself made him not have enough courage to hold Senior, and he didn't have the courage to hug Senior, just like when he was a child, saying A Xu misses you very much, misses you very much, and then Senil will scratch his nose bridge with a smile, saying that it's just been a day since we've seen each other...

Can't go back to the past...

Obviously there is nothing, it is all caused by myself, by myself...

Sang Xu began to choke up, and his heart began to growl.

It's all your own fault!Why can't I go back to my childhood!Why can't he be spoiled by Senior for a lifetime!

Why...

Because I should never have fallen in love with this perfect man in front of me...