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It's ridiculous that he broke up with Ren Xinyi.

Su Cheng once thought that even if he died again, it would be impossible for him to break up with Ren Xinyi, but he actually took the initiative to mention it.

Ren Xin didn't object, nor was he angry, he just shrugged indifferently.

At that moment, Su Cheng's whole body was in extreme pain, as if the flesh on his body was torn piece by piece.

Is this what life feels like dying?

Su Cheng gradually broke down, and his body and brain were out of control at the same time.His hands stretched out into the air, as if grabbing something, and a depressive howl almost like a beast came out of his throat.

However, the leaving figure remained unmoved until it completely disappeared.

He suddenly couldn't hear his own voice, and couldn't see his movements clearly, so he just froze in place.

In his sight, everything returned to darkness.

There was no sound, no color, until a burst of pain appeared in the chest.

Su Cheng held his breath for so long that he almost forgot to breathe.

Outside the window, the sound of rainstorm mixed with moisture reappeared instantly.

Su Cheng panted heavily, suddenly feeling like he was resurrected from the dead.

But for him, this is not lucky at all.The world is collapsing, the end is coming, and surviving is only the beginning of the pain...

Su Cheng panted for a long time, and when he regained his senses, he had already struggled to get up, and flung himself on the small single window of the bedroom.

Outside was a rare rainstorm in late autumn, and the rain washed down, knocking down all the few leaves left.

The ground is covered with decay, layer after layer, broken, decayed, rotten...

Su Cheng also wanted to cry like this, but he couldn't shed a single tear.

A mist gradually formed on the windows.

He raised his hand and unconsciously wrote the word "Ren".When he came back to his senses, he drew countless crosses and scratched that character beyond recognition.

I can't go back at all...

Su Cheng shrugged, but the moment he raised his shoulders, he froze.

This is Ren Xin's usual action.

After all, he still engraved the other party's habits into his own bone marrow.

Then inadvertently, they lived in the appearance of the other party.

He lay back on the bed dejectedly, listening to the sound of rain outside the window, trying to clear his mind.

No matter how much you think about it now, what's the point.At least the worst side of his life was not shown in front of Ren Xinyi, right?

very good already……

Su Cheng rubbed his wrist habitually, but found a new cut.

He even forgot that the wound opened again before, but at that time the heartache was so severe that he ignored it.

At this time, looking again, a dark red scab had formed on the original pinkish white scar.

Su Cheng put down his rolled up sleeves to cover the scar.

No big deal either.

It's not that I don't care, but that there is nothing to care about.

How could such an insignificant wound be mindful of such a tattered body.

perhaps……

Su Cheng turned off the light casually, revealing the luminous stickers on the ceiling in the darkness.

These five-pointed stars, which absorb the lights all night, turn this bedroom into a starry sky, quiet and warm.

He once said to Ren Xinyi: I am afraid of the dark.

At that time, they were passing a grocery store. In addition to stationery, there were many gadgets in the store, such as cars, Ultraman, rubber bands, SpongeBob SquarePants...

Diagonally opposite this grocery store is an elementary school.

At that time, it seemed that there happened to be a pair of mother and daughter, or maybe a pair of father and son. Su Cheng couldn't remember clearly, but he only remembered that the child was asking for this kind of luminous sticker, and the boss kept talking about the benefits of this thing.

What is energy saving and environmental protection, what can let children enjoy the brightest star in the night sky without leaving home.

Later, the parent didn't buy it, but Ren Xinyi bought him two big bags.

A few dollars worth of gadgets, but Su Cheng became a treasure, very happy.

That was the first and only time that Ren Xinyi gave him something.

Su Cheng is very envious of them, there are lights to absorb every day.

But what about him?

He, Su Cheng, finally completely lost the light that only belonged to him...

When he woke up the next day, Su Cheng was not well.His throat was dry and hoarse, and his mind was dizzy.He looked like a rabbit that had been knocked unconscious and skinned, there was no pain in his body.

In fact, isn't it just peeling?Ren Xin is also the layer of skin he sticks to his heart, but now he has been stripped alive.

Su Cheng coughed twice with a hoarse voice, and touched his forehead casually. He didn't feel it was hot, so he turned over, got up, washed up, and went out.

There are still two classes in the school today. There are quite a lot of classes in the freshmen and sophomores of their major, but in the third year, there are fewer classes.

But the teachers held on tighter.

He took out his phone, looked at it carefully, and made sure that there were no classes from Ren Xinyi in the past few days. He was relieved but also a little bit disappointed.

Ren Xin is not a full-time teacher, but is specially hired by the school to teach business management to their economics students.

As a returnee and a famous entrepreneur in province A, he has this qualification.

In the past, Su Cheng wished he could have Ren Xinyi's class every day.

And now...

"Ha ha……"

Su Cheng laughed at himself.

In fact, he was the only one who cared about it, and Ren Xinyi might not take such trivial matters to heart at all.

Thinking of this, Su Cheng actually felt a heartache again.

When Su Cheng arrived at the school, as soon as he entered the school gate, he felt that the atmosphere of the students around him was not right.

He is a very sensitive person, even if they just look at him with strange eyes, Su Cheng still has a strong feeling.

However, what is really unbearable for him now.

Su Cheng raised a sneer and walked towards the classroom as if no one else was around.

It wasn't until he entered the classroom that he was stopped by the director of the school's political education department.

The director's complexion was very bad. When he looked at Su Cheng, he seemed to want to eat him alive.

Su Cheng didn't care about his face, but the "buzzing" discussion in the classroom could faintly reach his ears.

"Hey, it's him, how dare a shameless bastard come to school."

"If I were him, I'd fucking kill myself with a piece of tofu."

"It's really disgusting. I didn't expect those rumors to be true."

Su Cheng turned around and followed the director to the Political and Education Office.

When he turned the corner, he turned his head and glanced at the classroom, and saw that everyone was looking at him with trash-like eyes.

The moment their eyes met, someone even made a gesture of wanting to vomit.

For a moment, Su Cheng was a little dazed.Immediately, he twitched the corner of his mouth.

"Damn it, he's still laughing, what a shameless piece of trash, I guess he can't even write the word shame.

"Usually he looks arrogant. I didn't like him a long time ago. Fortunately, I wrote a proposal to the school in the morning. I hope the school will kick this kind of scum out of the school and give us a clean learning environment."

"It's just..."

Su Cheng had gone far away and completely lost hearing the words that followed.

"I won't say anything unnecessary," the director led Su Cheng into the office without even saying a word of politeness, and straight to the point.

"Students like you, our school really can't teach you anymore."

Su Cheng stared at the director coldly, not understanding what he did to become the "this kind of student" he said.

The director is obviously more angry than Su Cheng, but he has been suppressing it all the time. Seeing Su Cheng's attitude now, he suddenly exploded.

"Could it be that you want me to tell you those... nasty things?" He kicked the office chair away as he said, and poked on the computer a few times.

From the palm-sized speaker on the table, an ambiguous voice soon came out, which was somewhat familiar.

Su Cheng didn't realize it until he heard the sentence "who the hell told you to stop, continue", this is - yesterday's recording!

The director has been staring at Su Cheng fiercely, his eyes almost burst into flames.

"What else do you have to say?"

Su Cheng spread his hands, what else could he say, and he could figure it out with his toes. I am afraid that everyone in the whole school already has a copy of this recording.

Although from the beginning to the end, he only said two sentences.

Even these two sentences don't have any ambiguity at all, but it's enough when mixed with humming.

Su Cheng smiled coldly and looked up at the director quietly.

"and then?"

After being stunned for a moment, the director didn't expect that he would be questioned instead.

"This incident has had an extremely bad impact on the school, so..." the director paused.

Su Cheng turned his head to look at him: "So?"

The director glared: "As for the school, I hope you can take the initiative to apply for withdrawal."

"Ah……"

Su Cheng smiled indifferently, and filled out the application form as quickly as possible under the director's angry gaze.

It only took about ten minutes to complete all the procedures.

When he came out of the director's office, Su Cheng had completely lost his status as a college student of A.

But this didn't make him any more sad, anyway, he was used to losing.

Isn't that just dropping out of school?Just quit, anyway, I didn’t choose this school or this subject because I liked it.

It's just because the location is just right here, and University A is most famous for economics.

My own score is just enough, so I don't bother to think about learning anything.

It wasn't a big deal at first, so what's wrong with it?

At least, never having to see him again.

Su Cheng rubbed his neck, took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, rummaged through it for a long time, found a number ending in three eights, and sent a message.

When Gu Jixi received the message, he was pinching his phone, thinking about how to send a message to his sweetheart.

The information just popped out.

[The roof of No. [-] teaching building, see you there. 】

Looking at the sender again, the word "slut" was shining brightly, and Gu Jixi stopped typing.

Shit, who the fuck is with you.

Just as Gu Jixi was about to ignore the message, another message popped up.

[You will regret it if you don’t come. 】

Gu Jixi felt that his teeth were itching, a fucking bitch is a bitch, even if he was stepped on in the mud, he could still be so hypocritical.

Since you want to see me so much, I'll let you see me.

He raised his chin slightly and made a phone call directly.

Teaching Building No. 9 has [-] floors, which is rare in all colleges and universities.In University A, it is even more unique.

Standing next to the railing on the roof, you can have a panoramic view of the entire playground.

The wind on the roof was very strong, and after the rain last night, the temperature dropped a lot.

Su Cheng only put on another coat over the original long-sleeved T-shirt.

He has been blowing the cold wind here for half an hour, and at this moment, his pale lips are a little purple.

It's just that he didn't seem to feel it, and he was still standing by the railing in a daze.His eyes fell on the playground, but there was no scenery reflected in his eyes.

After a few more minutes, footsteps finally sounded behind him.

Few people come here, so Su Cheng guessed that it should be Gu Jixi.

When he turned his head to look, as expected, Gu Jixi walked out of the stairwell with a look of contempt on his face, and asked immediately.

"Bitch, why did you call me here? Did you witness the moment you jumped off the building?"

It's not the first time Su Cheng has heard him call himself that, even if he still feels a little uncomfortable, it doesn't matter anymore.

When Gu Jixi walked ten meters away and stood still, Su Cheng looked at Gu Jixi with the eyes of a fool.

He smiled before saying anything, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

"Don't you have a B number in your heart?"

"I fuck you, uncle," Gu Jixi yelled back fiercely, he couldn't listen to this bitch swearing.

"Believe it or not, my lord, I tore up your broken mouth today."

"Do you dare?" Su Cheng continued to provoke with disapproval.

Gu Jixi's irritated blue veins were exposed, but he calmed down and laughed.

"Hey, do you think that if you deliberately provoke trouble, you will be fooled? Oh... I understand, you broke up with brother Xin Yi, and now... you are not reconciled?"

Su Cheng's pupils shrank slightly, and the corners of his lips quickly curled up.

"Yeah! But I have owned it at least once. It's not like you, Brother Gu...you will be kicked out if you climb the bed!"

When he smiled, the dimples on his cheeks suddenly appeared.

"I'll rub your uncle!" Gu Jixi couldn't bear it anymore, as soon as he lifted his footsteps, he raised his fist and was about to rush over to beat someone.

Gu Jixi and Ren Xin have also known each other since childhood.

It's just that the other party has always regarded him as his younger brother for so many years, even his most direct confession was laughed off by Ren Xin.

So what Gu Jixi hates the most is Su Cheng, obviously he is no better than himself, even a piece of rubbish who sticks to the ground, but he can be with Ren Xinyi.

How can he tolerate all this.

Gu Jixi rushed over quickly and with great momentum, but suffered from the long distance.

"Tsk, Brother Gu, you must be careful! If you jump out..."

Su Cheng easily dodged his fist and took two steps away: "It will be rumored that he died for me."

Gu Jixi was so angry that he was about to run away.

But Su Cheng said again: "I actually asked you for money."

"What?" Gu Jixi didn't react for a while.

Su Cheng shrugged.

"It's tiring to send so many emails, isn't it? Please take care, I was expelled from the school, so shouldn't you give me some spiritual compensation?"