I don't dance with this pot [food]
Chapter 27
In a state of confusion, he bit his lower lip lightly, as if dissatisfied with not being satisfied, his legs slid anxiously against Qiu Hanyu's body.
This provocative gesture is really testing his patience!Qiu Hanyu took a deep breath, and there was a muffled sound of hunger in his throat. He bent down, and gently sucked at the red core on Chen Liang's chest.
"Hmm..." Chen Liang let out an emotional moan sensitively.It was this sound that woke Qiu Hanyu up.
Qiu Hanyu what are you doing!You are taking advantage of others!
If you dare to continue, you will definitely lose the person you love the most, and you will definitely regret your beastly behavior!
Qiu Hanyu widened his eyes in astonishment, Chen Liang's breathing was full of alcohol, obviously he didn't know what he was doing, if he woke up tomorrow morning and found out what they had done, Chen Liang would definitely collapse, and would be even worse. Fearing the world, how could he destroy Chen Liang!
He immediately grabbed the quilt and wrapped Chen Liang tightly to prevent Chen Liang from moving. Then he fed Chen Liang a large cup of hot sugar water to dilute the alcohol. Chen Liang gradually settled down and his breathing became even. How long did it take to fall asleep.
Qiu Hanyu sat on the edge of the bed sweating profusely, looking at Chen Liang who didn't know what happened, annoyed and helpless, kissed him viciously on the lips, and then went to the bathroom to settle it.
In order to prevent himself from being affected by Chen Liang, Qiu Hanyu deliberately did not sleep with Chen Liang, but he was worried about what would happen to Chen Liang, so he had no choice but to lay the floor on the floor. Turn over and he will wake up.
The headache came next. Due to the cold and rainy weather, Chen Liang developed a high fever in the middle of the night. When he checked the thermometer, it was 40 degrees Celsius. Qiu Hanyu was so frightened that he hurriedly applied ice, rubbed alcohol, and boiled hot water for 24 hours. Buying medicine in the pharmacy, taking his body temperature every hour, he was so busy that he was thinking about Chen Liang's safety.When it was nearly dawn, Chen Liang finally had his fever subsided. He opened his eyes in a daze, said "thank you", and fell asleep again.
Looking at Chen Liang's state, let alone going to work, it may be very difficult for him to keep his head clear.So in the morning, Qiu Hanyu sent a text message to Yang Ziwei, simply saying "Chen Liang asked for a day off", without giving any reason.
When Yang Ziwei saw the text message, he was in a complicated mood. What happened to Chen Liang? Why did Qiu Hanyu send the text message on his behalf, and they were together again?Why, it was Qiu Hanyu who accompanied Chen Liang instead of himself?
He looked at the glaring text message, and replied with the word "yes" heartbroken, not even bothering to use honorifics.
Qiu Hanyu didn't care about these etiquettes. He put his phone away and tried Chenliang's temperature. He seemed to have a low-grade fever. He immediately went out to boil a pot of hot water, mixed some warm water, put it in a thermos, inserted a straw, and gently Chen Liang patted him awake, hugged him and fed him water.
The dry throat was moistened, and Chen Liang regained consciousness a little bit. He frowned, grabbed Qiu Hanyu's hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "Chen Rui..."
Qiu Hanyu was furious, what time was it, he was still thinking about Chen Rui, and he didn't think about himself: "What are you still thinking about that little bastard, do you know him..." He paused, almost impulsive Talking about Liang Chenrui's gambling, Chen Liang should not be stimulated now.
"I know, he gambled," Chen Liang struggled to get up, holding his swollen head. He didn't know whether it was because of heartache or discomfort, and his expression was very painful. "I wanted to steal my money last night. He drove out of the house." He told the whole story of last night.
Qiu Hanyu was taken aback, he didn't expect Chen Liang to be so ruthless, he thought Chen Liang was a soft-hearted person.No wonder Chen Liang was so sad last night. Chen Liang must have blamed himself and felt indignant for his beloved younger brother's heart-wrenching behavior.
He handed Chen Liang hot water, not knowing what to say: "Then you..."
Chen Liang drank a few sips of water to moisten his throat and regained his energy: "I spoiled him, I have the obligation to teach him well."
Qiu Hanyu helped him put the water glass away, set up a pillow for him to lean on the bed, took his temperature with a thermometer, and asked, "What are you going to do?"
"Let him work to make money." Chen Liang closed his eyes tiredly, "He needs to be responsible for his mistakes."
"Will he be willing to work?" Qiu Hanyu pouted.
"He must be willing." Chen Liang's fists slowly tightened, obviously making this decision made him very determined, "I need your help."
Chen Liang made a very bold and risky decision.He asked Qiu Hanyu to help find a reliable part-time job, and make sure it is far away from casinos, bars, game halls and other places that might make his brother fall. go out and play.
It was easy for Qiu Hanyu to find this place. Qiu Hanyu provided Chen Liang with five locations and contact information, one of which was Lu Bingliang's restaurant.
Chen Liang copied the relevant information again, and then asked Qiu Hanyu to take him home.Qiu Hanyu couldn't resist Chen Liang's insistence, so he sent him back to the back door of the community.
"I'll park the car and take you in." Qiu Hanyu was about to pull over, but Chen Liang stopped him.
"No, I can do it myself."
"You wobble when you walk, do you think you're a tumbler?" Qiu Hanyu insisted, "I'll take you home."
"I don't want Chen Rui to see you," Chen Liang frowned slightly, and he held Qiu Hanyu's arm listlessly, "If he knows that I know rich people, I'm afraid he will get carried away."
"But..." Qiu Hanyu opened his mouth, wanted to say something but his throat seemed to be stuck, he couldn't speak, he sighed, touched Chen Liang's forehead to test his temperature, and he was relieved when he found that it wasn't hot anymore, " Then I'll go back, I'll call if I need anything, drink plenty of water and take good care of yourself."
"Okay." Chen Liang nodded listlessly, and just about to push the door, Qiu Hanyu suddenly noticed something and stopped him.
"Wait a moment!"
"Ok?"
"Uh..." Qiu Hanyu looked at the obvious strawberry print on Chen Liang's neck, and held his forehead in embarrassment. Do you want to remind Chen Liang to cover it up, but the culprit is himself. Chen Liang obviously doesn't remember what happened last night. If you remind Chen Liang Wouldn't it be like throwing a stone at your own foot? "It's okay, oh yes, this is for you," he handed Chen Rui's IOU to Chen Liang, and explained the cause and effect, "You can figure it out yourself."
Chen Liang's hand holding the IOU trembled. If it wasn't Qiu Hanyu who borrowed the money, but another stranger, would Chen Rui have to pay all his family property to a stranger who didn't know his family background?Simply, hopelessly stupid.
Anger burned to the head along with the heat in his body, Chen Liang walked to the guard's duty room with a straight face, he knew that Chen Rui had nowhere to go, so he would definitely come here.
"Brother, you came to find me!" Chen Rui was ecstatic when he saw Chen Liang, and he stumbled forward.He had been hungry all night, and his body hurt terribly. If he hadn't been strong and strong, he would have been lying on the hospital bed by now.
Chen Liang pushed Chen Rui away, put the house key and a piece of paper full of working places in front of Chen Rui, held back his anger, and said coldly: "When you go home, you have to work and pay back the money, otherwise you will die on your own."
"Brother?" Chen Rui was stunned, "Didn't you pay back the money for me?"
"The money in the passbook can't be withdrawn. Before that, I can report the loss and change the password." Chen Liang spoke slowly, "I have no reason to help you pay off the debt."
Chen Rui opened his eyes wide in disbelief: "Brother, I don't understand anything."
"I give you money because I hope you live a good life and have some face in front of your classmates. Don't be ridiculed as a pauper without parents. I also hope that you will not live a hard life like me. But you ask yourself, what I give you Where did the money go?" Chen Liang threw out the IOU in pain, "I got this by accident, and I gave you the money last night to let you get rid of those people." Chen Liang had a headache again, he didn't want to Talk to Chen Rui too much, for fear that I will be overwhelmed by anger, "I will tell you frankly today, either you transfer the share of the house that should belong to you to me to pay off the debt, or you work to pay off the debt. I have no legal obligation to help you pay off the debt , bear and resolve the bitter fruit that I have brewed by myself. These are the few places I found to work, this is my last kindness to you, you decide for yourself."
Chen Rui held the paper covered with densely packed handwriting, his palms were so hot that he was about to burn, asking him to go to work, how could he do it, he couldn't do it at all: "Brother..." He wanted to act like a baby like before, But when he raised his head, he found that his brother's displeased face was full of anger, and he was afraid that if he said a few more words, he would really drive him away.He had never seen his elder brother with such an expression, he was so frightened that he dared not stroke the tiger's beard.But if he was asked to choose his brother to repay the debt, he would be homeless. He contacted his friends yesterday and wanted to stay overnight, but when they heard that he was kicked out, they all dared not say a word, and found all kinds of messy reasons to decline. These so-called friends are all friends of foxes and dogs.
Only then did he deeply realize that his elder brother was his pillar, without him, his world would collapse.And what he did to his brother, cheating, concealing, and blackmailing.Even to this day, I still imagine that my brother will forgive him and help him withhold all the debts for free.
"Brother, I'm going to work part-time. But the salary is so low, how can I afford it?" Chen Rui still had a little fantasy.
"Make a few more copies," Chen Liang killed the thought he shouldn't have thought, "I won't help you pay back a penny, you will pay back the 20 by yourself, I..." He suddenly became dizzy, shaking After a flash, he held on to the wall next to him and barely stood up straight.
"Brother?" Chen Rui was stunned, and hurried to support Chen Liang, and found that Chen Liang's body temperature was suddenly unbelievably hot. He shouted in surprise, "Do you have a fever?"
Seeing Chen Rui's worried face, Chen Liang lied a harmless lie to test Chen Rui's sincerity: "I was worried that you would be bullied by those people. I searched all night and got caught in the rain."
"Brother!" Chen Rui was so guilty that he couldn't speak, he suddenly felt that he was a hopeless scum. "I, I, brother, I'm sorry, I will definitely work hard to pay back the money, and I will never gamble again!"
"Yeah." Chen Liang reluctantly gave Chen Rui a passing grade, "Go home."
Back home, Chen Rui shook off his usual young mastery, boiled hot water for Chen Liang, and helped Chen Liang wipe his sweat.Since Chen Liang's room was turned into a mess and he couldn't sleep, Chen Rui immediately let Chen Liang sleep on his own bed, and then patted his chest to promise that when Chen Liang woke up, he would definitely clean up his room.
Chen Liang fell asleep in peace.
The wound on Chen Rui's body was still hurting badly. He looked at his brother's sleeping face, gritted his teeth, went to the medicine box to find the medicinal wine, and applied it on the wound. He suddenly remembered that his brother had told him that he had hit him The pain is in my brother's heart, every wound on his body is swollen, so is his brother's heart bleeding like a river?He stared blankly at the horrible wounds, and then at Chen Liang's haggard face, his heart ached.
He gritted his teeth and wiped the medicine, silently packed his things and tidied up the messed up clothes.Then, among the debris under the bed, he saw an iron box that had been pried open.At that time, he rummaged around and found that there was no money, so he didn't look carefully at what was inside.Now that I took a closer look, I found that there were his high score report cards and test papers, each of which was well preserved, and his certificate of award was placed at the bottom.
The certificate is a bit worn, seems to have been touched a lot, and the corners are wrinkled.
A picture suddenly appeared in Chen Rui's mind. In the dead of night, his brother was caressing the certificates and report cards. Because the chance of high scores that he had been cruelly deprived of was continued by his younger brother, his eyes showed envy and pride. look.
His eyes were sour, and there was some liquid swirling in the eye sockets. Then, when he saw a few full-score test papers put together, tears could no longer be controlled, and burst out of his eyes.
It was written in pencil: Goodbye, my alma mater.
Respondent: Chen Liang.
Answer time: The year Chen Liang took the senior high school entrance examination and then dropped out of school.
Chen Rui really reformed himself and went to work.Because Chen Liang provided several part-time jobs with different working hours, he chose three of them. Under Chen Liang's guidance, he contacted the other party, and after the interview, he officially started working.He was clumsy who had never worked before, and he was scolded bloody by his boss the first day, and complained to his brother in a grievance.
Chen Liang said without any disturbance, "It's not that easy to make money", Chen Rui was taken aback, and didn't speak for a long time.The next day, he did a good job in his work, and his boss praised him for doing a good job. He was elated, and it was the first time that he knew that being praised was something to be proud and happy about.
Since he was working part-time, the boss gave him a two-day settlement. When he picked up the hot salary, he felt his palms almost melted. It turned out that this was the feeling of making money, so gratifying and happy, but when He opened the account book that Chen Liang ordered him to write, and when he entered the income into the account book, he looked at the astronomical figure that was still far away from 20, and stared blankly for a long time.
It turned out that he was so wrong, so hopeless.He really hurt his brother deeply.
He must, must reform himself, work hard to make money to pay off his debts, and repay his brother.
Chen Rui's matter was resolved, and Chen Liang heaved a sigh of relief.Take a day off and go to work.
"Chenliang."
As soon as he arrived at the company, Chen Liang heard someone calling him, and when he turned around, he bumped into Yang Ziwei's worried face.
"What happened to you yesterday?" Yang Ziwei asked uneasily, "Are you uncomfortable, or something happened?"
"I had a fever yesterday." Chen Liang had a fever again after returning home yesterday. Thanks to Chen Rui's care, the fever subsided last night, but after all, he hadn't been sick for a long time, and he was still a little groggy today. , not in state.
"Your face is still very red, is it still burning?" Yang Ziwei subconsciously reached out to touch Chen Liang's forehead, "If you still feel uncomfortable, please ask for a few more days off."
Chen Liang took a step back reflexively, staggering Yang Ziwei's hand.
Yang Ziwei's hand stopped in the air in embarrassment, the light in his eyes faded, and he smiled bitterly: "Sorry, I forgot."
Chen Liang felt very uncomfortable, and he didn't want to hurt his friend: "I'm sorry, it's my problem."
"It's okay, it's not your fault, it's just..." Yang Ziwei stopped in astonishment, his eyes fixed on Chen Liang's neck, where there was a bright "strawberry" dotted there, ironically exposed as far as he could see and place.
"What?" Chen Liang followed his gaze and touched his neck, "What's there?"
"No, it's nothing," Yang Ziwei's face faded, who branded the mark on him, Qiu Hanyu?Have they developed this relationship?It turned out...he had already lost before it even started.
"You..." He closed his eyes deeply, "Just be happy."
Yang Ziwei left without saying a word, Chen Liang looked at his desolate back, inexplicably, went to the bathroom to see what was on his neck, but was suddenly called to Qiu Hanyu's office by a phone call, and turned around and forgot about it.
It turned out that the psychiatrist took time out temporarily and asked Qiu Hanyu if he wanted to bring Chen Liang there.
Chen Liang happened to have time tomorrow, so he agreed.
The psychiatrist introduced by Qiu Hanyu is a very temperamental middle-aged woman, surnamed Huang. Her look has not faded due to age. Not only is her skin well maintained, but her complexion is also very good. She looks like she is in her early thirties.
Dr. Huang had already known Chen Liang's information from Qiu Hanyu, and she happily said hello to Chen Liang, and thoughtfully did not use the handshake ceremony, which greatly improved Chen Liang's affection for her.
"I'll wait for you outside." Qiu Hanyu said, "You must call me if there is any situation."
"Don't worry," Dr. Huang covered his lips and chuckled, "I'm afraid I won't be able to abduct him, so you can wait outside with peace of mind."
Qiu Hanyu snorted, called Chen Liang to stop, and said: "If you feel any discomfort, you must call me."
Chen Liang nodded: "Okay."
Qiu Hanyu winked at Dr. Huang, then closed the door and walked out. He carefully left a crack in the door so that he could hear their communication.
Doctor Huang's voice is soft, forgive her for being a woman, her voice is too small, Qiu Hanyu has a hard time listening, and vaguely heard Dr. Huang's polite opening remarks, and then heard the sound of pouring water and Chen Liang's thank you, and then I couldn’t hear clearly, and peeking in through the crack of the door, I could only see Dr. Huang’s radiant expression, and couldn’t tell what she was saying, and Chen Liang happened to be sitting in the blind spot of his gaze, so what did Dr. Huang’s words mean? He couldn't see the reaction either.He was so anxious that he wished he could take off his ears and eyes and put them on their table, so as not to miss anything.
At this time, Chen Liang's words broke into his ears clearly.
"My brother and I are illegitimate children."
Qiu Hanyu choked for breath, bastard?He knew the basic background of Chen Liang, but he never knew that Chen Liang was an illegitimate child. What happened?He immediately pressed his ear to the crack of the door.
Chen Liang's voice sounded intermittently.
"That man was married. He came to our hometown for business, met my mother, and then had me and my brother... Our hometown is in another province... The man left and never came back..."
As if Chen Liang hadn't spoken for a long time and desperately needed someone to listen to him, he talked about his story endlessly.
Qiu Hanyu's heart became extremely peaceful. He had heard the same story from Chen Liang, but what he heard was much simpler—maybe it was because the target of the story was different. Without any help from Chen Liang, he could only gently comfort him, but Dr. Huang was able to find a way to treat mental illness from Chen Liang's story, so that Chen Liang could return to a normal life.
For a moment, he couldn't help being jealous of Dr. Huang.
The story continues.From the loss of the father's love, to the mother bringing them to this city to develop, and then to the mother's departure, the story moves toward the climax step by step.
Chen Liang's mood was very stable, as if he was telling someone else's story, without any waves.I thought the story would go on so smoothly, but suddenly, Chen Liang's tone changed and his emotions became extremely agitated.
"We lived in a small place with a lot of punks, I went home from work that night...it was very late...I was alone, and then..."
Chen Liang seemed to be choking, his voice was stuck in his throat and he couldn't get up, and the sound of his suppressed panting clearly sounded in the air.
Dr. Huang spoke, and he didn't know what he said. His mood became a little more stable, but every word and every word revealed pain.
"A lot of punks ran out from behind me...there were a lot of people, the lights were very dim...they, they surrounded me." Chen Liang began to pant again, more excited than before, Qiu Hanyu even heard the sound of the water glass hitting the table, Dr. Huang began to persuade him, he took a breath stubbornly, put his hand on his forehead, "...my mother is an art singer, she is very beautiful, she has participated in beauty pageants many times and won the first prize... I am very handsome Like her, very similar, very similar...so those little bastards are...sorry...sorry..."
boom!Qiu Hanyu was struck by lightning, he had thought of thousands of possibilities, but he never expected that the source of Chen Liang's fear would be so insane!
The scary story continues.
"That year, I was only 13 years old..." Chen Liang's painful sobs sounded in the room, "They didn't succeed... an uncle saved me...but the uncle was beaten on the head by a gangster because of 'meddling his own business' Broken blood... I've been watching, there are a lot of people beating Uncle, blood everywhere, sticks... all blood, a lot of people, it's scary... the police came, we went to the hospital... I'm in the hospital One day in the public bathroom...it was disgusting, I wanted to wipe the blood off my body and tear my skin off...I couldn't touch people anymore, I felt sick and wanted to vomit...so I put myself Becoming like this, escaping from reality.”
The story ended with painful memories, and Qiu Hanyu's mood changed from anger at the beginning to grief now.How much he wanted to rush in at this moment, hug Chen Liang and comfort him softly, and even more wanted to travel back to more than ten years ago and be a hero to save Chen Liang.
He wished he could cramp those little bastards and let them taste the blood!Although the story was skipped lightly by Chen Liang, it is conceivable how terrible the process was. Chen Liang was only 13 years old, and he was just sensible, but he was treated like this and saw such a violent and bloody scene. This shade just won't wash off in a lifetime!
What is he doing at 13 years old?He is still a young master, pretending to be cool to attract girls' attention, playing basketball and playing with model airplanes, but what about Chen Liang?I have already stepped into the society, forcing myself to use my immature thinking to adapt to this mixed world.
God's cruelty is far more than that.The male-female appearance, which should have been admirable pride, became the source of nightmares. Since then, Chen Liang has had an indelible shadow, obliterated his lively nature, and lived in a world of fear and loneliness.
When all the truth came to light, Qiu Hanyu would rather not know anything.
☆、36.Chapter 36
His heart hurts, it hurts, his heart feels like being stabbed by a blunt knife, and blood flows like a river.
He didn't have the courage to listen to the following stories, and left as if fleeing. He ran to an empty corner, punched the wall hard, and the pain spread from his fingers, but he felt unprecedentedly happy, as if opening a gate. The torrent of anger vented out, he clenched his teeth, and then punched the wall, trying to vent it in this way.
But the blocked heart did not become unobstructed because of this. Pages of memories passed by in front of my eyes. From the time I met Chen Liang to the present, every detail emerged one by one, strange birthmarks, impossibly white skin, correct Which of the facial features is not a hint of Chen Liang's previous appearance, but such a beauty was ruined by those scumbags!From then on, Chenliang put on a cold mask to live, resisting normal interpersonal communication, how tiring this kind of life is!
He wanted to help Chen Liang and save Chen Liang from the shadows.He panted heavily, trying to calm down his anger, and walked back quickly.
The first round of treatment was over, Doctor Huang came out, saw Qiu Hanyu, and hurriedly pulled him to a corner to whisper.
"This is the first round of treatment, and I'll bring him back in a few days. His condition is serious, and he may need multiple treatments, but don't worry, he is very cooperative, and his condition shows signs of improvement. He should be cured. Good." Doctor Huang sighed softly, "I didn't expect him to go through so many things, you have heard them all. The treatment I gave him was only one-sided. In the final analysis, there is only one way to cure him."
Qiu Hanyu's eyes lit up, and he asked eagerly, "What is it?"
"He lost his relatives since he was a child, and only his younger brother was his relative. According to his description, his younger brother is also an unreliable person, and because of his mental illness, he rarely interacts with people, so he basically walked here alone. Such People have a characteristic, longing for love, he will sincerely hope that someone will care and love him," Dr. Huang clicked, "you should understand here, he needs a lover. Don't you know a lot of girls? Introduce him to a few people who are well-off and can take care of others."
Hum, there was a muffled sound in Qiu Hanyu's head, and he couldn't hear what Dr. Huang said.
girls?Yes, girls, not men.
He looked at the blood on his fist in pain, he really wanted to hug Chen Liang like a lover, care for Chen Liang with the love of his life, and give Chen Liang happiness and joy for the rest of his life.
However, he can't.Although homosexuality is legalized, the world still rejects this kind of love that is not accepted by morals. He does not want Chen Liang to become a target of rejection. As Dr. Huang said, Chen Liang should marry a virtuous wife. Give birth to a lovely child, and make up for the love that I lack in my child.
Chen Liang deserves happiness, but he wants to give this happiness, but he can't afford it.
Dr. Huang is right, he should find a suitable female partner for Chen Liang and give Chen Liang love.
Qiu Hanyu promised bitterly: "Don't worry, I will definitely find him a lover who cares about him." Even if this person is not me.
"Chenliang?" Dr. Huang said to Qiu Hanyu, "Why did you come out?"
When Qiu Hanyu turned his head, he saw Chen Liang standing blankly behind him, with an indescribably lonely and desolate expression on his face. He was like a thin leaf, which would fade away when the wind blows.Qiu Hanyu walked towards Chen Liang subconsciously, and after walking a few steps, he suddenly stopped, no, he is the only person Chen Liang can contact now, he can no longer make Chen Liang depend on him, Chen Liang should get in touch with girls more.
Chen Liang looked at the distance between the two, the light in his eyes disappeared bit by bit, and finally condensed into darkness. He heard Qiu Hanyu's promise, and his heart fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant, and he fell into the abyss. He thought it was just A polite remark to deal with Dr. Huang, but the reality is cruel.
"I'm going to the bathroom." Chen Liang coldly missed Qiu Hanyu, and went straight to the bathroom.
Qiu Hanyu stood stiffly on the spot, staring at Chen Liang's back absently, trying to catch up, but he still didn't move.
Dr. Huang keenly sensed the unusual smell, she smiled and said: "I take back what I said just now, lovers don't necessarily need girls, as long as they are suitable."
However, Qiu Hanyu was in a daze and didn't listen at all.He turned around and asked Dr. Huang in a daze: "What happened to him afterwards? It was after that incident." He didn't hear the follow-up just now, so he left impulsively.
"Those little gangsters were arrested, all of them have previous convictions, committed crimes, and some are still fugitives. It is said that they have been imprisoned for several years, and they should come out now, but they have never harassed Chen Liang again. I have to say, Chen Liang looks like this He really protected him." Dr. Huang glanced at Qiu Hanyu, "He showed me my real face, I'm so glad I'm old. But it's best not to see a hot-blooded young man like you."
Qiu Hanyu didn't understand: "What do you mean?"
"It's nothing." Dr. Huang smiled ambiguously, "You will know later."
Qiu Hanyu didn't take it to heart, he was at Chen Liang's house, and accidentally saw the photo of Chen Liang's real face a few years ago, it was really pleasing to the eye, but not to the point where people couldn't take their eyes off it.
"When will he get better?"
"I can't say for sure," Dr. Huang shook his head helplessly, "Maybe a year, maybe a few years, it depends on his acceptance. But I think his situation is very optimistic, he can come out to work in society, normal Communicating with people is a good performance, I believe he can overcome this, he will definitely overcome this difficulty."
Qiu Hanyu said sadly: "What can I do?"
Dr. Huang took Qiu Hanyu's complicated expression into his eyes, and his smile became more and more ambiguous: "You can spend more time with him, he needs friends, in fact, I feel that his nature is not as cold and unreasonable as you see now, he should be a very cheerful person. The person whose personality suddenly changed only because of mental illness, I think he should be able to recover his original nature after treatment. In this regard, the help and encouragement of friends is very important. Also, during the treatment, try not to let him be affected by others If you are emotionally excited, it is easy to cause the opposite effect.”
spend more time with him?Yes, I can accompany him as a friend, that's okay, it doesn't affect Chen Liang's finding a lover, he can still get close to Chen Liang, there's no need to make the relationship between the two of them stiff, Chen Liang also needs his company, doesn't he?
The corner of Qiu Hanyu's mouth curled up into a smile, proud of finding a good reason for himself. After Chen Liang came back, he immediately walked over and asked: "It's rare to have a vacation today. Is there any place you want to go? I'm very generous, please go. "
Chen Liang was taken aback by Qiu Hanyu's initiative to get close, looked at Dr. Huang, received her encouraging eyes, and boldly expressed his little wish that had been hidden for many years: "Playground."
Qiu Hanyu's smile froze, and he was in a bad mood.
Where is the playground?In Qiu Hanyu's words, it is a place full of pirate ships, crazy buses, etc. that over-stimulate the heart, mess up the hairstyle, and reduce the charm of the personality. I went up happily, but I vomited all kinds of meat and vegetables, and went home when I was not in the mood to play other things. I never dared to come to the playground again.
Therefore, when Chen Liang pointed at the pirate ship and expressed that he wanted to play, he refused in his heart.
The muscles in his face twitched stiffly, and various thoughts were turning in his mind. What excuse would he find to trick Chen Liang into not playing?
How many people are in line?Do you feel uncomfortable sitting with strangers during the game?
"You line up, I'll sit on the side of the boat, I only look at the scenery and not the people."
"..." Qiu Hanyu wanted to cry but had no tears.Well, everyone has thought of a way to solve the problem, what else do you want?Go in line, boy, isn't it just messing up your hairstyle, and you'll be a handsome guy again after combing it.
"Don't be afraid, this thing is just a toy." Sitting stiffly on the pirate ship, Qiu Hanyu closed his eyes and said, he thought he was brave, but when he opened his eyes, Chen Liang looked excited because of the new attempt, afraid Shit.He twitched the corner of his mouth and added unwillingly, "Let me tell you, don't look at this thing as fun, it's actually very exciting, and it will be uncomfortable if your body doesn't adapt, if you feel scared, just hold my hand tightly, you know? "
Chen Hao blinked curiously and nodded.
The staff came to check the seat belt, Qiu Hanyu hurriedly prevented the staff from touching Chen Liang: "I'll do it." In front of the staff, he helped Chen Liang fasten the seat belt, "Fasten it."
The staff left after confirming that it was about to start. Qiu Hanyu was so nervous that he broke out in a cold sweat, emphasizing again and again: "It's about to start, you don't have to be afraid, if you are afraid, just call it out, it will make you feel much better... ..." Before he finished speaking, the boat moved, and Qiu Hanyu was so frightened that he quickly grabbed the handrail, the boat shook higher and higher, and finally reached the top, and then swayed wildly and vigorously.
Qiu Hanyu's teeth chattered in fright, and the extreme weightlessness made him almost vomit. At this moment, a hand tightly held his hand. He was overjoyed, and Chen Liang was also afraid?A sense of pride of being a hero to save the beauty arises spontaneously. He maintains his demeanor very strongly, but instead holds Chen Liang's hand, holding back the discomfort desperately, and survives to the end.
The painful torment was finally over, he felt that there was something filth gushing out of his throat, but he still restrained himself very face-saving, and pretended to be strong and said: "Is it fun?"
Turning his head, he saw Chen Liang's excited face, with a few large characters written on his face: "Don't be afraid, hold my hand tightly!"
"..."
Qiu Hanyu left the pirate ship with a frustrated face, walked to the bathroom, his mouth was still stiff: "What are you looking at? I drank too much water just now, and I need to solve my physical problems."
Chen Liang thoughtfully handed him a pack of tissues: "Wipe your face."
Everyone knows that Chen Liang has seen his purpose of going to the toilet.Qiu Hanyu glared at Chen Liang, grabbed the tissue and went to the bathroom to vomit.
After returning, Chen Liang handed him a glass of mineral water, and said with great face: "I'm stingy, I just invite you to drink water."
Qiu Hanyu glared at him again, after drinking enough, he wiped his face with a tissue: "You are stingy enough, I am generous enough, I will treat you to shark fin soup tonight."
Actually, Chen Liang had never tasted shark fin soup, and every time he smelled the delicious taste, he would be very greedy, but if he went out to eat it, it would be too cruel for Qiu Hanyu who has no sense of taste.
Chen Liang shook his head: "Don't drink."
"If you don't drink, you'll be tired," Qiu Hanyu said with a look of joy on his face, "Then go home and drink vegetable soup."
"Okay." Chen Liang showed a happy smile, and the warm sunshine fell from the top of his head, and the smiling face reflected was like a flower blooming, which was pleasing to the eye.
At that moment, Qiu Hanyu suddenly had the urge to hug Chen Liang and kiss him gently.
Chen Liang never proposed to play exciting rides again, and just played some mild amusement facilities such as bumper cars and carousels, but Qiu Hanyu could tell that Chen Liang really wanted to play and liked to play exciting rides. Well, sitting on the Ferris wheel, Chen Liang's eyes were locked on the place where the screams were the loudest, and he never even glanced at him.
Qiu Hanyu sighed, as long as Chen Liang is happy, it's nothing to sacrifice himself. "Go and play whatever you want, I will accompany you, and you have to have fun when you play."
Chen Liang didn't want Qiu Hanyu to suffer: "No need."
Qiu Hanyu knows him
This provocative gesture is really testing his patience!Qiu Hanyu took a deep breath, and there was a muffled sound of hunger in his throat. He bent down, and gently sucked at the red core on Chen Liang's chest.
"Hmm..." Chen Liang let out an emotional moan sensitively.It was this sound that woke Qiu Hanyu up.
Qiu Hanyu what are you doing!You are taking advantage of others!
If you dare to continue, you will definitely lose the person you love the most, and you will definitely regret your beastly behavior!
Qiu Hanyu widened his eyes in astonishment, Chen Liang's breathing was full of alcohol, obviously he didn't know what he was doing, if he woke up tomorrow morning and found out what they had done, Chen Liang would definitely collapse, and would be even worse. Fearing the world, how could he destroy Chen Liang!
He immediately grabbed the quilt and wrapped Chen Liang tightly to prevent Chen Liang from moving. Then he fed Chen Liang a large cup of hot sugar water to dilute the alcohol. Chen Liang gradually settled down and his breathing became even. How long did it take to fall asleep.
Qiu Hanyu sat on the edge of the bed sweating profusely, looking at Chen Liang who didn't know what happened, annoyed and helpless, kissed him viciously on the lips, and then went to the bathroom to settle it.
In order to prevent himself from being affected by Chen Liang, Qiu Hanyu deliberately did not sleep with Chen Liang, but he was worried about what would happen to Chen Liang, so he had no choice but to lay the floor on the floor. Turn over and he will wake up.
The headache came next. Due to the cold and rainy weather, Chen Liang developed a high fever in the middle of the night. When he checked the thermometer, it was 40 degrees Celsius. Qiu Hanyu was so frightened that he hurriedly applied ice, rubbed alcohol, and boiled hot water for 24 hours. Buying medicine in the pharmacy, taking his body temperature every hour, he was so busy that he was thinking about Chen Liang's safety.When it was nearly dawn, Chen Liang finally had his fever subsided. He opened his eyes in a daze, said "thank you", and fell asleep again.
Looking at Chen Liang's state, let alone going to work, it may be very difficult for him to keep his head clear.So in the morning, Qiu Hanyu sent a text message to Yang Ziwei, simply saying "Chen Liang asked for a day off", without giving any reason.
When Yang Ziwei saw the text message, he was in a complicated mood. What happened to Chen Liang? Why did Qiu Hanyu send the text message on his behalf, and they were together again?Why, it was Qiu Hanyu who accompanied Chen Liang instead of himself?
He looked at the glaring text message, and replied with the word "yes" heartbroken, not even bothering to use honorifics.
Qiu Hanyu didn't care about these etiquettes. He put his phone away and tried Chenliang's temperature. He seemed to have a low-grade fever. He immediately went out to boil a pot of hot water, mixed some warm water, put it in a thermos, inserted a straw, and gently Chen Liang patted him awake, hugged him and fed him water.
The dry throat was moistened, and Chen Liang regained consciousness a little bit. He frowned, grabbed Qiu Hanyu's hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "Chen Rui..."
Qiu Hanyu was furious, what time was it, he was still thinking about Chen Rui, and he didn't think about himself: "What are you still thinking about that little bastard, do you know him..." He paused, almost impulsive Talking about Liang Chenrui's gambling, Chen Liang should not be stimulated now.
"I know, he gambled," Chen Liang struggled to get up, holding his swollen head. He didn't know whether it was because of heartache or discomfort, and his expression was very painful. "I wanted to steal my money last night. He drove out of the house." He told the whole story of last night.
Qiu Hanyu was taken aback, he didn't expect Chen Liang to be so ruthless, he thought Chen Liang was a soft-hearted person.No wonder Chen Liang was so sad last night. Chen Liang must have blamed himself and felt indignant for his beloved younger brother's heart-wrenching behavior.
He handed Chen Liang hot water, not knowing what to say: "Then you..."
Chen Liang drank a few sips of water to moisten his throat and regained his energy: "I spoiled him, I have the obligation to teach him well."
Qiu Hanyu helped him put the water glass away, set up a pillow for him to lean on the bed, took his temperature with a thermometer, and asked, "What are you going to do?"
"Let him work to make money." Chen Liang closed his eyes tiredly, "He needs to be responsible for his mistakes."
"Will he be willing to work?" Qiu Hanyu pouted.
"He must be willing." Chen Liang's fists slowly tightened, obviously making this decision made him very determined, "I need your help."
Chen Liang made a very bold and risky decision.He asked Qiu Hanyu to help find a reliable part-time job, and make sure it is far away from casinos, bars, game halls and other places that might make his brother fall. go out and play.
It was easy for Qiu Hanyu to find this place. Qiu Hanyu provided Chen Liang with five locations and contact information, one of which was Lu Bingliang's restaurant.
Chen Liang copied the relevant information again, and then asked Qiu Hanyu to take him home.Qiu Hanyu couldn't resist Chen Liang's insistence, so he sent him back to the back door of the community.
"I'll park the car and take you in." Qiu Hanyu was about to pull over, but Chen Liang stopped him.
"No, I can do it myself."
"You wobble when you walk, do you think you're a tumbler?" Qiu Hanyu insisted, "I'll take you home."
"I don't want Chen Rui to see you," Chen Liang frowned slightly, and he held Qiu Hanyu's arm listlessly, "If he knows that I know rich people, I'm afraid he will get carried away."
"But..." Qiu Hanyu opened his mouth, wanted to say something but his throat seemed to be stuck, he couldn't speak, he sighed, touched Chen Liang's forehead to test his temperature, and he was relieved when he found that it wasn't hot anymore, " Then I'll go back, I'll call if I need anything, drink plenty of water and take good care of yourself."
"Okay." Chen Liang nodded listlessly, and just about to push the door, Qiu Hanyu suddenly noticed something and stopped him.
"Wait a moment!"
"Ok?"
"Uh..." Qiu Hanyu looked at the obvious strawberry print on Chen Liang's neck, and held his forehead in embarrassment. Do you want to remind Chen Liang to cover it up, but the culprit is himself. Chen Liang obviously doesn't remember what happened last night. If you remind Chen Liang Wouldn't it be like throwing a stone at your own foot? "It's okay, oh yes, this is for you," he handed Chen Rui's IOU to Chen Liang, and explained the cause and effect, "You can figure it out yourself."
Chen Liang's hand holding the IOU trembled. If it wasn't Qiu Hanyu who borrowed the money, but another stranger, would Chen Rui have to pay all his family property to a stranger who didn't know his family background?Simply, hopelessly stupid.
Anger burned to the head along with the heat in his body, Chen Liang walked to the guard's duty room with a straight face, he knew that Chen Rui had nowhere to go, so he would definitely come here.
"Brother, you came to find me!" Chen Rui was ecstatic when he saw Chen Liang, and he stumbled forward.He had been hungry all night, and his body hurt terribly. If he hadn't been strong and strong, he would have been lying on the hospital bed by now.
Chen Liang pushed Chen Rui away, put the house key and a piece of paper full of working places in front of Chen Rui, held back his anger, and said coldly: "When you go home, you have to work and pay back the money, otherwise you will die on your own."
"Brother?" Chen Rui was stunned, "Didn't you pay back the money for me?"
"The money in the passbook can't be withdrawn. Before that, I can report the loss and change the password." Chen Liang spoke slowly, "I have no reason to help you pay off the debt."
Chen Rui opened his eyes wide in disbelief: "Brother, I don't understand anything."
"I give you money because I hope you live a good life and have some face in front of your classmates. Don't be ridiculed as a pauper without parents. I also hope that you will not live a hard life like me. But you ask yourself, what I give you Where did the money go?" Chen Liang threw out the IOU in pain, "I got this by accident, and I gave you the money last night to let you get rid of those people." Chen Liang had a headache again, he didn't want to Talk to Chen Rui too much, for fear that I will be overwhelmed by anger, "I will tell you frankly today, either you transfer the share of the house that should belong to you to me to pay off the debt, or you work to pay off the debt. I have no legal obligation to help you pay off the debt , bear and resolve the bitter fruit that I have brewed by myself. These are the few places I found to work, this is my last kindness to you, you decide for yourself."
Chen Rui held the paper covered with densely packed handwriting, his palms were so hot that he was about to burn, asking him to go to work, how could he do it, he couldn't do it at all: "Brother..." He wanted to act like a baby like before, But when he raised his head, he found that his brother's displeased face was full of anger, and he was afraid that if he said a few more words, he would really drive him away.He had never seen his elder brother with such an expression, he was so frightened that he dared not stroke the tiger's beard.But if he was asked to choose his brother to repay the debt, he would be homeless. He contacted his friends yesterday and wanted to stay overnight, but when they heard that he was kicked out, they all dared not say a word, and found all kinds of messy reasons to decline. These so-called friends are all friends of foxes and dogs.
Only then did he deeply realize that his elder brother was his pillar, without him, his world would collapse.And what he did to his brother, cheating, concealing, and blackmailing.Even to this day, I still imagine that my brother will forgive him and help him withhold all the debts for free.
"Brother, I'm going to work part-time. But the salary is so low, how can I afford it?" Chen Rui still had a little fantasy.
"Make a few more copies," Chen Liang killed the thought he shouldn't have thought, "I won't help you pay back a penny, you will pay back the 20 by yourself, I..." He suddenly became dizzy, shaking After a flash, he held on to the wall next to him and barely stood up straight.
"Brother?" Chen Rui was stunned, and hurried to support Chen Liang, and found that Chen Liang's body temperature was suddenly unbelievably hot. He shouted in surprise, "Do you have a fever?"
Seeing Chen Rui's worried face, Chen Liang lied a harmless lie to test Chen Rui's sincerity: "I was worried that you would be bullied by those people. I searched all night and got caught in the rain."
"Brother!" Chen Rui was so guilty that he couldn't speak, he suddenly felt that he was a hopeless scum. "I, I, brother, I'm sorry, I will definitely work hard to pay back the money, and I will never gamble again!"
"Yeah." Chen Liang reluctantly gave Chen Rui a passing grade, "Go home."
Back home, Chen Rui shook off his usual young mastery, boiled hot water for Chen Liang, and helped Chen Liang wipe his sweat.Since Chen Liang's room was turned into a mess and he couldn't sleep, Chen Rui immediately let Chen Liang sleep on his own bed, and then patted his chest to promise that when Chen Liang woke up, he would definitely clean up his room.
Chen Liang fell asleep in peace.
The wound on Chen Rui's body was still hurting badly. He looked at his brother's sleeping face, gritted his teeth, went to the medicine box to find the medicinal wine, and applied it on the wound. He suddenly remembered that his brother had told him that he had hit him The pain is in my brother's heart, every wound on his body is swollen, so is his brother's heart bleeding like a river?He stared blankly at the horrible wounds, and then at Chen Liang's haggard face, his heart ached.
He gritted his teeth and wiped the medicine, silently packed his things and tidied up the messed up clothes.Then, among the debris under the bed, he saw an iron box that had been pried open.At that time, he rummaged around and found that there was no money, so he didn't look carefully at what was inside.Now that I took a closer look, I found that there were his high score report cards and test papers, each of which was well preserved, and his certificate of award was placed at the bottom.
The certificate is a bit worn, seems to have been touched a lot, and the corners are wrinkled.
A picture suddenly appeared in Chen Rui's mind. In the dead of night, his brother was caressing the certificates and report cards. Because the chance of high scores that he had been cruelly deprived of was continued by his younger brother, his eyes showed envy and pride. look.
His eyes were sour, and there was some liquid swirling in the eye sockets. Then, when he saw a few full-score test papers put together, tears could no longer be controlled, and burst out of his eyes.
It was written in pencil: Goodbye, my alma mater.
Respondent: Chen Liang.
Answer time: The year Chen Liang took the senior high school entrance examination and then dropped out of school.
Chen Rui really reformed himself and went to work.Because Chen Liang provided several part-time jobs with different working hours, he chose three of them. Under Chen Liang's guidance, he contacted the other party, and after the interview, he officially started working.He was clumsy who had never worked before, and he was scolded bloody by his boss the first day, and complained to his brother in a grievance.
Chen Liang said without any disturbance, "It's not that easy to make money", Chen Rui was taken aback, and didn't speak for a long time.The next day, he did a good job in his work, and his boss praised him for doing a good job. He was elated, and it was the first time that he knew that being praised was something to be proud and happy about.
Since he was working part-time, the boss gave him a two-day settlement. When he picked up the hot salary, he felt his palms almost melted. It turned out that this was the feeling of making money, so gratifying and happy, but when He opened the account book that Chen Liang ordered him to write, and when he entered the income into the account book, he looked at the astronomical figure that was still far away from 20, and stared blankly for a long time.
It turned out that he was so wrong, so hopeless.He really hurt his brother deeply.
He must, must reform himself, work hard to make money to pay off his debts, and repay his brother.
Chen Rui's matter was resolved, and Chen Liang heaved a sigh of relief.Take a day off and go to work.
"Chenliang."
As soon as he arrived at the company, Chen Liang heard someone calling him, and when he turned around, he bumped into Yang Ziwei's worried face.
"What happened to you yesterday?" Yang Ziwei asked uneasily, "Are you uncomfortable, or something happened?"
"I had a fever yesterday." Chen Liang had a fever again after returning home yesterday. Thanks to Chen Rui's care, the fever subsided last night, but after all, he hadn't been sick for a long time, and he was still a little groggy today. , not in state.
"Your face is still very red, is it still burning?" Yang Ziwei subconsciously reached out to touch Chen Liang's forehead, "If you still feel uncomfortable, please ask for a few more days off."
Chen Liang took a step back reflexively, staggering Yang Ziwei's hand.
Yang Ziwei's hand stopped in the air in embarrassment, the light in his eyes faded, and he smiled bitterly: "Sorry, I forgot."
Chen Liang felt very uncomfortable, and he didn't want to hurt his friend: "I'm sorry, it's my problem."
"It's okay, it's not your fault, it's just..." Yang Ziwei stopped in astonishment, his eyes fixed on Chen Liang's neck, where there was a bright "strawberry" dotted there, ironically exposed as far as he could see and place.
"What?" Chen Liang followed his gaze and touched his neck, "What's there?"
"No, it's nothing," Yang Ziwei's face faded, who branded the mark on him, Qiu Hanyu?Have they developed this relationship?It turned out...he had already lost before it even started.
"You..." He closed his eyes deeply, "Just be happy."
Yang Ziwei left without saying a word, Chen Liang looked at his desolate back, inexplicably, went to the bathroom to see what was on his neck, but was suddenly called to Qiu Hanyu's office by a phone call, and turned around and forgot about it.
It turned out that the psychiatrist took time out temporarily and asked Qiu Hanyu if he wanted to bring Chen Liang there.
Chen Liang happened to have time tomorrow, so he agreed.
The psychiatrist introduced by Qiu Hanyu is a very temperamental middle-aged woman, surnamed Huang. Her look has not faded due to age. Not only is her skin well maintained, but her complexion is also very good. She looks like she is in her early thirties.
Dr. Huang had already known Chen Liang's information from Qiu Hanyu, and she happily said hello to Chen Liang, and thoughtfully did not use the handshake ceremony, which greatly improved Chen Liang's affection for her.
"I'll wait for you outside." Qiu Hanyu said, "You must call me if there is any situation."
"Don't worry," Dr. Huang covered his lips and chuckled, "I'm afraid I won't be able to abduct him, so you can wait outside with peace of mind."
Qiu Hanyu snorted, called Chen Liang to stop, and said: "If you feel any discomfort, you must call me."
Chen Liang nodded: "Okay."
Qiu Hanyu winked at Dr. Huang, then closed the door and walked out. He carefully left a crack in the door so that he could hear their communication.
Doctor Huang's voice is soft, forgive her for being a woman, her voice is too small, Qiu Hanyu has a hard time listening, and vaguely heard Dr. Huang's polite opening remarks, and then heard the sound of pouring water and Chen Liang's thank you, and then I couldn’t hear clearly, and peeking in through the crack of the door, I could only see Dr. Huang’s radiant expression, and couldn’t tell what she was saying, and Chen Liang happened to be sitting in the blind spot of his gaze, so what did Dr. Huang’s words mean? He couldn't see the reaction either.He was so anxious that he wished he could take off his ears and eyes and put them on their table, so as not to miss anything.
At this time, Chen Liang's words broke into his ears clearly.
"My brother and I are illegitimate children."
Qiu Hanyu choked for breath, bastard?He knew the basic background of Chen Liang, but he never knew that Chen Liang was an illegitimate child. What happened?He immediately pressed his ear to the crack of the door.
Chen Liang's voice sounded intermittently.
"That man was married. He came to our hometown for business, met my mother, and then had me and my brother... Our hometown is in another province... The man left and never came back..."
As if Chen Liang hadn't spoken for a long time and desperately needed someone to listen to him, he talked about his story endlessly.
Qiu Hanyu's heart became extremely peaceful. He had heard the same story from Chen Liang, but what he heard was much simpler—maybe it was because the target of the story was different. Without any help from Chen Liang, he could only gently comfort him, but Dr. Huang was able to find a way to treat mental illness from Chen Liang's story, so that Chen Liang could return to a normal life.
For a moment, he couldn't help being jealous of Dr. Huang.
The story continues.From the loss of the father's love, to the mother bringing them to this city to develop, and then to the mother's departure, the story moves toward the climax step by step.
Chen Liang's mood was very stable, as if he was telling someone else's story, without any waves.I thought the story would go on so smoothly, but suddenly, Chen Liang's tone changed and his emotions became extremely agitated.
"We lived in a small place with a lot of punks, I went home from work that night...it was very late...I was alone, and then..."
Chen Liang seemed to be choking, his voice was stuck in his throat and he couldn't get up, and the sound of his suppressed panting clearly sounded in the air.
Dr. Huang spoke, and he didn't know what he said. His mood became a little more stable, but every word and every word revealed pain.
"A lot of punks ran out from behind me...there were a lot of people, the lights were very dim...they, they surrounded me." Chen Liang began to pant again, more excited than before, Qiu Hanyu even heard the sound of the water glass hitting the table, Dr. Huang began to persuade him, he took a breath stubbornly, put his hand on his forehead, "...my mother is an art singer, she is very beautiful, she has participated in beauty pageants many times and won the first prize... I am very handsome Like her, very similar, very similar...so those little bastards are...sorry...sorry..."
boom!Qiu Hanyu was struck by lightning, he had thought of thousands of possibilities, but he never expected that the source of Chen Liang's fear would be so insane!
The scary story continues.
"That year, I was only 13 years old..." Chen Liang's painful sobs sounded in the room, "They didn't succeed... an uncle saved me...but the uncle was beaten on the head by a gangster because of 'meddling his own business' Broken blood... I've been watching, there are a lot of people beating Uncle, blood everywhere, sticks... all blood, a lot of people, it's scary... the police came, we went to the hospital... I'm in the hospital One day in the public bathroom...it was disgusting, I wanted to wipe the blood off my body and tear my skin off...I couldn't touch people anymore, I felt sick and wanted to vomit...so I put myself Becoming like this, escaping from reality.”
The story ended with painful memories, and Qiu Hanyu's mood changed from anger at the beginning to grief now.How much he wanted to rush in at this moment, hug Chen Liang and comfort him softly, and even more wanted to travel back to more than ten years ago and be a hero to save Chen Liang.
He wished he could cramp those little bastards and let them taste the blood!Although the story was skipped lightly by Chen Liang, it is conceivable how terrible the process was. Chen Liang was only 13 years old, and he was just sensible, but he was treated like this and saw such a violent and bloody scene. This shade just won't wash off in a lifetime!
What is he doing at 13 years old?He is still a young master, pretending to be cool to attract girls' attention, playing basketball and playing with model airplanes, but what about Chen Liang?I have already stepped into the society, forcing myself to use my immature thinking to adapt to this mixed world.
God's cruelty is far more than that.The male-female appearance, which should have been admirable pride, became the source of nightmares. Since then, Chen Liang has had an indelible shadow, obliterated his lively nature, and lived in a world of fear and loneliness.
When all the truth came to light, Qiu Hanyu would rather not know anything.
☆、36.Chapter 36
His heart hurts, it hurts, his heart feels like being stabbed by a blunt knife, and blood flows like a river.
He didn't have the courage to listen to the following stories, and left as if fleeing. He ran to an empty corner, punched the wall hard, and the pain spread from his fingers, but he felt unprecedentedly happy, as if opening a gate. The torrent of anger vented out, he clenched his teeth, and then punched the wall, trying to vent it in this way.
But the blocked heart did not become unobstructed because of this. Pages of memories passed by in front of my eyes. From the time I met Chen Liang to the present, every detail emerged one by one, strange birthmarks, impossibly white skin, correct Which of the facial features is not a hint of Chen Liang's previous appearance, but such a beauty was ruined by those scumbags!From then on, Chenliang put on a cold mask to live, resisting normal interpersonal communication, how tiring this kind of life is!
He wanted to help Chen Liang and save Chen Liang from the shadows.He panted heavily, trying to calm down his anger, and walked back quickly.
The first round of treatment was over, Doctor Huang came out, saw Qiu Hanyu, and hurriedly pulled him to a corner to whisper.
"This is the first round of treatment, and I'll bring him back in a few days. His condition is serious, and he may need multiple treatments, but don't worry, he is very cooperative, and his condition shows signs of improvement. He should be cured. Good." Doctor Huang sighed softly, "I didn't expect him to go through so many things, you have heard them all. The treatment I gave him was only one-sided. In the final analysis, there is only one way to cure him."
Qiu Hanyu's eyes lit up, and he asked eagerly, "What is it?"
"He lost his relatives since he was a child, and only his younger brother was his relative. According to his description, his younger brother is also an unreliable person, and because of his mental illness, he rarely interacts with people, so he basically walked here alone. Such People have a characteristic, longing for love, he will sincerely hope that someone will care and love him," Dr. Huang clicked, "you should understand here, he needs a lover. Don't you know a lot of girls? Introduce him to a few people who are well-off and can take care of others."
Hum, there was a muffled sound in Qiu Hanyu's head, and he couldn't hear what Dr. Huang said.
girls?Yes, girls, not men.
He looked at the blood on his fist in pain, he really wanted to hug Chen Liang like a lover, care for Chen Liang with the love of his life, and give Chen Liang happiness and joy for the rest of his life.
However, he can't.Although homosexuality is legalized, the world still rejects this kind of love that is not accepted by morals. He does not want Chen Liang to become a target of rejection. As Dr. Huang said, Chen Liang should marry a virtuous wife. Give birth to a lovely child, and make up for the love that I lack in my child.
Chen Liang deserves happiness, but he wants to give this happiness, but he can't afford it.
Dr. Huang is right, he should find a suitable female partner for Chen Liang and give Chen Liang love.
Qiu Hanyu promised bitterly: "Don't worry, I will definitely find him a lover who cares about him." Even if this person is not me.
"Chenliang?" Dr. Huang said to Qiu Hanyu, "Why did you come out?"
When Qiu Hanyu turned his head, he saw Chen Liang standing blankly behind him, with an indescribably lonely and desolate expression on his face. He was like a thin leaf, which would fade away when the wind blows.Qiu Hanyu walked towards Chen Liang subconsciously, and after walking a few steps, he suddenly stopped, no, he is the only person Chen Liang can contact now, he can no longer make Chen Liang depend on him, Chen Liang should get in touch with girls more.
Chen Liang looked at the distance between the two, the light in his eyes disappeared bit by bit, and finally condensed into darkness. He heard Qiu Hanyu's promise, and his heart fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant, and he fell into the abyss. He thought it was just A polite remark to deal with Dr. Huang, but the reality is cruel.
"I'm going to the bathroom." Chen Liang coldly missed Qiu Hanyu, and went straight to the bathroom.
Qiu Hanyu stood stiffly on the spot, staring at Chen Liang's back absently, trying to catch up, but he still didn't move.
Dr. Huang keenly sensed the unusual smell, she smiled and said: "I take back what I said just now, lovers don't necessarily need girls, as long as they are suitable."
However, Qiu Hanyu was in a daze and didn't listen at all.He turned around and asked Dr. Huang in a daze: "What happened to him afterwards? It was after that incident." He didn't hear the follow-up just now, so he left impulsively.
"Those little gangsters were arrested, all of them have previous convictions, committed crimes, and some are still fugitives. It is said that they have been imprisoned for several years, and they should come out now, but they have never harassed Chen Liang again. I have to say, Chen Liang looks like this He really protected him." Dr. Huang glanced at Qiu Hanyu, "He showed me my real face, I'm so glad I'm old. But it's best not to see a hot-blooded young man like you."
Qiu Hanyu didn't understand: "What do you mean?"
"It's nothing." Dr. Huang smiled ambiguously, "You will know later."
Qiu Hanyu didn't take it to heart, he was at Chen Liang's house, and accidentally saw the photo of Chen Liang's real face a few years ago, it was really pleasing to the eye, but not to the point where people couldn't take their eyes off it.
"When will he get better?"
"I can't say for sure," Dr. Huang shook his head helplessly, "Maybe a year, maybe a few years, it depends on his acceptance. But I think his situation is very optimistic, he can come out to work in society, normal Communicating with people is a good performance, I believe he can overcome this, he will definitely overcome this difficulty."
Qiu Hanyu said sadly: "What can I do?"
Dr. Huang took Qiu Hanyu's complicated expression into his eyes, and his smile became more and more ambiguous: "You can spend more time with him, he needs friends, in fact, I feel that his nature is not as cold and unreasonable as you see now, he should be a very cheerful person. The person whose personality suddenly changed only because of mental illness, I think he should be able to recover his original nature after treatment. In this regard, the help and encouragement of friends is very important. Also, during the treatment, try not to let him be affected by others If you are emotionally excited, it is easy to cause the opposite effect.”
spend more time with him?Yes, I can accompany him as a friend, that's okay, it doesn't affect Chen Liang's finding a lover, he can still get close to Chen Liang, there's no need to make the relationship between the two of them stiff, Chen Liang also needs his company, doesn't he?
The corner of Qiu Hanyu's mouth curled up into a smile, proud of finding a good reason for himself. After Chen Liang came back, he immediately walked over and asked: "It's rare to have a vacation today. Is there any place you want to go? I'm very generous, please go. "
Chen Liang was taken aback by Qiu Hanyu's initiative to get close, looked at Dr. Huang, received her encouraging eyes, and boldly expressed his little wish that had been hidden for many years: "Playground."
Qiu Hanyu's smile froze, and he was in a bad mood.
Where is the playground?In Qiu Hanyu's words, it is a place full of pirate ships, crazy buses, etc. that over-stimulate the heart, mess up the hairstyle, and reduce the charm of the personality. I went up happily, but I vomited all kinds of meat and vegetables, and went home when I was not in the mood to play other things. I never dared to come to the playground again.
Therefore, when Chen Liang pointed at the pirate ship and expressed that he wanted to play, he refused in his heart.
The muscles in his face twitched stiffly, and various thoughts were turning in his mind. What excuse would he find to trick Chen Liang into not playing?
How many people are in line?Do you feel uncomfortable sitting with strangers during the game?
"You line up, I'll sit on the side of the boat, I only look at the scenery and not the people."
"..." Qiu Hanyu wanted to cry but had no tears.Well, everyone has thought of a way to solve the problem, what else do you want?Go in line, boy, isn't it just messing up your hairstyle, and you'll be a handsome guy again after combing it.
"Don't be afraid, this thing is just a toy." Sitting stiffly on the pirate ship, Qiu Hanyu closed his eyes and said, he thought he was brave, but when he opened his eyes, Chen Liang looked excited because of the new attempt, afraid Shit.He twitched the corner of his mouth and added unwillingly, "Let me tell you, don't look at this thing as fun, it's actually very exciting, and it will be uncomfortable if your body doesn't adapt, if you feel scared, just hold my hand tightly, you know? "
Chen Hao blinked curiously and nodded.
The staff came to check the seat belt, Qiu Hanyu hurriedly prevented the staff from touching Chen Liang: "I'll do it." In front of the staff, he helped Chen Liang fasten the seat belt, "Fasten it."
The staff left after confirming that it was about to start. Qiu Hanyu was so nervous that he broke out in a cold sweat, emphasizing again and again: "It's about to start, you don't have to be afraid, if you are afraid, just call it out, it will make you feel much better... ..." Before he finished speaking, the boat moved, and Qiu Hanyu was so frightened that he quickly grabbed the handrail, the boat shook higher and higher, and finally reached the top, and then swayed wildly and vigorously.
Qiu Hanyu's teeth chattered in fright, and the extreme weightlessness made him almost vomit. At this moment, a hand tightly held his hand. He was overjoyed, and Chen Liang was also afraid?A sense of pride of being a hero to save the beauty arises spontaneously. He maintains his demeanor very strongly, but instead holds Chen Liang's hand, holding back the discomfort desperately, and survives to the end.
The painful torment was finally over, he felt that there was something filth gushing out of his throat, but he still restrained himself very face-saving, and pretended to be strong and said: "Is it fun?"
Turning his head, he saw Chen Liang's excited face, with a few large characters written on his face: "Don't be afraid, hold my hand tightly!"
"..."
Qiu Hanyu left the pirate ship with a frustrated face, walked to the bathroom, his mouth was still stiff: "What are you looking at? I drank too much water just now, and I need to solve my physical problems."
Chen Liang thoughtfully handed him a pack of tissues: "Wipe your face."
Everyone knows that Chen Liang has seen his purpose of going to the toilet.Qiu Hanyu glared at Chen Liang, grabbed the tissue and went to the bathroom to vomit.
After returning, Chen Liang handed him a glass of mineral water, and said with great face: "I'm stingy, I just invite you to drink water."
Qiu Hanyu glared at him again, after drinking enough, he wiped his face with a tissue: "You are stingy enough, I am generous enough, I will treat you to shark fin soup tonight."
Actually, Chen Liang had never tasted shark fin soup, and every time he smelled the delicious taste, he would be very greedy, but if he went out to eat it, it would be too cruel for Qiu Hanyu who has no sense of taste.
Chen Liang shook his head: "Don't drink."
"If you don't drink, you'll be tired," Qiu Hanyu said with a look of joy on his face, "Then go home and drink vegetable soup."
"Okay." Chen Liang showed a happy smile, and the warm sunshine fell from the top of his head, and the smiling face reflected was like a flower blooming, which was pleasing to the eye.
At that moment, Qiu Hanyu suddenly had the urge to hug Chen Liang and kiss him gently.
Chen Liang never proposed to play exciting rides again, and just played some mild amusement facilities such as bumper cars and carousels, but Qiu Hanyu could tell that Chen Liang really wanted to play and liked to play exciting rides. Well, sitting on the Ferris wheel, Chen Liang's eyes were locked on the place where the screams were the loudest, and he never even glanced at him.
Qiu Hanyu sighed, as long as Chen Liang is happy, it's nothing to sacrifice himself. "Go and play whatever you want, I will accompany you, and you have to have fun when you play."
Chen Liang didn't want Qiu Hanyu to suffer: "No need."
Qiu Hanyu knows him
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