door of eternal life

[Text of this chapter: A blue-gray cold light pierces the sky sharply, drawing a graceful arc on the bright red and beautiful setting sun, like a chess piece falling into the smooth and vast water surface. 】

Bin smiled and sat in front of Qing, looked at Qing, stretched out his hand involuntarily, touched Qing's cheek and said, "Why are you losing weight again! You must have not eaten properly!"

Qing didn't avoid Bin's hand, maybe this kind of scene will never happen again in the future, he said with a slight smile: "Driving every day, I am very tired, of course I will lose weight."

"Are you surprised?" Bin asked with a wide-eyed smile.

Qing smiled and nodded.

Bin looked at Qing's bloodless face, he wasn't worried about being thin, he was worried about Qing's illness: "How's the stomach problem? Have you taken your medicine on time every day?"

"Eat, eat every day, three times a day." Qing replied with certainty.He really took his medicine on time, and he didn't want to be tortured by illness every day during this journey.

"Where do you plan to go next?" Bin listened to Qing's answer, and he could see that Qing was not just trying to perfuse him, so he was a little relieved.

"Undecided, the itinerary changes at any time." Qingben wanted to ask Bin Wenbin in the road photo he took last time, the Taike Highway, if he wants to go, how to get there, and then a thought flashed, he didn't ask the exit, Instead, ask, "How did you find this place?"

"Hehe, I originally wanted to go to the hotel to look for you, but before I arrived, I saw you walking out of the hotel from a distance, and I kept chasing after you, so this is where I ended up." Bin thought for a while and joked He said, "Tell me, if I used to chase after you like I do now, would I be able to catch you?"

Qing felt very helpless about Bin's frequent "dreams", so he looked at Bin helplessly.

Bin laughed again and raised his hands above his head: "I know! I know! I'm dreaming!"

Qing burst out laughing, she hadn't seen Bin in such a relaxed state for a long time, like when he first met Bin, he was sunny, cheerful, and willful.

They sat and chatted.During this time, Bin has been running around in some cities to shoot films. He came to Shijiazhuang two days ago, and then showed some photos taken this time to Qing, and talked about some episodes in the filming. Qing still smiled from time to time. Meeting friends by chance, sitting and chatting, this short time, he wants to enjoy it again.

Until Bin's phone rang, and just as Bin answered the phone, he heard a roar from inside: "Cheng Xiaobin! You ran away as soon as you said what you said, hurry up and come back to me, everyone is waiting for you!"

Zhen Debin took the phone away from his ear, and said repeatedly into the microphone: "I'll be back right away! I'll be back right away!" Then he quickly hung up the phone regardless of what the other party said or whether he finished speaking.

Qing heard it clearly, so she asked, "Did you come here because you were working?"

Bin just smiled and said: "They are not as attractive as you. As soon as I heard that you are in Shijiazhuang, I just wanted to see you."

Qing smiled and said, "I've seen it now, hurry up and go back."

"Okay, call again, I'm leaving." Bin grabbed his bag and said, "I'll call you when I'm not busy."

Qing nodded.

Bin left in a hurry, and before leaving the house, he turned around and yelled, "Eat well and be safe!"

Qing waved to him, then looked at Bin's back, lost his mind in silence.

Two days later, Qing drove on the Taike Highway between Taiyuan and Jiaogu, which was listed as one of the "highways of death".This mountain road, when seen from a distance, looks like a white line, twisting and turning from the foot of the mountain to the mountainside and even the top of the mountain, and from one mountain to another in the winding mountains. Walking through it, I discovered that under its "notoriety", it is actually a magnificent scenery.

Qing's mood was extremely complicated, as if there were two nameless forces pulling him, one pulling him forward, the other dragging him backward, each force was like a mixture of several different forces, It's like pouring a whole box of paint into a basin of clear water and mixing it into an unknown color. He couldn't see clearly, couldn't explain clearly, and was constantly being pulled to rush out, but kept being pulled back with all his strength. The power disturbed his mind, he didn't know what he was thinking, and it seemed like he couldn't think of anything.Along the way, he unconsciously went uphill, downhill, turned, and braked... When he finally drove through the famous devil U-shaped bend, he sighed a long time and asked himself if he wanted to return to that painful life?Of course not.Then keep going, the journey of life will always end.

In the next journey, Qing began to go south along the Erguang Expressway. When encountering the exit of the expressway, he temporarily decided whether to get off or not, or whether to change the route. He turned to Qinglan Expressway, Beijing-Kunming Expressway, and Shanghai-Shaanxi Expressway. High speed, and I don’t stay in any place for a long time. Sometimes I only stay in the outskirts of the city for one night, and then start off the next day. Look, look at cars, look at people, look at buildings, look at all kinds of things in the world, or just sit in a daze on the teahouse on the street without looking at anything, stay overnight, and then go on the road on the third day, just stop and go like this After stopping, he entered the Sichuan and Guizhou area.He has become used to text messages sent by Kuobi every morning and after checking in at night. When he wakes up in the morning, the first thing he does is turn on his phone to reply to Kuo’s messages, and sometimes Bin’s messages. Bin’s messages always revolve around three things. , Where have you been, eating, taking medicine.He also called home from time to time to report his whereabouts, and his brother and sister would always call to inquire about the situation after two or three days.Occasionally, there is a message from Yu, asking where he is, and then paying attention to safety, which is extremely brief and plain.Whenever Yu sent a message, he would always feel pain for a while, and when the pain was over, he told himself, keep going, and when this journey reaches the end, there will be no more pain.

But everyone who has ever loved knows that pain or not is within their control, and it is not up to them to love or not.Qing understands very well that if he can't let go of Yu's feelings, he won't be able to truly free himself. He will and can only continue to repeat the past few years in pain and suffering. He doesn't want to carry it anymore.

Looking up, he found that he had turned onto a mountain road at some point. The mountain road was rugged and had no end in sight.

The love for Yu didn't stop when it could be stopped in time, and when he wanted to stop, it was too late and it was too late to stop.This love has been out of the control of his thoughts, like an independent living body, crazily absorbing his hard work and essence and gradually growing up, stubborn and stubborn, taking pleasure in torturing him and seeing him suffer, but he is helpless about it , can only become more desperate day by day.For so many years, in order to be with that person, the person he has loved with all his heart since he was a teenager, he has been working hard to write, trying to accumulate his own strength, but in the end he has tried his best and suffered a lot.To this day, from the beginning to the present, this "together" is still the goal of that love. This goal has pushed him to go on, to strive for it, to live, and it has become an inseparable part of his life. How can he give up his identity, and how can he survive without this feeling.If you can let it go, why wait until today.Since I can't give up my love for Yu, I can only cut off the blood that supports this love, let the love dry up, let the love die, I really don't want to return to that kind of life, I really want to break the shackles.Repeatedly, whether the teasing of fate is enough, and whether you are willing to lend him the strength to kill and make decisions...

Turning the corner, a vast lake immediately appeared in front of you, which was so vast that it filled the entire field of vision. It has been frozen there since then, immortal, immortal, born and immortal. It is the entrance of a peaceful and peaceful beautiful world, beyond time and space, across life and death, waiting quietly, as if entering this entrance is entering The door of eternal life, when transformed into a grain of dust, a bird, a drizzle, a cloud, a seed, a snowflake or a leaf... There will be no pain, no pain, no sorrow, no injury, no love , and no hate.

On the steep and winding mountain road, a car was speeding fast, and at the sharp turn, with an urgent and sharp braking sound, it soared into the air.The snow-white railing instantly twisted, broke, and flew into the air in pieces... The huge impact sound echoed in the mountains.

It was a sunny day, and although it was winter, it was unexpectedly warm.Kuo is at the foot of the mountain, parked on the side of the road, just finished talking with Ye Rong on the phone, at this time he is leaning on the car to smoke, from time to time, he looks at the vehicles climbing on the winding road in the distance, and at the lake at the foot of the mountain, which is also a reservoir , in the embrace of the mountains, from a distance, the lake looks like a huge mirror, with the reflection of the mountains, the clear water, and the setting sun, like a bright ruby ​​embedded in the vast expanse of jasper.Attracted by the loud sound, he raised his head and saw a blue-gray cold light piercing the sky sharply, drawing a graceful arc on the bright red and beautiful slanting sun, like a chess piece falling into the smooth and vast water surface .

Blue-gray cold light!Kuo was stunned for a moment, the cigarette in his mouth fell to the ground, he turned around and quickly got into the car, regardless of fastening the seat belt, he stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, the car paused, and immediately rushed towards the reservoir within a second out.His hands were shaking so much that he could hardly hold the steering wheel, his feet were firmly on the accelerator pedal, his legs were shaking violently uncontrollably, he passed an unknown number of cars along the way, some people honked their horns to protest him, some people drove away He couldn't hear the loud curses from the car windows, wishing he could fly over immediately.

Finally rushed to the side of the reservoir, some people gathered on the shore to look around, many people were asking each other before they figured out the situation, and before turning off the engine, Kuo opened the car door and rushed out, took two steps, turned back and rushed back to the side of the car, from He took out a waterproof strong-light flashlight from the trunk and bit it in his mouth. "Qing can't swim! Qing can't swim! Qing can't swim!" He yelled that sentence repeatedly in his mind, as if it was about to burst his eardrum.He took off his coat as he ran, ran to the edge of the lake, and plunged in without even feeling the cold of the water.I only heard someone on the shore shouting: "Be careful! The police have been called!"

Kuo didn't know how deep the reservoir was. At that time, he saw the approximate location where the car fell into from a distance. It should not be the center of the reservoir, but he was not sure about the exact location, so he could only search as far as possible.He took a deep breath and dived into the water. After diving for an unknown number of meters, he touched the bottom of the water, which was a slope made of cement.He hoped that the green would not fall here, it was too shallow and the impact force was too great, but he was more afraid that the green would sink too deep, so deep that he could never find it again.The water is still clear, the sun is still there, and the visibility is relatively good, but he still turns on the flashlight, he is afraid of missing even a little possible shadow.He quickly searched his surroundings, but found nothing, and hurried out of the water, at this time he saw that the police rescue and salvage team had arrived, and not far from him, police rescuers had also entered the water to search.He checked his position, then quickly swam forward for more than ten meters, and plunged down.At this moment, he was burning with anxiety, and the time passed by second by second, as if Qing's life was passing by second by second.The great fear made Kuo dare not think about it anymore. He just swam desperately and searched desperately, but he couldn't find it. When he came out of the water, he heard the police shouting with a loudspeaker on the shore, telling him to pay attention to his own safety. , the weather is cold, go ashore early.He quickly changed his position, plunged down again, and continued searching.The sun was gradually dimming, and the visibility in the water was less than ten meters.

The police lights on the shore were flickering, and the strong searchlights hit the waters, illuminating the waters like noon day.When he came out of the water again, he heard someone shouting more than ten meters ahead: "A large metal object has been detected, it may be it!"

Kuo spread his arms and swam over quickly. Regardless of the police's obstruction, he took a deep breath and dived. He couldn't feel how deep he dived. He and the police rescuers saw Qing's car at the same time.The windows of the car were broken, the car was filled with water, the airbags were fully deployed, the seat belts were still fastened, Qing closed his eyes, his face was pale, he didn't know who was involved, and his calm was suffocating.

Qing...what's the matter with you?Qing, what's the matter with you? !Qing, what's wrong with you... Kuo lost all the ability to think in an instant, he just kept asking and shouting in his heart, over and over again.Instinctively, he tried his best to pull the car door, but he didn't open it, and leaned half of his body through the car window, desperately trying to untie the seat belt, but he couldn't do it.His eyes were full of Qing's pale face, and he couldn't see the police rescuers eagerly giving him back gestures, but subconsciously he felt that the police with professional rescue experience and equipment should come to the rescue. Qing, he stepped aside immediately.After getting out of the way, he was suspended in the water in a daze, watching Qing being pulled out from the car window and brought up out of the water.He just watched helplessly, and suddenly felt that Qing was about to be taken to another world, farther and farther away from him, so far away that he could hardly see, he shouted: "Qing!" The water choked into him The rescuers quickly grabbed him and brought him out of the water. He coughed violently for a while before he gradually recovered.

Climbing ashore, his whole body was drenched and the weather was cold. He couldn't help shivering. His whole body was shivering from the cold, and he was almost stiff. The rescuers put a thick blanket on him in time. Wrap it tightly, and look around trembling, where is Qing?Where is Qing?Then he saw a white ambulance, a doctor was giving emergency rescue, and a nurse was about to close the door, he took a big stride and ran over quickly, grasping the door, the nurse was not careful that he would rush over suddenly, The hand that closed the door hadn't loosened yet, and his wide hand was clamped hard, but he didn't feel it at all, his eyes were fixed on Qing all the time, and he didn't hear what the nurse was saying, he only knew that he was He had to get in the car, and he was afraid that if he didn't go with him, Qing wouldn't be able to come back.Leaping into the car, as soon as he sat next to Qing, he heard one doctor say to another doctor: "Heart stopped." on the carriage wall.

The ambulance drove to the hospital with its lights flashing and roaring.